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After get off work the next day, Li Yichu asked Xu Pan if he had time and wanted to treat her to a meal.Xu Pan said that it would be better to go to the nearest coffee shop and sit for a while, where there are private rooms and it is quiet.Li Yichu booked a box according to her preference.After get off work, the two went to a coffee shop together.

Although Xu Pan complained a lot to Li Yichu from the standpoint of a friend, she was an outsider after all, and even Liang Xuan didn't mind, so what right did she have to make irresponsible remarks?

Li Yichu was sitting on the sofa. He originally wanted to ask Xu Pan a lot, such as how Liang Xuan is doing these years, is he happy on QQ, does he know any friends, and has he ever been sick.But when the words came to his lips, Li Yichu didn't know which one to ask first.

Seeing that he was hesitating to speak, Xu Pan pointed out: "You want to ask Liang Xuan how he is doing these years?"

Li Yichu nodded.

Xu Pan thought for a while: "It was very bad at the beginning, but then... I don't know if it got better or worse, but it seems to be much calmer."

Li Yichu: "What happened at the beginning?"

Xu Pan recalled Liang Xuan she met during that summer vacation: "After the results of the college entrance examination came out, the school wanted to make a short video for their students who were admitted to prestigious schools as a promotion, but neither the head teacher nor us could contact Liang Xuan, so I went to When you searched at home, you found out that Mr. Liang was hospitalized, so you went to the hospital to find him. Oh, that is the ugliest and most sloppy Liang Xuan I have ever seen. During the day, Aunt Liu took care of Mr. Liang, so he went out to hang out with Lu Bin’s original brothers I went to drink and go to Internet cafes together, and squatted at the door of the ward at night to guard Teacher Liang. The teacher tried to persuade him, but he ignored him. He didn’t go to the school to pick up the college notice. I went to the hospital and handed it to him. It’s about to be torn, but fortunately my reaction is almost in my chest.”

Li Yichu: "..."

Xu Pan rolled his eyes: "Anyway, it took a long time to be so neurotic, and it wasn't until Teacher Liang passed away that he returned to normal overnight..."

"Wait!" Li Yichu opened his eyes wide in shock, "Uncle Liang...he passed away?"

Xu Pan: "That's right, just over a month after you left, your condition deteriorated and you passed away."

Li Yichu's hand holding the cup trembled uncontrollably, how could it be?Before he left, he obviously asked the doctor that as long as Uncle Liang's body persisted in chemotherapy, it is possible to live for another ten years.How... How could it be possible that you didn't last for two months?

Seeing his painful expression, Xu Pan carefully said: "I, I heard what Aunt Liu meant, it should be that Teacher Liang deteriorated rapidly after you left, and she felt that your departure gave Teacher Liang a fatal blow."

The corner of Li Yichu's mouth twitched, and he said in a hoarse voice, "It will be a fatal blow to him if I don't leave."

These years he has had an extremely difficult life, and he could not survive for a time, but he has never regretted it. He is not afraid of suffering, nor is he afraid of being alone for the rest of his life. As long as his choice is right, he will have no regrets.

But what is it now?

Now he has worked hard for eight years, struggling to stay away from Liang Xuan every day, but God suddenly tells him that these eight years are meaningless.

He was able to leave alone so resolutely, but he wanted Liang Changping to live.But he died.

In a flash of thought, he realized that Liang Changping had no intention of continuing to receive treatment at the beginning, he was just using the last time to completely separate Li Yichu and Liang Xuan, and then went to see Li Yichu's parents without any regrets.The so-called life and death were just means he used to threaten Li Yichu. No matter what Li Yichu chose, he would not live.

——In the future, my parents will definitely try their best to stop us. You promise me that you will stand with me in everything, and we will face it together. Take your time, there is a way for everything.

Li Yichu came out of the coffee shop, returned to the car and covered his face. He had promised Liang Xuan, but he broke his promise.

Li Yichu booked a plane ticket with his mobile phone, and drove directly to the airport.

In the past eight years, the cities outside have changed with each passing day, but He County is no different from the hometown Li Yichu remembered. He hailed a taxi and asked the driver to drive to the place where he had lived for more than ten years without asking for directions.

