Small can not bear to sell big cute

After Cheng Yingxia asked this sentence, the atmosphere was even colder than before.

When she spoke, she didn't have a brain, she blurted out without thinking, she didn't remember what kind of family Xiao Hua was in, she only knew how much she wanted to go home now, and she missed her parents.

It wasn't until she finished asking that she realized that such a topic seemed untouchable, it was too sensitive and cruel for Xiao Hua.

A little bit of self-blame made Cheng Yingxia temporarily forget that she was sadly thinking about it.

The tears stopped, and the sobbing stopped abruptly. She hooked the wet tears hanging from the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, and then held her breath for an instant, resulting in such an unusual silence.

Xiaohua has not spoken, she has been anxious.

Xiaohua isn't crying too, is she?Did I make her cry? …

Cheng Yingxia was a little nervous and couldn't control herself, so she hiccupped loudly in this dull atmosphere.

Then Xiaohua's shallow laughter sounded in the night.

Before Cheng Yingxia had time to blush and say stop laughing, Xiaohua Youyou answered her last question: "Think about it, how could you not want to?"

If she had a choice, how could she be willing to be a child without father and mother, how could she not want them to be in front of her eyes, and how could she not want to have her parents.

But everything can't go back, the parents are gone, the living must live well, she still has a younger sister, and she has to be brought up well.

She's taken it all down.

Xiaohua didn't answer for a long time, but she was just trying to stabilize her emotions, to stabilize her anxiety caused by Cheng Yingxia.

Among the peers she came into contact with, there were few or almost no lives like Cheng Yingxia, fresh, fiery, arrogant, and free, but most of them were burdened with the inherent shackles.

Even if she doesn't have to take on the important task of making a living for a family like her and succumb to the real life, she is indirectly bound by rules and ostentatiously in a limited space.

Cheng Yingxia is different from those people. Xiaohua wants to do well, and she really hopes that Cheng Yingxia can have a little more affection for her, so that Cheng Yingxia's every move is full of deep meaning in her opinion, which affects her sensitive nerves.

It was only after hearing Cheng Yingxia's question that she realized that Cheng Yingxia didn't have any opinion on her, it turned out that Cheng Yingxia was homesick.

Xiao Hua gradually forced back the hot tears that had just arisen, and she quietly breathed a sigh of relief in a place where Cheng Yingxia could not see.

Cheng Yingxia patted her chest, and then quietly heaved a sigh of relief. She could talk about this in a normal tone. Xiaohua shouldn't care much about it. This matter can be discussed, right?

ah?Is it possible?She couldn't hold back anymore, she had to say something to divert her attention, she was very curious about Xiaohua's life in the past, and her heart would always itch if she didn't ask.

What kind of experience has created such an overly sensible girl today, what kind of parents have the heart to leave her behind and die like this?Cheng Yingxia didn't understand.

"What were your parents like?"

Cheng Yingxia asked immediately, and Xiaohua answered her question this time without thinking too long.

"They are very good people. My mother is a very gentle person, and my father is also a very kind and upright person. Although they don't have much culture and don't know many things, in my heart they are the best in the world. The most competent parents ever…”

When talking about her parents, Xiaohua always has endless good things to say, because the time when the family is together is one of the few moments that she can call carefree and happy.

If it can ease Cheng Yingxia's feeling of missing her family, Xiaohua actually doesn't mind telling the story of the bloody past. Others may sound a little more sympathetic, but she herself has already lost too much feeling.

As for Cheng Yingxia, after listening to it, will she feel that her current life is already very good in comparison, so she has some affection for her, but she can't find that she is extremely selfish and craves her attention .

To organize her words again, Xiaohua slowly and proactively told her experiences in the past few years:

"When I was 11 years old, my parents died. At that time, I was still young. I didn't know why they left me. My grandma kept whispering in my ear, saying that good luck makes people. I didn't understand this sentence at the time. the meaning of."

"Later grandma also followed, and I realized that fate is something that cannot be avoided, and I can only accept it..."

Xiaohua's parents died in a mine accident.

Because I was born in a remote and backward mountainous area, I didn’t read any books when I was a child, I didn’t know a lot of big characters, I couldn’t eat a leisurely meal, and I had to support two children at home, so I wanted to take advantage of the young and hard-working couple to grit their teeth and go to other places to work. After being introduced, he entered a mine and began to earn money to support his family.

At first, the work was safe and the salary was satisfactory. The mine was a decent mine with good safety measures, but accidents were always everywhere. After a group of people entered the mine in an ordinary afternoon, they accidentally failed to return to the mine. ground.

After the news came back, grandma shed tears day and night. Due to her poor health and the loss of her son and daughter-in-law, she was distraught and passed away not long after.

Since then, it has been Xiaohua who brought her younger sister and was forced to support a family. Over the years, she has already developed the ability to talk happily with her life. When talking about these things, there is no complaint, only a soberness like resignation.

