when love is unforgettable

A82

After a night of self-psychological adjustment, I quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face after getting up. Living in Wang Dong’s house for a long time is not an option. When Lao Li goes online, I can receive his information as soon as possible.

Today's business is really bad. It's almost five o'clock in the afternoon since I opened the door at [-]:[-] in the morning. I actually only did one hundred yuan of business that I didn't do. Think I'll have to declare bankruptcy soon.Don't talk about profits, just losing the rent will kill me.

Sitting half-dead in front of the cashier counter, I have no appetite for the meat platter rice that I used to eat most. I look at the computer monitor from time to time, always hoping that a miracle will appear in the next second.

I don't know when it was, anyway, I thought it was time to close the door, so I walked out of the counter and locked the door when I didn't want to do business. Now I am very negative, and I feel like I live every day.

With the rumbling sound of the gate, I vaguely heard the QQ login prompt sound coming from the computer speaker. I had a hallucination, it must be a hallucination. It seems that I am a little mentally disturbed. It's okay, I haven't found Lao Li yet, I must not let myself become crazy first.The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard!

When I walked to the cashier, sat down and glanced at the computer monitor habitually, I was stunned at this glance, and tears slowly flowed down my cheeks, like a sad river.

Is this hallucination?I went crazy and slapped myself twice, it hurts, it hurts, this is not an illusion, it's real, Lao Li is really online!My Lao Li is finally online!

It was too slow for me to send a message, and at such an excited moment, I doubted whether my trembling hands could type out a sentence smoothly, so I picked up the mouse and quickly clicked on the video invitation.

Without the slightest pause, the video was connected in an instant, and Lao Li's figure appeared on the computer monitor. He looked at me in surprise, and I noticed that his lips kept shaking. I knew that he had a thousand words in his heart. It's about to come out, but he doesn't know where to start.

Lao Li became haggard a lot, and his whole body seemed to have lost weight, as if his fat belly had also shrunk.

I asked Lao Li in a hoarse voice if he resented me for getting him into the detention center, and he told me calmly that he never hated me.

When I asked him with tears why he still refused to meet me after knowing the address of my pharmacy, Lao Li’s face inadvertently flashed a painful and helpless expression. Although the painful and helpless expression was only fleeting, it was still I found out.I continued to ask if it was because of my parents that he refused and did not dare to recognize me, but Lao Li directly denied it.

His denial broke my heart all over the place. It turned out that all the past was just my wishful thinking, and Lao Li never took a fancy to me at all.I cried, crying heartbroken, the tears were out of control like the sea that collapsed the embankment.

Lao Li looked at me distressedly in the video, then slowed down and said to me word by word: "No, Feng, Uncle likes you, and I like you even more after seeing you."

A83

I looked at him in surprise, is he confessing to me?In an instant, the grievances I suffered in the past disappeared, and I, who was decadent, came back to life again.After the whole person relaxed, I really felt that my stomach was beating drums with hunger. The cold box of preserved meat rice on the cashier counter was now a tempting and delicious meal. I tried to stuff the food into my mouth. Lao Li was terrified, and kept saying, "Slow down, don't choke."

After dumping all the cured meat rice into the stomach like the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves, Lao Li and I formally started the first video chat after the farewell. Everyone told each other how much we missed after the farewell. Red, I wasted an opportunity to meet and express my heartfelt feelings. The places where everyone lives are indeed too far apart. I don’t know when we will meet again.

This evening, Lao Li and I chatted for a long time, with unspeakable love words and endless concerns. We all look forward to a bright future and look forward to the next meeting.

During the chat, Lao Li resolutely denied that his departure was forced by my parents. I didn’t ask further. In fact, I knew it well. If my mother hadn’t acted so forcefully, at least Lao Li would have stayed with me in Guangzhou. The reason why the kind old Li said this is because he didn’t want me to resent my parents. I also feel that Lao Li’s approach is correct and reasonable. If Lao Li and my parents appear on the same occasion, I really can't imagine what will happen. The simplest question is, if my parents ask me to choose between my parents and Lao Li, do I have the determination to choose?No!Absolutely no such determination!One side is family affection and the other is love. No matter which one I choose, I will regret it for the rest of my life. Or, this is also the saddest hurdle in the love between men and women in society and family. I have no choice.

I told Lao Li that because Wang Dong knew that he was working in Wang Dong's community, after several struggles, Wang Dong still took me to the duty room of the community to look for him. I found his address through Lao Liu in the duty room.Fortunately, Xiao Zhang drank too much and didn't go to work, so he asked for leave to rest at home, otherwise, he wouldn't even know that he had returned to the Northeast.

Speaking of Xiao Zhang, I always had a thorn in my heart, and then asked Lao Li sourly, why he left a letter for Xiao Zhang when he left, but refused to tell me, what is this?

Lao Li looked at me motionlessly, and then said affectionately: "Because in my heart he is an outsider, and in my heart, you are the one I love."

Now I squinted my eyes and smiled contentedly. I kept repeating this sentence in my mind. When I was laughing so hard that I couldn’t see my teeth, Lao Li proposed to stop chatting and go to bed. I didn’t insist on continuing to chat, Lao Li I am really haggard a lot, and I really need to rest for a few days. When can we not chat, there will be a long time in Japan.