when love is unforgettable

Ticket, you take the ticket and go home,"

He took a step forward while talking, put an envelope in my hand into my hand, turned around and walked away quickly.

I sat on the stool in the waiting room with my eyes closed, waiting for the train back to Northeast. After I came out of the detention center, I took the ticket that Feng's father gave me, and came to the train station in a daze. My brain kept thinking about Feng. My father’s words: “Do you want your son to be gay? Do you want your son to never get married and live with a man who is about your age?”

I muttered involuntarily, "I don't."

I shook my head vigorously, I don't know what's wrong, when I shook my head, the eyes of Feng looking at me in the hospital suddenly appeared in my brain, his pale face, my heart couldn't help but ache.

Hearing that the broadcast started to cut tickets, I blankly followed the flow of people to cut tickets, followed the flow of people to the platform, followed the flow of people to the side of the train, and handed the ticket in my hand to the conductor standing at the entrance of the train. I heard the conductor's gentle voice: "Uncle, this is car No. 4, and your seat is in car No. 10 at the back. Please take your ticket and go back."

I nodded and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Then he walked forward blankly.I smelled someone smoking nearby, so I fumbled in my pocket. I didn't find the cigarette, and then I remembered that the cigarette was confiscated when I entered the detention center. I found a note with Ji Zhifeng's phone number, My heart couldn't help but another pain.

I stopped and looked up at the man standing there smoking. I saw that he was also from the Northeast about my age. I smiled at him embarrassedly and said in a low voice: "Brother, My eyeballs are done and I think..."

After hearing what I said, the man cheerfully reached out and handed me a cigarette, and said in his mouth: "Brother, look at what you said, isn't it just a cigarette, take it and smoke it, do you want to smoke?" The taste of smoke is unpleasant."

I said again: "Thank you." I took the cigarette, lit it up and took a sharp puff.

The man pointed to the trash can beside him, and said softly, "Brother, throw the cigarette butts here."

I snorted, and looked down at the cigarette in my hand, only to realize that the cigarette was almost burned to my fingertips, I nodded, and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can.

The person looked at my movements and sighed softly, and asked me in a low voice: "Brother, I think you look very bad, did you come here to look for a job and didn't find a suitable one? Back to the northeast."

After hearing what he said, I shook my head and nodded again. The man sighed softly and comforted me in a low voice: "Brother, don't think so much, it's better to go home, we people from the Northeast have spoken , It’s better to be at home, nothing can compare to a wife and children warming up on the kang.”

I shook my head slightly, and replied him involuntarily: "That's someone else, my wife is already on the hot bed of someone else's house now, and we have been divorced for almost 20 years."

A voice urging passengers to get on the radio sounded on the radio. The man smiled at me and turned around and walked towards the carriage. As I was walking, I was thinking of Zhifeng's words: "You are not allowed to scold me, Uncle Li. If you want to scold me, you can scold me." I, Uncle Li, am not gay."

I stopped when I was one step away from the car door, and the person behind bumped into me, and he yelled in dissatisfaction: "What's the matter with you, the car is about to drive, don't hurry up, if you don't get on The car stands aside."

I stood aside, and Feng's shadow appeared in my brain again, and I remembered the look in his eyes.

B26

When I got out of the train station, I took Zhifeng's address and got into a taxi. The taxi driver whispered to me while driving: "I heard your accent, you are from the Northeast, right? After getting off the train, take a taxi to the hospital. One point is that your family members are sick. Your children are working here. It’s really not easy these days. Children go to work so far away from home. If there is a sickness There is a disaster, and being an old man can be frustrating."

After hearing what he said, I nodded slightly and said in a low voice, "It's my son who is sick."

After I finished saying this sentence, I couldn't help being stunned. I didn't understand my heart until now. Before I knew it, I had already regarded Feng as my own son.I shook my head, remembering what Old Chen said, and sighed softly.

When I walked to the corridor of the ward where Feng was, my heart jumped wildly involuntarily, and my footsteps couldn't help but quicken. I didn't take a few steps, and suddenly I remembered Feng's father's words in my ear: "You Do you want your son to be gay? Do you want your son to never get married and live with a man who is about your age?"

