so called lover

I opened my mouth and closed it again, repeated several times, not knowing what to say.

It was me who gave it to him, but it was you who sent the text message—wait.

I think of the ridiculous bet with Jiang Zidi, and the spoken phrase when I met him just now: You are bound to lose.

Jiang Zidi, although I still don't understand what happened, but this matter must have something to do with Jiang Zidi.

Several thunderclaps exploded in my heart, a crazy idea suddenly appeared, one strange thing after another was connected in series, and finally this situation came into being.

He set up this game just to see who Jiang Yi trusts.

Suddenly, cold sweat broke out behind him.

A group of uniformly dressed soldiers suddenly poured in outside the door, and there was a commotion in the back. It turned out that someone pushed aside the people in front and squeezed in. That person was a pair of ginger flutes with peach blossom eyes.

The moment he saw me, his face suddenly sank.

He strode up to Jiang Yi's side with his head held high. Two people with the same clothes and the same momentum stood together, unexpectedly harmonious.

I stared at them, I could only stare at them.

"Isn't this Xiao Qinger, the traitor in your family? You really have the ability to come to the door. Didn't you break up with him? Why, the remaining love is not over, and you let him in again when your heart softens?"

Jiang Zidi put on a smile, and what he said chilled my heart.

He said that Jiang Yi broke up with me.

I don't understand, I just separated from Jiang Yi for a few days, and he said that I broke up with Jiang Yi, and, without my knowledge, Jiang Yi dumped me.

I begged at the door and waited day and night for two days, and it turned out that Jiang Yi knew about it.

he knows.

He was indifferent.

I don't know what my expression is now, but I can clearly see what their expressions are. Everyone present hates me as if they are looking at a traitor.

"I didn't let him in."

Jiang Yi and Jiang Zidi explained.

Jiang Zidi's sneaky eyes rolled around me twice, "He's not small, heh, no wonder he dared to betray his teammate—oh! Sorry, I made a mistake, it's not his teammate, it's someone else's teammate , I don’t feel guilty about selling it.”

"I don't know what you're talking about..." I couldn't defend myself.

"You do not know?!"

Jiang Zidi sneered, and picked up two photos scattered on the ground, "What is this?" He pointed to the photo intertwined with others, "What is this?!" He then pointed to another photo that I personally took The two photos I handed to that person hit my chest together, and I said sharply: "You fucking think we are blind! Do you fucking think that it's over to find a relationship and show pity with Jiang Yi?! We lost It's not just a medal! Our brother will never come back, so fuck you!!"

"what……"

I was hit by Jiang Zidi's sudden anger and took a few steps back, almost bumping into someone behind me. Jiang Yi suddenly stepped forward, grabbed my wrist, and pulled me back.

My heart is filled with hope again.

You still believe me, don't you?

However, there was a heart-piercing pain from my wrist. I subconsciously wanted to tear Jiang Yi's hand away, but it was unsuccessful. The veins in his hand were bulging, as if he was trying to endure something.

it hurts.

it hurts……

I pulled his fingers hard, and my heart swelled with discomfort.

"Let me ask you one more question, do you admit it or not?" Jiang Yi's blue eyes are like a bottomless pool, because they are deep enough to hide invisible dangers.

"I gave the file, but you sent me a text message and asked me to give it to him!"

Jiang Yi closed his eyes tightly, "Up to now, you still refuse to admit that I never sent you a text message asking you to send the file."

I took out my phone in a panic. I didn't delete the text message, which can be used as evidence, but when I opened the inbox, I was shocked.

Empty, there is no text message in the empty mailbox.

"I really misread you." Jiang Yi said.

I froze, not because I couldn't answer, but because I didn't dare to answer.

The way they look at me is no longer right. In their hearts, I am already a traitor who betrays others.

What makes my heart ache like bleeding is that Jiang Yi is no exception.

He looked at me as coldly as they did. He didn't know that when he looked at me like this, all my courage and confidence were wiped out.

He doesn't know, he is my courage.

He didn't know that he was my strongest backing.

He doesn't believe me.

He has already confirmed that it was me who gave the file to someone else, and he already believed that I had an affair with someone else. He asked me just to be sure, and he already answered yes.

I admit it; he's right, and I'm unpardonable.

I denied it; he felt that I was making excuses, which was even more unforgivable.

So what if you admit it, so what if you don't admit it, he doesn't believe me, everything I say is wrong.

My heart was ashamed, my eyes were blurred with tears, and Jiang Yi's face was blurred. I really wanted to beat him up to wake him up, but my remaining rationality knew that I didn't have any evidence, even if I beat him up It doesn't help either.

Finally, I turned my face away and raised my mouth towards Jiang Zidi, "You won."

My smile may be quite involved, because apart from the corner of my mouth, I can't control other parts to make a smile together.

you win.

I lost, lost completely.

Convinced to lose.

I tried my best to shake off Jiang Yi's hand, and after a crisp sound from my wrist, our hands separated.

I turned around and ran out through the crowd with my head down, not sure whether my wrist hurt more or my heart hurt more.

My throat was unbearably sore, and something was clogging my trachea, making every inch of air I breathed so painful that my lungs were about to explode.

I feel like I've been running for a long time. I never ran so fast in the high school entrance examination. I tried my best to leave this place, as far away as possible.

Until I was exhausted, I dragged my heavy and slow steps towards the door.

"My God, what happened?!"

When the driver uncle saw me, he showed incredible eyes, stepped forward quickly, and held my arm carefully, "You are injured! I will take you to the hospital!"

I didn't nod or shake my head, let the uncle driver take me away.

Just leave, it doesn't matter where you go.

The driver uncle reported my situation to Uncle Que Yi in the car, stepped on the gas pedal and rushed to the hospital entrance.

The uncle driver was very conscientious, registered and paid for the medicine.

I was numb and the driver uncle took me to take a film, and then came back for a plaster cast and drove me back.

He asked me over and over what happened, but I didn't speak.

I do not want to talk.

Back at Uncle Que Yi's house, I hid in my room, didn't go anywhere, and didn't see anyone.

I leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows with my knees in my arms, and leaned my head against the glass, watching the sky outside change from bright and dazzling light to dark and gloomy night.

I clearly realized a fact that broke my heart. From now on, Gan Peng and Jiang Yi are strangers.

It took months for us to become us, and in just one week, it was me, and him.

I lost.

Lost Jiang Yi.

Lost it all.