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Maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Just like Shen Yuanming prefers boys who are tall, strong and a little bit naughty, maybe Xu Ziqiong just likes such a type.

Although Lin Shuyu didn't find anything in common among the three of them.Not to mention how different he and Xie Yan's personalities are, even he and Zhou Shiyan are not identical, at most they have similar backs.

Since the ex is already the ex, it is better not to care about things about him, so as not to waste time and hurt your nerves.

There were a few more replies to the post that was sent out, and an id named Lin Shuyu's rumored girlfriend left a comment——

[Who doesn't like it from disliking it.If the landlord thinks that he is interested in the other party, he will ask him out to play more. The relationship is gradually built up. Does it mean that he will like you if you shout "he doesn't like me" here? ps: If the poster grows up with my boyfriend like this, just pretend that I didn’t say anything]

He debuted for two years, and it was the first time he was taught a lesson by his fans.

"I really look like this." Lin Shuyu said in a low voice.

"What?"""

Xie Yan's voice suddenly appeared next to her ears, Lin Shuyu hurriedly turned off her phone, thinking why this person always does such scary things.

"Are you a cat? You make no sound when you walk." Lin Shuyu said helplessly.

"Sorry." Xie Yan glanced at his phone and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"Meet my colleagues without delay, do you want to watch it?" Lin Shuyu teased deliberately.

A trace of surprise flashed across Xie Yan's face. He observed carefully and found that there was no such emotion as disgust, so he breathed a sigh of relief.Xie Yan stared at his face quietly, as if trying to discern whether he was telling the truth. He opened and closed his mouth a few times, as if he wanted to say something, but after a few seconds it was still reduced to a soft sigh.

"Can you come to my room tonight?"

"what?"

Xie Yan: "I haven't seen the finished product yet, can you come over and watch it with me?"

The filming of the crew is coming to an end, and "Mountain and River Fu" has also been broadcast on major platforms.

It was updated to the sixth episode on the Internet, and the response from the audience was pretty good.Many passers-by thought that this show said on the surface that it would not delete the emotional line, but secretly it would still be filmed in the way of brotherhood-after all, it has a wide audience.It wasn't until the end of the first episode, when Wen Pinglan said that she wanted to marry Pei Que, that she realized that she had misunderstood the crew, and the bullet screens were all "Chen Chen is awesome".In a few days, "Shanhe Fu" occupied several hot searches.

Lin Shuyu didn't have time to follow the drama, and only had time to watch a few trailers, and Xiao Wu told him the rest of the comments.

"Are you a child..." Lin Shuyu remembered the previous comment, and smiled at Xie Yan, "I'll go to your place after taking a shower tonight."

Gu Xin passing by took a meaningful look at them, gave two teasing "tsk", and then shouted to Zhou Shiyan who was not far away: "Brother, do you want to come to sister's room after taking a shower at night?"

Zhou Shiyan was stunned, and then blushed: "Sister Xin... this... this is not good... don't make jokes..."

Lin Shuyu naturally realized that Gu Xin had misunderstood what she said, and looked at Xie Yan in embarrassment, and said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you."

Xie Yan: "..."

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If it had been before, Lin Shuyu would have put on casual clothes and gone out, but the matter of walking a few steps was still to watch TV, so there was really no need to dress up carefully before going out.

But today he stood in front of the wardrobe for 10 minutes.

How to make a show less deliberate, wait online, hurry up.

He felt that he was very much like the kind of middle school student who was just in love. He had to prepare for the first date two hours in advance, and had to wipe the dust on his shoes several times in fear.Before going out, I have to check it carefully. Not long after I left, I felt that today's collocation was not quite right, so I had to come back and continue to rummage through.

Lin Shuyu finally chose an off-white sleeveless sweater with a white shirt inside and some small pendants hanging from the neckline.His skin was fair, and he could bear such a color, and his temperament became gentle.He fiddled with his hair in front of the full-length mirror, not daring to spray too much styling, but simply fixed it hastily.

A warm light came down from the top of his head, and a gleam of light shone around his body. Lin Shuyu smiled at the mirror, and the two moles at the corners of his eyes were particularly eye-catching.

If Xie Yan was a face control like him, it might not be so easy and difficult to win.

Lin Shuyu checked the time on the phone, opened the door and walked out.

Perhaps to wait for him, the door of Xie Yan's room was not closed, revealing a small gap.

Lin Shuyu rubbed her face and smiled.He actually knows the advantages of his face, which side of the face looks better, and how to smile to be more attractive.These are the skills I learned in fashion shooting. I never thought that one day I would be able to learn and apply them in life.

But as soon as his fingers touched the door, he heard a furious roar from inside.

"Get out!"

Xie Yan was not happy. Lin Shuyu had never seen him express his emotions so openly, like the roar of a wild animal, the extremely angry voice bursting out from his throat after knowing him for so long.