The community is older than eight years ago. There are no children playing in the yard of the community, and there are even few bicycles that used to be seen everywhere. It seems that most of the neighbors have moved out.Li Yichu walked to the door of his house, raised his hand and knocked on the door.

"Who is it? Here it comes..." Liu Fan opened the door, and when he saw the person standing in front of him, he was taken aback for a moment, and then said coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Li Yichu: "Aunt Liu, let me see Uncle Liang."

Liu Fan let him into the house without saying a word.

As soon as Li Yichu entered the living room, he saw Liang Changping's portrait beside the TV cabinet. He walked over and knelt on the ground, lit a stick of incense, bowed three times, and inserted the incense into the incense burner.

Liu Fan didn't know why he came back hypocritically to do this. He went into the bedroom and took out a passbook and stretched it out in front of Li Yichu who was kneeling: "Changping doesn't have chemotherapy, and your money is useless to me, although you can look at the money." No, but now you will return it when you come back."

Li Yichu looked at her: "Uncle Liang...do you have anything to say to me?"

When Liu Fan heard him mentioning this, he was even more angry. When Liang Changping passed away, Qian reminded her to remember that if she saw Li Yichu again in the future, she must pass on a word. She thought it was an ordinary legacy, but she didn't expect Liang Changping to send such a message. Poison wish.

"He asked me to tell you that if you don't keep your promise, he and your parents will never have peace."

Li Yichu looked at the portrait with tears in his eyes. He returned to He County overnight, just to hear even half of Liang Changping's loose words from Liu Fan. Even if Liang Changping didn't mention him before his death, he could still face him Liang Changping's grave made it clear to him in person that he wanted to return to Liang Xuan's side, and he wanted to go against what he had said before, but he didn't expect that Liang Changping would not leave him any illusions.

Seeing his sad expression, Liu Fan became more and more impatient, and said coldly: "When Chang Ping passed away, I swore that I would never recognize you from now on, and I would never let you enter my house again. I will treat you as if you came today." Pay homage to Changping, in the future...you don't have to come again."

Li Yichu stood up in a daze. From the corner of his eye, he saw that his bedroom door had been sealed. He walked to Liang Xuan's bedroom door and took a look. It turned out that his room had disappeared.

It seems that the past ten years have been erased lightly.He has never existed in this family.

It hurt him more than being hated.

When Li Yichu returned to Shanghai, he received a call from Liang Xuan as soon as he got off the plane. Liang Xuan's college classmate Wu Hao came to Shanghai to do business, and he went to Liang Xuan's house to pick up things. Liang Xuan left a spare key in the office, so he asked Li Yichu to take it. The key led Wu Hao to his house.

After Li Yichu got off work, he found a meeting place to meet Wu Hao, and then drove him to Liang Xuan's apartment.

Wu Hao is a warm and outgoing person, and he talked with Li Yichu about Liang Xuan's university studies all the way.

Wu Hao still had dinner parties at night, but his clothes were wet with sweat several times after a long day of work, so he planned to take a shower at Liang Xuan's house before leaving.Li Yichu was about to send him off, but was stopped by Wu Hao: "Can you wait for me for a few minutes? I take a shower very quickly. I have to trouble you to return the key to Liang Xuan's house. I will fly to Hong Kong tomorrow afternoon, and He can't meet face to face."

Li Yichu nodded in agreement.

Wu Hao stretched his head to look into the bedroom while taking off his coat, clicked his tongue and asked in doubt, "Hey, there are no balloons in the bedroom?"

Li Yichu: "What balloon?"

Wu Hao leaned against the door and said with a smile: "The four of us in the dormitory moved out to rent a house in the sophomore year for the convenience of doing things. From the sophomore year to the work later, Liang Xuan kept a dark blue hydrogen balloon in the bedroom. Just get a new one. We used to laugh at him for being a little princess at heart."

Seeing Li Yichu's expression suddenly turned sad, Wu Hao wondered if he had said something wrong, so he touched his nose and went to the bedroom to look for Liang Xuan's unopened underwear.He opened the closet, and a hydrogen balloon floated out of it.

Wu Hao: "..."

Li Yichu stood outside the door, watching the dark blue balloon slowly fly to the roof.

——Liang Xuan, I wish you a happy birthday, a long life, success and fame!

——I live a long life, what about you?You have to stay with me.

