Small can not bear to sell big cute

Xiaohua had a dream.

In the dream, the parents and grandma that I hadn't dreamed of for a long time appeared. They stood together, still the same as before, and smiled and said to her, Hua Hua, that you must be happy.

Then she watched them walk away, as if they were being held back by someone, and she couldn't catch up no matter how hard they chased.

Then she woke up and sat up from the quilt.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Yingxia was also awakened, and sat up in a panic, turned on the bedside lamp, and rubbed her eyes in the light.

Xiao Hua wiped her face: "I'm dreaming."

When Cheng Yingxia heard the choking in the words, she realized that she had cried, so she woke up instantly, and hugged her to comfort her.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, what did you dream about?"

If you don't mention it, it's over. When you mention it, tears can't be held back like a bank burst.

"I dreamed about my parents and grandma, I... miss them so much."

Xiaohua covered her face and cried, Cheng Yingxia's heart ached dully from her whimpering, and her heart ached to death.

Maybe it was because I watched the video before night, and I fell in love with it.

"We can go home to see our parents and grandma after the next year, huh?"

Cheng Yingxia gently pulled away Xiaohua's hand covering her face, not caring whether it was clean, she wiped her tears with the sleeve of her pajamas, slowing down her movements, not daring to hurt her.

The sleeves were quickly wet and wet.

Xiaohua's emotions were extremely fragile, and she, who was always calm, began to think wildly.

"Will they think I'm unfilial?"

After all these years, they only go home once a year, do they think they have forgotten them?

Cheng Yingxia frowned: "Why, don't think about it."

Emotions went out of control for a moment, and all kinds of messy thoughts popped out.

She turned Xiaohua's head around, forcing Xiaohua to look at her, trying to give her some confidence: "Parents, moms and grandma love you very much, they must hope you are happy, we will go home to see them, the time is coming soon , I'll accompany you back, good boy."

Xiaohua muffled a "hmm".

It's not a special agreement. Every year during Qingming Festival, Xiaohua and Xiaoyi will go back to Dashu Village's home to pay homage to their parents and grandparents. Cheng Yingxia has accompanied her several times.

I can't catch up with every death day, so I have to come back every Qingming to visit the grave.

It's just that this year is different from previous years. Cheng Yingxia is always thinking about Xiaohua's homesickness, so she booked a plane ticket on a weekend a year ago, and went back to the village with Xiaohua.

After all, we have been married for several months, and we haven't reported to Xiaohua's parents yet, so we should go to the grave to toast a glass of wine long ago, and get the consent of the deceased relatives.

Xiaohua's home in the village had been abandoned for a long time, and she could no longer live there. The two took a plane to Province Y, booked a hotel in the town, and rented a car to drive into the village.

Not only Xiaohua's house, but many people's homes are already empty. Everyone has moved outside, to the city. Only the old people living alone are left in the village, with few children left.

The car couldn't enter the village, so Cheng Yingxia parked the car at the entrance of the village first. When she came here ten years ago, she could still see many villagers standing at the entrance of the village. Now there are no people living there. Brother Huzi back then doesn't know what is going on now .

It is embarrassing that things are people.

Cheng Yingxia and Xiaohua took out the sacrificial supplies from the trunk, and they walked straight to the back mountain with them.

Several elders were buried together and buried here forever.

The grass on the grave was growing in disorder, and the tombstones were also covered with a thick layer of dust. Xiao Hua wiped off the dust on each of the tombstones with the prepared towel, revealing the original words on the tombstones, engraved with the names of several elders.

The two knelt down and kowtowed to burn paper money in front of the grave.

Xiaohua kowtowed at the tombstones one by one: "Dad, Mom, grandparents, Huahua is back to see you."

Cheng Yingxia also kowtowed one by one: "Dad, Mom, grandparents, are you curious about why I suddenly changed my mind, and I want to tell you good news, Xiaohua and I got married, just a few months ago, you can trust her Give it to me, I will treat her well for the rest of my life, and we will see you together every year in the future..."

