Xiao Ji

"You said, is Lin Xun really planning to give up on Ji Bai?" Yu Lou couldn't help asking.

Zhao Chengyan pushed the wheelchair, "Who knows, if he had taken a little care before, he would not have reached this point."

"Will Ji Bai forgive him?" Yu Lou continued to ask, and then answered by himself, "Probably not."

Zhao Chengyan chuckled when he heard the words, "Indeed."

It's not that easy to forgive, if you don't have a good start, at least you need to have a clear conscience, but for Lin Xun, Ji Bai was hurt too deeply by him, and there is nowhere to recover.

Zhao Chengyan's eyes fell on Yu Lou. Yu Lou has never mentioned his leaving without saying goodbye three years ago, including taking away his mobile phone, did he express forgiveness?I'm afraid not at all...

Most likely, it is to put aside completely, and firmly hide the previous betrayal and memories in the box, so that when facing embarrassment, you can end it with an understatement of "ah, it's all over".

After all, for Yu Lou, the pain during that time was much more than happiness, even what he brought him was more tears than smiles.

Zhao Chengyan thought, if he hadn't chosen to leave at that time, would Yu Lou not have to spend these three years so lonely, but would the him three years ago really have the ability to bring Yu Lou happiness?

He has no certainty...

These three years, for him, is to be able to resist Yu Lou's happiness for the rest of his life, so he needs to make a change, and now he does not regret his original decision.

In the second week after Zhao Chengyan and Yu Lou had dinner at Ji Bai's villa, Ji Bai and Lin Xun officially announced the dissolution of their engagement, the news was published in commercial newspapers, and Lin Xun also held a small press conference, which was considered To give an explanation to those who are concerned about this matter, at the press conference, he first admitted that the commercial marriage relationship with Ji Bai had broken down, but then he expressed in his personal capacity that he would not give up his pursuit of Ji Bai.

I don't know what outsiders think, anyway, the people of Lin family and Ji family are totally confused, they don't understand what the two of them are arguing about, Lin Xun is fine, at least the goal has been set, but Ji Bai started to recover after his body recuperated properly. Try to develop a new romance with someone else.

For this reason, members of the Ji family would always walk around whenever they met Lin Xun, and they were most afraid of seeing Lin Xun's gloomy eyes like that of his husband.

And the time for Yu Lou's parents to return to China finally came. He went to the rehabilitation center in the morning, and Zhao Chengyan came to pick him up in the afternoon to eat hot and sour rice noodles to rest his stomach. At night, he went to the airport to wait for his flight.

Yu Lou blinked, "Going to the airport? No need, they are very familiar with the country."

"Whether you are familiar or not, you have to go." In order to impress his parents, Zhao Chengyan insisted on picking him up at the airport.

Yu Lou was helpless, "Well, my parents are very kind, it is my mother, she is religious, and she is very fierce, she often beat me when I was young, if she said something bad to you, don't take it to heart, anyway They will go back after staying for a few days."

Zhao Chengyan: "..."

Zhao Chengyan straightened the cuffs of his shirt and took a deep breath.

At the airport, the broadcast of the international flight was broadcasting, and Yu Lou waited sleepily. Seeing that he was tired, Zhao Chengyan took off his coat and put it on him, "Why don't you sleep here for a while, and I'll pick him up?"

Yu Lou narrowed his eyes, "You know him?"

Just as Zhao Chengyan was about to answer, Yu Lou suddenly realized, "Could it be before? You..."

Zhao Chengyan covered his face.

Yu Lou smiled and waved at him.

Zhao Chengyan explained embarrassingly: "In the past three years, I have actually visited you many times."

Yu Lou nodded, "It's just that I don't know, well, I understand."

Zhao Chengyan met Yu Lou's parents at the exit, a very ordinary middle-aged man and woman, this is indeed not the first time they met.

After Zhao Chengyan introduced himself to Yu Lou's mother, the middle-aged woman looked Zhao Chengyan up and down for a while, "I always feel like I've seen you somewhere."

"How is it possible." The middle-aged man seemed to have no trust in his wife's memory, "Your name is Zhao Chengyan, right? You are a very energetic young man."

