Green Apricot

When I got home, my mother said she would take me to Shanxi with me.I said: "It's not a good university and two people send it away."I actually know they did it on purpose for others to see.There is not a single college student in the village for many years, and they feel that their faces are bright.Before I went to college, they said in front of my grandma that they would follow me after I worked, and so on.When this word came out of grandma's mouth, it was terrible. She said it to everyone, and many people secretly said that they took themselves too seriously because of this word.They thought it would be comfortable to say it in their own hearts, but it was really harsh to others' ears.It also made many people in the village look down on them from their hearts.It is said that they have said so well what they will say in the future, and they still don't know who is the flower and who is the numb.

I said, "Think about it. I don't think this university is a good one. It doesn't matter if you come out. Our family has no money. Anyway, we can't find a job. Besides, I didn't look at any university when I filled it out, okay?" , I saw that the tuition fee of this university is low, and two people send a bad major.”

After hearing this, my mother went out from the back without saying anything. The fog was very heavy and the air was very humid. I saw my mother crying secretly alone on the big stone slab behind.

I thought to myself, I have been looking at the world in despair from the very beginning, and in the future, desperate things will happen one after another.I hope you don't place too much hope on me.

The next day, my mother got up early to herd the sheep, and never mentioned the matter of sending me to college with my dad.

I didn't want anyone to take me there.But I can't beat my dad either.Arrived at Guiyang Railway Station.Buy the train departing to Chongqing in the afternoon.

At Guiyang Railway Station, there are a lot of people coming and going, and what fascinates me even more is the toilet on the side of Guiyang.Standing next to the urinal, occasionally sneaking glances at the people next to him.Looking at the size of their things, I can even imagine their lives based on the size of their things.

When I was in Duyun before, the factory had a public bathroom, but no matter how hot it was, I felt inferior and dared not take a bath.Now, I like to go to the toilet instead.

My father and I arrived in the waiting room. I just read the novels I downloaded on my mobile phone, my heart was in a mess, and I didn't have the joy that others went to college.

I guess I'm saying goodbye to the past?With Uncle Tianming, with the past, or with himself.I don't know myself because I feel like I have no hope for the future.

After the train arrived in Taiyuan, because it arrived one day earlier, there were no old students who came to pick up new students.My father and I looked at the map to find the school I was in.Later, after my father and I ate fish with pickled cabbage at the train station, he left.

I saw that my father seemed to have a lot to say, but he didn't know what to say.In the end, he only said one sentence: "In the future, you should be careful when you are outside alone."

After I sent my father away, I looked at the sky in Taiyuan and thought, my world will start here.Later, I called my mother and my mother said that my father was motion sick on the way back and was very dizzy.

After my father left, I suddenly felt a kind of relief after escaping. Although my hometown left me with many good memories, it was also my hometown that made me into such a ghostly man in body and daughter.In a sense, I actually hate my hometown very much.

After going to university, the time is very loose. There are two classes in the morning, two classes in the afternoon, and sometimes one class. It doesn’t matter if you go or not.As long as the roll call is called, it is enough to ask someone to agree.

After dinner every afternoon, some people in the dormitory lie down and play with their mobile phones, some play games online, and some watch movies in the dormitory.And I started from the school, walked from Jianshe Road to Longtan Park, and then from Longtan Park to Wuyi Road.Finally, make a big circle back to the dormitory.

Check the number of people in the Internet cafes near the school. There is one Internet cafe with a very slow Internet speed, and the game cannot be played at all.So there are very few people, just suitable for people like me to stay.

I first went to gay novels to see if there was anything interesting, then I hung out in gay QQ groups, and then I found a gay website called Jutong. One advantage of this website is that you can post posts without registering.And the division is very fine.

I also sent one for fun, and it happened to be two phone cards. One phone card was issued by my father and me when I first arrived in Taiyuan, and the other was a campus card that my seniors just arrived at school forced me to apply for.

I sent my basic information and my request.I didn't report anything expecting to find it.

After the post was posted, I just walked to the door of the dormitory when someone called and said: "Let's play"

"where?"

"Come to my house, I will pay the taxi fare"

"your home?"

