Small can not bear to sell big cute

Xiaohua was sitting on the subway home, and there was a message from Cheng Yingxia on her phone.

[Sister: Be careful on the road]

[Sister: OK]

[Sister: Time flies so fast, it feels like you are going back soon after staying together]

[Sister: I will see you next week]

[Sister: You'd better not come, it's too troublesome and time-consuming, it's tiring to go back and forth]

In the empty subway car, the girl with a plain face unexpectedly showed a pleasant and reserved smile.

The mouth is not the heart.

Mingming really wants to come and see her by himself, and looks forward to the coming of the weekend every week. Occasionally, if I have something to do and can't come as scheduled, then I don't know how disappointed the voice on the phone is, and I don't know how happy it is to meet again, but still It would be foolish to say such things.

[Sister: It’s okay, sister, don’t bother me, I want to see you]

The other side replied with a seemingly reluctant [Okay], Xiaohua knew that she might have been so happy in her heart that when she typed these two words, her hand was a little heavier.

But this is because they are sisters, so they can look forward to each other unconditionally, just because they are sisters.

The smile on the girl's face seemed to disappear in an instant, leaving only a barely audible sigh, and a ray of sadness gradually escaped into the air. The loud friction sound of the subway passing by the track made it impossible for others to hear the sound. , Cheng Yingxia couldn't hear him through the phone.

On the way from getting off the subway to home, Xiaohua took a taxi and returned home in ten minutes.

The house is very quiet, only the background sound of the TV series in the living room, the volume is not turned up too much, Xiaoyi is sitting in the living room watching TV alone, Cheng's father is probably still working overtime at the company, and Cheng's mother does not know which friend she is hanging out with, at home My aunt didn't come over on weekends.

Xiaohua opened the door and came in after changing her shoes, the little one glanced at her, and couldn't bear to take her eyes off the TV screen.

"Sister, are you back?"

"Yeah." Xiao Hua went to the kitchen to pour herself a glass of water to drink, then picked up a glass and poured another glass back to the living room, and put it in front of Xiao Yi.

Xiao Yi's sight of watching the drama was disturbed, and he raised his head to look at his sister, before reacting, reached out to take the glass of clear water, put it to his mouth, and took a shallow sip, feeling his lips were moistened before putting down the glass.

Xiaohua couldn't help telling: "Drink more water when you have nothing to do."

It's just my sister's daily nagging, Xiaoyi is used to it, and only replied one sentence to understand.

The two sisters had nothing to continue, so Xiaohua sat on the sofa next to her, and she turned her eyes back to the TV screen, but because she was interrupted for a while, she just missed an important plot, and it was hard to watch again because she was out of tune. go in.

At this time, her brain suddenly became active, and she remembered something else. She turned around leaning on the cushion, looked at Xiaohua cautiously, and her tone became cautious: "Sister, can I ask you a question?"

Xiaohua also looked back at her: "You ask."

My elder sister looked at me too innocently, and Xiaoyi suddenly felt a little embarrassed to ask her next question, always feeling that it would spoil her, or feel inexplicably ashamed because of her private speculation.

If her feeling is wrong, then the word embarrassment is not enough to describe it, but she is very sure in her heart that her feeling is right.

So in the end she asked: "Do you like sister Xiaoxia?"

Of course Xiaohua knows what kind of liking Xiaoyi said, even if she can't hear it or understand it, she can clearly know from her dodging eyes that some of her eager thoughts have been seen by others.

After Xiaoyi finished asking, she was still a little flustered, because it was a serious matter after all, and now she dared to ask when no one was at home, and she didn't know if she could really ask, and what would her sister do? answer.

She was afraid that it would cause embarrassment between the two of them.

Xiao Yi was quietly waiting for a semi-open answer, and the final answer was no surprise——

"Yes."

Xiaohua never wanted to hide it from her sister, but she never thought that her senses would be so keen, and she would notice it so long in advance.

It's not surprising that Xiaoyi can feel these little flowers, because they are sisters who have been growing up with her, so they know each other better than anyone else, and they don't want to deceive her in any way.

