i don't think i will love you

That summer, Wuyou went on tour with her aunt, and she described to me the beauty that I had never experienced on the other end of the radio wave. From time to time, she would send photos of her playing around, and Wuyou smiled like a flower in the sun in the crowd.

The hot summer vacation passed through our phone porridge, and soon we ushered in the second school year. On the first day of school, Chen Lifan and I met Wuyou who was riding a bicycle on campus. She braked beside me and pointed to the back seat Said: "Ruobing, come up, I will take you back to the dormitory."

Chen Lifan immediately let go of my arm and walked away with her mouth pursed. The summer made Wuyou darker. Seeing that I didn't respond, she pushed me into the back seat of her bicycle.

"What are you doing, I can sit by myself."

"Then what are you doing in a daze, hurry up."

"I see that my family has turned into a little black man for nothing"

"You're just a little black man. You'll be back after a few days. Ruobing, I went bungee jumping and it was exciting. Let's go too in the future." I hugged her waist tightly in the back seat of the car and listened to her tell what she saw. The scenery I saw and the exciting sports she played, I can even feel the excitement when Wuyou and I mentioned those scenes again.

The campus life of the new year unfolds together amidst the worry-free laughter. With the admission of new students, we also rise in seniority, followed by the worship of worry-free by the lower grade students.

Looking back at the previous luck, this year has not decreased but has become more and more uncontrollable. Every time after class, we have to protect Wuyou and evacuate as quickly as possible. Many years later, when we think back to Wuyou's student days, Perhaps as early as that time, she had the potential to become a public figure in the future.

"Ruobing, get in the car." Wuyou suddenly appeared at the door of Teaching Building No. [-] on a bicycle. She waved to me who was standing at the door and told me to get in the car quickly. After listening to her words, I handed the book in my hand to The classmate asked her to help me take it back to the dormitory, and Wuyou also stepped on the pedal after I got on the car and sat down firmly. She said, "Ruobing, didn't you say last time that the spicy skewers on XX Road are better than those in our school?" Is the food on the side delicious? From now on, I will take you there once a week, okay?"

"Forget it if you're so busy. I heard that the courtyard has signed up for a dance competition for you. Don't distract yourself from practicing dance because of me."

"You can practice dancing at any time, but it's a rare opportunity to take my family Ruobing to eat Xiangxiang."

"worry free"

"what"

"you are so kind to me"

"Hey, it's my good fortune to treat you well."

"worry free"

"Um"

"Will you always be this good to me?"

"Of course, I will only treat Ruobing so well, I promise."

At that time, we simply thought that as long as we liked each other, we could hold hands forever. In this way, Wuyou and I spent four years of college life happily. The drawers of Wuyou’s schoolbag were full of all the things I bought for her. All kinds of candies, and her close-fitting clothes, I will carefully wash them with my hands every night, and I will go back to the dormitory to sleep with peace of mind after they are all finished.

My dance skills have improved a lot under Wuyou's patient guidance. When graduation is approaching, everyone is looking for a place to go. In fact, no matter what major they graduate, there are many students who abandon their majors, let alone those who are engaged in art like us.It was also in that year that my family and Wuyou's family seemed to have doubts about the relationship between the two of us.

One day, after Wuyou and I talked on the phone, my mother suddenly said this to me. She said: "I have a colleague whose son doesn't like girls. Later, he married a wife and gave birth to a child. Finally, he got together with a young man. gone."

"Then what's your colleague's reaction?"

"How can I react, cry." I carefully tested my mother's tone, and my mother pulled me to sit on the bed and sighed, then asked: "Ruobing, tell the truth to my mother, you and that Is Wuyou the same kind of relationship, our small family doesn't want you to be very successful, but I just hope that you can go to school and get married smoothly."

"Mom, I..., if one day I really brought you a girl back, what would you do?"