I stood there all of a sudden, and stood there in a daze in the corridor, and a woman's impatient voice came from behind me: "The person in front stands aside, this is a hospital, you stand there Don't you know it's in the way?"

She yelled twice before I realized it. I quickly stood aside and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

A nurse pushed a cart and walked past me. She walked up to me, turned her head to look at me, and said in a low voice, "Who did I think was blocking the way? It turned out to be you. You're here again." What are you doing? Are you afraid that something serious will happen?"

After hearing what she said, I looked up at her, the nurse saw me looking at her, she turned her head and pushed the cart away, I gritted my teeth, and followed her to Feng's ward.I stopped at the door of Feng's ward. I turned my body sideways and only raised my ears, wanting to hear if Feng's parents were there. There was no movement in the ward.

I bent down and pulled my trousers. After feeling that the creases on the trousers were a little less, I stood up straight. I stretched out my hand and pulled my clothes again. Then I knocked on the door of the ward. I stood there for a while and there was no answer. , I gently pushed open the door of the ward, looked at Feng's hospital bed, my eyes stopped on the hospital bed, there was no shadow of Feng on the bed, I felt my heart was empty all of a sudden. He said softly, "Feng, where have you been? Why aren't you here anymore."

Slowly walking to the hospital bed, I squatted down, grasped the edge of the hospital bed involuntarily, and lowered my head. Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face, and my shoulders trembled slightly. I don't know how long after that, there was a soft sigh from behind me, someone came to my side, and at the same time, a voice thought in my head: "Don't squat here, people!" They are all discharged from the hospital, if you want to see him, you can go to his house to see him, what are you doing here?"

After hearing what she said, I raised my head and asked with a trembling voice, "Hi, when was he discharged from the hospital?"

When I asked, my eyes looked like that person. It was the nurse just now. The nurse shook her head slightly after listening to my words. He was released from the hospital the day he was taken away, didn't he tell you?"

I shook my head slightly.He said softly, "Thank you." He lifted his foot and walked towards the door.

B63

Standing by the telephone booth outside the hospital gate, I dialed Feng's phone number, and after a few rings, Feng's phone was connected, and I hurriedly asked, "Zhifeng, is that you? I'm your Uncle Li, I'm I came to the hospital to see you, the nurse said that you have been discharged from the hospital, Feng, are you in good health?"

After a few seconds, a woman's cold voice came from the phone: "I'm Zhifeng's mother, haven't we already bought you a train ticket back to the Northeast? Why didn't you leave, why didn't you leave?" What are you doing in Guangzhou?"

Listening to the voice on the phone, I couldn't help saying: "I just want to see Zhifeng."

Zhifeng's mother still said to me in the same tone: "Then I thank you, we dare not let you see my son, our family is not a rich family, but we can't stand your troubles, this We have touched our roots once, so you can go back where you came from."

I froze for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Could you please call Zhifeng? I want to say a few words to him."

There was a snort on the phone and continued: "No need, my son asked me to answer the call when he saw it. My son said that he doesn't want to see you in the future, and you don't want to pester him in the future. All this It's in the past."

As soon as I opened my mouth, the phone hung up.I shook my head, turned around and wanted to leave, but the owner of the telephone booth shouted: "8 cents." I reached out and took out a piece of money and put it on the table, turned around and left, the wind blew gently, and Feng's phone number was written on it. paper, and blow it to the ground.I bent down to pick it up and carefully put it in my pocket.

I walked along the side of the road aimlessly, and as I walked, I kept saying in my heart: "He doesn't want to see you anymore, and you don't want to pester him anymore, all this is over. Feng, he doesn't want to see me No, he doesn't want to see me anymore."

It was getting dark, I was sitting on the square in front of the train station, and I passed by a peddler in his 40s, who kept hawking, I raised my head, and asked in a low voice: " Do you have liquor?"

