black mist

Until that day...

Until those ignorant and fearless children approached his seal...

He will probably always remember the moment when Guo Xiaopang tore off the seal. At that time, Guo Xiaopang was so frightened that he was about to cry, and his fleshy face was wrinkled into a ball. in one breath.

Because of the lifting of the seal, he has always been very grateful to Guo Xiaopang, and even became friends with that cute little fat man.Because at the moment when Guo Xiaopang released the seal, his desire for Wen Yan to transcend everything finally found a release point, and a crazy idea emerged in his mind.

——He wants to leave here and go to Wen Yan's side.

But in his mind, there was a voice frantically objecting: "Why do you go to him?"

"Are you worthy?"

"Do you dare to expose this filthy soul to the sun?"

"Why bother to humiliate yourself? There are so many good people in this world, how could he fall in love with you? Why would he fall in love with a mess?"

"Even if you put on human skin and melt into bones, you are still a puddle of mud under the mirror lake."

"Smelly, dirty, disgusting, no one will like you, even you don't like yourself like this, don't you?"

"Why do you want to touch the cleanest place in your heart?"

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In his mind, two villains who looked exactly the same were arguing endlessly.

One said: "I must go to him, no matter what I have to experience, overcome or give up, I must go to him... Even if I don't need to respond to my feelings, I must let him know."

Another said: "How dare you go to his side? With a glamorous face, you really think of yourself as a human being? Others may not see clearly, don't you know what you are? You are also worthy of meddling he?!"

But in fact, there is not much time left for him to make a decision, and it is not enough for the two people in his mind to argue to a conclusion—the moment Guo Xiaopang pulled off the red rope, all the restraints imposed on him followed. The lifting, but only for a moment!Immediately afterwards, the seal began to repair itself.

In the blink of an eye, he suddenly broke free from the restraints.

he thought.

——I may have a lot of bad things, I have low self-esteem, jealousy, no empathy, no understanding of right and wrong... But it doesn't matter, for you, I can let go of them.

——I can abandon my identity, my origin, and my strength, leaving only the beauty that was born because of you in my life.

——You like optimism, kindness, smiling...

—I'll just leave them and go find you, okay?

He split himself in two, and one came out of the seal with all the good qualities about him.

The other one retained his remaining traits and source of strength, and was sealed back into Mirror Lake by the repaired seal.

After leaving the shackles of Jinghu, he resolutely found Wen Yan's stepmother who had just married in Chunxia Town.

His stepmother's surname was Jane, and as her "child", he naturally inherited this surname, so he named himself Jian Tong.

During these few years, this was the first and only thing Wen Yan gave him, his name.

——I really, really like you, even though I know that the road ahead is difficult, even if I know that this love may not end well, I still want to continue to love you.

He was like a moth to a flame, after completing all the layouts, he decisively erased all his memories.

From now on, there will be no owner of Mirror Lake here.

There is only one person named Jian Tong who is secretly in love with his elder brother.

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The will of Jinghu mentioned in Zhang Hezhong's notes actually refers to Jian Tong who has not yet divided herself into two.

But now it seems that the pupil who was forced to stay in the mirror lake is more suitable for the will to be called the mirror lake than Jian Tong because he retains the control and power source of the mirror lake world.

Jian Tong didn't take away many things. From a practical point of view, Tong Tong possessed much more than Jian Tong. He had absolute control over the entire Jinghu small world. He had power and origin. Hitomi is several times stronger, even if he loses some insignificant traits, he is still the king of the mirror lake world.

But psychologically, the one who has so much is the one who is abandoned.

Being divided and abandoned by Jian Tong, who is the real self.

However, Wen Yan was not in Chunxia Town when Jian Tong escaped from the seal, so Jian Tong and Tong Tong maintained a delicate balance for a long period of time.

But this state of balance is not stable, and it can only be maintained until the day Wen Yan returns to Chunxia Town.

This summer, Wen Yan returned to Chunxia Town to spend a short summer vacation with his father.

The return of the sweetheart broke the delicate balance between Jiantong and Tongtong.Even though they have been divided into two, they still hold their own opinions. Jian Tong desperately wants to get close to Wen Yan, and wants to convey his feelings for Wen Yan, while Tong Tong thinks that Wen Yan is the cleanest part of their hearts. Neither he nor Jian Tong deserves to get involved.

Contradictions cannot be reconciled.

As the stronger existence of the two, Tongtong dragged Jiantong into the world of Jinghu in order to keep Jiantong away from Wen Yan and not to do things that would bring him humiliation.

Tongtong knows himself very well, he knows that Jian Tong erased his memory, and he also knows how to restore it - Jian Tong left behind a "key" to restore his memory when he erased his memory, this "key" "That is: when he sees Tongtong's face, he can restore his memory.