"Hide and cry alone"

I have a magnanimous mother and a younger brother who values ​​love and righteousness. Later, I also asked my younger brother the same question. My younger brother only said that as long as my sister likes it, I will like it.Because my father works away all the year round, my younger brother is an extra man. He always says that he is the only man in the family, and he has the responsibility to protect my mother and me. I love my lovely younger brother, very much.

I found that the number of worry-free smiles has become less and less in recent days. She always sits on a bench and looks at the sky without saying a word, and she doesn't respond to the passing classmates who take the initiative to greet her.

"Worriless, what's the matter, are you unhappy?" I hugged her behind her, lowered my head and kissed her eyebrows, and then sent a cotton candy to her lips.

"No"

"There is no such expression"

"Maybe it's graduation soon, I'm nervous."

"Why are you nervous about graduation?"

"Ruobing, I don't want to go home. Let's rent a house outside, okay?"

"Okay, you decide."

In this way, after graduation, Wuyou and I rented a small room outside. Because we didn’t have much money, we could only live in a low-rent house with a dozen people crowded together.

We were unsuccessful in the dance troupe examination, and after hitting the wall one after another when looking for a job, Wuyou finally lowered his head and went back to talk softly to his aunt. Although Wuyou's character looks good on the outside, she is not the kind who can bow her head and admit her mistakes .

"Auntie really said that I don't care about you." After Wuyou came back from home dejectedly, I hugged the person who was curled up on the bed into my arms, and Wuyou, who had been curled up in my arms for a long time, slowly asked me: "I Is it really nothing to leave mother, Ruo Bing, how could this happen."

Seeing her dim eyes, I hugged her even more distressed. In Wuyou's more than [-] years of life, she has never encountered such a downfall. I said: "Wuyou, I won't dance anymore, I will do it Whether the sales are good or not, at least we can guarantee a job with a stable income."

"No, you like dancing so much."

"I like dancing, but I can't bear you like this. Wuyou, dancing and you, my first choice is naturally you."

"No, never give up."

"Wuyou, if this goes on, I'm afraid we will really sleep on the street next month, we won't pass the dance troupe exam, and you won't let me do other jobs."

"You continue to take the dance troupe exam, I'll go out and find a job."

"Wuyou, don't be like this, don't be self-willed, you can't even wash clothes, can you do the work of serving people? Be good, be obedient, I will go out tomorrow to find work, if you don't want to go out, you can do it yourself Stay at home, you have to lock the door tightly after I go out, it's not safe for men and women to mix here, remember not."

"Well, I remember." When I walked out of the campus and entered the society, I gradually found that Wuyou didn't know anything about things other than dancing, and it was difficult to adapt to the living environment with a huge gap. There were no people around who liked her. , There was no cheers and applause.After leaving the dance, Wuyou became fragile and extremely fragile.

One day when I was working, I received a call from the tenant in the room next door, and she said directly: "Ruobing, hurry to the airport, Wuyou left with the suitcase, go and ask what's going on." The child was confused, worry-free, what was she going to do, in a hurry, I asked the manager for leave, rushed out of the shopping mall and rushed to the airport, and finally caught up with the person who decided to leave before she boarded the plane.

I said, "Wuyou, what are you doing? If I didn't do well, I can fix it. Don't scare me, come back with me, okay?"

I said, "Wuyou, if you don't like me doing this job, I won't do it, okay?"

I said, "Wuyou, I beg you, don't leave me, okay."

In the end, I broke down in tears and hugged the body that was about to leave and said, "Wuyou, please stay for me, please."

But no matter how much I begged or persuaded, Wuyou still left. She left me alone without a word of explanation. From the beginning to the end, she never looked back at me who was crying. From the moment you step through the gate, you are shattered.

The author has something to say: Because a lot of people ask, so let me explain first, this article is by no means a tragedy ending, Wuyou and Ruobing will be together again in the end, Ruobing finds Wuyou and takes her home , Restart a new life for the two of them.