Small can not bear to sell big cute

Parting is the normal state of life. Sometimes we can understand many truths, but we cannot accept them calmly.

It’s just a change of place to live, and you can contact with your mobile phone, but it has a completely different meaning to many people. Does this mean that they can no longer make a call to their reliable sister when they are bored and unable to digest themselves? Then, at the agreed time and place, he vomited bitterness to her and got another faithful comfort.

They met Cheng Ning when they were teenagers, and they were almost thirty in a blink of an eye. Ten years of time slipped away, they were no longer what they were before, but their trust only increased with time.

The word "friend" is not just a simple word, its true meaning is always much greater than what it appears on the surface, and a truly worthy friend is a precious asset to anyone.

Cheng Ning remembered that many years ago, this group of children were still young, and they caused troubles outside every now and then, and they didn't dare to let their parents know, so they often came to hide by themselves. She helped stop a lot of troubles. Things that would be cumbersome in the past are meaningful in a boring life for her.

Now that parting is imminent, she can still laugh and tease: "If you get into trouble again, no one will clean up the mess for you."

"We have stopped causing trouble for a long time." Several people said confidently.

Cheng Ning smiled: "I know."

How could she not understand that the children who said "what to do" with a bitter face in the past have finally learned to say "I can".

"I'll come back to see you when I have time."

"That's fine."

Cheng Ning nodded, her smile deepened: "It's done."

Because the sister I like is getting married, everyone will inevitably feel a little bit sad, but marriage is a happy event after all, there is no reason to be unhappy, and we cannot continue to be so depressed.

Cheng Yingxia looked at the broken faces and waved her hands: "Everyone listen to me, sister Cheng Ning's marriage is a happy event, please be happy and don't disappoint, it's not like my sister will never come back, don't worry about her words Let's fly over to see her, what's the matter."

After some persuasion, everyone's bad mood slowly began to subside, and the sorrow of parting reminded them of their youthful youth.

"I remember that Lan Lan skipped class once. Her parents went to school and didn't find that she wasn't there. They were so angry that they went home and scolded her severely and locked her up for a month..."

"Xiaoxia was even more ruthless that time. She didn't come home for a week. Her parents went to my house. I came to Sister Cheng Ning to drag her home..."

"That's right, who among us can have Xiao Xiapi, she is a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water, and the more you control her, the more she will be..."

Facing her friend's passionate complaints, Cheng Yingxia laughed along with her, and did not deny that she was really naughty when she was young, and no one else did it like her.

Xiao Hua, who was on the sidelines, couldn't insert such a topic. This is Cheng Yingxia's circle of friends. No matter how much she is favored, she can't really blend in without experiencing some things together.

Envious?Yes, when she was a bright and enthusiastic teenager, she could do what she wanted to do regardless of everything. This was a life she had never experienced before.

But what's even more regrettable is that she was unable to participate in these things. Her life just began when she met Cheng Yingxia, and Cheng Yingxia had many other people in her life.

In a sense, she is actually very grateful that this kind of life has made Cheng Yingxia who she is today.

Cheng Yingxia was still toasting and drinking with her friends, smiling all over her face. She had tried her best to bring everyone's emotions in a good direction, but the one who was even more reluctant, Xiaohua knew, was herself.

During the excitement, when Xiao Hua raised her head, she inadvertently met Cheng Ning's eyes, which seemed to have a special meaning in the dim light.

This exchange was so unexpected that both of them froze for a moment and did not move.

Later, Cheng Ning opened his mouth and silently made a mouth shape. Xiaohua understood and said "treat her well".

Treat her well.

A sudden resentment rose in Xiaohua's heart. This may be a spontaneous defense mechanism when facing a competitor. It instinctively produces discomfort. Even if the opponent has no malicious intentions, they subconsciously feel resistance.

People are emotional animals and selfish creatures. Ego drives emotions, telling her to protect herself, telling her that she should be unhappy at this time, then she will naturally feel unhappy.