It was the first time to publicly admit her secret feelings. Xiaohua didn't feel nervous after being exposed, only relieved and open-minded. This matter has been held in her heart for too long, and she can't tell anyone.

If this person is Xiaoyi, she can know and be the one who keeps the secret for herself.

The atmosphere still became awkward without any surprises, both of them remained silent for a while, not knowing what to say next.

Xiaoyi has been with Xiaohua since she was born, and she has been tempered by life since she was a child. She is a person who can observe words and emotions, even more than Xiaohua. I don't know when she discovered her sister's love for Xiaoxia from her daily life. There seems to be something wrong with the attitude.

On the surface, everything looks normal, but it's something wrong that only I have noticed.

At first, she didn't know the reason for this awkward feeling. Recently, she saw her best friend fall into a sweet puppy love. After watching closely, she found that the state was exactly the same as that of her two sisters. Only then did she know where this elusive strangeness came from. Here it comes.

When did my sister treat someone so well?She obeys everything, takes care of everything properly, cares more about the other party than herself, and occasionally makes her jealous, that person can only be sister Xiao Xia.

This kind of thing that looks so immobile on the surface and turbulent on the inside seems like something her sister can do.

As for homosexuality, there is also a couple in their class, Xiaoyi didn't think there was anything unacceptable, and the level of consideration that my older sister showed towards Xiaoxia's sister was probably better than that of a real boyfriend.

But sister and sister Xiaoxia are in love?impossible.Sister Xiaoxia has done something and wants everyone in the world to know about it. If something really happened, she would have announced it long ago. Up to now, there has been no sign of trouble. It can only be that her sister is secretly in love. It can be seen from the daily state It has always been the elder sister who unconditionally dotes on Xiao Xia's elder sister, looking at her with gentle eyes.

Others don't know, but she can see clearly, how special Xiao Xia is to her sister is beyond words.

"When did it start?" Xiaoyi broke the silence first, she was just curious about this elusive moment in time.

when?

Xiaohua tried her best to think back, but found that she couldn't remember anymore. It seemed that from the first time she saw Cheng Yingxia, she seemed so different from others. For so many years, she had always distinguished Cheng Yingxia from others.

There are so many people who are not related to her in the world, except for Cheng Yingxia, they are all other people.

Cheng Yingxia treated her kindly, so she doubled it back, and besides the doubled amount, she had a different kind of mind that she didn't know when she grew up, she couldn't see the light, and she couldn't talk to outsiders.

A seed that was unintentionally planted when I was young has taken root and sprouted after many years of nourishment, and it has emerged quietly. The exact time is no longer known.

"I don't know." She shook her head, unable to give a definite answer to this question.

"Oh," Xiaoyi thought thoughtfully, "Then sister Xiaoxia, does she know that you like her?"

Xiao Hua answered decisively: "She doesn't need to know."

She didn't intend to let Cheng Yingxia know about this at all, even if Cheng Yingxia found out later, she would not admit it...

What she has always understood is that she must not be greedy, cannot expect things that she should not expect, and cannot go on the wrong path.

"Don't tell others." Xiaohua told her younger sister, her tone was serious that Xiaoyi had never experienced before.

There is no sadness or sadness in her eyes, but Xiaoyi knows that she is quietly preparing for the unpredictable future and unforeseen consequences. It is too difficult to hold on to the feelings that are destined to be difficult to get a response. Xiaoyi I don't know how long my sister will persist stubbornly.

And this matter... She also feels that it is impossible to say that in terms of their current special family situation, the clarification of the matter means that the harmony of the family has been broken. For a family as good as theirs, it cannot be done in this way. To destroy and destroy, both of them have trouble sleeping and eating.

I just don't know if one of Cheng's father, Cheng's mother and Cheng Yingxia will find out first, and what kind of state it will be at that time, I can't predict in advance, but what is certain is that chaos is the main tone of this matter. The one they finally got that they are willing to give to themselves may be destroyed by themselves.

No one will feel better.

