deviant

Lin Shuyu had already guessed.Ning Baichuan's words only confirmed the fact that he wrote the post.

He raised his hand and patted the other person's shoulder, pushing him into the room.Then he followed Xie Yan and walked around the corner.

If the latter's eyes had any substance, on the way back, they fell on his side from time to time, as if looking at his expression, guessing how much he understood Ning Baichuan's words.Lin Shuyu almost exhausted her acting skills all her life to make herself look less happy.

It was not easy for the two of them to get home. As soon as Xie Yan opened the door, Lin Shuyu hugged his neck and kissed him.

Xie Yan was curious about his initiative today, but obediently wrapped his arms around his waist, and responded to this aggressive kiss.

As if wanting to devour him into his stomach, Lin Shuyu pushed Xie Yan against the door, his lower abdomen pressed tightly against Xie Yan's belt, and the hard metal buckle made him ache, but in this entanglement of breath, , many feelings are not worth mentioning.

Lin Shuyu didn't let Xie Yan go until the oxygen was exhausted, took a step back, and stared straight at his face with his head raised.

"I said that when I saw you for the first time, I smelled the scent of milk on your body." Lin Shuyu finished speaking word by word, while observing Xie Yan's face, "This should be true, right? .”

Xie Yan's eyes flickered, and he raised his jaw slightly, avoiding Lin Shuyu's sight.

"It's true." After a while, he replied softly, "I followed...Xu Ziqiong to Fang Yu."

Lin Shuyu asked, "When did it happen?"

"four years ago."

Lin Shuyu was silent for a while.During the brief silence, he seemed to hear Xie Yan's slightly heavy breathing, as well as a heartbeat the size of a drum.

"Ning Baichuan said that there was a little prostitute who was amazed by me when he saw me for the first time."

Xie Yan's expression became stiff.He lowered his head slowly, looking into Lin Shuyu's eyes in a little bewilderment.This is the first time the latter has seen such emotions on his face. In his impression, Xie Yan has always been calm. It seems that he has eliminated these unnecessary feelings a long time ago, or that he has been injected with botox since he was a child. bacilli.

But it's really fresh.People can't help but want to look more.

He sort of understood why some naive brats always like to bully and tease someone when they like someone, maybe it's just for those few seconds of short-lived expressions that are different from usual.

Lin Shuyu went on to say: "He also said that this person fell in love with me the second time he saw me, because he received a little comfort from me."

He originally thought that Xie Yan was going to stay silent like this, and it would be impossible for him to get any response after he finished speaking, but Xie Yan suddenly retorted: "Not a little bit."

Lin Shuyu raised her eyebrows involuntarily.

"what is that?"

Xie Yan's Adam's apple twitched. He stared at Lin Shuyu for half a minute before saying hoarsely, "A lot, very important."

At least for him at the time.

At the age of 16, he only has music in his eyes, and the podium shrouded in spotlights is all he can see.However, one day, the spotlight disappeared, the podium was gone, and his world seemed to be plunged into darkness. He scratched his head and anxiously, and all he could get were those mediocre voices that couldn't make it to the stage.

He has heard too many stories about hurting Zhongyong.Over the years, I have seen too many people who are not safe at the end of their lives.For a moment, he thought that this was all he could do, but Lin Shuyu's appearance gave him new inspiration.

Although it's just a few simple words, the relationship between ordinary friends may be like this.

Although the other party has long forgotten these things, his own appearance in his memory is just a meteor.

But it is extremely important to him.

Lin Shuyu noticed Xie Yan's face, he lowered his voice, and said to him gently as if bewitching: "Xie Yan, when is it?"

"I don't know." Xie Yan said, "In the practice room four years ago, maybe earlier. When I first met you."

Lin Shuyu's fingers twitched unconsciously, he stepped forward and hugged Xie Yan's shoulder.He held his arms tightly, as if he wanted to transfer the warmth of his body to the other party.

"Why didn't you come to see me then?"

After saying this sentence, Lin Shuyu also realized that it was a bit redundant.According to Ning Baichuan, he had already left the country at that time, even if Xie Yan wanted to find him, he didn't know where to look for him.Even if he contacted Xu Ziqiong, with that bastard's pissing nature, it is definitely impossible to give Xie Yan the contact information of his "rival in love".

"You're gone." Xie Yan said, his tone seemed to be a little depressed, "Later, on the day you returned to China, I actually went to the airport."

