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Liu Fan lived a long period of painful days at home, but there was nothing she could do about the weight of her heart.If it was in the past, she could have forced Li Yichu to leave for the sake of her son, taking the favor of nurturing, taking the status of an elder, etc., these are her weapons.But now she has nothing to stand for.Even though she had raised Li Yichu, she indirectly ruined the rest of Li Yichu's life.On the one hand, she hated Li Yichu for leading Liang Xuan on a wrong path, and on the other hand, it was difficult for her to say anything confidently in front of Li Yichu.

So the only thing she can control is Liang Xuan, but Liang Xuan has never been a character controlled by her since she was a child.Liang Xuan rented the house opposite his home, and hired a nanny to accompany Liu Fan for three meals a day.He understands his mother's personality and likes to use his body to threaten those close to him, but generally he doesn't persist for too long.What's more, my mother has a very good face, no matter what, she will never tell outsiders what she thinks is a family scandal, and she doesn't want people to think that her son is unfilial.

The days of being taken care of by the nanny and chatting with her went on for a long time, and Liu Fan became more and more frightened. She felt that if she didn't do anything, everything would be settled.

Liang Xuan was in Beijing when he received the call from the babysitter. He came to Beijing the day before yesterday to handle business, and he only got better today, and he has to stay for a few more days.The nanny said that Liu Fan swallowed more than a dozen sleeping pills at home. Fortunately, the nanny found out in time. Now he has had his stomach washed, but he is still in a coma.Liang Xuan immediately wanted to smash the phone.No matter how much he loves his parents, he also hates the behavior of threatening his relatives with his own life.At the beginning, Li Yichu left He County because his father scared him into a fool.Now my mother is doing it again.He knows that if there is a first time, there will be a second time, as long as he does not let go, his mother will not give up.

Liang Xuan told the nanny to keep an eye on his mother on the phone, and to tell him if there was any situation, and he would go back to visit his mother immediately after finishing his work.The timing of coming out to his mother was too sudden, and he couldn't force her to figure it out within a day.That's why I decided to take my time, let my mother know about it first, and then do ideological work step by step.Even if the mother can't accept it for the rest of her life, as long as she knows that her son is destined not to marry and have children.

Liang Xuan was not at home. When Li Yichu came back home, he only worked and slept. Before going to sleep, he wanted to make a video call with Liang Xuan. Liang Xuan said that he drank too much wine during the dinner and his face was too red. After a few words, Li Yichu heard that Liang Xuan was not in a very high mood, thinking that he was in trouble at work, so he lay down on the bed and said, "Don't worry, if the headquarters really insists on letting you go back to Beijing, then go back for now, don't worry about it." Make the relationship too tense."

Liang Xuan was not worried about this matter, but when he heard Li Yichu say this, he smiled lightly and said, "That won't work, if you are left alone in Shanghai, then I will resign immediately."

Li Yichu rolled around on the bed, pinched the earphone cable and said in a low voice, "When are you coming back?"

Hearing the attachment in his tone, Liang Xuan felt an evil fire rising from his lower body, but the two of them were so far away now that they couldn't do anything.Liang Xuan sighed: "Yi Chu..."

Li Yichu: "Huh?"

Liang Xuan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and said after a while: "Good night, baby."

When Li Yichu heard that the phone was hung up quickly, he buried his head in the quilt and laughed.He had asked Liang Xuan before how Liang Xuan had coped with his physical needs during the years they were separated. He still remembered that Liang Xuan said with a cold face that he would use his hands.After the two lived together, Liang Xuan was no longer willing to use his hands to solve the problem. Even if conditions did not allow him to do it directly, Liang Xuan still waited for his body to calm down and refused to use his hands. It seemed that his hands were borrowed from other places. He didn't like it at all.

Li Yichu guessed that Liang Xuan must have gone to take a cold shower at this moment, so he rolled from the end of the bed to the head of the bed, hugging Liang Xuan's pillow to sleep.

After Liang Xuan dealt with the affairs in Beijing, he directly bought a plane ticket and went back to his hometown.

