i don't think i will love you

My career was gradually on the right track. One day I took the initiative to find my mother for the first time in the dance academy. When I went there, she was not in the office. Aunt Li said: "It may be in the dance classroom. Go to the sixth floor and have a look."

I found my mother in the dance classroom on the innermost side of the sixth floor. She walked past her students one by one with a cane in her hand. I still remember my mother standing beside me with such a cold face when I was young. Forgive me, I still remember the red marks on my legs and back because my movements were not up to standard.Standing at the door until the bell rang and she came out of the classroom, I stepped forward and said, "Mom"

She directly ignored my existence and passed me downstairs to the cafeteria. I followed her and didn't know how to speak. When she finished the meal and sat down with her friends, I took the opportunity to sit opposite her. I knew that I should take the initiative to ask for peace. It is my responsibility as a daughter to take the initiative to show kindness.

"Mom, the weather has been cold recently, so put on more clothes when you go out in the morning and evening." I tried to please her, but it didn't work. She completely ignored me when she was chatting with colleagues around her. When I was about to say the third sentence, my mother suddenly put down The chopsticks in his hand said to me: "I don't have your pushy daughter, Wen Wuyou, you are amazing, you can do it, I'm not your mother."

She exposed our unfriendly relationship to the public, I knew she gave up on me, I clenched my fists and tried to maintain a calm expression, I said: "Mom, I know many of my actions you think It's ridiculous, but I have my way of dealing with problems, please understand me, this is the salary I have earned over the years, you can keep it."

"Take your money, I smell of copper." My mother threw the bank card on my face and got up to leave. Picking up the bank card and putting it back in the wallet, my mother thought I was humiliating her with money, my dearest mother, how could I do that.

The relationship between me and my mother has not been relieved. Since then, I have returned home several times. My father happily cooks for me and asks me how I have been doing these years, while my mother chooses to shut up when I show up. Can't get out.

"Your mother is stubborn, take your time."

"I know"

"My daughter is now on TV, and my old buddies are envious of me, saying that our old Wen family ancestors have accumulated virtue."

"Dad, this is the money I've earned over the years. You see, this house leaks when it rains. You and mom can buy a new one. Although the house price is a bit more expensive now, I can still afford it."

"Okay, this old house can't be lived in if it's cold in winter and hot in summer."

"Dad, this is the business card of an orthopedic specialist. Take your mother to see your waist when you find the time."

"Well, how filial my daughter is."

"Dad, I have lived a good life outside these years. Really, I have recognized a very famous master, and I have many like-minded friends to grow up with me. I am not alone, so don't worry."

"Did you have a boyfriend?"

"no"

"Are you going to pay?"

"Dad, don't worry about my affairs, you won't die without a man, are you right?"

"Then... you and the girl from before"

"She has someone to accompany her. She is doing well now."

"Hey, what's the trouble?"

"Dad, I will finish the road I chose by myself. You stay with Mom well. I'm going back."

"Don't bring these things when you come next time, there is no shortage of food and clothing at home."

"okay."

My mother is a proud dancer. Until now, she and her father are still living in the small room assigned to them by the unit 30 years ago. I have never quite understood what my mother thinks. Why is she so strong? Now I understand that is A homage to pure art.

After coming out of the house, Xiaozi called me, and I asked her, "Where are you?"

"At KTV"

"Forget it, I'm not used to that kind of environment."

"Sister Huiwen is also there"

"what is she doing there"

"Of course it's to help you get sponsorship. You haven't seen that Sister Huiwen is so beautiful."

"Okay, I'll go over and have a look, and send me your address."

I never intervene in Huiwen's affairs outside. She can do whatever she wants as long as there is no trouble in the end. Xiaozi mentioned that Huiwen made me a little interested. I drove to a KTV and stopped in front of it. Opened the door of a box.At this moment, the atmosphere inside was in high spirits. Huiwen saw me standing at the door and was stunned on the spot. Before my face turned black, she hurriedly pushed me out of the private room. At the door, I looked at her exposed chest. He frowned.

"Don't be like this, Mr. Gao said that he can give us 80 sponsorship fees. Winter is coming and your legs are not good enough to save you from performing on stage everywhere. You have to worry about going up and down in the troupe. Wouldn't it be easier for you to get more sponsorships? "Hui Wen held my face and persuaded softly, and when she pulled me out, I slammed her aside and pushed the door into the private room.

In the private room, Mr. Gao and Lu Qianjin were there, and they stared arrogantly at me who suddenly appeared in the room, "Hey, I thought I was someone who didn't know the rules, and I dared to break into Lu Qianjin's territory. It turned out to be a dancer from the University of Wenzhou." ah."

"Sister, I was forced to call you, don't be angry."

"I'm not angry, isn't it singing? How about I sing a song for you, thank you Mr. Gao for sponsoring our dance troupe." Then I shook off Xiaozi and Huiwen who were holding my wrist tightly and pressed a song on the song request device Song.

"The dancers of the University of Wenzhou are going to present a song, and it has to be broadcast live." Lu Qianjin walked around to me with her mobile phone and pointed the camera at my face. I tried my best to maintain my usual calmness and told myself that Wen Wu You have survived the difficult days, this little humiliation is nothing, don't be afraid.

where is the world full of flowers

If it exists then I will definitely go

I want the tallest mountain to stand there

don't care if it's a cliff

Live hard, love hard, even if it's heartbreaking

Don't ask for anyone's satisfaction, just be worthy of yourself

Regarding ideals, I never choose to give up

even in the gray days

maybe i don't have talent

but i have the innocence of dreams

I'm going to prove with my life

maybe i'm clumsy

But I would like to keep searching

Give all your youth without regrets

Running forward to meet the indifference and ridicule

How can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships?

Fate can't make us kneel and beg for mercy

Even if the blood spills all over my arms

Keep running with the pride of a child

How can you see the shining of life if you don't stick to the end

Instead of lingering on, let's indulge and burn

one day it will sprout

The charming and splendid future is always calling to me

Go forward even if there is only pain for company

I want to sail the bluest sea there

Never care whether you can return it or not

depressed after failure

That's a coward

Please clench your fists as long as you breathe

before dawn

we have to be more brave

The most dazzling moment when waiting for the sunrise

Running forward to meet the indifference and ridicule

How can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships?

Fate can't make us kneel and beg for mercy

Even if the blood spills all over my arms

Keep running with the pride of a child

How can you see the shining of life if you don't stick to the end

It's better to burn than linger

For the good in my heart

uncompromising until old

I slammed the door and left angrily after the song "Chasing Dreams and Hearts". I am humble but not so humble. You can look down on me, but I will never allow anyone to trample on my dignity.