If you love you, you must love

After returning from Japan, Gong Jin and Zhu Youqing went back to the school to transfer the team member files. It happened to be during the competition training class, and they ran into Qi Xun head-on.

"Why are you here?" Qi Xun asked suspiciously.

"Transfer member files."

"Oh." Qi Xun nodded, and hurried out the door.

Zhu Youqing stared at his back: "Do you feel that... Qi Xun has changed?"

"Ah? No?"

"First, he didn't call you stupid; second, he didn't talk to you."

Gong Li curled his lips: "Because this guy is in his third year of high school! In his mind, the preciousness of study time has surpassed everything else."

After completing the formalities, the two took a walk on the school playground, the afterglow of the setting sun shrouded them, and everything around them was beautiful.

"Do you remember the first time we saw Liang Yijia?" Zhu Youqing asked suddenly.

"Of course I remember." Tired from walking, Gong Chi picked a piece of lawn and sat down, "It's still time for military training! I went to the playground to watch big movies at night, and halfway through you had to drag me to the toilet. Hooligans avoid red education and hide on the rooftops to watch the scenery."

"What a bastard!" Zhu Youqing pushed her angrily.

Gong Li spread his hands innocently: "I'm not wrong, at that time we all thought they were the kind of undisciplined gangsters! Those few people surrounded Liang Yijia, and we thought he was the gangster leader! Then, The legendary gangster turned around, and the moonlight was shining on his perfect side face, which was coated with flawless silver in the night, like an angel in the night, when he raised his eyes, the moment his dark pupils looked at you , we wish Miss Youqing's heart will completely sink into it..."

"Get out! Are you disgusting?" Zhu Youqing stretched out her hand to hit her, and Gong Li started to fight back. The two laughed and quarreled for a long time, until the twilight invaded the land.

Zhu Youqing stood up from the grass, patted the grass clippings on her body, and suddenly looked a little lonely: "But until the end, Liang Yijia still thought I was a boy, so I regret not telling him."

Gong Li said disapprovingly: "What do you mean until the end? Maybe you will have a chance to meet in the future? Everything can't be too absolute."

Zhu Youqing looked up at the starry sky. The clear sky on a midsummer night is always clear and bright, and you can see the most numerous stars in the four seasons.They shine unscrupulously, trying to leave their most beautiful figure in the eyes of those who look up, and become the memory of others for a lifetime.

"Maybe, there will be a miracle." She said to herself.

Four years later.

"Damn it! Zhu Youqing, have you been living in this kennel for the past four years?!" Yan Yu stood at the door of Zhu Youqing's bedroom with her arms folded, watching with disgust Zhu Youqing and Gong Chi who were busy inside.

"Sister——" Zhu Youqing clattered a stack of books, and didn't have time to lift her head, "Honestly, you can just stay in the car. It's a hot day, and now you are a national treasure—the first three pregnant women... Moon needs to be the most careful..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Yan Yu was still standing, "Be quick! I'm afraid you won't be able to find the car later, that's the car I borrowed from a junior, so don't make them wait in a hurry."

"Oh--"

Zhu Youqing and Gong Jin pushed a box alone, with a large bag on their shoulders and a small bag in their hands, stumbled down the fifth floor, followed Yan Yu to a stretched Lincoln in embarrassment.Yan Yu knocked on the car window, and the person inside came out, with a delicate and feminine face, but not at all masculine, blond and blue-eyed, as handsome as a Greek sculpture, although Zhu Youqing and the others had already seen this face in the photo Countless times, but still couldn't help being stunned for a moment when they were face to face, and then quickly greeted with a smile: "Hello, brother-in-law!"

The handsome American brother-in-law nodded with a smile, and replied in standard Chinese: "Hello." Then he sympathetically helped Yan Yu into the car.

After Zhu Youqing and Gong Jin finished packing their luggage, they also quickly sat in the back row.The driver and another person were sitting in the front. Although they didn't see their faces, they should be the juniors Yan Yu was talking about.

Gong Li hurriedly called Qi Shi: "Hey, Ah Shuang. Pick me up downstairs, don't be annoyed, don't refuse!"

"What? Qi Shi is at your house?" Zhu Youqing asked doubtfully.

"Well. Give me a cousin to make up lessons."

"I remember you rejected him some time ago? Why now..."

Gong Li took out a small mirror and began to touch up makeup: "Before I was busy graduating, I casually refused; now that I have graduated, I casually agreed."

Zhu Youqing: "..."

This careless love--

Why, what, what, I, no, yes!

I wish Youqing University to perfectly stick to her post of single dog for four years, and resolutely carry out the spirit of "bark woof" and eating dog food to the end!

Every time she pitifully watched others show their love, Gong Li usually would not be very sympathetic: "The people chasing you can line up from the dormitory to the cafeteria. Who can you blame for your own brain?"

