Green Apricot

After returning home, I was extremely depressed. My mother thought something happened to me and asked me, "Qing Xing, lost your soul?"

"Oh Nope"

"Hasn't there been a day when you hunched over?"

I walked through the house and arrived at the gate of my second father's house. The excitement of yesterday was gone.Everyone is gone.

When my second dad met me, he teased me and said, "Where is Qingxing planning to hug?".I thought my second dad was talking about applying for the exam.So I just said casually: "Because it should be a middle school."

"Then who are you going to hug?"

"Head teacher!"

"You tell your class teacher to hold on tighter, it's cold."Only then did I understand what the second dad meant by hugging.I can't help but laugh at my second dad.

He casually asked, "My eldest aunt and her family have all left?"

"Gone, all gone, and their family said they were going to settle in Duyun."

"What? To Duyun? So far? Is the blue skin going too?"

"Hey, that guy, he can't study at all, so he must go. His parents have gone, and he will be put at his grandma's house for the time being, and he will go there as soon as he graduates from junior high school."

I thought to myself, what is this called!But when I thought about it later, even if he didn't go, since he wasn't in the same village anyway, and we couldn't see each other, why should I miss him?

But this is already far away, and this trip will be even further away.I'm afraid it will be difficult to see each other in the future.When I got home, my mother told me to change my clothes and I was about to follow my dad to cut trees.

The mother said that the older brothers were all at home at this moment and cut down the tree.That's right, it's almost Chinese New Year now, and all the men who work outside have gone home.There is plenty of strength at home.Except for the youngest son of my uncle's family who was spoiled and raised in the city and has no strength, everyone else is as strong as a cow.

Uncle was the first to come to my house, and when he saw me, he said loudly: "Hey, why is this Qingxing taller than me? Are you going to the sky?"

My uncle has always spoken loudly, and since then, everyone around has known about it.His voice can be heard from far away.

The mother continued his words and said, "That's all, now I start to worry about getting a wife for him."

My heart began to swell, take my wife, these three words weighed heavily on my heart.A few days ago, when it was summer, I went to take a bath with Shiraishi and Hei Niu. Their parts had grown up, but mine hadn’t grown up yet. Not only that, but they started to develop muscles and acne on their faces. Acne, but I have almost never seen acne on my face.And I'm not muscular either, I've always been skinny.

And they also started talking about which girl was the prettiest girl in school and who they had a crush on.But what about me?I have always kept Lanpi in my heart and never dared to tell anyone.

I thought about all this and finished my meal in a hurry, then went to the house to write a diary, and wrote down my only thoughts.Because I began to realize that I have lost a lot of things, and all I have is a little bit of good things that I miss.

I thought to myself that if there is a second chance, I will not wait for a second, and I will get closer to him.

I was called away by my mother before I finished writing. Usually, my mother is illiterate and would not read my diary, and my father is not that busy.

My sister never looks through my things.So I usually write whatever I want in my diary.Don't shy away.

When we got to the woods, two people chopped and a dozen people pulled the rope.When the tree fell, a dozen people ran away.

But I don't know if it's because of diarrhea.My stomach hurts.I went to a grass to relieve myself.

The second son of my second father's family came over, but he didn't find me in the grass and bushes.When he came to me, he took off his pants and urinates.

I really looked at him not far away. That thing is really not small.My eyes widened for fear of missing a detail.He shook his thing.He closed his door and walked away.

And I suddenly had a serious inferiority complex in my heart.Why, why are they all so big?Why is it only mine?

After I finished my solution, I walked over to the second son of my second father's house, and suddenly felt an inexplicable closeness to him.It seemed odd to the extreme.That kind of thing seems to be like the key to open the door of memory, once it is opened, it will never be forgotten.

After cutting down the tree, I went home and lay on the bed, thinking about Lan Pi, Bai Shi, his second brother, and Hei Niu in my heart. Suddenly, these people are like scars on my body, which cannot be erased when they appear. .

What is the reason? Is it because I have had that bad behavior since I was a child?Because when I was seven or eight years old, an adult took me to a hidden place and he taught me that bad habit. Since then, that habit has walked behind me like a devil.

Is it because you keep hearing that noise from your parents' room in the middle of the night?Whatever the reason.It's too late now.I also intend to quit that bad habit.I'm only 17 now.There should be an increase.

I was alone in the room feeling lost, inferior, curious, but extremely sad.I suddenly remembered an article I saw in a magazine.It is about a woman whose husband fails to meet her requirements and finally causes various conflicts.In the end, it leads to a broken marriage.

I was very scared.I know that kind of thing might happen in my future world.I just fell asleep in bed thinking about it.