"Uncle, thank you." Zhao Chengyan smiled humbly and calmly. His appearance of being a decent man was a plus. At least Yu Lou's father was satisfied after seeing it. As for Yu Lou's mother...

The middle-aged woman frowned slightly, not knowing what she was thinking about.

On the way back, Zhao Chengyan had already booked a restaurant, but since Yu Lou's parents' plane was late and the two of them didn't want to eat out, Zhao Chengyan suggested to cook some simple side dishes at home.

The middle-aged man said happily: "You can still cook?"

"Yes, my dad and I know both. Although the technology is more convenient now, the taste of cooking is always different." Zhao Chengyan seized the opportunity to express himself.

So after arriving home, Yu Lou watched helplessly as his mother followed Zhao Chengyan into the kitchen and closed the kitchen door with a click.

Yu Lou hurriedly looked at his father with a terrified expression, "My mother won't kill him!"

The middle-aged man thought about it carefully, "Probably not."

Yu Lou: "..." How can there be such an unreliable father? ? ?

Yu Lou pushed the wheelchair to the kitchen door to listen, but the kitchen door was made of transparent glass. As soon as he passed, the middle-aged woman pushed the door open a crack, "Xiao Lou, watch TV with your father for a while. Help me peel the garlic."

Yu Lou got two large cloves of garlic, looked at Zhao Chengyan in the kitchen, who was visibly nervous and sweating from the forehead, and silently lit a candle.

Inside the glass door, the atmosphere is actually not as bad as Yu Lou imagined.

Zhao Chengyan's psychological quality is still good, no matter whether the pepper hob or the shredded potatoes are methodical.

The middle-aged woman stood aside to adjust the sauce, and commented: "The potato shreds can be thinner, Xiaolou likes to eat thin, crunchy ones."

"it is good."

"I remembered where I met you. Three years ago, when Xiaolou was recovering from a car accident, he was in the hospital."

Zhao Chengyan paused, nodded and said: "Yes, I already liked Yulou very much at that time."

The middle-aged woman smiled, "I can tell, but I still don't like you very much, do you want to know the reason?"

Zhao Chengyan was stunned, "Because you believe in religion?"

"No." The middle-aged woman denied the guess, "As a mother, when I first saw you three years ago, you avoided seeing Xiaolou, so my instinct told me that the relationship between you and Xiaolou I'm afraid it's not just that you have a crush on him."

Zhao Chengyan fell silent and washed his hands with water, "Auntie, I have my own reasons."

"I know, otherwise you wouldn't appear by his side again, but for me, for a mother who can't be with her son often, that is not a warm choice, Xiaolou will definitely feel sad about it .”

"sorry."

"You don't have to apologize to me, you didn't do anything wrong." The middle-aged woman's voice became low, "I just think that we all chose to leave Xiaolou's side for whatever reason at that time, he must have Very lonely."

"He has always been alone and has never acted like a baby or complained to me, so I very much hope that his other half can resolve it with him regardless of poverty or illness. Identity, status, and wealth are all secondary. He and Xiaolou's father don't value it." The middle-aged woman sorted out her emotions, "I'm sorry, I'm telling you this today, because I can see that you are a very independent and capable person. When I came back, Xiaolou’s character and determination were really not up to par, so I was a little worried, if things went wrong for you in the future, Xiaolou would be very sad.”

Zhao Chengyan nodded, feeling slightly sour in his heart, "I see, Auntie." In fact, he loves Yulou much more than the middle-aged woman imagined.

The middle-aged woman took the vegetables he had cut, "I'll fry them, Xiaolou hasn't eaten anything I cooked for a long time."

Zhao Chengyan gave way to the middle-aged woman. He thought for a while and said, "One of the reasons why I left was that I felt that I couldn't give him the best life... Maybe you are right, auntie, as long as two people are together, Identity, status, wealth are not important."

This frank statement made a faint smile appear on the slightly tired face of the middle-aged woman, "Yes, that's what it means. Don't put too much pressure on you. If you have any difficulties in life, remember to tell me. Besides, Xiaolou In fact, he is a very easy to satisfy person. When I was young, I told him that he could only eat ice cream once a week. Later, after school one day, I bought him an extra chocolate flavor. He was so happy that his nose was still bubbling until the night..."