The man was stunned for a moment when he heard my words. He stopped, looked at me blankly, shook his head and left. I continued to sit there in a daze. Fewer and fewer, there was a trace of coolness on my body, a person sat next to me, and gently pushed me with his hand, I turned my head, saw that it was the peddler, I shook my head in doubt, and whispered He asked, "What are you doing?"

The peddler didn't answer my question. He reached out and took out a cigarette from his pocket, handed me one, and said, "Brother, you are from Daqing, right? I am also from Daqing." After hearing what he said, I Immediately, I felt a sense of intimacy welling up in my heart, and I nodded and answered him: "Yes, yes, brother, I am from Daqing."

In a private house in Guangzhou, I sat opposite Zhang Dali, a fellow villager I met at night, and vigorously raised the wine glass in my hand to persuade me: "Brother Li, don't get too angry, you didn't catch up with the car!" There is no other way. I will help you buy a ticket tomorrow. You can just go home tomorrow. You can spend the night here. Although my brother’s place is not good, it’s better than squatting outside for a night. Come on, Brother Li, let’s do it up"

I raised my glass and drank the wine in it, and said gratefully: "Thank you brother." I squeezed on the single bed with Zhang Dali with my eyes closed, and the voice from the phone rang again in my brain: "My son said , he doesn’t want to see you anymore, and you don’t want to pester him anymore, all this is over.”

I shook my head vigorously, and said loudly: "No, Feng won't miss me."

B27

In a blink of an eye, I have been in Guangzhou for half a month. In the past half month, I went to the train station with Dali as soon as I opened my eyes. Selling near the railway station square, I will go to him to get it after the sale is sold out, so I stayed in Guangzhou, I called Feng several times, but his mother answered, I hung up without saying a word, my heart It also slowly cooled down.

When I saw another group of tourists coming, I started selling them loudly, and I heard someone beside me shouting at me: "Uncle Li, why are you selling things here?"

Hearing what he said, I turned around and saw Zhang Mingwei, the conductor who helped me buy a sleeper ticket when I was on the train to Guangzhou, looking at me with surprised eyes. I looked down at the things in my hand, He sighed lightly and didn't speak.

Under Zhang Dali's puzzled gaze, I followed Zhang Mingwei into the taxi, without looking back, I said silently in my heart: "Brother, don't worry, brother will be back.

Zhang Mingwei stood up, shook his head at me and sat down again, and said helplessly: "Uncle Li, why do you say you are doing this, I advise you to go back to the Northeast, if you don't go back, if you don't, I advise you to stay here with me. Wait, you said you sell those things at the station every day, can this be the solution.”

After hearing what he said, I lowered my head and said in a low voice: "How dare I live in your house. I can support me by selling things at the station. What's the matter with me living in your house? We are not related. I... ..."

Before I could finish speaking, Zhang Mingwei stood up again, his eyes lit up and he looked at me and said loudly: "How about this, Uncle Li, let me find you a job in our community. As for the security guard, I know the captain of the security guard, and I told him that he can do it when he sees it.”

I followed Zhang Mingwei to the property of the community. As soon as Zhang Mingwei entered the house, he greeted a man in his 30s who was sitting there: "Brother Yin, I brought my uncle here. Look at my uncle." Can you be a security guard with us?"

As he spoke, he turned around and said to me: "Uncle, this is Brother Yin, my fellow villager from Heilongjiang I was talking about."

There was a smile on my face, I nodded and said: "Hello, hello." Captain Yin stretched out his hand and gently shook my outstretched hand, and said with a smile: "You old man, don't follow me!" I'm being polite, I heard from Ming Wei that his mother was worried that he was here alone, so she insisted on coming over to accompany him, but Ming Wei disagreed. His mother asked you to come and stay with Ming Wei when she saw that you had retired. Help him take care of the house, you old man is so old, and you still worry about the juniors, we should thank you as the juniors."

When Captain Yin finished speaking, I looked back at Zhang Mingwei, and I saw Zhang Mingwei looking at me with a smile, I coughed in a low voice and took Captain Yin's words: "I have to thank Xiaowei for that." , I’m retired and worried about having nothing to do, Xiaowei let me come to Guangzhou, the climate in the south is good, I can provide for the elderly and have a job, so I don’t know how many more years I can live.”