He took a step back and took his hand back, thinking that it would be better for him to wait outside the door for a while.

I don't know what happened to make him so angry.

"Xie Yan, I used to think you were not from this circle, so I didn't dare to say anything... But after all these years, can you really not see it?"

Lin Shuyu was stunned for a moment.

"I like you! I have liked you Xie Yan since five years ago!"

What is he saying?

What the fuck is he talking about?

The cold wind of winter night poured in from the end of the corridor, whistling and pushing his arm.His limbs were entangled endlessly by this coolness until his joints stiffened and his muscles trembled, as if he had been dragged into a icy pool of water.The water pierced his skin fiercely and eroded his bones, and strands of damp and cold felt like lead pressing on his body, making it difficult for him to move an inch.

Xu Ziqiong's words were like water plants, pulling his legs to pull him deeper.

His throat was firmly strangled by the plants in the water. They changed several times, pierced his flesh and cut his blood.

He heard countless voices in the water, like mosquitoes whispering close to his ears, and amidst the noise, Xie Yan's voice was like ancient Sanskrit, ethereal as if it came from a far away place.

"Then what is Lin Shuyu?"

Xu Ziqiong was silent for a while, then slowly said: "Because he is like you, they are all like you."

"what……"

It turned out that it was all true, his speculations, and the answers he didn't want to delve into were all true.

All the stories are connected together, why did he never tell himself about Xie Yan's existence, why did he come to remind him after breaking up... the photos he saw in the abandoned home, his similar back to Xie Yan The same way of walking, Xu Ziqiong's favorite sex position...

Lin Shuyu finally understood what kind of role she had played in the past few years.

His throat seemed to be tightly blocked by the icy cold pool water, and he couldn't breathe up or down, and he couldn't even cry bitterly.

He has always thought that the long-term love and the soft snuggling are all illusions deliberately created by others.

All his love and hatred are self-indulgent.

"Xie Yan..."

"Get lost..." Xie Yan's voice was too low, as if he was deliberately suppressing it.

But now Lin Shuyu was in no mood to think about Xie Yan's feelings, he was not even in the mood to think about what he looked like.

"Why can't it be me!" Xu Ziqiong reached out to touch Xie Yan's face, but the latter staggered away, "I can..."

A loud "bang" exploded in the corridor, Lin Shuyu pushed open the door heavily, and looked at the two people in the room with a gloomy face.

The sight he saw made his eyes ache.Xie Yan leaned against the desk, supporting the weight of his upper body with one hand, his loose hair covered the expression on his face, Xu Ziqiong stood facing him, and cast his gaze outside the door in astonishment.

Lin Shuyu rushed up quickly, grabbed Xu Ziqiong and dragged him down, punching him in the face.

"Give my regards to your mother."

After the words fell, he continued to grab his collar, lifted his head that was tilted to one side, and punched the same place again.

A young master like Xu Ziqiong has never been so angry since he was a child. The kick that Lin Shuyu kicked before was because he was unprepared and guilty, but it doesn't mean that he will always have no resistance.But Lin Shuyu's two punches made him feel dazed, and just as he clasped the opponent's hand, he was kicked in the stomach again.

"Lin Shuyu!" Xie Yan moved forward a few steps, trying to stop him.

Lin Shuyu didn't pay attention to him at all, didn't even give him a look, and didn't notice that Xie Yanyan's hand was shaking slightly.

Xu Ziqiong was kicked to the ground by him, Lin Shuyu blocked Xie Yan's hand, and kicked him in the stomach again.

For a moment, he was extremely thankful that his grandfather used bamboo sticks to force him to learn boxing when he was young, otherwise he wouldn't be as happy as he is now.

"You're fucking disgusting to me." He stared at Xu Ziqiong, who was groaning on the ground, and said coldly, "A mad dog who is in a hurry to get vaccinated is too embarrassed to come out and pretend to be infatuated, afraid that others won't know you. Are you a little brat?"

Xu Ziqiong's face was red and white, and he didn't know whether he was angry or ashamed. He opened his mouth and was so trembling that he couldn't speak for a long time.

"I'm leaving first. You should watch the TV tonight by yourself." Lin Shuyu rubbed his joints, glanced at Xie Yan's toes, finished speaking without raising his head, then turned and walked away in a hurry up.

Xu Ziqiong slowly stood up while grabbing the leg of the table next to him, raised his hand to touch the corner of his mouth, and squeezed out his name from his teeth.

Lin Shuyu stopped at the porch, and suddenly laughed. He really wanted to go back to the stupid self he had beaten to death two years ago.

"Let me tell you one more thing. On the night we broke up, Xie Yan and I went to the hotel. He is better than you, and his experience is much better than Xiao Maodan."

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