i don't think i will love you

When Lifan called, Linyu and I were sitting on the sofa watching TV. I didn’t get up and go to another place to listen to her speech after Lifan said the news of Wuyou’s return to China. Lifan said: “Ruobing , I’ll tell you something, you should be mentally prepared.” I smiled and said, “What are you doing, I’m still mentally prepared, I don’t have a heart attack, just tell me.”

"Ruo Bing, Wen Wuyou has returned to China, and the squad leader said he would hold a welcome banquet for her. If he contacted us, I would like to ask if you came over."

"In the past, we were all old classmates, and we rarely saw each other after graduation. We just took this opportunity to get together."

"You really passed"

"It's the past with her. I have Linyu now. Don't worry."

"Ok, I'll tell you when the time and place are set, and then I'll pick you up and we'll go there together."

"Okay, you can do it."

"Oh, good."

It's been seven years, seven full years have passed, I have Linyu, and her reputation is resounding all over the world, we all have a new life, don't we?

When I was sleeping at night, I talked to Lin Yu about our class reunion. I said, "Lin Yu, Wen Wuyou has returned to China. The monitor of my university wants to have a class reunion."

"Well, I heard you when you called."

"you do not mind"

"Didn't you tell me that you are an old classmate? After she returns to China for development, the two of you are appointed to meet often. It's not too embarrassing."

"You think so"

"Ruobing, don't worry too much, I still don't understand your temperament, I love you, go to sleep."

Linyu said that she doesn't mind me meeting Wuyou, but I am also a woman, and the characteristic of a woman is jealousy and suspicion, even if Linyu is cold-tempered, she is still a woman.

At 06:30 in the afternoon, Lifan came to pick me up and went to the hotel. When we arrived, many students were already in place. After entering, Linyu and I found a seat to sit down. The classmates changed positions and sat next to us.

The few students who came in after entering the room quickly apologized and said that they were late for overtime work or traffic jams on the road. The class leader waved and smiled and said, "It's not too late, the protagonist hasn't come yet, everyone just wait."

"It's really good enough. If we have so many people waiting for her, isn't it just that we are famous, as for that." Li Fan's casual complaint was immediately retorted by her classmates, and the people in Wuyou's former dormitory immediately said: " We don't worry what's wrong with you, isn't it just a little late, she is so busy, it's justifiable to be late."

While those people were chatting, the door of the box was pushed open by the waiter from the outside. A woman at the door walked towards us wearing high heels and wearing a traditional Chinese cheongsam. Suddenly, several male students sitting at the door stood up and greeted us. Shang Wuyou's hand said: "Wuyou, is it you?"

After the person's answer hit the ground, everyone's blood boiled immediately, and she said, "What's the matter, students, it's only been a few years, and you've got Parkinson's syndrome." Immediately detonating the audience, her tone is no different from before, and she always smiles when talking to her classmates, but I feel that Wuyou's smile now has less sincerity and more greetings.

She is surrounded by her classmates just like when she was in school. No matter where she goes, as long as she appears, a small group will immediately form a small group centered on her.Everyone took turns to toast, only Chen Lifan and I sat there without moving a muscle. In the end, if the class monitor didn't call us two, the meal would have ended like this.

"Wuyou, you can do it, you can go if you want to go, and you can go back if you want to go back. We Ruobing don't have a life like yours." Chen Lifan's sarcasm spread to the ears of all of us present, and everyone was stunned. Wuyou smiled lightly and took Lifan to another place. I don't know what the two of them said at the window. When Lifan came back, she told me not to go home for a while.

The party lasted for more than three hours before it ended, and then I was dragged by Lifan and followed the car in front of me to a very quiet small shop, Wuyou led the people in her dormitory into us, the four of us Followed in behind.Lifan kept me behind me all the time, and after they were seated, they began to talk about each other. At this time, Wuyou, who was leaning on the sofa, no longer had the mental head just now. Looking at the dim street lights outside the window, Wuyou's round baby face is gone, replaced by sunken cheeks and a slightly pointed chin.

She was holding the glass in her hand all the time. When they started fighting to see who was better, Wuyou or me, she raised the corner of her mouth and poured herself a glass of beer.Then I raised those dark eyes and looked at me with a slight smile. Seeing that she had no intention of speaking, I smoothed things out. After a while, my phone rang and Lin Yu asked if she would come pick me up, and I said no. I'll go back now, and after hanging up the phone, I said, "It's getting late, let's go home."

I followed my classmates out of the store first, Lifan said that he would take me home, I said no, I will take a taxi back by myself, you should go back quickly.Watching Lifan leave and turn around, just about to go to the side of the road to take a taxi, Wuyou came out from inside, I chatted with her casually while waiting for the taxi.

When we met again after seven years, Wuyou didn't talk much, and she didn't take the initiative to find topics to talk about. She just said whatever I asked, and her tone was a little low.

When the taxi pulled up beside me, she pulled the door for me, and then stood alone on the side of the road watching my car disappear into the night.

When I got home, Linyu sat by the bed and read a book. After I washed and climbed into bed, she put down the book and turned off the light to sleep. She didn't ask or say anything.

A few days later, Wuyou held her first public performance in China. Friends from the troupe who had seen her performance came back and said, "Ruo Bing, you really should go see it too. I think we just lack That breath."

What is lacking, freedom? These two words suddenly popped up in my mind at that time, and somehow I thought it was so ridiculous.

One day after a rehearsal, a teacher in the troupe came to me and said, "Ruobing, I have a child from a friend's family who wants to open a dance troupe without students. Didn't you also open a training school? I will give you your address I gave her the phone number, and I'll tell you not to be surprised when she finds you."

After the teacher told me, I didn't think much about it. My friend's children, let her pick a few to go when she comes. Anyway, it can be regarded as a favor to the teacher.It was only when Wuyou appeared in my training school that I remembered the fact that Mr. Guo and Wuyou's mother are also good friends. She told me that she would treat me differently now, and I immediately said her words bluntly. pushed back.She was neither angry nor displeased. After a moment of silence, she asked me to borrow a student.

"I want to start a dance troupe by myself. I just returned to China and I don't have any contacts. Can you lend me a few students?"

"It's a gift, not a loan."

"You can think whatever you want. I don't know anyone in the dance circle in China except you. See if you can help me."

"Aren't you very good, your dance troupe can only have you, and you don't need other dancers."

"Tell me, how can I do it alone."

"Why can't it work, haven't you always been able to decide success or failure by yourself?"

"You are contradicting me. I have already said that I am not strong enough alone. I have to find a way to survive if I have it. Don't you think so?"

"I don't know or understand what you think, but my students won't borrow it out. I have an agreement with other teachers, so I can't do it here."

"Not even one?"

"I can't miss any of them"

It was the first and only time she asked me for help, and I said no.I can’t explain my rejection of her mentality at that time. When she said that she wanted to borrow students, I suddenly felt that I would give it to you if you wanted it, and I would listen to your arrangement.

Wen Wuyou, I have no obligation to help you, so don't expect me to do anything for you.

She then walked around my school, and then watched me in the practice room for a while teaching students dance exercises.I saw her when she left, but I didn't go to say goodbye to her, and she didn't interrupt me who was teaching the students, and turned away silently.

The back looks a little lonely and thin. I don't know how you will face it with a good attitude when you are torn apart by a person who you are willing to give everything for. A person who once gave you unlimited expectations, who once made you rise to heaven and then fell into hell in an instant.

Even if I don't hate her for abandoning me and going to the United States alone to find freedom, it doesn't mean that I have to act as if nothing happened, and I will still smile at you and respond to your proposals.