Lost mind

When he had this person, the indescribable sense of satisfaction made him smile.

Obviously the two are just using each other, but how did they come to this point?Is it because I have been lonely for too long?Then there would be no such thoughts.So, what is this kind of feeling now?

Do you know why I did this to you?My dear brother, who has the most honorable status, His Majesty the God Emperor.

For those who have hurt me, I will never let go easily.You will never wrong yourself, this is the nature of falling into a god.But I don't want to destroy you.

Quiet, indifferent, isolated from the world.He obviously existed like an invisible person, but he got full support overnight and got everyone's desire for the throne.

Silent for thousands of years, this kind of heart, such forbearance, has to be admired.As expected of his father's child, that man's ruthless temperament has been fully inherited.

In just a few days, even my temporary mutual use in the battlefield of gods and demons was inconceivably taken advantage of by you.Using the fairy clan, contacting the opponent, and secretly attacking the god emperor, the monster clan won miserably, and the god clan lost. This drama that I carefully planned ended perfectly, and I am not the only one who got the most benefit.

The man who just killed his father with his own hands was as quiet and calm as ever, without excitement or sadness.It was even very cold, just a slight smile, calm and calm but incredibly gentle and determined.There is not much change in normal days, but the demeanor at that moment is enough to be remembered.

He thought that he finally understood the person Qiongmo was talking about, the so-called Sun of the Protoss.Calm and elegant, lofty and indifferent, bright and bright, it is just a moment that makes people want to conquer.

Su Min Qiyue, my noble emperor, you really easily provoke other people's desire to conquer.No matter at any time, he is so calm and rational, making people want to destroy or possess.

But after getting to know you better and better, I can't bear to spoil you anymore.

Unique, non-replicable things should of course be possessed.

You are my most precious, perfect and dazzling...toy.

Just like this time, it was so easy to be taken away by me, hurt by me, and possessed by me, without resistance, struggle, or patience.

Everything seems to be taken for granted.

No one can force you to do something you don't want to do unless you are willing to be forced.

In fact, you don't care about that superior seat at all.I got this seat for self-preservation, for freedom.Then what are you for?

No one can endure such treatment, right?Not to mention your identity and pride.Or...you don't even care about this, your own body?What is in your heart?Or is there really nothing?

In this world where the strong are respected, how could there be such a person.Step by step, he is trying to achieve the position that everyone yearns for, but he is gentle and calm, without standing out.No matter in any occasion, it is not obtrusive, silent and safe.It is obviously such a non-existent existence, but it is able to do the shocking things that are so elegant and extraordinary.

And the most amazing thing is that he doesn't seem to have any desire.Fame, power, relatives, dignity, and even power can be easily given up.It is difficult for anyone to really see him clearly.

Neither proud nor humble.Not overbearing, nor generous.Not cold, but not gentle.Not strong, but not harmless either.Do not yearn for freedom, nor allow yourself to perish.

It's really indescribable.

Obviously extremely selfish and capricious, without any taboos, and aggressive in scheming, such a terrifying person can make people feel unusually peaceful and stable.

No fear, no weakness, no negativity.

He always felt that Qiyue didn't look like a real person.His heart, the more clearly you see it, the emptier it becomes.It's not ignorance, it's not emptiness, it's not despair, it's not indifference, it's not walking dead.This kind of emptiness means that he seems to have nothing he cannot give up.

Perseverance seems to be the most useless thing to him.

But at the same time, he was extremely patient.Or it wasn't patience for him, it was just waiting.But how could he know whether giving up was just a kind of waiting for him.

You never seem to see through this person.He has no weaknesses to attack, doesn't care about anything, and seems to be easy to get along with, easy to beat.

Powerful and noble, extremely intelligent, insight into the world, indifferent and safe, alienated from the lofty, such a person.

But now, this person is in my arms, unable to resist, or he doesn't want to resist.Extremely supple, even pampering.However, he refused to indulge.It seems that if you can't be seduced, you can't indulge, you can't be hurt.

For a long time, I was used to hiding myself in various gestures.Everyone has different masks to cover up their nature, which is actually a kind of self-protection.But in the end, many people forget who they really are.Each is me, and each is not me, and I can no longer tell the truth from the false.

Yue is real, even if his truth is more like falsehood.The thousands of years of disguise and forbearance that everyone thinks are his true attitude, true peace and freedom.

That's why I want him that way.Although it is not clear glass, crystal clear, or even pitch black, but I am also a person who has fallen into darkness, I love light, but I don't long for it.What's more, it was Qiyue, although it was dark, it had its own brilliance and beauty.Just like the moonlight in the night sky, it can also be dazzling, radiant, and soul-stirring.

This is not love.

None of us believe in love.

It's just a longing.An indescribable, intense desire to possess this person.

This person is unique, cannot be copied, cannot be controlled, and cannot be destroyed.You can have him because he is willing to let you have it.

I always knew I was different in his eyes.The initial injury and the final redemption run through and subvert the main thread of life.

In a way, we are very similar, he is like another me, I am like another him.Different destinies are intertwined, but they lead to the same end.

You see, my dear brother, it all seems like fate.We gave each other a chance and got entangled.This world is so barren and empty, I want someone to accompany me all the way.People like me don't like loneliness, long for physical contact, but hate those who long for me, and hate passivity and coercion.

No one but you can give me such peace of mind to long for.

Maybe it's because you don't seem like a real person, a living creature to me.It is another kind of strange existence, born and eternal.

Gives so much warmth.