Rebirth of the Villain's Counterattack

Zheng Youting repeated this question persistently. He asked Feng Ao: "Who am I? Is it your son Zheng Youting, or Ren You who was needed by the country? Tell me..."

His voice was hoarse from the alcohol, and when Feng Ao wanted to push him away, he hugged his arm vigorously, supported his crumbling body, and muttered: "Father."

"Father, if you hadn't appeared, I would have almost forgotten that I was still your son. Not just a weapon of the country, not a puppet who can change his name at any time and become another person." He was really drunk, laughing at himself He sneered, "It's you, the poor guy who reminds me, isn't it ridiculous? You're just a wimp being manipulated by women..."

He suddenly shook his head again, "No, you've changed too. Maybe you're not the bastard who gave birth to me. Oh, yes, you told me you divorced that woman, haven't I congratulated you yet? Haha, you finally broke up with her. I can't imagine how stupid you are to hold her, you know, I saw her messing with other men in the car when I was seven years old , that man is still third uncle's driver! So hungry, she can even find this kind of man, but she just doesn't want you, haha... I really laughed to death, how can you be so pitiful, how pitiful are you... "

Even Zheng Youting never thought that he would talk so much when he was drunk.Those things that he had kept in his heart for many years, remained in his heart as things that he thought were insignificant shadows, at this time, because he saw Feng Ao's face, he couldn't help pouring out.

"I was wondering if that's how I was made. A man, a woman, an unwanted child. You just stabbed my son out of that woman's belly, and it makes me sick to think about it. You, and that woman disgust me, and my existence is even more disgusting."

As he spoke, his brows were furrowed, as if he was troubled by such disgust.

Feng Ao listened without saying a word, then suddenly said softly: "So, you like men?"

He looked down at Zheng Youting, the other party obviously didn't hear his question, he taunted him self-consciously, self-concernedly depressed, and self-concerned exposed his fragility.

He lowered his head, swayed his body, and muttered something: "You are finally smart, so smart that sometimes I don't know me. But, you will never care about me again without that woman." , I know, you don’t even care about my life or death. Grandpa said that I went abroad, and you looked for me at the time, but now, you don’t even want to see me. Because I look more like That woman? Or did you never care about my son, but that she gave birth to you?"

"Do you remember... When I was very young, the first thing you did when you came home was to call my name, come and hug me... I remember it, it's strange that I still remember it... But then I don't want to anymore , Once you looked like you were about to cry because you were rejected by me, oh, it’s really useless whether you are a man or not..."

"Up to now, you are not what you used to be, and neither am I. Even the words Zheng Youting have become unreal..."

Hearing his slightly complaining and self-abandoning words like a child who needs to be hugged, Feng Ao had the urge to sigh.

He straightened Zheng Youting's body, wanting to throw him into the sofa so that he would not have to rely on his hands endlessly.The latter, however, finally got his body back on his feet, so he simply leaned against Feng Ao's body. He didn't realize that at this time, he was completely snuggling up against Feng Ao's chest, and the support he reached out to hug was Feng Ao's body.

Feng Ao froze all over.

This posture made Feng Ao feel weird, he had never been so close to people before, and he never thought that he would be so close to people.He stretched out his hand and wanted to push Zheng Youting away, but Zheng Youting suddenly muttered again: "He's dead. He's dead...I killed him."

"If I hadn't been so impulsive, if I hadn't released the news so early to make the Zhou family suspicious, if they hadn't spent so much effort to track it down, he wouldn't have been discovered, and he wouldn't have been caught because he wanted to protect me. That's abusive."

He blamed himself deeply, this kind of self-blame made him very painful, and tortured his nerves to be catalyzed by alcohol, "I didn't think carefully, I had a gun in my hand on Wednesday, I knew it...why Without a gun, if it had been used, he might have survived ... but he died, before he even lived to be 30."

"I burned him, and even the ashes can't be left. His tombstone will only have a name, a name that he doesn't know if he has used it for a few years, and there will be nothing empty." He suddenly became excited , "Martyr? Does he care about this thing? Who will know how much torture he has suffered, who will know how much he paid for this martyr, who will know how he lived in this life, who will remember him , he wasn’t even him when he was alive, it was another person who is Zhang San today but will become Li Si tomorrow!”

"Who ever asked him if he wanted to die... why did he die..."

"I'm useless, why can't I save him, instead kill him..."

He seemed to be crying, and the muffled voice buried in Feng Ao's shoulder was a little choked, Feng Ao heard him whisper again: "Father... I haven't called you daddy for a long time... If I die, will you find me?" Will you find me back and take me home...Will you..." He held Feng Ao's hands hard, "No, you'd better leave. I can't save this today, I'll die tomorrow It might be you...Father, why did you come here, here, at this time..."

"enough."

Feng Ao finally couldn't listen anymore.

He grabbed Zheng Youting away, saw him staggered a step, tripped over the sofa and fell into it, his whole body was so decadent, he still yelled 'Father' in his mouth, it was very pitiful.

Zheng Youting has always been strong, and the vulnerable appearance exposed in front of him made Feng Ao a little annoyed.Zheng Youting's state seemed to affect him, so he had to pay attention to it.He stood, watching with cold eyes Zheng Youting who was groping around on the sofa, not knowing whether he was looking for something or trying to stand up, with a secretive expression on his face.

