There is a sick beauty in my family

Ever since she learned that Su Jiaoruo was suffering from severe depression, Lu Qingyue used her spare time to learn a lot of theoretical knowledge about it, and often asked Dr. Zhou for related questions.

Dr. Zhou said that this depression is a kind of psychological disease.Drugs can only play a certain physical role in the treatment of various physical symptoms caused by depression, such as insomnia, night sweats and so on.

Psychological treatment is the most important thing, not only with the help of the doctor's directional psychotherapy, but also the understanding and companionship of family members, including the closest lover of course.

Don't mistakenly think that depression is "hypocritical" and moaning without illness.

The reason why many depressed patients choose to commit suicide is that they are not understood and cared for, so that they are completely disappointed with the world and lose the concern and courage to live.

Dr. Zhou felt happy for Su Jiaoruo from the bottom of his heart when he saw that his patient was valued and cared for by his lover.Regarding Lu Qingyue's questions, Dr. Zhou answered everything without reservation.

On the other hand, knowing that Su Jiaoruo has always liked painting, but because of the fire in the painting exhibition, he has not dared to take a paintbrush for a long time.For this reason, Lu Qingyue wanted the other party to pick up the paintbrush again, to be the girl with ideals in her past.

Lu Qingyue begged Su Jiaoruo to teach her to paint on the grounds that she wanted to learn painting.

"Sister, you said you want to learn to draw?" Su Jiaoruo looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, thinking that he had heard it wrong.

"Well, I went to the art exhibition with my colleagues before, and it was really good to see those paintings." Lu Qingyue nodded her chin slightly, and replied sincerely.

Not long ago, Lu Qingyue did accompany Liu Xinyan to the art exhibition, and was fortunate to meet the organizer of the art exhibition and the young artist.

Like a nympho, Liu Xinyan asked the young male artist for a WeChat account.The young painter's eyes fell on Lu Qingyue the whole time, showing his admiration and appreciation for this young beautiful professor.

Lu Qingyue noticed the other party's gaze, and smiled back in a polite and official way.In front of outsiders, Lu Qingyue's temperament has always been so cold, giving people an invisible sense of alienation.

"Then... let me teach you." Su Jiaoruo hesitated for a moment, then agreed.

Since my beloved Professor Lu has spoken, there is no reason not to teach.

Last time Su Jiaoruo shut himself in the studio and kept painting because of his emotional upheaval.Since then, Su Jiaoruo never went to the studio after his mood stabilized, and never touched a brush.

Su Jiaoruo is good at oil painting, but teaching others to paint and painting by himself are two different things.If Su Jiao had no experience, he didn't know how to start with teaching.

You can only rely on your own feelings.

Painting depends on comprehension, especially oil painting.Moreover, to paint oil paintings, one must master sketching and color science, and on this basis, one can talk about painting.

In just two months, Lu Qingyue was able to independently complete a vividly colored oil painting, which surprised Su Jiaoruo.

On the one hand, it is due to Su Jiaoruo's patient teaching, and on the other hand, it is due to Lu Qingyue's natural and excellent sense of color.

I have to admire Lu Qingyue's ability to learn everything quickly. She is indeed Professor Lu, whom I admired at the first sight.

It was also during these two months that Su Jiaoruo picked up the brush again and regained her confidence in painting.

Don't be afraid to hold a paintbrush anymore.

In fact, Su Jiaoruo never understood that all of this was Lu Qingyue's good intentions.

Learning to paint is just an excuse, it is to allow myself to pick up the brush again, pick up my old hobbies and ideals.

As you can see, there is still a week left before Lunar New Year's Eve.

Big S started the winter vacation in the middle of last month, that is, in the middle of January.Lu Qingyue was finally completely free, and could accompany Su Jiaoruo every day, and accompany her to welcome the beginning of every dawn until the night fell.

During dinner, the two chatted about going home during the Chinese New Year.

Lu Qingyue is the only daughter in her family, her parents only have one daughter, and her daughter is not yet married, so naturally she spends the New Year with her parents every year.And in previous years, when the school was on winter vacation, Lu Qingyue immediately returned to City K.But this year, I haven't gone back for a long time, and it has been delayed until now.

Su Jiaoruo naturally knew in her heart that Lu Qingyue did not return to City K just because she wanted to spend more time with her.

"Sister, when do you plan to go back?" Su Jiaoruo held the chopsticks in her hand and looked up at Lu Qingyue who was sitting at the opposite table.

"In two days." Lu Qingyue suddenly raised her eyes, looked over, and replied casually.

"Sister, you can't bear to part with me." Su Jiaoruo put down the chopsticks, propped her chin with both hands, and her heart of teasing arose.

According to Lu Qingyue's temperament, she would not answer such a question, but Lu Qingyue answered very simply, "Well, I can't bear it."

"Then are you willing to go back with me?" Before Su Jiaoruo could react, Lu Qingyue immediately added another sentence.The expression is serious, not joking at all.

"I...can I?" Su Jiaoruo asked in surprise and pleasant surprise.

"Of course." Lu Qingyue smiled lightly, then frowned, "But uncle... is it all right?"

"It doesn't matter!" Su Jiaoruo replied straight away, fearing that Lu Qingyue would regret it, "I know what to say to my dad."

"Big deal...let's go back to my dad's place after the Chinese New Year."

This kind of arrangement looks like a newly married couple.I spent New Year's Eve at my husband's house, and I accompanied my wife back to my mother's house on New Year's Day.

"En." Lu Qingyue then relaxed her brows and responded softly.

***

For this year's reunion dinner, Lu's mother specially made a mutton hot pot, served with some fresh vegetables and mutton rolls.Vegetable leaves are wrapped in a sesame sauce and fermented bean curd sauce.

