Green Apricot

After failing the college entrance examination, repeating studies became a matter of course for my parents.It's a pity that the school must score more than 380 points in order to repeat the college entrance examination, and I only got 360 points in the exam.It doesn't matter if you have a relationship, it doesn't matter, some go to the city to repeat their studies.

I don’t know where the uncle got the news that one of his colleagues opened a closed school in Pingba and asked me to study there, and my father was also in a hurry and went to the doctor, and passed away before he could figure out the situation.At that time, my dad thought that everything would be easy to do if he had a place to study.But only after I went there did I know that the tuition fee is [-] for half a year and I don’t care about it.It is several times that at home.That little money is all my sister's savings.

At that time, I said harsh words in my heart. I can’t read this book anymore. If I continue to read, something will happen to my family sooner or later. I thought that reading is nothing more than fighting for my own good face. The feeling of life.

When I arrived at that closed school, I started reading novels, thinking that if I failed to pass the exam this year, I would give up.That school has a big classroom, and there is a movie every Friday afternoon.Although the library is not big, the books in it are enough for me to read.

I began to borrow books crazily to read, such as Robinson Crusoe, Resurrection, Jane Eyre, and the novels by Zhao Shuli that I can't put it down the most are the novels of Zhao Shuli, which are immersive and have strong local feelings.

There is a big fat man in the same dormitory who talks endlessly every day. He may be from a good family. Of course, all the people who study in this school are children of rich families except me, who is poor.

Once he suddenly asked if anyone had seen Brokeback Mountain, I was a little confused, what kind of movie.He said that two men were having sex together, I was surprised and surprised, what else?People in the dorms said they felt sick, but I was curious and yearning.I originally wanted to go to the Internet cafe to see what it was, but there were a lot of people in the Internet cafe.Can't see it.Later I found out that my family belongs to Qianxinan, and I can only take the exam in Xingyi City, but not in Anshun City, and Pingba belongs to Anshun.In the second semester, I can only go home to ask those teachers.

The school has started, and the school has a head teacher's wall, and the picture of the head teacher of each class will be posted on the wall.I saw that Class [-] was a female teacher as the head teacher.I thought to myself that the female teacher should be more talkative.

I found a corner and sat down. When the head teacher was about to finish the class, he stopped, pointed at me and said, "This fellow, please come out."I went out afterwards, thinking that if I told him well, he would definitely agree.

"How could you be, the school doesn't allow the class to randomly admit students!"

"I,,,"

"I can't do anything about it. You see, the head teacher agrees. You can go and have a look. If you are willing to take you in, you can go in."

"Then let me finish this class before leaving?"

"This is really not good." I walked into the classroom and walked out of the classroom with the books on the desk. The people in that class were suddenly quiet.I know everyone is watching me.I also try to avoid those eyes.

In the afternoon, I dare not go to any of them.But where can I go if I don't go?

I watched class [-], it was a man, I went to their class early and sat down, the woman next to me asked me where I used to study, I said in Anshun.She said to tell me to wait outside first, otherwise I would be very sad to be called out by him in front of everyone.Many people have been called out by him like that before.

I was waiting at the door of the classroom with my book. When the class was about to start, the teacher came. I called him, "Teacher Yang"

"what happened?"

"Can you let me study in your class?"

"I'll talk about it after class is over." The door slammed shut.

On the second day, I didn't have the strength to ask the third or fourth house.

I'm walking down the street and there's no one there, everyone else is at school and I have nowhere to go.I walked to Uncle Tianming's house alone, and a man came out of it. I didn't know that the house had changed owners.

I walked from the county town to my grandma’s house, and looked at the big pool, the water was so clear, but unfortunately there was no one there, I didn’t know how to go back and tell my parents, let me go out to work, no, tell them well, read It's not the only way out, no, it always feels inappropriate to say anything.

I looked at the sky, and the sky would not give me an answer. I just hope that the road from home to school will never be finished.But the road is only so long, even if I take a step in half an hour, I will finish it one day.

From morning to noon, I was tired from walking, and I passed by on the road. When I closed my eyes, the people around me accused me of being incompetent, accusing me of being worthless.

Woke up feeling sober, but feeling more tired than before.I still walked in the direction of home.When I got home, my mother came back from herding the sheep and saw me sitting at home, so she understood what was going on.

"Qing Xing, didn't you sign up?"

"No" I had already thought about what to say to her, but I couldn't say a word.Mother didn't say much.After eating, we went down to herd the sheep.And my father went to work in another village and has not come back yet.But I dare not step out of the house, and I am always afraid that people in the village will see me at home.I feel so ashamed.

When my father came back at night and saw me, he said, "Qing Xing? Didn't study?"

The mother said in a very angry tone: "You didn't even report your name, and you still study?".At this time, my uncle came to my house suddenly at night, and when he saw me at home, he asked, "Why is Qingxing at home?".

My dad said: "They didn't register their names."I thought to myself, how could my uncle come to my house at this time?

He said, "Hey, that little girl from Wang's family got lower scores than her in the test. How could she get on the list?"

Mother said in a very angry tone: "Qing Xing, your eloquence!"

He thought for a while and said: "Otherwise, his second uncle knows the director of the school, Zhang Chengye, and let him go to his house tomorrow."

After the uncle left, my mother said: "When you see him tomorrow, call him second uncle first, don't be like a dead person who can't even call someone."

So what can I say?Can only wait for tomorrow's arrival.At that time, I thought that relatives who were out of reach would also be in touch, and now I really got in touch.

The next day, I went to the county to wait, and then went to the director’s house together after my dad invited someone over. As soon as the director saw me following me, he knew what was going on, and his face immediately turned pale. down.Said: "There are too many repeaters this year, more than freshmen, and many of them can't be inserted."

Then he said something embarrassing for him, but he still picked up the phone and dialed, but no one answered: "Look, when they saw it was my call, they didn't dare to answer it."

Then he looked at me and said: "You can go to Liu Hai from Class [-] in the afternoon, or Wang Long from Class [-], or Long Shao from Class [-]. Just say I said it."After finishing speaking, they continued to talk at home for a while, and I went to school to find the teacher first.

When get out of class was over, I saw Teacher Liu Hai from Class [-] in the corridor, so I stopped her and said, "Teacher, can you let me study in your class?"

"Our class has no place"

"But Director Zhang asked me to come"

"Ah! Since he asked you to come, you should go to shift three to pay the money first, and then hand over the receipt to me."I thought to myself, this is great, I can settle down in this place.I went to Class [-], and the person who collected the money drank alcohol and spoke in a slurred manner. I was originally a student in Class [-], but he wrote it as Class [-], and I didn't read it carefully.I gave the receipt to the head teacher, and the head teacher said I was in class three.He also said that when he found out, he would let me out.

The heart that had fallen to the ground suddenly hung high again.I don't even know what to do with myself.One day passed, and the list of classmates in the class was printed out, with my name on it, and I thought it would be safe to wait two days for the seat to be adjusted.

After a week, the seats had not been adjusted. I asked the students in the original class, and they said that the seats in this class were not fixed, and anyone who came early could sit wherever he wanted.I just realized that my dangerous period has long passed.