"Don't worry, sister, I won't say anything."

Xiaoyi didn't know how to comfort her sister, so she could only go forward and give her a hug. She felt as if she had found a shelter from the wind just like when she was a child, and she couldn't help but confide in her long-term fatigue.

"Sister, I feel very tired too."

I have been studying hard, observing people hard, and living hard, how can I not be tired? Xiaoyi has always known that she is different from those normal children. She is a wild child without a family. Their mother is very kind to them, but that is also different. In the end, what kind of life they can have depends on themselves.

Xiaohua caressed Xiaoyi's hair, and at this moment she suddenly realized that her sister seemed to have really grown up, and she had many troubles that she didn't know about.

Xiao Yi was deeply thoughtful, and probably endured much more than he imagined.

Not wanting to convey too much negative energy, Xiaoyi stopped after saying a few words. Some words can't make her sister feel frustrated when she says something. It's enough for her to vent her anger.

Xiaohua is not a person who likes to ask the bottom line, and her younger sister doesn't want to continue, so she will not insist on asking. Even if she doesn't explain Xiaoyi's mood in detail, she can still understand it.

"Has Xiaohua come home?"

It just so happened that there was a sound from the entrance, and with the sound of the door being pushed open, it was Cheng's mother who had returned.

Only then did Xiao Yi let go of her sister, and then went back to the sofa and sat down calmly, as if nothing happened just now.

You don't need to wipe your tears to hide your face. Both of them rarely cry, and they are both masters at hiding their emotions. Pretending nothing happened is a good skill, and there is no need to panic.

Because Cheng's mother asked, Xiaohua replied loudly: "Yes, Auntie, I'm back."

Mother Cheng came in from the door, carrying some bags in her hand, put them on the table, and asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Xiaohua: "I ate at school with sister Xiaoxia."

"That's good." Cheng's mother was afraid that Xiao Hua would still be hungry at night.

After thinking about it, she opened a box in front of her and pushed it in front of the two children: "I brought some pastries back for supper."

Xiao Hua and Xiao Yi obediently picked up a piece, put it in their mouths and tasted it.

Mother Cheng saw how happy her two daughters were eating elegantly, and said with concern: "Why haven't you gone to bed so late?"

Xiaoyi swallowed the sweet and greasy pastry in his mouth: "Waiting for Cheng's father and Cheng's mother to come back."

"Good boy," Cheng's mother said cheerfully, smiling subtly, obviously coaxed by Xiaoyi's words, "Dad, you don't have to wait, I'm probably sleeping at the company again today, you guys go to bed early after eating."

The two children complied obediently, and after eating a few pieces of sweets, they went back to their rooms to prepare for bed.

It was already eleven o'clock at night when Xiao Hua lay on the bed after washing up, and just as she closed her eyes and was about to go to bed, the WeChat notification sounded in her ears again.

She picked up her phone and opened WeChat, it was a message from Cheng Yingxia.

[Sister: Sister, are you asleep? ]

[Sister: Not yet, just lay down]

[Sister: What are you going to do tomorrow? ]

[Sister: I have homework to do, the teacher assigned a few test papers and haven't finished yet]

[Sister: Is the question difficult? ]

[Sister: Not bad, only some parts are more difficult]

[Sister: Go to sleep, good night]

[Sister: OK, good night, sister]

Cheng Yingxia turned off the phone and stuffed it back under the pillow.

She sent the message to Xiaohua after talking with her roommate. She detoured for a long time and talked about unnutritious topics. In fact, she wanted to verify whether what Xiaohua's roommate said today was true. Don't ask.

It's still the same as what she thought before, this matter is too nonsense, she listened to what her roommates said, thought over and over again and deduced many times, no matter how she looks at it, she and Xiaohua have a normal sister relationship, where did these roommates come from? These assumptions, to think so wildly, made her a little uneasy.

Besides, what can I do if I ask?Whether the answer is yes or no is embarrassing for both of them, and it will affect the relationship between sisters.

So what's your question?

Don't ask, go to bed.

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