After a long time, he let out a breath.

Feng Ao stepped forward, hugged Zheng Youting up, and threw Zheng Youting on the bed when he entered the bedroom.

Zheng Youting snorted, squirmed on the bed for a while and then became silent, he died of drunkenness.

It's not that Feng Ao doesn't understand Zheng Youting's mood, on the contrary, he also had such decadence and bewilderment before.

Everyone's life will have such a stage, but because of the different environment of existence, the objects of contradictions and suspicions are different, and the performance is very different.

The beliefs that a person builds in his heart from an early age are growing and changing just like his age.In Zheng Youting, it was the sense of mission generated in the day-to-day training and education, and in Yu Fengao, it was the sense of belonging to the master and teacher who adopted him and gave him a shelter.

After all, Zheng Youting is luckier than him.

It's just that he has struggled alone for a long time, grown up lonely and silently at an age when his thinking has matured, and he has doubts about life, confusion about his own existence, and numbness to the mission entrusted to him.But for him, his belief was destroyed by the bloody hands of the person closest to him.

He used to doubt his own existence, so what's the point of surviving while hiding from his master and the so-called righteous martial arts.His life fell to the bottom, and even the establishment of the Demon Cult at the beginning was just revenge for those who failed and framed him.

But these things will eventually pass, and there is nothing in this world that is more lethal and healing than time.

He looked at Zheng Youting for a while, and snorted helplessly: "Just make trouble for me."

Feng Ao didn't think about why he didn't throw Zheng Youting off the balcony, but instead let him sleep on his own bed, but went to the study to meditate.I didn't think too much about what this restlessness came from.

Tolerance to a person is also inertial.This is not the first time that Zheng Youting has used his residence as a private venue to vent his anger, so there is really no need to make a fuss.

He calmed down, and after a week's practice, he heard Zheng Youting's muffled groans in the bedroom.

That's normal, even Feng Ao is not capable of reacting at all after drinking nearly [-] bottles of high-strength alcohol.Feng Ao should have ignored it, with his determination, such insignificant matters would not affect him at all, but tonight he was obviously in a bad state, which was why he was repeatedly affected by Zheng Youting's emotions.

Zheng Youting was still asleep, and the physical pain did not wake him up. He instinctively curled up into a ball because of the pain, his fists pressed against his stomach, his forehead was covered in cold sweat, and his already pale face was even more ugly now.

In the end, Feng Ao patiently carried him from the bed to the bathroom, let him lie on the toilet while he was half asleep, and pressed down on his stomach with his strength.

"vomit!"

Zheng Youting subconsciously held back the filth that he blurted out, and vomited more violently.

It seemed that he was about to vomit his entire stomach, but Zheng Youting didn't show any painful expression on his face. He seemed to be used to enduring physical pain, but his hands and feet fell to the side limply. Feng Ao quickly squatted down to support him to prevent him from Spit somewhere other than the toilet.

Zheng Youting leaned against him, the cold sweat constantly oozing from his neck and face made Feng Ao frown.Before he knew it, the palm of his hand had already urged Nei Li to relieve his pain.

very warm.

Zheng Youting subconsciously stuck to Feng Ao's body. It was a kind of warmth that he had never experienced before, and it was not suitable for people like them.Warmth is always easy to let people slack off, and it is the most dangerous thing in the world.But people's instinct to avoid danger is not as strong as the instinct to seek comfort. Although subconsciously resisted, Zheng Youting still let himself be in a strange warmth.

He had almost vomited, Feng Ao pulled him up, turned on the shower and rushed straight at Zheng Youting's face.

Zheng Youting was shocked by the fierce cold water, and now he was so awake that he could no longer be sober.

He instantly felt an instinctive vigilance. He opened his eyes and saw that it was Feng Ao. His unknowingly tense muscles loosened in an instant, and he only looked at Feng Ao's hand holding his arm.

"open."

Feng Ao watched the man who was so drunk and hugging him as fragile as a wounded cub put on his sharp attacking posture in an instant, took a step back, and said, "Clean up this place when you wake up, and then Get out."

It was the best of humanity not to throw him out before, just now he wasted his energy to drink for him and just treated him as Feng Ao, showing kindness today, and now he dares to take Joe in front of him, that is purely courting death.

Feng Ao glanced at Zheng Youting who reached out to turn off the water, turned around and went back to the study.

The bathroom soon remembered the noisy toilet flushing sound over and over again, and the one responsible for the end was obviously very dissatisfied with Feng Ao's behavior and his current state, and unexpectedly vented with a foreign object - the flush toilet.

Then there was the sound of bathing, and the movement became quieter. Feng Ao heard that the man went back to his bedroom, changed his clothes and threw himself on his bed.

He had no intention of leaving.

Feng Ao opened his eyes, suddenly realized that tonight would not be a good time to sleep, and it would not be a good time to practice internal skills.Then he got up and went to the desk, took a pen, and wrote down the secrets and moves for Yang Wei Xiangyi and others to train in the next round.

The author has something to say: Well, the weather has been really dry recently, so remember to drink plenty of water and take care of your lips~