After rambling on a lot, Cheng Yingxia has always believed that as long as the words are sincere, the people under them will definitely hear them, and the living can just talk, even if they don't receive a reply, they will keep talking.

Xiaohua looked at Cheng Yingxia's fascinated side face, she didn't know what her future life would be like, but she didn't think it would be better than now.She has a happiness that she could not have dreamed of before, and she can let her deceased relatives see how happy she is now.

The mountain wind blows, and I am so happy that I hope that time will stay at this moment forever.

After the memorial service came down from the back mountain, the two went back to their home in the depths of the village. The dilapidated house was almost a ghost house. When the door was opened, it was damp and dark, and a chilly wind would blow from nowhere. It's a bit scary, but this is the home where she was born, and Xiaohua is reluctant to leave for a long time.

Cheng Yingxia immediately decided to stay in the village for one night.

But there is no room for people to live in the house.

Xiaohua took Cheng Yingxia to look for Grandma Liu in the front room. Grandma Liu's children had settled down in the city, and she didn't want to leave here, and now she still lives in the village alone.

Xiaohua came in and greeted the old man with a bright voice: "Grandma, I'm here to see you."

Grandma Liu is old, she can't see things clearly, and she can't hear people's words clearly. She pulled the person closer and then suddenly smiled: "Is it Xiaohua? Why are you back suddenly?"

Cheng Yingxia was not very good at taking care of the old man, so he leaned over and said word by word: "Hi, grandma, I'm Xiao Cheng."

"Okay, good boy, are you coming back today to take a look?" Grandma Liu smiled from ear to ear.

Cheng Yingxia nodded: "Yes, grandma."

It's been a long time since there were any guests at home, Grandma Liu was really happy, she sat down and chatted with the two juniors.

After saying a few words, Xiaohua asked to stay overnight.

Grandma Liu was very happy. It has been a long time since no one has lived with her as an old lady.

"I'll clean up your room." The old man immediately stood up on crutches and began to tidy up for them.

"Don't worry about grandma," Xiaohua helped the old man in case she would fall, "let's clean up together."

"Okay, okay." The old man's voice trembled with excitement.

The two children and one elder work together to clean up a room that can be lived in, and then make a bed, so that they can sleep at night.

The sun is about to set when everything is cleaned up.

Xiaohua took the initiative to take over the work and cooked dinner.

The three of them sat at the same table to eat, talking and laughing, and listening to the old man's thoughts, the smile on Grandma Liu's face was as kind as ever, and it never disappeared.

The old man went to bed early and fell asleep shortly after the meal, but it was still early. The two of them waited for her to fall asleep, and walked arm in arm in the quiet small village with a flashlight. They stopped at the door of their house.

Standing arm in arm in the yard looking up at the stars, Xiaohua's favorite star.

However, the situation of more than ten years seems like a lifetime away.

This place where she was born and raised finally became so strange one day. Many years ago, she would never have imagined that she would leave this place, so far away, so far away that it was like another world, so far away that she would never come back.

At that time, I was naive and liked to look up at the stars. I always thought that the family members who passed away had become stars. When I looked up at the sky, I always felt that they were hiding in that place in the sky, watching me silently and accompanying me.

Looking at it now, those stars are like storage jars, storing her childhood dreams.Those dreams hang in this sky, they can't be taken off, and they can't be taken away.

Those dreams that she can realize are not her stars, but Cheng Yingxia's stars.

Cheng Yingxia is not without feelings.

How many years have passed, the stars in this sky are still so beautiful, and I can't see such beautiful stars anywhere.

Talents who grew up in this star are the most precious.

"When we first met, we were both still young. I didn't expect that ten years later, I suddenly felt that I was getting old."

Xiaohua smiled: "No way, I'm not old at all, it's very good and attractive now. I like it very much."

Cheng Yingxia was happy in her heart, but she retorted: "I just know how to say nice things to make me happy."

