i don't think i will love you

When I saw Ruobing at a friend's gathering after returning to China, my heart was still not as calm as stagnant water. I still remember that she asked me in tears at the airport seven years ago: "Can you stay for me. "At that time, we were still unknown dancers. I didn't give a reply but left a back view that was enough to make her give up. It took seven years to leave.

In these seven years, time has taken away our strong love, our obsession and obsession with each other, it made my heart calm, and it also made Ruobing meet someone who knows how to cherish her after five years That person appears.The past between me and her is called the past by my friends, and now everyone talks and laughs and no longer avoids taboos, it is inevitable that they will be used as talking material for a few times before they are willing to give up.

"Worriless, look at our Ruo Bing. Apart from being less famous than you in the world, our Ruo Bing is a well-known figure in China."

"Besides, our Ruobing's dancing skills are top-notch. Otherwise, how could we win the gold medal without worrying about you in one fell swoop."

"Hey, we played with a high fever that day in Wuyou, if we didn't stand firm in the end, we wouldn't be able to hand over No.1."

In the past so many years, every time we get together, the two parties have to pinch each other. Ruo Bing stared at me for a long time and saw that I did not speak to stabilize the situation. Finally, he raised his glass with a smile and said, "This is a pinch once you get together. I won't come next time." As soon as Ruobing's voice fell to the ground, my friends immediately changed the topic and started talking about other things. I sat in the crowd and looked at her and smiled, then raised the wine glass in my hand and shook it into the transparent glass of yellow liquid.

In the early hours of the morning, the crowd dispersed, and when I came out at the end of the crowd, the temperature in the middle of the night felt a little bit cool. She stood at the gate and watched me quietly when she appeared last.

"I'm home, where are you going?"

"Tuanli"

"You live in a dance studio"

"Well, I'm a little busy recently and don't have time to look for a house."

“Go home and stay”

"No, seeing my mother upset."

"We're not together anymore, and Auntie won't show you face anymore. Besides, Uncle still loves you so much and has been spoiling you."

"Am I still a child? I'm already at the age of four."

"It's only over thirty, so it's not as old as you said."

"Don't talk about me, how are you doing? I heard that I had a very happy life with that editor-in-chief of your family."

"We're fine, she's been great to me, and I'm at ease with her."

"I'll treat her to dinner another day when I'm free"

"Farewell, eat by yourself."

"Why are you afraid that she will be jealous, afraid that she will be unhappy?"

"You and your girlfriend's ex are eating at the same table. If you were you, would you be happy?"

"I, of course not."

"Then you still say that, be careful."

"How do you know I'm uneasy"

"When you open your mouth, I can tell how many crooked ideas can come out of your mind."

"You really know me"

"Maybe there is someone hiding beside you who knows you better than me."

"Hehe, it's not a good thing for a woman to be too smart, so let's go when the car comes."

"Okay, then I'll go first, see you when I have a chance."

The meeting after seven years was not as embarrassing as expected, it was just like a friend I hadn’t seen for many years. I looked at the light green taxi that had gone away and finally disappeared from sight for a long time before walking to my car and dragging it. Opened the door and sat in.

The sun is shining today. After half a month of rehearsals, we stepped onto the stage of the domestic performance. The audience gave us the warmest applause from all the dancers. , I am so ecstatic, I love my dance, I love my stage, and I love those audience friends who love me and give me the greatest encouragement to appreciate me.

"Bring the ice cubes quickly!" Huiwen immediately supported me who was unsteady after I stepped off the stage, then turned her head and shouted to the staff behind me. I supported her arm and said, "This is in China, pay attention Come on, don't let me be crowned with the title of playing big names."

"We are big names in the first place, shouldn't we take special care of them?"

"What kind of logical thinking are you, help me back quickly."

The success of this performance has laid a good foundation for my future dance company. Hui Wen sent me back to the dance classroom and then left. She has a quick temper and loves to play, but she is kind to people around her. The people try their best to help without complaint.

She has been following me to help me with my daily affairs for almost five years. Except for normal work exchanges, to be honest, I really rarely see her in private, because once the work is over, this person refers to her. Not sure where to run crazy.

The dancers in the troupe came back one after another and took their belongings back to the dormitory to rest. They said that the dance troupe plus me and Huiwen were only five people. Looking at the empty dance classroom, the first thing I had to do was to put its filled.Therefore, after the performance, I immediately hung up the plaque for recruiting students, and started digging around to increase the strength of my group. Now in the state of asset management, groups without capital flow will eventually be eliminated in the waves.

Compared with my great reputation on the international stage, my appeal in China is indeed not worth one-tenth of Ruobing. When I was introduced by a respected teacher and appeared in the practice room of Ruobing School, I really want to look at her differently now.She was surrounded by young teenagers who had just developed, and after a few movements, screams erupted in the dance room. I saw the look of worship and the charm of looking up on those immature faces.

During the lunch break, I went to the cafeteria with her to have lunch, and I asked, "Do you run this dance school?" She nodded silently, and I said, "You are really outstanding now, and you are not at the same level as before. "She paused and asked me: "Are you the only one who is constantly improving?" God, even for a moment forgot the purpose of his coming.

"You didn't come to me to reminisce about the old days with me. Tell me what your purpose is."

"You know, my dance company needs good dancers."

"Isn't there you? I need others." The tone rose, and he used a questioning tone.

"Of course I need it. I can't do big things by myself."

"Don't count on me, since I have an agreement with Mr. K's group that no students will be borrowed."

"Not even one student in the whole school can do it"

"I can't miss any of them"

The first time we met at work, she gave me a decisive rejection. I didn’t borrow a single student from her. I went back to the dance classroom and looked at the newly recruited dancers. Although I was a little anxious, I didn’t worry about it. The situation will continue to deteriorate.

i don't think i will love you

Vocals: Hebe Tien

your breath and your voice

Your breath goes through my body and I don't have time to react

Hiding your voice in my ears makes me sick

Thank you for making me addicted and making me lose my name

Can't hold my eyes when I'm curious

I don't think I'll love you like this

Small self-esteem is about to be abandoned

I don't think I'll love you just maybe

Your sighs scattered all over the floor make me hysterical

Get too close and accidentally hurt yourself

Thank you for getting me addicted and stuck me

reluctant to leave when lost

I don't think I'll love you like this

Small self-esteem is about to be abandoned

I don't think I would hate your scars

Living in my heart has become a secret

I think I won't love you afraid of losing

That's why I look at you from afar

i don't think i hate you just maybe

I don't think I'll love you like this

Small self-esteem is about to be abandoned

I don't think I would hate your scars

Living in my heart has become a secret

I think I won't love you afraid of losing

That's why I look at you from afar

i don't think i hate you just maybe

The author has something to say: I originally planned not to publish the article, but now I am opening another pit, completely out of whim, I never thought that the writing would be disgusting, or I might abandon the article, thank you for your tolerance.