when love is unforgettable

A64

After waiting for a long time, I didn't get a call from Lao Zhang, and I couldn't help but feel extremely anxious. Which play is Lao Zhang giving me?Picking up the phone and pressing the redial button, a mechanical female voice came from my ear: "The user you dialed has turned off the phone, please try again later."

The anger that has been suppressed all the time will rise up immediately, you, Zhang, who is dozens of years old, actually behave like this, even if things can't be done, just tell me, I have an urge to tear Lao Zhang into pieces.

"Dad, I can't find that old Zhang's son. Do you have any other solutions?" I put my only hope on my father. Although I know that my father is not omnipotent, I believe that he can There is naturally his way to do it.

"Oh, is it? Okay, I see. It's settled at the police station. I'll release him the day after tomorrow. You can rest at home and recuperate." My father was very calm on the phone, and I couldn't hear a trace of emotion. For him, this time was too embarrassing.

Father hung up the phone neatly, without saying a word of nonsense.

Such simple words made me ecstatic, with such a feeling of being lost all the time, I murmured to myself: "Lao Li, Lao Li, I will pick you up the day after tomorrow, this time I will do it for you with my own hands. Make a pot of good tea, remember to wait for me."

Pack up my mood, I look forward to meeting Lao Li again, in order not to let Lao Li worry about me, I went to the barber shop downstairs and asked the barber to help me trim a refreshing short hair, looking in the mirror, I suddenly There is a feeling of renewal, washing away the decadence of the previous days.

For some things, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and this time is no exception. I thought this time would be a new beginning, but who knows, it is a sad parting. It should be said that parting is not counted. I can see you.

I still remember that morning, as soon as I got up, I simply and quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth. From the window of the bathroom, I saw that the sky was clear and cloudless. I hope it's not just friends" I slammed down the stairs, and the stairwell was full of cheerful footsteps.

I silently repeated it over and over in my heart: "Lao Li, I'm here."

The walls of the detention center are so tall that they cut off so many joys and sorrows in the world.I hate this high wall, I hate that it blocks Lao Li's free steps, I hate this high wall, I hate that it can't let me see Lao Li for the first time.

Lao Li looked through the autumn water inside the fence, and I waited hard outside the fence, what kind of meeting will this be like?Is it a warm reunion where two people know each other and love each other?Or embrace each other affectionately and cry bitterly?

In the instant communication in the hospital, my heart has been taken away by Lao Li. He forgot to return my heart to me before he was caught in the police station. At this moment, I am like a walking dead. Without Lao Li, I am just a wind The candlelight in the sky will wither like a flower in the cold night, and then wither until it turns into mud.

Standing alone outside the fence, I wandered and wandered, locking my eyes on the iron gate from time to time. I always hoped that Lao Li would appear in the next second, but unfortunately, God seemed to be playing tricks on me. The dark iron gate never It was opened, and it was closed tightly as usual. For the first time, I discovered how helpless this black is, how hopeless this black is!

From that day on, I hated the fence and hated the black, and I even hated the brilliant redbud tree beside the fence.

A65

When the sun was setting, I finally realized that I could never wait for Lao Li to appear again. Didn't I say that Lao Li would leave the detention center today?Could it be that something has changed in this?Could it be that Lao Zhang's son insisted on pursuing it to the end?

Angrily, I took out my mobile phone and quickly pressed a series of numbers. The cold prompt sound came from the earpiece: "The user you dialed has shut down, please try again later." I quickly pressed another series of numbers, I have to ask my father to understand, what is going on?

"Dad, didn't you say that Lao Li came out today? Why did I wait at the gate of the detention center for a whole day and no one was seen? Can you help me and ask what's going on?"

My father was calm as usual, and his calmness always gave me a feeling of depression. On the phone, he said: "Oh, I see. You don't have to wait any longer. It's all because I'm too busy with work these days. I forgot Just to tell you, that foreigner left the detention center yesterday. I heard that Lao Zhang did not pursue the matter of being beaten, so he was released early. Your mother and I went to help you pick up that foreigner yesterday. , your mother also helped him buy a train ticket, so let’s take it as a thank you. If there’s nothing else to do, just hang up like this. I still have things to deal with, and I’ll be home later tonight. Please tell your mother for me Say it."

I said anxiously: "Dad, how can you just send Lao Li away like this?..." Before I finished speaking, there was a disturbing "beep, beep" sound in my ear, and my father had already put the old man on the ground. The phone was hung up, and the more he pretended to be busy, the more suspicious this matter was. The attitude of my parents was clear that they would not let me meet Lao Li again.

I didn't blame my parents for their actions. They were the ones who gave birth to me and raised me. Without them, I wouldn't exist.However, I am really reluctant to part with Lao Li. I can feel Lao Li's care and love for me. I have already guessed that Lao Li's visit to Guangzhou this time is by no means accidental. Why come to Guangzhou to do something? It's a lie. Lao Li came to visit me from the Northeast on purpose. He was in such a hurry just because I was admitted to the hospital.

I hate myself, why did I tell Lao Li that I was hospitalized after being injured by Lao Zhang's son, and I said that I was busy with work and didn't have time to surf the Internet, so I can't contact you in a few days?This time it's good, not only hurt myself but also troubled Lao Li, and even exposed my gay identity.

Depending on the situation, Lao Li has returned to the Northeast. I wonder if he is on the train now or has he arrived home?I heard that the temperature difference between the two places is big, does he have enough clothes?Did he eat?Countless thoughts flashed through my mind, but there was only one, and that was Lao Li.

All thoughts come from Lao Li!

Knowing that Lao Li had already left the detention center, I still didn't leave in a hurry. I stayed a little longer, because there was the breath of Lao Li's presence here, and I felt it quietly, as if Lao Li had never left, he had been right next to me.

The street lights turned on at some point, breaking the silence and my heart. Under the dim light, I sighed helplessly, then slowly turned around and walked aimlessly.

Where do we go from here?I really do not know!Accompanying me is the long shadow, long, long.