Cheng Yingxia listened quietly, her heart throbbing with pain.

How did Xiaohua manage to tell these bad experiences from the perspective of an outsider?Is it true that nothing is happening or is it just pretending?She couldn't understand these things.

Xiaohua's words are very, very pessimistic, negative, and she sounds a little uncomfortable.

"Xiaohua." Cheng Yingxia put on a persuasive attitude, "You can't think like this, destiny is in your own hands, if everyone is arranged, then what's the point of life."

After saying this sentence, Cheng Yingxia was shocked, did she say such philosophical words by herself?

I was shocked by my majestic and upright image.

The thought escaped for only ten seconds, and Cheng Yingxia still felt distressed in her heart. Thinking about it this way, Xiaohua is already much worse than her. She just didn't see her parents for ten days, and Xiaohua will never see her again...

It seemed hypocritical for her to cry like this now, she was obviously the safer and luckier one, but she was comforted instead.

Cheng Yingxia thought about it, turned over to Xiaohua, and said solemnly: "Xiaohua, it's okay, you will have an extra sister in the future, and I will protect you."

She, Cheng Yingxia, had never been so serious.

Make a serious promise to someone.

"I will always be your sister."

"Yeah." Xiaohua started to laugh silently, and the little bird in her heart started to take off. Her little trick seems to have worked, and the goal has been achieved...

And there are many more gifts than she imagined, which is full of Cheng Yingxia's concern.

Cheng Yingxia patted the empty seat next to her, and said to Xiaohua, "Come here, let me hug you."

She likes to hug things when she sleeps. What she's embarrassed to say is that she also kind of misses the little yellow man's pillow at home.

Moreover, Cheng Yingxia also wanted to comfort Xiaohua a little bit now, but she was stupid, and what she said was not pleasant, so giving Xiaohua a warm hug should also help a little.

She was open-minded in her heart, but Xiao Hua became awkward because of these words.

Cheng Yingxia's way of expressing her emotions is too obvious, which is not the same as her way of dealing with things. Should she cooperate or be polite and alienated according to her own temperament...

"Come here quickly, come to sister's place." Cheng Yingxia continued patting the bed sheet and urged, at this moment, she didn't realize that she was like a wretched and greasy old aunt, coaxing a young girl in her prime.

Maybe it was the young girl who took the bait voluntarily, but Xiaohua was afraid of offending her, so she chose to obey, and gently moved over from one side amid repeated urging.

Cheng Yingxia generously hugged Xiaohua into her arms, and shamelessly treated her as a willful pillow, but this pillow was warm enough, but not soft enough.

The younger sister is indeed too thin, there is no fat on her body, it is not an exaggeration to say that she is skinny, and the ribs on the back under the palm can be clearly felt.

Cheng Yingxia frowned secretly: "I need to eat more in the future, how thin have I become?"

Xiao Hua slightly shyly replied yes, and Cheng Yingxia secretly made up an idea in her heart, planning not to tell Xiao Hua for the time being, and then tell her later.

She hugged the little girl, and she didn't feel awkward in the slightest. She also thought it was nice to have a younger sister to hug her, and it was the first time she knew that washing powder could smell so good.

Cheng Yingxia's circle was very tight, Xiaohua huddled into a ball inside, blushing quietly, and did not dare to move, until she felt that Cheng Yingxia was asleep, and her breathing became regular and stable, then she breathed heavily, and slowly exhaled, Pleasure also gave birth to a trace of sadness.

She can't be greedy for such a warm embrace.

This conversation with Xiao Hua alleviated Cheng Yingxia's homesickness to some extent, aren't her parents there well, and it's the same when she goes back to complain to them.

Cheng Yingxia has been out for a few days, and Cheng's father and Cheng's mother also miss their daughter, but they think more about what kind of transformation her daughter can make when she comes back, and what kind of surprises she can bring to others.

It is not expected to be as obedient as the new daughter. It is already very satisfying to be as obedient as her.

Cheng's father and Cheng's mother really like Xiaoyi so much, they have been at home for so many days, and the two of them made full use of the time to play around G city with Xiaohua.

Xiaoyi is different from the little naughty boy in his family. He never asks for anything, and he is not a soft bun. He accepts what he likes, refuses what he doesn't like, smiles openly when he is happy, and is not ashamed to see others .

It can be seen that they all want to know what kind of person the elder sister in the little family is, who can teach such a lovable little girl, and they also want to pull Cheng Yingxia over to learn how the little sister speaks and does things.

Maybe Cheng's father and Cheng's mother's resentment was too deep. Cheng Yingxia, who brushed her teeth with a toothbrush in her mouth and closed her eyes in the morning, sneezed unconsciously, spewing out a mouthful of foam.

After pouring a mouthful of water to rinse her mouth and spit it out, she wiped off the remaining drops of water on her chin, muttering in her mouth:

"Strange, who is scolding me?"

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