How to do it does not need to be taught by others.

The bar gradually started to become noisy when it was open. The little dj brother greeted a group of people when he was going to work. The scene really became hot in the early morning. Under the instigation of someone, they mixed into the center of the dance floor and met unknown men and women. Drinking and carnival together, as if in this way you can catch the tail of youth and vent yourself in the charming rhythm.

And so on until dawn...

At dawn, Cheng Ning hired a substitute driver to take the drunk bullies home one by one. Xiao Hua was rarely sober among a group of people, and followed behind to help without saying a word.

Cheng Yingxia was taken home by Xiaohua, arranged properly, and slept until the next afternoon before waking up. She greeted her family, didn't even take her sister with her, and drove to Cheng Ning's residence alone.

It was an appointment yesterday, Cheng Ning said to meet alone before leaving, she agreed without hesitation.

Cheng Ning's house is still the same as before. When Cheng Yingxia entered the door, he stared around and looked around. Except for the wallpaper and furniture that looked like they had been replaced, the rest of the furnishings remained unchanged. The photos on the wall were all taken before.

When she didn't want to go home before, she always came here to eat, drink, and live here. She almost regarded this place as her second home. Counting it, she hasn't been here for many years. to cry.

"Wait for me for a while."

Cheng Ning opened the door to let her in, left a word and turned to leave. When she came back, Cheng Yingxia was fiddling with the pottery plates on the bookshelf.

Hearing the movement of the person coming, Cheng Yingxia turned her head and glanced at her, then pointed to the strange looking plate and said, "Sister Cheng Ning, do you still keep this?"

Cheng Ning nodded and asked, "Do you still remember it?"

"Of course I remember, this plate was DIY one year when Lan Lan and the others went to play pottery, and the kitten on it was painted by myself."

As Cheng Yingxia was talking, she was suddenly amused by herself: "It's ugly, isn't it? It's not round at all, and the cat drawing is also ugly. It's so weird that it doesn't look like a plate."

"I don't seem to have any talent in handwork." Finally, she made such a conclusion for herself.

Cheng Ning smiled and shook her head: "It's not ugly, otherwise I wouldn't have stayed for so many years."

I also held it on a wooden stand and placed it in a safe place, lest it fall and break into pieces. It was placed in the room before, but later it was moved to the bookshelf in the living room.

After walking a few steps forward, Cheng Ning showed the things he took out from the room, put them in front of Cheng Yingxia, and said, "Here you are."

Cheng Yingxia saw that it was a bunch of keys, and instantly understood that it was the key to this room.

"give me?"

"You got married, not me. I haven't had time to buy you a gift yet. Why did you give me a house first?"

She was a little surprised, a little puzzled, and a little unwilling to accept the fact that people went to Loukong.

"Take it." Cheng Ning glanced around the house, with a reluctant tone, "I don't want others to live in."

The wish of having a family with Cheng Yingxia was left in the end with an empty house that no one lives in.

Maybe what she wants to keep is not the house, but the relationship that died without a disease.

Patting Cheng Yingxia on the shoulder, she said solemnly: "Keep it safe for me."

Cheng Yingxia didn't say a word, and stayed there for a while before taking the key and holding it tightly in his hand.

As if fulfilling a wish, Cheng Ning secretly sighed, beckoned Cheng Yingxia to sit down, and ran to the kitchen by herself.

Cheng Yingxia glanced inside, guessed something, and said, "Sister Cheng Ning, don't bother, I'm not thirsty."

Cheng Ning just took out the cup in his hand.

"You never minded bothering me before."

"It was before," Cheng Yingxia explained, "It's different now."

Cheng Ning was silent and did not speak, and continued to pour a small amount of water into the cup. The water was boiled before Cheng Yingxia came, and it had been left to dry. She touched the wall of the cup and found that the temperature was right, so she walked out with it.

The glass of water was finally stuffed into Cheng Yingxia's hand.

"How are you with her?"

