Low-altitude flight

"The Commission for Discipline Inspection has no right to interfere with the students' private life, but the report letter stated that you, He Xi, were suspected of 'pick-up' behavior, and the photos were sent directly to the school leaders, so our office made this trip. The staff of the Commission for Discipline Inspection who brought him here just now brought He Xi into their work room, stopped in front of another workstation, took the key and the letter of punishment, and continued, "There are rules and regulations in the student dormitory. It's not an apartment you rented personally, and you have a roommate, even though you've joined the army, the dormitory is still shared by the two of you, so you should be more careful."

He Xi accepted the disciplinary letter, "I don't need the key anymore, I won't live in the school anymore, thank you."

"Oh, it's okay," the man withdrew the key, his tone was relatively calm, "Aren't you curious who secretly took pictures of you and reported you?"

"I know who it is," He Xi said, "I'll tell you the truth, I've been waiting for the day when he will deal the cards."

The man was taken aback, "Actually, the school leaders are also worried that the photos will spread. First, it will bring bad reputation to you and classmate Qu. Second, this year, it will be the time to enroll students again. If it becomes fermented, the school's admissions office will be embarrassed."

"I understand, then I'll go first."

"Okay... hey, if you feel the need to confront the person who reported it, you can come to the Commission for Discipline Inspection tomorrow."

He Xi stopped halfway, "Thank you."

The man didn't understand, thank you, whether to refuse or accept, He Xi disappeared at the door, and he didn't look back for a long time.

The sky was still sunny and the wind was blowing warmly. He Xi took out the photos in his pocket only after he walked to the back lake.

Arranged in time, the first sneak shot happened on the day when Pei Ziyue came to get back together with him. They had a quarrel, Pei Ziyue covered his mouth, pressed him to the end of the bed and stabbed him indiscriminately and violently. Qu Xiaotang said it was rape .

The second time was the day when Qu Xiaotang and Pei Ziyue were fighting in the corridor, that day he slept with Qu Xiaotang, it was He Xi who took the initiative, and they did it for a long time without covering their clothes.

Every time afterwards, it was him and Qu Xiaotang, the photos were blurry, and they were taken from outside the balcony. He Xi knew that he guessed right, the Guofeng Pavilion, which was nearly 100 meters away from the balcony, should be the best place for sneak shots.

That's why that person reminded him to close the doors and windows when he pretended to be the dormitory management committee to check the bedroom for the first time.

However, the person wrote the word 'pick up' in the report letter, which still made He Xi couldn't help but sneer, and then put the photo back into his pocket.

"Is it fun?"

This is the first sentence that He Xi came out of the elevator and stood in the corridor to the man who was yelling at the door of 812.

The man raised his head and looked at him through the lens, "It's not fun, your reaction makes me feel boring."

He Xi heard the words, walked up to him, "Get out of the way."

The man turned sideways, and He Xi took out the key to open the door, and did not close the door after entering, as if giving him the right to enter the door formally in this way.

He Xi opened the curtains and opened the balcony window. He hasn't even drank since morning. Now that the matter has come to an end and the person involved is still in front of him, he doesn't feel anxious anymore.

He took two bottles of water, threw a bottle to that person, and went straight to the balcony. He Xi leaned his back against the balcony fence and said, "I have to move out in two days, you If you want to come and live here, just make an application with the department.”

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" The man also came over and stood on his right, looking straight at him.

"What are you asking? When did you start spying on me? Or what result did you want when you sent the photo to the school leader's office?"

"Don't you want to know?"

"I want to know why it's me." He Xi put the cap on the bottle, meeting his gaze, "Why me, Shen Qichen?"

Maybe it was because his full name was called suddenly, Shen Qichen couldn't hide his panic, he opened his mouth dryly, but didn't say anything.

He Xi turned his head, looked at the Guofeng Pavilion, and said, "When you were peeping there, every balcony in this building, as long as you don't draw the curtains, is within your observation range, isn't it?"

Shen Qichen also looked over, the sadness in his eyes flashed, and after a long time, he said, "Why didn't you call the police?"

"Is it useful? The police will only criticize and educate you. What's the point..."

"I mean, why didn't you call the police when Pei Ziyue bullied you?"

He Xi was occasionally at a loss for words, but quickly adjusted, "You know he bullied me, why did you still say in the report letter that I was picking up customers?"

"When people are slandered, they usually tell the truth subconsciously to prove their innocence," Shen Qichen said, "It seems that you didn't, even though the photo was on the table, you didn't tell the fact that you were raped, He Xi, It's been a long time, Qu Xiaotang's appearance made you completely forget about that incident, right?"

When he thought that He Xi was about to erupt from his emotions, He Xi let out a single breath, and even looked at him with a layer of pity that was so thick that it couldn't be melted away.

"Otherwise, like you, silt up in my heart, and then find an outlet all over the world? From this point of view, I am not a lucky player."

"What do you mean?" Shen Qichen became angry, "What do you mean like me!"

"That's good, why don't you tell me about it, why are you going to sleep after rejecting a senior's confession? I'm curious about this."

"He Xi, you..."

"Do you know that many people are looking for you? My friend, the School Disciplinary Committee Office and Qu Xiaotang, I can't tell which one will come first," He Xi said, "I only know that if you explain the matter to me clearly, I can protect you nothing."

"..."

"I didn't sleep with him."

Shen Qichen sat down on the plastic stool by the wall and said these words.