It's fine if you don't sympathize, and you often send pictures of dog abuse to stimulate her!

"I'm asking you to forget the past and move on to the future." Gong Li said solemnly.

It is a pity that four years have passed, and Zhu Youqing has not been able to forget the past after all.In other words, she no longer has any hope of falling in love, and she just plans to roll to the foreign company that recruited her and start her white-collar life well.I still remember that when she was just in college, she vowed to choose the Department of Chinese Language and Culture, aspiring to become a master in the literary world; she was forced to transfer to the Department of Economics after only half a year of study, and since then she has been inseparable from money.

But thinking about it now, in this society, idealism will never be able to compete with realism, and she is very grateful for the choice at that time.

She remembered that her favorite writer Qiqiao Shengyan said: "If there is no material guarantee for spiritual happiness, it is difficult for anyone to enjoy it. While not forgetting the original intention, I don't want to treat myself badly."

Zhu Youqing looked out of the window, she felt that she was like the scenery outside the car, changing rapidly, the only thing she wanted to grasp was the remnant of immortality.

When he arrived downstairs at Gong Jin's house, Qi Xun was already waiting there. While playing with his mobile phone, he lowered his head and looked up impatiently. He didn't put away his mobile phone until he saw Gong Jin get off the car, took the suitcase and complained. Said: "You can't call later, you made me wait under the sun for so long!"

"You can choose not to wait." Gong Li spread his hands indifferently, "Actually, I don't really need you."

"Nonsense. Fools know that this is not a multiple-choice question." Qi Xi complained while helping Gong Li hold up the umbrella, and the two walked away noisily. Zhu Youqing watched them enviously from the window. Yan Yu turned her head and said with a smile: "If you're envious, hurry up and find one."

"No no no." Zhu Youqing shook her head deeply, "The love of others can only be admired, not imitated."

After saying this, she seemed to feel that the young man on the co-pilot turned his head to her side, but it was only for a moment, and she felt that she must have read it wrong.

The car drove all the way to the most luxurious hotel in the city. When they got out of the car, Yan Yu said, "Yijia, you can come with us too. You agreed with Uncle Liang earlier."

Hearing this name, Zhu Youqing was stunned for a moment, why did it sound familiar?

The young man didn't refuse, and got out of the car. The moment he stood up and turned around, Zhu Youqing felt that his brain suddenly lost power.

It was blank, as if in a vacuum.She didn't know what to say, what expression to use, what to do, and she didn't even know what the normal standing and walking posture was.

"I didn't introduce you just now. This is my cousin, Zhu Youqing." Yan Yu pushed Zhu Youqing forward, and then said to her, "This is the junior I met in the United States, Liang Yijia. By the way, your high school should be the same school."

"En." Zhu Youqing didn't dare to raise her head, she always felt that Liang Yijia's eyes were on her, maybe it was an illusion, maybe he had forgotten her long ago.

"Yes, I know her." Liang Yijia said suddenly, "It's just that I didn't recognize her for a while."

Yan Yu was surprised and said, "That's great! You guys are old classmates, why don't you talk?"

Zhu Youqing just wanted to hurry into the hotel. Her whole body seemed to be burning. Seeing her appearance, the American brother-in-law thoughtfully said, "It's too hot outside, let's go in."

Zhu Youqing breathed a sigh of relief, and hurried in, as if being chased by an evil spirit.

Looking at the slightly embarrassed back, Liang Yijia's eyes were thoughtful.

This banquet couldn't have been worse, it was said to be celebrating Zhu Youqing's graduation, but everyone at the table was praising Liang Yijia, especially Zhu Youqing's parents, what kind of tone was they treating their prospective son-in-law!

Zhu Youqing was not in the mood to eat anymore, and kept complaining to Gong Li on WeChat.Zhu's mother was not happy to see her daughter playing with her mobile phone all the time, and said, "Why are you so impolite? Put your phone away." Zhu Youqing had no choice but to obediently put down her phone and obey the elders' teachings.

"You and Yijia are classmates in high school, you should chat more to enhance your relationship!"

Improve relationship?Depend on!

It's not good for Zhu Youqing to laugh when she heard this sentence, and it's not good to keep a straight face either. The embarrassment and cancer tortured her so much that she was about to go west.

"Yijia, our Qing'er was not like this before, she may be shy today."

"Ok, I know."

you know?What do you know?I rely on!

Zhu Youqing was muttering, when she suddenly heard Liang Yijia say: "She was very lively in high school."

...Wait, he still remembers me? !Zhu Youqing's heart skipped a beat.

Mother Zhu was very interested and said, "Really? Were you familiar with each other before?"

"It's not familiar, I've met several times."

"Oh. What do you think of us, Qing'er?"

It's not easy for her own mother to make the relationship so obvious, Zhu Youqing really wants to run away.

