Green Apricot

When I returned to Guangzhou, it seemed that everything was over. Uncle Tianming called me to come to Guangzhou before, and then his son appeared.It all happened so one after another.I looked at the sky, the air in Guangzhou was so hot, and the smell of Uncle Tianming still lingered around me.It is so profound that no matter how hot the weather is, it cannot be washed away.

As long as a person is tempted in his life, his world will be completely changed.

If it ends like this, I feel it is worth it. I am lonely, and loneliness will always be with me.I'm lucky because I used to have love.I am happy, lonely days have memories to follow.

I often think that Uncle Tianming will suddenly appear on the streets of Guangzhou, but my intuition tells me that it is unlikely.A day passed and there was no news, a week passed and still nothing, a month passed and still nothing.A year has passed.I think it's over.

This year I went home with a heavy heart for the New Year.Suddenly scared to go home.People go to cool tea, suddenly there is a feeling that I don't even have the right to think about him.

This year, I met the marriage of two brothers.One is Shiraishi's.One is green and red, two days before and after their wedding.It also happened to be in time for the Chinese New Year, and everyone who was away from home had returned home, and the house was extremely lively.Baishi's wife's family is very poor, and she is going to Jiangxi soon. She is a fabric girl.And Bai Shi had just graduated from university and worked for less than a year, so he didn't have much money, and he didn't even pay off his university loan.And the girl's family didn't ask for a penny.Follow the people who went to pick up the relatives and come back to hype.Said Baishi picked up a big deal in his life.

But Qinghong is difficult. The other party is a university student, two years younger than him, that is, the same age as me. Buy a house in Guiyang.Coincidentally, Qinghong's father has had good luck this year.I made a lot of money by contracting labor everywhere, and supported them 10,000+.But this woman is more talkative and enthusiastic.Before I got married, I got to know my parents very well.

This year, my parents started to worry.I ask people to introduce me everywhere, especially the daughter-in-law of the Baishi family, who is sensible and doesn't need money.

And Baishi's daughter-in-law once said to Baishi that in their place, there are many people in their twenties, and my mother often said by my side: "Qingxing, why don't you come back and communicate with Baishi and see others?" Is there a place for that?"

As soon as I heard this, I went out.I don't want to hear another word from her.And Baishi's wife is not the kind of person who likes to walk around the streets. She has been inseparable from Baishi all day after she married here, either at the back of his house, or at the gate of his house.My mother never had a chance to touch her.

But Qinghong's wife is different, she is a college student, she thinks a lot about the world, and she knows everyone she sees. She also took the initiative to come to my house to discuss with my parents what kind of girl I want to find.

He was wearing a big red dress that day, with a big belly, and he looked like he was five or six months old.to my house.I think this woman is always a person who reads a lot, so I can see the wisdom on his face.Not so simple.

But I wish he wasn't so warm to me.In fact, he was too warm to me.I really can't avoid it.

"There are just a few of us over there. After the new year, I'll go home and let Qing Xing follow me." My mother was probably very happy when she heard this.Said: "I have to trouble Xiaoya to build a bridge for him in the future."

"I take this matter to heart." I didn't want to say a word on the side.Let them talk.

"What kind of Qingxing do you like, let me make a speech."

"It's almost enough to order," I said casually and went out.I really don't want to think about anything.I am afraid to go on the roof alone.Thinking about the things in the world, I really can't handle it.I looked at the sky and seemed to see Uncle Tianming staying under the moon sky, he looked at me without saying a word.I really want you to take me away from this place of right and wrong.

I thought about escaping before, but I kept coming back again and again.I have no sleep at night alone.Go to the place where you talked to Uncle Tianming for the first time.That place can see far away.If I were to come to this place normally, although it is not far from the village, there are many graves.And it was very deserted.I dare not go alone.Yet I have no fear tonight.If there is a ghost in the world, I hope he can take me away.

No matter how I evade, I can't escape the way to follow Qinghong back to the door.Because I can't find any reason to refuse.

On the day we returned home, Qing Hong and I went to his mother-in-law's house first. His father-in-law was a healthy man with a big belly, some baldness and dark skin, but no fine lines on his face.With a cigarette in his mouth, he talked carelessly.

Xiaoya said to me: "Our bed was jointly built by my father and your father."Hearing what his daughter said, his father looked straight at me and suddenly said: "It's you, hey, you don't know that your father hates you when he mentions you."

Qing Hong said: "Why do you hate him?"

"As soon as his father mentioned him, he said that he had graduated early, but he would not get married. He also said that it is best to find him a rural job. If he finds him, he will directly ask her to go to Guangzhou. He said that his job is good, even if the other party has nothing I don’t understand, he can afford to do nothing.”

I thought it was good that my father always liked to show off in front of outsiders, but it was too much to say.Qing Hong's daughter-in-law held her mouth shut and said, "Ah, Dad, you mean to be more straightforward in finding a nanny for Qing Xing, and you don't know anything, you don't understand anything."

"Then looking for a wife is not just looking for a nanny?"

"Oh, forget it, people in the two eras have completely different pursuits."

The girl they were going to take me to meet was a worker in the county. She had talked with a girlfriend before, but later, she broke up.I am also the same age, 28.As soon as we arrived at her house, the girl was fat, a little pale, and short.

As soon as we saw it, we said, "Ah, someone is here, just in time, let's play mahjong".Then I went around looking for mahjong, but I don't know anything about mahjong.I didn't bring much money with me, so it's a shame.Fortunately, I was lucky, and Qinghong was by my side to guide. People say that people who play mahjong for the first time can come to whatever they want.Sure enough, with 50 yuan, I would call until eight or nine in the evening.After dinner, Xiaoya told me and others to take the initiative.Ask people for their phone number and QQ number and the like.

I walked up to the girl numbly and dully, and said, "You used to study near here."

"Oh, yes, our side is better than yours, our side is far from the school"

"Yeah, we went to school at that time, and almost one breakfast was a day."Then we talked about some irrelevant topics.When it was time to part, I just said to him: "Remember your phone number." Then he took out his phone and said his phone number and name.I am finally free.Because speaking every word with that girl seemed very strenuous.It feels like I have to use my brain cells for many years to find a sentence to say.It's just too scary.

Then it was a series of red tape and we finally got home.My eldest brother-in-law, second brother-in-law, and the result brother played mahjong in a circle around my uncle's house.As soon as they saw me, they each came up with a sentence: "Oh, how is Qingxing's blind date going?"

"Don't you call and tell someone when you get home now?"

"Don't say anything, hurry up and call now, and brag to them." They said one by one, and I wanted to overturn the mahjong table.But I think they are also instinctive reactions.Of course I don't want to bother.I was walking alone in the room, the time was beating eleven o'clock, twelve o'clock, I looked at my phone, hoping that Uncle Tianming could sense my helplessness, even a word of greeting would be fine.

Perhaps Uncle Tianming also needs to live and eat, so he must abide by the rules of the world to live.Just like I am facing today's situation, even if there are 1 unwillingness in my heart, I still have to deal with it, because I can't escape, I can't avoid it.Can only accept.Maybe Uncle Tianming is more helpless than I am.How strong his heart is, and now there is no news about him, he must have encountered a lot of helplessness and trouble.And I won't add more trouble to him at this time.I'll wait until he's sorted out all his troubles.He will take the initiative to contact me.Even if it is ten years. 20 years.

The next day, I sent a text message to that woman to see how she felt about me, hoping I wasn't her type.

As a result, she asked me where I worked, and said that the nature of his work made her not want to go too far, and it was very painful.I'm really thankful he didn't have a good impression of me.

This thing finally turned a page.