i don't think i will love you

Wuyou's words are getting less and less, she doesn't take the initiative to speak, and even when I talk to her, she shows a dazed expression.She hasn't left her room since that day, and she often sits alone with her back to the door in a daze, sometimes holding the little doll I gave her in her hand, and sometimes holding a photo of her and her aunt .

These days, I have been wondering what kind of person Wuyou is, whether she is a good child who listens to her mother, or a bad person without benevolence and morality. Maybe she is neither. At this point, she is not a completely irresponsible lover, at least I don't think so.

That day, Linyu said that there was an important meeting and we ended the video chat early. She came out to pour water and was slightly taken aback when she turned around and saw me standing behind her. After looking up at the clock on the wall, Wuyou still hesitated Yu asked, "Don't you use video today?" I said, "Oh, she's going to a meeting."

She then turned around and walked back. After walking a few steps, she stopped again, turned her head and asked me hesitantly: "Do you want steak, I can cook it for you."

"Oh, good." I didn't refuse her proposal, her eyes lit up but she quickly regained her composure, she walked to the refrigerator and opened the door of the freezer to take out the prime beef, then slid it away with cold water.Seeing her proficient technique, I am a little moved. In the past, Wuyou didn’t even know how to wash clothes. Now she can make delicious food by herself. Time is really a good thing. She can make people grow and change you Space.

When she was frying the beef, she asked me carefully about my taste. I told my desired maturity and favorite taste according to my current habits. After I finished speaking, she whispered, it was different from before. Then he went into the kitchen and started working.

About half an hour later, she brought out two good-looking fried steaks, with delicious sauce poured on them, and we sat at the dinner table facing each other, thinking that Wuyou and I hadn't sat together like this for many years After a meal, she asked me how I felt after I had a bite and I ordered.

She didn't eat much of the food on her plate and kept staring at me. I said I ate too much meat and my throat was greasy. She got up and quickly brought a small bowl of fruit salad in front of me. I looked up before she sat down. Ask her: "Do you have any wine here, let's drink some."

I wasn't actually drunk that night, and Wuyou didn't know that I could drink very well, so I pressed her hand and pulled her collar and yelled at her loudly: "Wen Wuyou, why did you say you liked me back then? It would be great if you hadn't appeared in my life. Why did you make me fall in love with you? If I didn't fall in love with you, I wouldn't be as hysterical as I am now. Why did you Let me follow in your footsteps, let me believe in you, and I won't hurt myself without me.

Wen Wuyou, you like the United States so much, why don't you stay here forever, why do you go back to China, you just die here.Wen Wuyou, do you know how painful it is after a heartbreak, do you know what it's like day and night, have you ever experienced the feeling when your heart suddenly stops?You don't have it, so you can't feel it, you definitely can't feel what I feel, Wen Wuyou, tell me what you know. "

Facing my accusation, she kept her lips tightly pressed and never opened her mouth. Her white eyeballs were covered by thin red silk threads, her hair was messy and scattered on her chest, and her clothes were wrinkled by me.

I laughed, so much that I didn't even know what my own intentions were. Seeing that she was silent, I swung my arms and slapped her twice very loudly. At that moment, my heart was not relieved by slapping her. On the contrary, it became more and more depressed.

Wuyou, how did we come to this field between us, how sweet we were before, how can we be so torn now.

I pushed Wuyou in front of me vigorously and ran into the house. I didn't close my eyes that night, and my mind was in a mess.Thinking of the helplessness when Wuyou looked at me, thinking of her bitter smile at me, thinking of the way she bit her lower lip and refused to speak, thinking of the situation when she lowered her head and wept silently, my heart broke.

I still make video calls with Linyu around the clock every day, and the words I speak are even more tiresome.Linyu said she missed me, I said I missed you too, Linyu said she wanted to eat me, I said wait for me to go back and let you eat enough, Linyu said, Ruobing, I love you, I can’t live without You, I said, I can't run away, I'm yours.

Wuyou's mental condition is getting worse and worse, her face is so pale that there is hardly a trace of blood, and the whites of her eyes are so red that it will make people feel horrified, and her eyes and cheeks are getting more and more sunken. I want to follow this situation It won't be long before she goes down and she'll be a pure white American.

The night before the game, Lin Yu and I said: "I have a game tomorrow, so I have to go to bed early today."

"Well, Ruobing, you will definitely win, I believe in you."

"You're busy, I'll go to bed first."

"it is good"

I turned off the video in advance and went to sit on the sofa and looked at the dark room. Wuyou came out and saw me sitting on the sofa alone, so I went to get me a cup of hot water.When she handed me the water glass, I didn't even think about splashing it on her. I thought she would avoid it, but she didn't. She just stood there looking at me and staring into my eyes. .

I don’t know what happened to me at the time. At that moment, all my senses were gone. I jumped up and threw my fists at her face. She clenched her teeth and shook her body a few times before she landed firmly on the floor. Don't move.Wuyou's reaction like this made me vent my anger even more frantically. I don't know how long I hit her, and finally stopped because I felt tired.

Seeing her skinny face covered with blood from my scratching, my tears gushed out, I ran back to the room quickly holding my voice that was about to cry, and then slammed the door close it with one click.She slid and sat down against the door, Wuyou, Wen Wuyou, you bastard, bastard.

My tears are shed for you again, my heart is stabbed by you again, my people are defeated by you again, Wen Wuyou, you really are my nemesis and my shadow.

That night I spent a very long night sitting on the floor with my knees folded, and the next morning when I saw Wuyou sitting on the sofa with her head folded, I knew she hadn't slept all night either.

For breakfast, she warmed up milk for me, fried eggs for me, and cooked porridge for me.The two of us went to the competition site in silence. In the preliminaries and rematch, Wuyou and I entered the next round without any suspense.

In the finals, Wuyou bypassed other dancers and came to me before I went on stage and put a candy in my palm, she said: "Ruo Bing, let the sweetness of the candy take you to dance together, you are the most Great dancer, trust me."

Worry-free, do you know, when I put that candy in my mouth, when the music started, what did I think of, remembering the past, you also said to me firmly, believe me, Ruo Bing, believe me, please Believe me.

In the middle of the music, my dance steps became more and more messy. In the end, I ended my game without stepping on the music point.After I stepped off the stage, I walked to the front of the stage and stared at you who had already walked on the stage. You turned your back under the spotlight and started your dance.

This is the first time I watch your performance, elegant and ethereal, hazy and bright, swinging and looking forward to it.As Master Belen said, you used your own language to bring us into the atmosphere created by your dance moves, and you told me with your unique dance soul, Ruobing, dance is not only about pure skills, but also other things Things can be sought.

I am addicted to your dance again, I lose myself again in your dance steps, and I finally lost myself under your gaze.

When you bent down to call the curtain, I told myself loudly in my heart, Ji Ruobing, no, no, did you hear that, absolutely not, because she is Wen Wuyou, the one who never wanted you, the one who once made you believe But she finally betrayed the promised woman, Wen Wuyou.

Worry-free, I can’t figure it out in the end, it’s dance that made me know you, or it’s because of you that I really understand the true meaning of dance, I don’t know, and I don’t want to know, so please don’t tell me the real answer ,don't want.