The nanny was persuading Liu Fan to eat. After seeing Liang Xuan, she felt amnesty and pushed the lunch box in front of Liang Xuan: "Mr. Liang, you are finally back. Sister Liu hasn't eaten a drop of rice these days. I am so worried."

Before Liang Xuan entered the ward, he asked the doctor about his mother's condition. She had just had her stomach washed and couldn't eat too much. Although she didn't eat much these days, she was given nutrient solution and her body was not affected much.Liang Xuan asked the nanny to go back first, and he stayed to take care of Liu Fan.

Liu Fan was half leaning on the hospital bed, his eyes were half down, and he didn't respond to Liang Xuan's arrival.

Liang Xuan took off his coat, rolled up his shirt sleeves, took a spoonful of porridge from his lunch box, and said softly, "Mom, let's have some porridge."

The spoon was brought to his mouth, but Liu Fan still didn't speak.

Liang Xuan was in a stalemate with her for a few seconds, then withdrew his arm and put the lunch box aside.

Liang Xuan didn't want to make the atmosphere tense with his mother as soon as he came, so he took an apple from the table, peeled it with a fruit knife, and looked at his mother: "Mom, I hope you can communicate with me no matter what. This is not the way to force me."

There was a sneer on Liu Fan's lips: "Communicate? On Li Yichu's question, can you communicate?"

Liang Xuan stopped moving: "I will spend the rest of my life with Li Yichu, I told you clearly about this."

Liu Fan: "Then there's nothing to talk about. When I'm dead, I don't care if I don't see it. You can be with whoever you like."

Liang Xuan looked at her, eyes were full of undercurrents, the corners of his lips were cold and hard, the wrist holding the fruit knife turned the angle, inserted the knife into the inside of his left arm and slowly cut it open.Blood gushed out from the tip of the knife immediately.

"Xiao Xuan, what are you doing?!" Liu Fan immediately jumped up from the bed, knocked off the fruit knife in Liang Xuan's right hand, and tremblingly grabbed Liang Xuan's bloody arm. Her heart was about to break. He walked out with his son: "Go to the doctor... Hurry up!"

The wound Liang Xuan made was very short, only three to four centimeters. His knife was just inserted into the skin before Liu Fan knocked it off.Liang Xuan did not say a word the whole time and let the doctor stitch and bandage him.Liu Fan wiped his tears and asked the doctor if it was serious, whether there would be scars, and how long it would take to heal.

After the wound was bandaged, Liu Fan grabbed Liang Xuan and went back to the ward. While closing the door, he slapped him in the face and cried, "Bastard!"

Liu Fan still felt that it wasn't enough after scolding him, so he threw his fist at Liang Xuan again, crying and cursing while beating: "Do you have a conscience?! You don't even want your life for Li Yichu? You bastard!"

Liang Xuan waited until she had vented enough before saying, "I'm not doing it for Li Yichu. It's because there is a problem between us, mother and child."

Liu Fan looked up at him with tears in his eyes.

Liang Xuan's face was very indifferent: "I can do things like self-mutilation, but I can't bear to make you sad. How are you feeling now? I was in the same mood when I heard you swallow sleeping pills a few days ago. Mom, even if No matter how much I love you, I can't stand you treating me like this. If you really have an accident, then I won't be able to live a stable life. How can you make me believe that you are doing it for my own good instead of hating me. "

Liu Fan lowered her eyes in panic, she staggered towards the hospital bed, lay down on it again, and turned her head inward.

Liang Xuan went to the bed and sat down, and said calmly: "Even if it wasn't for Yichu, I might face other shortcomings in my life, maybe I can only study hard and can't find a good job, maybe I can't marry a virtuous wife , or maybe I got sick. Now none of these things have happened, and I feel happy and happy every day, but I have not become the person you expected. Are you going to kill me? Then am I your son, or are you enemy?"

What he said made Liu Fan speechless, perhaps because of the impact of Liang Xuan's saber just now, Liu Fan was still afraid, her consciousness had to follow Liang Xuan, and Liang Xuan's words made sense , she couldn't find the entrance to refute at all.