But Jian Tong finally got rid of those traits that he thought were bad, and finally found an opportunity to approach Wen Yan openly. Even though he doesn't remember anything now, he still rejects Tong Tong's reunion with Tong Tong. fusion.

So he didn't dare to look back at Tongtong, but gave him a stick, turned around and ran away.

Even if they are divided into two, they are still one. Jiantong hit Tongtong with a stick, and his head swelled.But what was more troublesome than the lump on his head was that Tongtong was completely irritated by this stick.

Tongtong has been comforting himself, he has more, he is several times stronger than Jiantong...but he actually understands that he was abandoned by Jiantong who is his self, this is the truth.

Jiantong's stick completely shattered Tongtong's self-hypnosis, and he had to face the bleak reality.

——But who can calmly accept the fact that he was abandoned?

He was furious, and he wanted to teach Jian Tong a lesson, so he kept dragging Jian Tong into the world of Jinghu, and concretized the virtual image that Jian Tong feared most, intending to clean up Jian Tong.

But Jiantong is also the owner of Jinghu Lake, he instinctively resisted going back to Jinghu Lake, so Tongtong couldn't drag him in all at once like dragging others.

This process of dragging and resisting lasted for several days, and in the end, Tongtong won the victory, and Jiantong was completely dragged into the world of Jinghu.

But in the matter of Wen Yan being dragged into the world of Jinghu together, Tongtong is innocent.

He didn't dare to get a finger on Wen Yan at all, and he dragged Jian Tong in because he wanted Jian Tong to stay away from Wen Yan.

Wen Yan would follow in, actually because of Jian Tong——because Jian Tong longed to be with Wen Yan in this world.

The world of Mirror Lake is Jian Tong's original world. Even if he gave up control, this world still responds to his desire.

Although there is Tongtong who deliberately wants to teach him a lesson, his experiences in the world of Jinghu continue to assist him. His plan to approach Wenyan and pursue Wenyan is progressing smoothly. Yan occupies a place in his heart.

Tongtong saw all this and became jealous.

He felt that he was not worthy to approach and get a finger on Wen Yan, and he should not take the initiative to express his feelings, but this did not mean that he would refuse Wen Yan when he offered it to his door. After all, he liked Wen Yan as much as Jian Tong.

The current Tongtong is actually very contradictory. On the one hand, he thinks that he is not worthy, and hopes that Jian Tong will let go, and he will give up; on the other hand, he is clinging to the last hope, refusing to let go of Wen Yan's chance to accept him.

But a more realistic problem was posed in front of Tongtong. Now he is even worse than before——Jian Tong didn’t take away many things, but he took away all the good qualities, and Wen Yan’s possibility. Loved every chance he got.

Fortunately, all the current contradictions can be resolved through one thing, that is, to merge with Jian Tong and make the two into one.

Only by recovering Jian Tong and those beautiful qualities can he get close to Wen Yan and grasp the hand that Wen Yan stretched out towards him.

Therefore, he designed to remind Jian Tong of everything, and he even mustered up the courage to kiss Wen Yan, but was pushed away by Wen Yan and ran away in anger.

It's really a wonderful thing to like someone, and it makes people even eat their own vinegar with relish.

After regaining his senses, Tongtong carefully designed this meeting. He wanted to become one with Jian Tong. No one wanted to be the one who was left behind. What's more, fusion can meet all his needs now.

But integration is obviously not what Jian Tong wants. His pursuit of Wen Yan has just improved a bit. He has no way to face himself, and he doesn't want to accept his dark side at all.

He wished to stay far away from Tongtong, he thought so in his heart, and he did so, he would rather face the ghosts that Tongtong deliberately arranged for him to fear the most, than see Tongtong's face.

In the process of exploring in the world of Jinghu, Tongtong's beautiful and familiar face is Jiantong's greatest fear.

In essence, this game between Jiantong and Tongtong is just a struggle of a person who loves so humblely that he denies himself.One side is hopeful, the other side is dejected and desperate.Because the person I love is like a star like a moon, so there is no way to accept a little bit of my own badness.

But even though Jian Tong got rid of all the traits that he thought were bad, he and Tong Tong are connected in the same vein.

Just like Tongtong can't let go of his love for Wen Yan, Jiantong can't let go of the paranoia rooted in his nature.

——Even if he does whatever it takes, he still has Wen Yan.

Just when Tongtong hugged the quiet Jian Tong in her arms and was about to start merging, Jian Tong suddenly elbowed and hit Tongtong hard, breaking away from the defenseless other self.

Then, he spread his legs and flew forward.

He and Wen Yan were just a step away, and he was unwilling to give up at this point, and he didn't dare to gamble with his real self.

The one who loves first loses first, he can't afford to bet.