Li Yichu walked under the balloon, stretched out his hand to grab the rope, and let go when he pulled the balloon halfway down, allowing it to fly to the roof again.Wu Hao had already taken his clothes to take a shower, Li Yichu raised his head and stared at the balloon, as if the balloon had turned into a small display screen, re-displaying the long and wonderful past in front of him.

The yogurt that Liang Xuan put in from the window during class break in summer, the snowball that Liang Xuan threw on his head from the fourth floor in winter, the sound of early morning stalls when the two of them cycled past the market together in the morning, the coolness that came after school at night evening breeze.

Those little things that he hadn't thought of for a long time, the little things that he thought he had forgotten, all swarmed into his mind.

Li Yichu knew that he was too young and too stubborn back then.Some things don't have to be chosen that way, but he still chose the most difficult and decisive path.At that time, he didn't understand. He thought that life is so long, and there will always be various possibilities in the future.But after all these years, he finally found that he had nowhere to go.

In his life, from the very beginning, there was only Liang Xuan's path.

After Liang Xuan went to Beijing, it really didn't go well. This budget exceeded everyone's expectations. Even the general manager who has always liked him the most replied that he needed to wait for the high-level discussion before making a decision.

Liang Xuan decided to visit Mr. Wang who strongly recommended him to join the company tomorrow. With him, nothing is difficult.

After staying in Beijing for three days, Liang Xuan got the signed documents from the headquarters and returned to Shanghai.Before he got on the plane, he hesitated for a long time with his finger on the phone number. Since Li Yichu had agreed to him, he probably...wouldn't break his promise.

Liang Xuan used to sleep on planes, but this time he didn't feel sleepy. He kept looking at his watch. When the flight attendant reminded him that he was about to arrive at Hongqiao Airport, he looked out the window.After leaving the cabin, Liang Xuan's cell phone rang, and he picked it up.

"Liang Xuan, I'll wait for you outside the terminal."

Liang Xuan walked fast all the way, and after seeing the Hyundai, he adjusted his facial expression and returned to the original calm look, walked to the side of the car, opened the passenger door and sat in.

Li Yichu started the car and asked, "Are you tired?"

Liang Xuan: "It's okay."

Li Yichu smiled lightly: "Go home first or eat first?"

Liang Xuan touched his belly: "I'm hungry and sleepy, I don't know which one to choose."

Li Yichu took a look at him: "How about going to your house? You sleep for a while, and I'll cook."

Liang Xuan happily said, "You know how to do it?"

Li Yichu: "Not bad."

Li Yichu drove the car to Liang Xuan's community, and the two bought a bunch of ingredients in the supermarket at the entrance of the community, and carried them upstairs together.

Li Yichu carried the vegetables into the kitchen, and said to Liang Xuan, "Go to sleep, I'll call you when the meal is ready."

Liang Xuan looked at his back, he thought it would be great if Li Yichu came to pick him up, but he didn't expect that a meal would be included as well, so the trip to Beijing was worth it.

During the two months when Li Yichu worked in a restaurant, he learned how to cook home-cooked dishes. In the past few years, he has been busy with work, and only occasionally started to cook by himself when he was in the mood, but his skills are still passable.He broke apart the clean vegetables he bought one by one, thought about what he was going to do, and started to do it in an orderly manner.

An hour later, four dishes and one soup were brought to the dining table by Li Yichu. He took off his apron and was about to call for someone. Liang Xuan had already come out of the bedroom with the documents.The two sat at the dining table, and Liang Xuan handed him the document: "The headquarters has agreed, and we can start working on it next week."

Li Yichu read it carefully and said with a smile, "That's great."

Liang Xuan looked at the dishes on the table and moved his index finger: "It looks delicious."

Li Yichu: "Try it, my craft is not bad."

Liang Xuan has been busy in Beijing for several days without touching his feet, and today he spent a long time on the plane, fainted from hunger, picked up chopsticks to taste a piece of chicken, and continued to eat with his thumb up.

When Li Yichu picked up food for him, he went back to many years ago in a trance. At that time, Liang Xuan liked to force him to eat more, and whenever he encountered something he liked, he kept putting it in his bowl.And Liang Xuan always looked at him with a pleasing expression, as if he would be full while taking the vegetables.He once made Liang Xuan contented and happy, and then let him live without food for eight years.