If Liang Changping is still alive, Liu Fan will definitely push the matter to Liang Changping to solve, and no matter what decision Liang Changping makes, she will obey.Now she fights against a fully mature son with her own strength, and besides being unable to do what she wants, she also complains a little about her husband's premature death.

She is a typical ignorant and unaware parent with the vanity of a little woman. She is not allowed to be inferior to others in front of her relatives and sisters. If her husband is the most family-friendly among her sisters, her children must also be the best among her peers. , no matter how hard you are inside, you must always maintain an enviable image in front of outsiders.So to her, Liang Xuan's sexual orientation not only means that her son may be old and homeless, but also means that she can no longer hold her head up in front of relatives and friends.

Seeing that her mother was still silent, Liang Xuan tucked her quilt: "My father once taught a student who worked very hard in his studies, but his grades were not good. His parents came to our house and asked my father to take care of his child. At that time, my father said , he is very responsible for each student, and will provide more counseling for this child in the future, but he hopes to be a parent, not to fantasize about giving birth to a prodigy every day, but to learn to accept that his child may be an ordinary person , I can’t fulfill the high expectations of my parents. Just like me, I can study hard to get into college, and I can also work hard to make money, but getting married and having children is something I can’t do anyway. This thing is beyond my ability. Besides, Dad left in a hurry and didn't understand my feelings for Yichu, but I believe that if he was still alive, he would not stop us again. "

Liu Fan finally took a sniff and turned his head around.

Liang Xuan's face was a little relaxed: "When you really figure it out, we can take you to Shanghai. When the time comes, you can stay here if you like it, and come back if you don't like it. Yichu didn't blame you, but I hope you will be I really treat him like my son and stop being hostile to him. It has been difficult for Yichu these years, and I am reluctant to let him be wronged again."

Liu Fan looked at the gauze belt on Liang Xuan's arm, and said in a tearful tone, "You two are such good children, how did you become like this..."

Liang Xuan: "We are no different from people in this world."

Liang Xuan looked at his watch. It was time for him to catch the night flight back to Shanghai.He called the nanny, explained everything clearly, and left the hospital.

Liang Xuan didn't tell Li Yichu that he was coming back today, it was already past five in the morning when he got home, and Li Yichu was supposed to get up in an hour, Liang Xuan was afraid that going to the bedroom would wake him up, so he simply went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Li Yichu.

Liang Xuan's left hand was injured, and it was inconvenient to cut vegetables, so he went to the refrigerator to find simple ingredients.

As soon as the phone alarm clock rang, Li Yichu got up half-closed. He walked out of the bedroom and heard movement in the kitchen. The first reaction in his mind was that Liang Xuan had returned. He ran over a few steps and saw Liang Xuan making fried dumplings.Li Yichu walked up to him happily: "When did you come back? Why didn't you call me?"

Liang Xuan's left hand was grabbed by Li Yichu, and he immediately raised his arm up with a breath.

Li Yichu quickly grabbed his hand and said nervously, "What's wrong?"

Liang Xuan looked at him and smiled: "I made a mark on my arm."

Li Yichu looked around with his arms, frowned and said, "How did you do it?"

Liang Xuan: "I was hit by someone while peeling fruit."

Li Yichu looked up at him, not quite believing it.

Liang Xuan looked at his expression, and leaned over to kiss him: "Miss me?"

Li Yichu stepped back: "Really?"

Liang Xuan said innocently: "Why did I lie to you? I didn't go to Beijing to find someone to fight."

Li Yichu was still dubious.

The water for frying the dumplings had dried up, Liang Xuan turned off the fire, hugged Li Yichu's waist with his uninjured hands, turned his head and held his lips.

After Li Yichu washed up, Liang Xuan was putting breakfast on the table. There was a plate of roasted tofu in soy sauce, a plate of fried fungus, a plate of fried dumplings and two bowls of porridge. It's like a person."

Liang Xuan walked over with chopsticks, and patted Li Yichu's pouting buttocks: "Sit down and eat."

Li Yichu: "You have a good rest today before going to work."

Liang Xuan took a sip of porridge: "Well, I'll go again in the afternoon."