The mouth is full of fragrance, which is very gluttonous.

A family of four sat around the tea table in the living room, each sitting cross-legged on the tatami, watching the Spring Festival Gala on TV.

The hot pot emits a curl of mist from time to time, making the cheeks pink and white.While eating hot pot and watching the Spring Festival Gala, the family was amused by sketches from time to time and laughed.

This simple and warm reunion dinner lasted until eleven o'clock in the evening, and the Lu family's parents didn't have the habit of staying up late, so they got up and went back to sleep.

I don't know which year it started, but the family has lost the habit of keeping vigil.Inadvertently changed, and finally became another habit.

In the bedroom, after taking a shower, Su Jiaoruo was lying in front of the window, looking at the dark night sky outside the window, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Sister, let's watch the night together." She was wrapped in thick cotton pajamas, covering her ankles.

The night wind poured into the bedroom from time to time, brushing Su Jiaoruo's cheeks lightly, and blowing the soft hair on the sideburns from time to time.There was a nice smell of shampoo in the air.

The air conditioner was turned on in the bedroom, and although there was cold wind blowing into the bedroom from time to time, it didn't feel cold.

Lu Qingyue sat in front of the dressing table, looked at Su Jiaoruo's back in the mirror, then turned off the hair dryer switch in her hand, and said, "OK."

While putting the hair dryer into the drawer, he took out the big red velvet ring box that had been hidden in advance, and stuffed it into the pocket of his pajamas.

It was almost 10 minutes before twelve o'clock, and this was the first New Year's Eve that the two spent together.

"Do you have any New Year's wishes?" Lu Qingyue came behind Su Jiaoruo at some point, wrapped her arms around Su Jiaoruo's waist from behind, and asked softly.

"New Year's wish?" Su Jiaoruo asked uncertainly.

"Yes, New Year's wish." Lu Qingyue repeated it again, taking advantage of the situation to straighten Su Jiaoruo's body so that she faced herself.

"Does that mean my sister will agree to whatever I want?" Su Jiaoruo raised her eyes, her voice was soft and sweet, full of coquetry.

"Well, as long as I can do it, I will definitely promise you." Lu Qingyue replied.

"I want my sister to be by my side all the time." Su Jiaoruo paused, then emphasized two more words, "always."

"Okay." Lu Qingyue responded immediately, and hooked the messy strand of hair behind the ear for the other party.

"What about you, sister? What are your New Year's wishes?" Su Jiaoruo blinked her almond eyes, looking forward to Lu Qingyue's answer.

"My New Year's resolution is related to you." Lu Qingyue lowered her eyes, her breathing suddenly became a little faster, it was because she was too nervous.

"Oh? What is that?" Su Jiaoruo curled her lips and smiled, somewhat unable to guess.

Lu Qingyue paused, then raised her eyes suddenly, her dark eyes were full of seriousness and rigor, and her cheeks were a little pink and shy.

"I want you to marry me."

"......" Su Jiaoruo suddenly widened her black and white almond eyes, slapped her long eyelashes, and the living heart in her chest kept beating.

If Su Jiaoruo felt that she was dreaming, how could Lu Qingyue say such things?This... Is this a proposal to myself?

It wasn't until Lu Qingyue handed a big red velvet ring box before her eyes that Su Jiaoruo realized that she was not dreaming.

Lu Qingyue is really proposing to herself!

"Jiaoruo, will you marry me?" Lu Qingyue opened the velvet ring box in her hand while talking, and there was a one-carat diamond ring lying quietly inside.

The ring was made according to the size of Su Jiaoruo's ring finger, and Lu Qingyue secretly measured it while the other party was asleep.

The diamond ring is top-quality in terms of clarity, cutting process, and color. Its market value is as high as 20 yuan, and half of Lu Qingyue's savings have been spent.

"I know you are still young, and marriage is still far away for you. Maybe you think marriage is bondage." With tears in her eyes, Lu Qingyue quietly looked at Su Jiaoruo, her voice trembling because of being too nervous.

"But don't worry, even if you marry me, I will not influence any of your decisions, let alone interfere with your life plan. Whether you want to continue your Ph. D. as a tutor, or you want to quit It’s fine to concentrate on painting and open your own art exhibition after work. No matter what you want to do, I will support you, as long as you are happy.”

"The only thing that has changed is that you are my wife in law. With me by your side, you won't have to bear the darkness alone from now on. I can't heal your childhood, but please give me a chance to welcome every dawn with you Opportunity."

"Jiaoruo, marry me." Lu Qingyue's eyes were moist, the eyelashes were covered with teardrops, and her eyes were extremely firm.

Lu Qingyue didn't talk much at all, and it was the first time that she uttered such a big paragraph with such sincerity like today.

"Okay." Su Jiaoruo wept with joy, she never thought that she would be proposed on a day like today, her red lips moved.

The heart is more moved, moved to a mess.Tears filled a pair of eye sockets, crystal clear teardrops kept falling, "pattapatta" dripping on the fair cheeks.

Lu Qingyue proposed for the first time in her life, and she was so nervous that she couldn't express it.Seeing that Su Jiaoruo agreed to her marriage proposal, her heart almost jumped out of her throat.

Lu Qingyue trembled her fingertips slightly, supported Su Jiaoruo's left hand with both hands, and carefully put the diamond ring on the other's ring finger.Leaning down, soft lips fell on Su Jiaoruo's ring finger wearing the diamond ring, and tears also fell on the ring.

At the moment of the kiss, colorful fireworks bloomed in the night sky one after another, lighting up the dark night sky.

At the moment when the New Year's bell rings, they look at each other affectionately, with their hearts and eyes full of the people in front of them.