Lin Shuyu was stunned for a moment.Those memories were too long, so long that he couldn't remember them clearly, but he subconsciously thought that Xie Yan must have seen something at the airport that day, and the protagonists were him and Xu Ziqiong.

He moved closer, raised his head to touch the tip of Xie Yan's nose, and kissed his lips lightly, as if to comfort him.

"It's over," he said, "and now I love you the most."

Xie Yan didn't respond.He allowed the wind outside the window to rush in through the gap, invading every piece of air in the room, and gradually tainting them with the biting coldness of early spring.Lin Shuyu's lips and teeth carried the sweet smell of cocktails, together with this little spring breeze, people were intoxicated.

"Did you really pick me up by chance that night?" Lin Shuyu raised her eyes and asked.

Xie Yan nodded.

"Then when you led me to the hotel to get a room, did you really have no selfish intentions?"

Xie Yan frowned, as if dissatisfied with Lin Shuyu's suspicion.

"No."

Lin Shuyu laughed, and slid his hands down Xie Yan's spine, hooking his back: "Yanyan is really a gentleman."

"No." Xie Yan said, "The moment you kissed me, I was in a mess."

At first, he thought that he was mistaken for Xu Ziqiong or someone else. It wasn't until Lin Shuyu held his face, smiled brightly, and said some molesting nonsense in his mouth, that he didn't understand the other party. Maybe you just thought you were in a dream.He didn't hold back the drunkard's gentle attack, and his rationality had already surrendered when the other party knelt and rubbed against him.

So he became a villain who took advantage of others.He pressed Lin Shuyu on the bed and touched him in a rough and irresistible way.Hearing Lin Shuyu's hurried breath, and hearing him unconsciously call out his name under his coercion, he felt an unprecedented sense of satisfaction in his heart.

Xie Yan felt despicable.

But he wanted too much.

He once considered the suggestion of starting with friends with benefits, which would undoubtedly be an easy start, but the distance between him and Lin Shuyu might never get closer.

So he took away Lu Liang's resources, and it happened that the other party didn't really want to shoot that costume drama.

Lin Shuyu sat by the bed, imprisoning Xie Yan between her legs.He raised his hand to lift up his clothes, and his fingers moved up inch by inch along Xie Yan's strong waistline.

"Thank you."

Loved me for so many years.

Xie Yan tilted his head and looked at him in puzzlement, Lin Shuyu smiled at him with the corners of his mouth pulled, his eyes were like peach blossoms, and the corners of the eyes were dyed an ambiguous red.

"Do you know what the best way to get revenge on the scumbag's ex?"

"That's the white moonlight that slept with him."

The moonlight fell on his face, and he could vaguely see a layer of warm yellow fluff.Lin Shuyu's face seemed to be covered with a layer of veil, and his eyebrows and eyes looked thrilling under the looming light and shadow. Xie Yan's gaze traced his eyes, and after outlining his tall nose, landed on the water-stained face. on the lips of the light.

His hand slowly touched Lin Shuyu's arm, his fingertips brushed against his shoulder and neck, and stuck to the face that once haunted him in his dreams.

Both of their bodies were burning hot, this touch was like igniting a fire, and the spark quickly spread, burning all over the body of the instigator.

"That depends on whether you have the ability."

After saying that, Xie Yan bowed his head and kissed her.

……

Lin Shuyu felt like she had a dream.

In the dream he turned into a fish.

He jumped out of the sea and dived into the clouds, and the long day fell, and the magnificent sunlight flowed through his scales, like hands, bringing him the pleasure of leaving his body that was about to dry up.

He thought he was dying.

Xiaguang entangled his body, countless spots of light flashed before his eyes, and suddenly his hands pulled him down from the sky, the weightlessness made him convulse uncontrollably, even the tail of the fish tensed up, and he was constantly entangled with that ray of light. in one piece.

He finally fell into the bottom of the sea.Like the dry and cracked land meeting the rain, the scales all over the body gradually trembled.Schools of fish in the sea brushed past him, like countless light spots, blurring his vision, and all the scenery became nothingness in his eyes.Only the light still stayed beside him.

It kissed itself in the water, and those halos enveloped him, warm as summer.

At the end of the dream, he heard a voice ringing in his ears.

The voice said, "I will always love you."

Lin Shuyu smiled slightly, thinking: Me too.

The author says:

In the next book, I probably won’t write a pure love essay, I want to write a book like the end of abo