He Xi didn't say a word, and waited for him to finish speaking.

"The confession is his own idea. I have refused many times." Shen Qichen lowered his eyes, as if recalling something, "The last time I took out my things, I said I was a man, and I lived with you." Downstairs, of course he couldn't accept it, he scolded me, said I was perverted, disgusting, and shameless."

"After the scenery on the lake was gone, I stayed by the lake for a long time. When I was about to leave, another group of people came, they were his friends. They dragged me into the woods and beat me up," Shen Qichen said, smiling sadly, " In fact, the person my brother has been chasing so hard for more than half a year turned out to be a man, and it is normal for him to come out as a friend, but I still feel hopeless, because among his friends, there is someone I like."

"So you also chose not to call the police?" He Xi asked.

Shen Qichen nodded sullenly, and continued, "Then one night, the senior sent me a message saying that he had something for me and asked me to go to his dormitory. I didn't think much about it, so I went."

He Xi had a very bad premonition, but he didn't make a sound. He heard Shen Qichen say, "I went to his dormitory, and he locked the door. The light in the dormitory was not turned on. He suddenly tied my hands behind my back with shoelaces. Then I took off my pants and pressed me against the stacked suitcases in the corner...

I was also afraid of pain, and I wanted to yell, but his roommate came back, and I heard the sound of the key opening the door. The door hadn’t been opened for a long time, so I wanted to yell, but he pressed me tightly and asked me if he wanted me to like it people see me like this. "

Shen Qichen just spoke up to this point, then raised his eyelids, and exchanged glances with He Xi, "The doctor said that I have a gender cognitive disorder. I have been like this since I was a child. It seems that I am not as strong as an ordinary man. I have no resistance. I am afraid that I will The person who called in was the one I liked, after all, they were in the same dormitory."

"After that, there were insults day and night, and everyone became double-faced. They were polite to you on the surface, and called you a bastard behind your back. Someone saw me going in and out of his dormitory and asked him if he wanted to fall in love with me. He said No, he said that I entangled him, seduced him, and said that I was a scumbag who was once in a century."

"So the rumors in the school are getting weirder and weirder, and you don't want to clarify them at all?"

"Heh..." Shen Qichen laughed again, ironic and helpless, "This is the difference between us, I should be a woman, and you, a pure homosexual, human prejudice is deeply rooted, but in the face of more shocking phenomena , they have almost unlimited tolerance for homosexuality."

In an instant, He Xi suddenly understood why it was him and why Shen Qichen chose him to vent. He squatted down and faced Shen Qichen and asked, "It's also rape. You need me to expose it to attract the attention of the school so that it can This makes you who hide behind feel psychologically happy?"

Shen Qichen nodded, then shook his head, "Not all."

"What else?"

"Revenge." Shen Qichen said.

"Revenge? You want to take revenge on me?"

"No," Shen Qichen opened and closed his lips, and said, "The senior is Kang Rui, from the Department of Architecture. He graduated last year. The person I like shares a dorm with him. His name is Pei Ziyue."

"Pei Ziyue?" He Xi didn't have time to think, "What did you do to get revenge on him? Because he didn't save you?"

"It's not that he didn't save me," Shen Qichen said, "Kang Rui knew about me the first time he vented his anger on me, and later Kang Rui used him to threaten me to go to their dormitory. When I got there, Pei Ziyue was walking out and passed me. He told me, isn't this what you want... He also let me enjoy it."

For Shen Qichen, Kang Rui and Pei Ziyue have always hurt him unequally. He originally didn't recognize his body, but he couldn't face the contempt of the person he likes.

He Xi swayed, and stood up fearing that he would not be able to squat steadily. His legs were numb. He leaned on the balcony railing and looked down at Shen Qichen. He wanted to say something, but he swallowed it back for a while, and changed it to, "I can't see it for seven years." You are lucky to see what comes out in just a few months."

As He Xi said, he wanted to go to the bedroom, but when he looked up, he saw Qu Xiaotang standing in the entrance, he stopped, and heard Shen Qichen asking behind him, "He Xi, how did you manage to be raped? Can you still sleep with Qu Xiaotang as if nothing happened?"

Qu Xiaotang heard it too, and he looked at He Xi nervously, but He Xi didn't seem to be affected by the word 'rape', and answered his question very seriously——

"It's nothing to sleep with a person as a hope of coming back to life."

He thought that peeping was just an accident, but he just realized today that it was inevitable. Pei Ziyue was like a long thorn, piercing through two people, one was dying and the other was dripping with blood.

After Shen Qichen left, Qu Xiaotang walked up to He Xi, hugged him into his arms again, and kissed him on the top of his head.

"I went to his dormitory and found his camera and computer. I destroyed the negatives and smashed the camera. There will be no more of those messy things."

After hearing this, He Xi slapped him hard on the back, "You are very good at breaking the law and committing crimes!"

"If you really want to break the law, he just walked away from me?" Qu Xiaotang tightened his arms, "Today is really tiring, why don't you call your husband to listen and soothe my fragile little heart?"

"Young poor, let me go."

"All right, all right, don't call if you don't call," Qu Xiaotang said, "Don't worry, I left him compensation money."

He Xi sighed, and pushed him helplessly, "Help me pack my things, the school leader said, I can no longer live in this dormitory."

The next day, He Xi moved to the postgraduate entrance examination building in the back street. Before that, he went to the Commission for Discipline Inspection to reconcile with Shen Qichen face to face, and said that he would not pursue it.