After hearing what I said, everyone in the room laughed. A middle-aged woman sitting on the edge of the table laughed and said, "I just like listening to people from the Northeast. Look at what this old man said about the same thing." It's easy and ridiculous, and we will laugh in the future."

After leaving the door of the property, I whispered to Zhang Mingwei who was walking in front: "Thank you, Xiao Zhang."

Zhang Mingwei turned his head to look at me, and said in a low voice, "You can call me Xiaowei from now on."

B65

Another three days passed, and Xiaowei got out of the car and left. It was already past 10 o'clock in the evening. I lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. It’s good to meet you in reality, even once in this lifetime.” I sat up and murmured in my mouth: “No, no, Feng won’t see me, it must be his mother. Let him see me, Feng will meet me." I got out of bed while talking, pushed the door and walked out of the room, I walked to the door of Xiaowei's room and stood for a while, then turned around and walked to my room again, I When he reached the door of the room, he stopped.

I shook my head vigorously, turned around and came to the door of Xiaowei's room, stretched out my hand to push the door open, I went into Xiaowei's room, walked to the table and sat down, then reached out and turned on the computer. After the computer monitor turned on, I saw Looking at the photos on the monitor, I was stunned. The man stood at the junction of the car with a lonely expression, a cloud of smoke drifted around him, and his eyes showed anxiety and uneasiness. Isn't this just me?When Xiaowei secretly took a photo of me and put it on the computer, I shook my head and sighed, and saw a line of words under the photo: "It is my greatest happiness to guard you .”

I lay down on the table, tears came down, and after a long time, I calmed down and logged on to my QQ.It kept flashing, and the messages came one after another, all from Feng. I watched the messages pouring in, tears flowed involuntarily, and I shouted loudly: "I knew it, Feng He won't miss me, Feng misses me." The QQ stopped flashing, and I began to slowly read Feng's messages from beginning to end.

Maple Leaf: Uncle, can you see my information?How did you leave? My dad said you came out today. I waited for you at the gate of the detention center all day. I didn't know until evening that you came out yesterday. Uncle, where did you go?Why don't you come find me when you come out?Maple Leaf: Uncle, my dad said that you went back to the Northeast after you found out I was gay, and you told my dad: You don’t want to see me again, Uncle,... My tears kept flowing, and I typed with trembling hands. One line: "Feng, uncle misses you."

My eyes looked at the ceiling, and I lay motionless. I felt pain after the smoke in my hand burned my fingers. The pain in my body made me feel less pain in my heart. I sat up and walked. When I got to the window, I stared blankly at the night in Guangzhou. My brain kept repeating the words of Feng and his father: "Uncle, my father said that you went back to the Northeast after you knew I was gay. Tell my father Say: You don’t want to see me again, uncle.” “Do you have a son? Do you want your son to be gay? Do you want your son to never marry and live with a man who is about your age?” "A car light flashed in the distance, I gritted my teeth, made up my mind, lay down on the bed and closed my eyes.

B28

I stood beside Xiao Qiao, listening to her talking to Zhifeng's mother: "Hi, I'm looking for Ye Zhifeng, who are you?"

Feng's mother answered her on the phone: "I'm Zhifeng's mother, who are you, and what do you want from my son?"

Xiao Qiao glanced at me and answered her in a low voice: "I'm a medical representative, that's right. Your son bought medicine from me before, and now I'm going to give your son a rebate. If it's convenient for your son, please He contacted me and I will return the money to him."

After a while, Feng's mother said on the phone: "I see, I will tell my son when he comes back."

Seeing me shaking my head, Xiao Qiao asked, "Can you tell me your son's current address and your son's current phone number?"

Feng's mother didn't speak, and hung up the phone. Xiao Qiao looked at me and shook her head, sighed and said in a low voice: "Brother Li, I didn't mean you. It's really hard to get the money back after lending it to someone else." Now, you can't find anyone like this at all."

I nodded in disappointment, and said softly: "Thank you, Xiao Qiao, you have to keep this matter a secret for me. I'm afraid that my nephew will tell my sister if she finds out, and my sister will scold me if she finds out."

