i don't think i will love you

With a stable career and a stable life, I gradually began to retreat from the stage and leave most of my time for my students. Zhigang found his self-confidence in dancing. I really like watching Zhigang widen his eyes With bright eager eyes, I like him to dance with his own life.

The TV station invited me to do a program, and I agreed. Now I practice less and less frequently, and the frequency of appearing on stage is less and less. Even Hui Wen said that I am not doing my job properly now.

"Whether you want to go to this performance or not, the national-level performances are all big names in the domestic dance industry."

"I'm going to designate a partner with someone else. You know that I can make up for my own shortcomings in dancing, but cooperation is not allowed to make mistakes. I..."

"Don't be stupid for such a good opportunity. It's been so many years since such an international show was held. Don't say you have to partner with others. They are very famous in China. Don't you have to partner with others? We can't look unique , this time all the dancers in the country have given their full support and you don't want to go, do you still want to hang out?"

"I know, that's fine." Hui Wen was thoughtful. She said that if I didn't go this time, I would be banned at the national level. Although I was mentally prepared when I went, when I entered the national My fatigue started to show after the closed high pressure rehearsal mode.

"How did Wen Wuyou win the gold medal? It's really crazy. Look how she can't hold on standing for an hour."

"Yeah, you saw that she wasn't concentrating at all during the rehearsal, and I almost missed her just now, what if it's a live performance?"

"That's right, he even said that we should cooperate with her. How can we cooperate? She can't even catch the action."

"Hey, let's just resign ourselves to fate." When I came back from the bathroom, I heard the four dancers who were my partner talking timidly outside the dance room.When I entered, I coughed softly, and then continued to rehearse. Ruobing and I were not practicing dance together, and she was sweating in her own team.

After a whole day of rehearsal, she walked out of the rehearsal building and walked to the dormitory building alone. The distance between the two buildings is not far, about 200 meters. Wearing loose clothes.In fact, the time given to us by the above is still quite long, and the opening will not be opened until half a year later. It is only because of the great impact that it is so cautious.

Because it was a fully enclosed training camp, Jing Linyu couldn't come to visit. I walked past her as usual, entered the gate and went upstairs.Although it is said to live in a dormitory, the conditions in all aspects are still good. You can cook in it and there is also an indoor bathroom.

Go back to the house, go to the kitchen, search for a lemon, cut it open with a knife, then throw it into hot water to soak, even if you leave the rehearsal hall and then enter the dormitory, the life of two points and one line for us who live a monotonous life all year round People don't think it is so boring, not to mention that today's technology is so advanced, who doesn't carry electronic products with them.

Drinking slightly smoky lemonade and pouring it on the bed, I clicked on a recently hit TV series. The actors played very well, but I only watched the first ten minutes, because I fell asleep unconsciously, When I woke up the next day, the screen of the tablet computer in my arms was completely black.

Our show was finally canceled because of the incomprehensible integration. I think I should be relieved if the show is cancelled. Who knows that even if the show is cancelled, these guys will not let us working people go.

"Wuyou, do you think it is difficult for you to communicate with these children, or else, you have cooperated with Ruobing before, how about you cooperate with her, I will let the person who is with her now cooperate other people."

"Leader, this is not good."

"Worriless, look, we value you very much internally, and hope you can have a wonderful performance in this show."

"Leader, don't you see that they are almost getting used to each other now, isn't it inappropriate to change people now?"

"Worriless, we are also for the needs of the show, right? Now that the country needs you, you can't retreat."

A few words from the leader made it impossible for me to continue to prevaricate. After the conversation, I was taken to the other side of Ruo Bing's team. The actor who partnered with her was called out by the leader to talk. After half an hour, she went into the classroom to pack her backpack and went to the other side. team.

"Ruobing, you and Wuyou skipped together before, so after we researched it, we still think it's better for the two of you to block together, okay, let me go now, you practice, you practice." The leader After the explanation, I left the dance classroom to the two of us. I stood in front of Ruobing and did not explain why she was asked to change partners again.

I really regret why I didn't strongly oppose it at the beginning, even if I asked myself to play with others, it was good, because after I saw Ruobing's high-standard and difficult moves, my hair stood up, and after she demonstrated it to me several times, I He hesitated and walked to the middle and began to cooperate with her.

Don't say I didn't work hard, I really had more energy than I could. When she stretched her legs and spun in the air, I froze on the spot and didn't move.

"It's been half a month, and none of your movements are up to standard." During the break, Ruo Bing finally couldn't help but lash out at me, and I covered my face with a handkerchief, so tired that I was sore.Maybe she felt that my non-response was ignoring her, and then the towel on my face was lifted and thrown on the floor. Other dancers in the team also looked this way when they saw the conflict between the two of us.

"I'm talking to you, can't you be more dedicated to your work, you're dumb." She was slightly annoyed. For Ruo Bing, who is strict with herself, she could endure my poor state for half a month. To the limit.

"Give me some time, your movements are too difficult for me."

"Don't come if it's too difficult. You chose it yourself. Who forced you?"

"Don't get angry, I'll try my best, okay."

In order to meet Ruobing's standard, I began to practice hard day and night, but the high-intensity practice made it difficult for my right leg to bear such a heavy pressure. After a jump and landed, my heel suddenly twisted and hurt. I sat on the ground and hugged my foot to relax. It took a long time to barely stand up shaking.

"I won't practice today, you guys practice. I'm going back, my feet hurt."

"You just went back after practicing for two hours, Wen Wuyou, it's been two months, and you haven't made any progress at all. Can you dance properly?"

"It's not that I didn't work hard. Your movements are too difficult. Can't you change them a little bit? Don't you feel that the jump before the end is dangerous. If you make a mistake, you may fall to the spine."

"Difficult, dangerous, why do you think so, we have so many people here, why no one speaks, why are you so difficult to serve."

"I think it's difficult, Ruobing, you and I will complete these moves for the whole game, so you can ask this group of kids who is willing to play with you, and I will change jobs with her."

"You are simply... You are so muddy that you can't support the wall, Wen Wuyou, if you can dance now, you have to dance for me, and if you can't dance, you have to dance for me. Do you think that you can change your partner if you say it? You are so comfortable Yes, but I also ask you to think carefully after you go back, this is not in your free America, this is China, China, do you hear me clearly, where you live, you must abide by the rules, One of your carelessness will not only ruin your dancing career, but also let more innocent people be buried with you, you know."

I was scolded by Ruobing against the stairwell, the flames in her eyes shot upwards, and after she finished what she wanted to say, she angrily threw me away and dragged open the fire door to go back to the dance room.My back was leaning against the hard wall, recalling what she said just now in my mind. It seemed that there were not many elements of accusation in her words, but they were so harsh. I closed my eyes and let my brain empty. Lightly tap on the white tiles in the corridor, it's cold.

In the end, I didn’t go back but slowly moved back to the dormitory. She was angry that I didn’t show her perfect movements well, but I want to say, Ruobing, I really hurt, you can’t lower your standards. Well, you have to compete with yourself.

Because I couldn't get off the ground, I lay on the bed for three days before showing up in the dance classroom. When Ruo Bing saw me, she ignored me and continued to dance on her own.