"That's right, you can still take a shower when you come here." My heart was pounding, thinking that this was the first time I received an invitation from someone.I still have no idea.

"Do you often ask you to come to your house?"

"Yeah" I hung up the phone.Go to the dormitory.He called again and asked, "Are you coming?"

"You should call someone else."The call never came in after that.

When I returned to the dormitory, my heart was still beating violently. I wondered if I had given up a hard-won opportunity.I've been thinking about that voice all night.The man's voice was loud and magnetic.Mandarin is very good.I once thought, even once, if I try what it's like, I'm willing to die.But if a real person is in front of me, I dare not.

I really hate my own cowardice.If there are still people tomorrow, I will be bold.Just when I was irritated.A text message was sent to my mobile phone, and I read it: "Hello, I have time tomorrow, can I meet you?"

I was taken aback for a moment, why are these people so direct.Isn't there a little more reserved?I replied, "Yes, I'll contact you tomorrow, I'm going to bed now."

"Oh, then you sleep slowly."I think I have another night to think about it.I looked at the class schedule on the wall, and there was no class until ten o'clock in the morning, which meant that I could go out to meet him early, and there was no class in the afternoon.I can see you in the afternoon.

I thought to myself, what would this person look like?Black, or white, or, strong.After finally staying up until the next day, I got up early.My lower berth is a fat man who loves to read online novels, and has been using his electronic version to read novels all the time since the first day of college.Usually, other people eat it when they eat, and he asks them to bring it along.

He handed me his meal card and said, "Go down and bring me two buns."

"I won't come up when I go down, I'll go out for a walk."

"Now? It's early in the morning and you're dating?" I ignored him and went downstairs directly. The sky was cloudy and it was still raining lightly.I didn't bring an umbrella.He took out his mobile phone and sent him a text message saying: "I have class at ten o'clock in the morning, but no class in the afternoon"

"Then do you have time now? Why don't you see me now"

Before I replied, I called and said, "Where are you now?"

"White Dragon Temple"

"It's like this, you go to the train station, take 812 and get off at the Armed Police Hospital"

"You, can you introduce your situation a little bit?"

"I'm 32, 1.7 meters, 65" When I heard that I was only 65 and only 32 years old, my heart was half cold.But I still went to the train station.

"I just arrived here, and I'm not familiar with the road here, please wait for me."

When I arrived at the train station, I went up without looking at the street sign and saw 812. I don't know if I got on the wrong way.To another armed police hospital.I made a call, and the man came over. He looked very ordinary, with only a slightly protruding belly.Uncle Tianming is far behind.

But I still left with him, he walked to the bathroom, he went in first and I waited for him outside, he went in and let me go, came out and beckoned me to go in.Two middle-aged women in their 50s and [-]s were talking to each other. I hurried in, not daring to look into their eyes.

I'm out of the house.There were actually two naked people hanging on the wall, but their organs were not exposed.I sit on the edge of the bed.He also sat down, pointed to the two people on the wall, and said: "How do you feel when you look at them".Actually I don't feel it at all.

Then he kissed me and pressed me under his body, and I reached out to undo his waistband.When he stood up to reveal his baby, he was already extremely firm. I wanted to use my hands to try how big it was, but he took my hand away and said, "Don't use your hands."I imitated the thing in the film that encased him in one bite, and started to eat one deep and one shallow.

He moaned slightly in pleasure.After a while, he said: "Let me into you".

"Ah, I didn't do that"

"It's okay, I'll take it easy" and let me lie down.I put a little saliva on my anus, and I wanted to go in, but he just went in a little, and the pain exploded.I said, "No, it hurts too much."

"Ah, don't move, I'll be out soon."

As soon as he finished speaking, I knew he was bleeding, and he took a little tissue from the table for me to wipe.Then he put on his pants and walked out, probably not more than 8 minutes before and after.

I thought to myself, it turns out that seeing netizens is so boring.I went back the same way, went to the train station, and arrived at the restaurant where my father and I had dinner. I went in and ordered a dish of fish with pickled cabbage.At this time, Xiaoqiang from the same dormitory suddenly called me and said that he was rushing to the train station.Someone who said he was going to pick him up, I thought it was just right, a fish would not be eaten by one person, so it happened that he came and two people ate it.