Xiao Qiao stood up, stretched out her hand and slapped me lightly, and winked at me. I quickly lowered my head and turned around. I stood at the gate of the community and faced the passing vehicles. Yan, I said in my heart: "Feng, where are you? Uncle, I don't ask for anything else, as long as I can see you and I can stay around you, I am satisfied. Feng, you don't know, Uncle is now living in someone else's house, that person is Xiaowei, he can see his feelings for uncle, but uncle has you in his heart, he can't hold others anymore, uncle feels sorry for him, uncle wants to leave, but You are in Guangzhou, Uncle hates you, Feng, Uncle doesn’t want you to know that Uncle is in Guangzhou, Uncle just wants to watch over you silently. Your father is right, you are so young, how can you live with an old man like me, Uncle ..."

The sound of the car's horn brought me back to reality. I casually glanced at the car entering the community. This glance made my body tremble. I saw the person sitting next to the driver. Although he was thin, I can still tell at a glance that he is my Feng, my Feng, I closed my eyes, tears slid down my face silently.

Two days later, I saw the car stopped, so I hurried over, looked at the owner surnamed Wang who got out of the car and said with a smile: "Young man, your car is really nice, it looks so impressive, you Can you tell me what car this is? I've never seen a car like yours before."

After listening to my words, Xiao Wang smiled and told me: "My car is an Infiniti, and I bought it because I thought it looked stylish and beautiful. Uncle, you have good eyesight, and you can also see that this car is fashionable. "

After hearing what he said, I scratched my head in embarrassment and blushed a little. Xiao Wang looked at me and shook his head and smiled again.

I watched him turn around to leave, so I said again: "Xiao Wang, you southerners are good-looking, unlike us northerners who are thick and thick. The man sitting in your car the day before yesterday was your younger brother, right? You are as tall as you are, but you are really energetic."

After hearing what I said, Xiao Wang laughed hehe, he stopped, took out a cigarette from his pocket, handed me one, and said with a smile: "Hehe, uncle, I didn't expect you to be quite interesting." , You said the spirit of our southerners, my younger brother said that you northerners are good, hehe, if you two chat together, then there is something to say."

B67

After hearing what he said, I shook my head and laughed, and said in a low voice: "Young man, just tease me, no one would say that everyone in the north is good-looking." Xiao Wang listened to me, hehe He smiled and said: "It's my younger brother you mentioned, uncle, he is not my younger brother, but my classmate Ye Zhifeng. I don't know what happened now. He came to my house to play that day, and he said it It’s all good for you northerners, what did he say about going to the north.” Hearing what he said, my eyes turned red involuntarily, I turned my face away, and said in a choked voice: “Really.”

Maybe Xiao Wang heard the change in my voice, and asked in a low voice: "Uncle, what's the matter with you?" I shook my head behind his back, and said in a low voice, "It's nothing." I was about to leave with a sound. I turned around and followed behind him and asked, "Xiao Wang, I saw that classmate you mentioned came once. Why doesn't he come to you often? Huh?" Hearing what I said, Xiao Wang shook his head, sighed softly, and said in a low voice, "Don't mention it, that classmate of mine is having bad luck these days, he originally opened a small pharmacy by himself. He had a good life, but he was hospitalized because of a fight with someone. After he was discharged from the hospital, he didn't know what happened, and he was not in a hurry to start a business. He was talking about it every day. He might have lost his mind in the fight. This No, I was talking about it that day, so he didn't go to the Northeast, and he was going to open tomorrow."

After hearing his words, my heart couldn't help but ache again, and I murmured: "He is like this now, you should visit him often?" Xiao Wang shook his head and sighed softly In one breath: "He is too far away from us, I want to go, I don't have that much time, no, I finally asked for leave, he opens tomorrow, I have to go and see Ah." After listening to his words, I felt like I came alive all of a sudden, and I said a little eagerly: "Xiao Wang, can you take me for a while when you go tomorrow? I have been in Guangzhou for a long time and have not gone out for a walk. Let's go, you can just pull me to the vicinity of your classmate's pharmacy, I will walk around by myself, and I will just take the bus by myself when I come back."