Xiaohua smiled and did not refute, no matter how mature Cheng Yingxia looks, she still looks like a child in her heart.Time has taken away the youthful innocence and incomprehension of the world unique to young people, and what has grown is experience and knowledge.

That kind of charm is accumulated over time, she is a child and an adult.

"You are the same as before, but not the same." Cheng Yingxia glanced at Xiao Hua, she felt that this feeling was a bit complicated and contradictory.

The younger sister has indeed become mature and confident, giving people a solid sense of security. Sometimes she feels that Xiao Hua is the older sister, and she is the one who needs to be taken care of at a young age.

But no matter what, in her eyes, Xiaohua will always be the younger sister who needs to be cared for, and she will always stand in front to protect her.

Everyone said that Cheng Yingxia was like a tiger whose teeth had been pulled out, and became more obedient, but Cheng Yingxia thought that he was still that tiger, but instead of having his teeth pulled out, he took the initiative to put away his sharp minions.

Those forbearances are not compromises, but the gradual clarity of self-awareness. She used to think that freedom means doing everything according to her own will, but later she realized that it was not freedom, but an excessive self.

It's too stupid to be an enemy of the world. If we want to keep going, one day we have to make peace with the world.

"We've all grown up." Cheng Yingxia sighed, and couldn't help but lower her head and kiss Xiaohua's cheek to feel the atmosphere of the people around her.

Xiaohua returned a kiss, smiled and said something that had troubled her for a long time: "I used to be very scared, afraid that everything was just a dream. When I woke up from the dream, there was nothing. You don't know me, and I have never seen you , We are like two people who don't want to do it, live our own lives, like two parallel lines, we will never meet."

Cheng Yingxia grabbed her slightly cold hand, clasped her fingers tightly, and put it firmly in the palm of her hand: "If it is not true, we have already met."

Xiaohua held back reliantly, and still had a lot to say.

"In fact, I never felt that I was unfortunate. When I was very young, my parents were still alive and my family was happy. Then they left, and I had a younger sister. Then I met you again. You changed my life, and I thank you , respect you, love you, probably love you more."

When she made such a decision to live in Cheng Yingxia's house, it was not because Cheng Yingxia was rich, nor was it because she wanted to enjoy a life of prosperity and wealth, she just wanted to be closer to her.Cheng Yingxia is a ray of light in her life, she wants to catch it so much, thinking of losing her principles and her arrogance, she would rather bear some moral shackles.Stay with her too.

Previously, she was clear about her liking, and she didn't dare to cross the line, because she was afraid of losing her cherished family affection and Cheng Yingxia due to her temporary greed.But she was lucky, when she got a response, it was Cheng Yingxia who told her that there could be love between them, and their love made each other a better person.

She is still looking for the end of her mediocre life.

Xiao Hua suddenly turned her head and asked seriously: "Will we separate in the future?"

Cheng Yingxia looked into her eyes and said that sentence again firmly: "We will not be separated."

She hugged Xiaohua into her arms: "I know what you're thinking, but there's no need to worry about that."

Unlike other people's feelings, it is love that turns into family affection in the end, and the relationship between them turned into love from the beginning of family affection.

They are friends, lovers, and family.

When everyone becomes an old lady, who can tell whether it is love or family affection?Whether it is friendship or family affection, no matter what form it exists in, it is always love, and there are thousands of forms of love.

Love may have a shelf life, but love is eternal, enough to last a long time.

Cheng Yingxia sighed: "Our tomorrow is still very long, leave the answer to time."

The future is dangerous and fascinating.

Walking all the way with the one you love, the roadside can also be full of flowers.

The author has something to say: oh well~

Da Meng is over~

Thank you guys for watching patiently!

There are so many emotions, no need to say more.

Let's end it with an apt quote:

"For you, I also have the desire to go to the light, the world will not be too lonely for me. - Zhu Shenghao"

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good luck.

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