Liang Yijia thought for a while: "She...has changed a lot."

This "change" should include...gender?

While drinking and drinking, Zhu Youqing raised her head and took a sneak peek at Liang Yijia, just in time to see his eyes falling on her, lowered her head in panic, pretending to be drinking, but from the corner of her eye, she saw that her eyes had moved away, feeling a little lost for no reason.

After finally finishing the meal, Zhu Youqing thought she could finally be relieved, and Yan Yu was going to karaoke.Zhu Youqing thought about her tone deafness, so she immediately refused, but Zhu's mother seized the opportunity: "Yijia is not going either, so please send Qing'er home."

The moment Liang Yijia nodded, Zhu Youqing suddenly wanted to slap herself twice.

"Qing'er, do you know that Liang Yijia's uncle is the chairman of your foreign company?" Before leaving, Mother Goddess Zhu said mysteriously, "Seize the opportunity, let me tell you... Hey, you child, don't leave !"

The extended version of Lincoln was replaced by a white Maybach. Liang Yijia helped her open the door, and Zhu Youqing sat in cautiously.

"Don't be nervous." Liang Yijia said suddenly.

Zhu Youqing forced a smile and nodded.

Speechless all the way.

When she got out of the car, she was about to leave quickly, but Liang Yijia called her: "Although it's a bit abrupt to ask like this, but... are you really going to explain it to me?"

Zhu Youqing's figure paused.

"You don't mind walking with me."

She never thought that she would have the opportunity to have such close contact with Liang Yijia, walking slowly side by side in the crowded street, like a couple.

"Are you going to keep silent like this?"

Zhu Youqing said dryly: "I don't know what to say."

"Don't ask me why I chose to go abroad?"

"Because American education is good."

Liang Yijia was silent, and after a while he laughed: "Zhu Youqing, you have really changed a lot, no matter your appearance or personality."

"Ah."

"Why did you lie to me that you are a boy?"

"I never lied to you." Zhu Youqing raised her head, "I just dressed up like a boy. I was a transvestite at that time."

"But you clearly know that I have misunderstood, why don't you explain?"

"I'm afraid if I tell you, you will alienate me."

"How do you know if you don't try?"

"Because I dare not!"

The two were stunned at the same time. They noticed that the supposedly calm conversation had unknowingly turned into what it is now. Both sides raised their voices, trying to get something to make up for their regrets from the questioning.

Liang Yijia looked at her for a long time, his expression was no longer as calm as before, but there were some cracks, as if he wanted to tell her completely about the most real self behind the mask.It's just that after struggling with countless emotions in his eyes, they all died again, and his eyes returned to the calmness of a deep pool: "I have never had a girlfriend."

"Ah?" Zhu Youqing was stunned for a moment.

"I always thought I liked men." There seemed to be a mockery in Liang Yijia's voice, "I tortured myself for four years. I kept giving myself psychological hints, telling myself that I wasn't gay, but the more I did this, the more I couldn't convince myself. Now that I think about it, I really feel stupid."

"This……"

"At the beginning, I really planned to take the Q major, but I was really afraid to see you again."

"I……"

"That's why I went to America."

"Oh……"

"But four years later, someone suddenly told me that you are a girl, do you know how I feel?"

"How do you feel?"

"I want to strangle you."

"..."

Zhu Youqing was overwhelmed by Liang Yijia's words, and her three views had completely collapsed. She looked at Liang Yijia with a confused face: "So...you fell in love with me when you thought I was a boy?"

"Yeah." Liang Yijia nodded calmly, Zhu Youqing made sure he was not joking.

I rely on!What if she suddenly wants to laugh? !

"That..." she asked cautiously, "Then do you still like it now?"

Liang Yijia looked at her with an expression of "you still have the nerve to ask", Zhu Youqing felt that she could not hold back any longer, her voice was intermittent: "Actually... I, I can make it up to you..."

"Really? You can make up for it in any way." Liang Yijia lowered his voice and approached, Zhu Youqing was so frightened that he quickly closed his eyes.

But when his breath approached and then suddenly moved away, Zhu Youqing opened her eyes tremblingly, and found Liang Yijia was smiling: "I lied to you."

"Eh?"

"I knew you were a girl a long time ago." Liang Yijia said with a relaxed face, "Going to America has nothing to do with you, it's an arrangement at home, just to tease you."

"Why are you teasing me?" Zhu Youqing felt that her IQ had been seriously insulted.

"Because I like you."

Eh?

I rely on!Don't say it so simply, okay!

Zhu Youqing hurriedly raised her head to look at him. The afternoon sun shone on Liang Yijia's fair skin, shedding layers of luster. The sycamores on the street were in verdant shade and the cicadas were singing long. They seemed to have returned to the sports meeting four years ago .

She's still that stupid little fan girl.

And he is still the male god with a gentle smile.