Xiao Wang's eyes narrowed. He looked at me and shook his head and nodded again. He agreed to me with some reluctance. I couldn't hold back my excitement and walked quickly into the property office and walked to Captain Yin's room. I discussed with him in a low voice: "Captain Yin, I want to tell you something." Captain Yin, who was playing with his phone with his head down, raised his head after hearing what I said, and said with a smile, "Uncle, what are you doing?" You have become more polite to me, Mingwei is my friend, and you are also my elder, so you can talk about whatever you want."

I said thank you first and then went on to say: "Captain Yin, the owner of our community surnamed Wang is going to his classmate tomorrow. I want to follow along. I have been in Guangzhou for a long time, and I haven't been to that place yet. I want to take a shift, I will continue to work tonight, can I take a day off tomorrow?" Seeing Captain Yin nod his head, I kept saying, "Thank you, thank you, thank you."

After I went to Xiaowei's room to surf the Internet last time, he probably knew it. Now he locks his room when he gets out of the car. Sometimes I want to go online, hoping to see Feng, this wish I couldn’t make it happen. I had no choice but to tell a lie, saying that someone borrowed money from me and wouldn’t return it. I called him and he wouldn’t answer. I begged everyone in the property to call her Miss Qiao’s Xiao Qiao to call Feng. Unexpectedly, Xiao Qiao's call was answered by Feng's mother. I felt hopeless. When I felt the most helpless, God let me see my Feng. Tomorrow I will go to see my Feng. I don't know how to describe how I feel right now.I walked back and forth at the gate of the community, looked at my watch anxiously, it was only 4 o'clock in the morning, how did I feel so slow tonight, I sighed softly, and lit a cigarette .After inhaling, a gust of breeze gently blew across my cheeks, and I felt a bit of coolness. My excited mood calmed down a lot at once, and I walked back to the duty room and sat down.

I watched Xiao Wang park his car in the parking lot from a distance, and walked behind him secretly. When I saw Xiao Wang entered a pharmacy with a good opening sign, I stopped my steps. A wave of excitement filled my body and mind. This is my Feng’s pharmacy. My Feng, you live here. Sliding across my face.I found a place where I could see the entrance of the pharmacy and sat down. Looking from a distance, I saw Feng coming out with Xiao Wang. He shaved his hair short and had a smile on his face. I was chatting with Xiao Wang at the door, and I stood up suddenly, and I felt an urge to rush over to hug him. At this moment, Feng's father came out, and I saw Feng's father watching After seeing Feng's face, he was carefully discussing something with him, they didn't say a few words, Feng turned angrily and walked into the pharmacy.

I slowly approached the pharmacy, with my body on my back, listening to the conversation between Feng's father and Xiao Wang: "Uncle, it's not that you don't know Zhifeng's temper. If he wants his phone number, you can ask Auntie to give it to him." It's alright, why don't you make him unhappy."

Feng's father sighed for a long time, and said in a low voice: "Wang Dong, I know you and Zhifeng are very close, and you know a lot about Zhifeng, so I won't hide it from you, you may not know The person who injured Zhifeng was a man from the Northeast. The way he can contact Zhifeng when he comes to Guangzhou is to call Zhifeng. Your aunt keeps Zhifeng's phone number and refuses to call him because she is afraid that they will get in touch. , it’s not good for Zhifeng in the future.”

Xiao Wang asked Zhifeng's father in a disbelieving tone: "Uncle, I heard Zhifeng said that you bought a train ticket for that person, and that person has already returned to the Northeast?"

Zhifeng's father gave a long sigh, and answered Xiao Wang in a low voice: "That man has not left Guangzhou, he is still in Guangzhou, and he still calls from time to time. If you give him the phone now, they will What should I do if I get in touch again?"

B29

Xiao Wang sighed, and said in a low voice: "So it's like this." Zhifeng's father said in a crying voice: "Wang Dong, you know the situation of our family, you can persuade Zhifeng for me. Feng, let him find a girlfriend to marry, your aunt and I have only one child, Zhifeng, who can we rely on when we get old like this. Please persuade him for uncle, uncle begs you."