The two ate together for a long time, and Liang Xuan swept away all the food on the table. After eating, he packed up the dishes and went to wash the dishes. Li Yichu stood by the kitchen door and watched him, and waited until Liang Xuan washed the last bowl and put it in the cupboard. , Li Yichu stepped forward and hugged him.Liang Xuan froze in place, Li Yichu looked into his eyes, half-closed his eyes and kissed him.

Ten seconds later, Liang Xuan came to his senses, hugged Li Yichu to take the initiative, and dragged the back of his head with his palms to entangle with the tip of his tongue. Li Yichu opened his mouth to cooperate with him, and when Liang Xuan's tongue drove straight in, he sucked it lingeringly, and his hands were also kissing. He circled Liang Xuan's neck.Liang Xuan picked him up and walked out of the kitchen. He didn't stop sucking kisses during the walk. He came to the bedroom with a few steps, hugged Li Yichu and fell on the bed, took off his shirt halfway along his arm, and stretched it along his chin. Kiss up.

Li Yichu panted quickly, and inserted his fingers into Liang Xuan's thick hair. Liang Xuan's tongue flicked back and forth in his mouth, and while he was panting, his lips licked along the corners of his lips to the ears next to his face, and Li Yichu followed his lips. Turning his head slightly, Liang Xuan grabbed Li Yichu's arm and laid it flat on the bed sheet, inserted his fingers into his and clasped his fingers together, pressing forward tightly to his palm when Li Yichu's ear was covered and trembling, A sharp object scratched the back of Liang Xuan's hand.

He glanced out of the corner of his eye, and what he saw was the file shell he threw on the bed just now.

Like a basin of cold water pouring down his head, Liang Xuan's original steaming desire disappeared immediately, and he let go of Li Yichu in his arms and stood up.

Li Yichu was lying on the bed with his clothes half uncovered, a little confused by Liang Xuan's sudden departure.

Liang Xuan picked up the file casing and sneered, "Is it because of this?"

Li Yichu's face suddenly became ugly.

Liang Xuan couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. It was nothing more than a heaven falling into hell. One second he was reliving his old dreams, and the next second he was awakened by reality. One meal made him forget who Li Yichu was, that's right, When he saw Li Yichu's budget a few days ago, he knew that the data would be difficult to pass at the headquarters, but he didn't remind him. He just wanted Li Yichu to owe him money, and the more he owed, the better.Doesn't Li Yichu love money, so just do what he likes and hold him for the rest of his life.

He was still worried that Feng Qiming would help, but he didn't expect that Li Yichu would be so easy to bend his waist for money, Feng Qiming couldn't be trusted, so he turned around to show his favor to him.Although he wanted this result, but before he went to Beijing, Li Yichu still kept him at arm's length. Just because he solved this matter, Li Yichu did not hesitate to pay him back. What do you think of him?

Li Yichu sat up from the bed and looked at Liang Xuan: "Let's... get together again, okay? One year. If you want to leave after one year, I will never stop you. We have forgotten the past, I—"

"I can't forget." Liang Xuan interrupted him, looking away: "My parents can't forget either."

When Li Yichu heard him mentioning his parents, his eyes couldn't stop feeling sour. He knew before that Liang Changping was there, so he and Liang Xuan couldn't do it.But after returning from He County, he realized that Liang Changping was gone and his poisonous oath was still there. Even if he ignored the poisonous oath, there was still Liu Fan, layer after layer, unless Li Yichu made Liang Xuan break away from his parents. Whether it is life or death, they don't care anymore, otherwise they don't want to get what they want.

Since we are still facing a dead end in the end, why not be drunk today.As for the poisonous oath, Uncle Liang is an intellectual, and like Li Yichu, he is a firm atheist. He knows that the lamp goes out when a person dies, and it has nothing to do with this world.He said that because he wanted Li Yichu to stay away from Liang Xuan because of his guilt.If Li Yichu didn't keep his promise, then his conscience would be troubled for the rest of his life.

But Li Yichu would rather bear the debt of conscience for the rest of his life, as long as he can be with Liang Xuan again, every day counts.

Li Yichu mustered up his courage to take this step, but Liang Xuan refused him.Li Yichu put on his clothes, lowered his eyes and said, "Since this is the case, you can just take me for a joke."

Then turn around and leave.