Cheng Yingxia curled her lips, she didn't know how to answer this question, the relationship between her and Xiao Hua was very strange, very strange, people who didn't know might think that they had already entered the mode of getting along with old wives.

Since Xiaohua officially came to work in the company, her clothes and meals, including waking up, were all arranged by Xiaohua, which catered to her, a slacker, to a great extent. Sometimes, Mama Cheng couldn't bear to let her do her own things. Don't be like a giant baby anymore, always bothering my sister.

After three years of independent life, Cheng Yingxia felt that she had learned to arrange herself, but after gradually reconciling with Xiaohua, she felt that she was still a good sister. These trivial things in life were effortless, but they were too detailed, and only Xiaohua could understand her every detail like this. A little bit, including her hidden bad temper and minor ailments that occasionally cause trouble, and then tolerate it.

While Cheng Yingxia is greedy for this goodness, she always understands that she loves her so much not because Xiaohua treats her so well, but because one soul fits another soul. Anyone can do these things, and only Xiaohua can do it. In the same way, life with her always makes people feel happy.

Accepting another person into your life unconditionally is a blessing in itself.

However, they were not clearly together.

It's just short of that.

"Speaking of this, I am also very distressed. She has been refusing to accept me for a long time."

Cheng Ning raised her eyebrows upon hearing this: "Why? Because of gender?"

"No," Cheng Yingxia shook her head firmly, "I know she likes me too, but it's not because of her sex that she shrinks back."

Thinking of the last time she uttered the truth after drinking, Xiaohua's reaction is enough to prove everything. The obstacle between them may not lie in the cognition of gender, but in the two families.

"The two of us are in a special situation. She may have too many worries and is afraid of affecting our family relationship."

"Your situation is a bit tricky, and I've never encountered it before." Cheng Ning frowned slightly, as if thinking, and relaxed after a while, "You have to seize the opportunity."

Timing is not a necessary condition for a relationship to succeed, but it is the best excuse for ending it.

She was the one who accompanied Cheng Yingxia through half of her youth, but after all, she couldn't resist the unreasonable love.Obviously she was the one who came first, but she couldn't beat the one who came later. In the final analysis, Cheng Yingxia didn't have any affection for her beyond friends, which she had long ago accepted.

It was Cheng Ning's own choice to stay with her current fiancé and finally get married. Her fiancé was very kind to her, and he always accompanied her and never left when she needed to get out of a relationship.Feelings have a thousand faces, who said moving is not one of them.

On the one hand, there is untouchable misty love, and on the other hand, happiness is at your fingertips. Even though she prefers to solve other people's troubles and persuade people to insist on self-assertion, she chooses an easier path, and she doesn't even have the courage to try and make mistakes.

Not as brave as a group of children.

She shouldn't need to worry about these two people's affairs, Cheng Yingxia is already brave enough, and Xiaohua, in her cognition, has more perseverance than anyone imagined.

Cheng Ning was relieved at this moment, that insignificant obsession should have been let go long ago, right?

"Are you not afraid that she will run away with others?"

"Impossible," Cheng Yingxia shook her head firmly, "It will be a matter of me and her sooner or later."

Cheng Ning smiled: "So confident?"

"Of course, I'm Cheng Yingxia." The person who called himself Cheng Yingxia was full of pride.

Looking at that face, Cheng Ning has long faded from immaturity, and it is getting closer and closer to a stranger. It doesn't even overlap with the memory. The casual dress and movements have also been corrected, and it has become the exquisite dress and consideration that adults are used to. Restrained words and deeds.

The high spirits of a young man have turned into a determined one, like her, but not like her, the fact is that this is her, she belongs to different age groups, Cheng Yingxia, who has restrained her edge, has become charming but strange.

Like before, Cheng Ning touched her soft head for the last time: "Yes, you are Cheng Yingxia."

The fearless Cheng Yingxia also has someone who can really control her, but it's a pity that that person is not herself.

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