Zhifeng's father cried as he spoke. My heart was deeply moved by Zhifeng's father's words, and tears fell down involuntarily.I turned around and was about to leave when Zhifeng shouted angrily from behind: "Mom, you promised me that you would return my phone to me when I opened the store. Mom, let me tell you, if you don't Give me a call, I don’t care about the pharmacy, you can open it if you like, I will go to the northeast to find my Uncle Li today.”

Before Feng finished speaking, his mother cried and shouted: "Zhifeng, you want to piss your mother off, is that person in the Northeast closer than your parents? You go to the Northeast to find him, you don't want your father Is it?"

I heard Feng's voice choked up, and he said tremblingly, "Mom, stop talking, I'm the one who's sorry for you, and I'm even more sorry for my Uncle Li, who came all the way to the northeast to see me, and he didn't drink The glass of water I poured for him was because I entered the detention center. I didn’t pick him up when he came out. He just left. Can I feel at ease? I am determined, if you don’t call me today, I will go to the Northeast to find my Uncle Li.” Listening to Feng’s words, my tears kept flowing, I shook my head vigorously, and said in my heart: “Feng, I I know that some things are beyond your control. Uncle doesn’t blame you, uncle doesn’t blame you.” Feng’s mother shouted loudly again: “If you leave today, I’ll show you to death.” I heard In Xiaowang Lafeng's voice, Feng yelled loudly to Xiaowang. Amidst their quarreling, Feng's father yelled loudly: "Where did you go to the northeast? It’s still in Guangzhou. He called your mother a few days ago.” At that moment, all the voices disappeared, and time was fixed there for a long time. I heard my heartbeat, 1.2.3, Feng Wow burst into tears and ran into the pharmacy.

It was very late at night when I arrived at Xiaowei’s house. When I opened the door and saw Xiaowei sitting on the sofa drinking in the living room, I was stunned and asked in disbelief: “Xiaowei , you don’t drink, why did you drink today?” Seeing me coming in, Xiaowei stared at me blankly for a few seconds, he stood up, ran to me in a few steps, and hugged me I cried loudly: "Uncle, you are back, I thought you didn't want me anymore, you left me and left. Uncle, don't go."

My body froze there, just being held by him like this, Xiaowei was talking and crying intermittently, listening to Xiaowei's words, I don't know what's wrong, Feng's words came to mind again in my brain, my eyes were full It was Feng's appearance, and I couldn't help saying: "Feng, uncle will not leave you."

B70

After I got up in the morning, I walked to the door of Xiaowei's room lightly, pushed the door open gently, and saw that Xiaowei was still asleep, so I closed the door and went to the kitchen, lit the fire, and prepared for Xiaowei. I ordered porridge with preserved egg and lean meat. I didn’t eat it myself. I changed my clothes and went to work. When Lao Liu saw me coming, he said cheerfully and loudly: “You old man. You still know how to come, don’t you know? I know you made me work one day and one night, which caused my wife to call me several times, she thought I didn't go home last night, so she went out to look for it." I smiled embarrassedly, and said in a low voice Explain to him: "Brother, I'm really sorry. I took the wrong car when I came back yesterday. When I came to the property, you were not there, so I went home and changed my clothes. Who knows that my nephew drank too much. I will take care of him at home." He didn't come."

Lao Liu nodded slightly while changing his clothes, he sighed softly, and said in a low voice: "Brother, I didn't mean you, you should persuade your nephew too, you see he is not young It’s time, it’s time to find a girlfriend and start a family, look at your nephew, you can’t find any kind of woman.” After hearing what he said, I nodded lightly and waited for Lao Liu to leave. Afterwards, I sat in the duty room, lit a cigarette and stunned, my brain kept thinking about what Xiaowei kept shouting last night: "Uncle, I just like you, I read Your chat records are recorded, I know you came to Guangzhou for that Maple Leaf, Uncle, tell me, am I worse than that annoying Maple Leaf,