come into my arms

【The Pain of Bereaved】

Xuanhe 47 years.

In the eyes of the world, Jiangnan always seems to be misty and rainy, with misty mountains and rivers.

Autumn in the south of the Yangtze River is different from the windy and icy cold in the north, but it is also cool.

In the city of Shengjing, there is a sense of autumn, and the sidewalks paved with green bricks are lined with fallen leaves. The vermilion pavilions, high terraces, alleys, houses and houses are row upon row, but they are still bustling like smoke.

In the inner courtyard of the Qin family, Qin Huaijin stood in front of the window with her hands folded and looked at the loquat tree in front of the courtyard. The green shade covered in summer had already turned yellow.

It was planted by him himself after Ji Ming left that year. He always thought that Ji Ming was just angry with him, and he must have hurt him that day.When his anger subsides, Ji Ming will come back.

He thought that after he came back, they would be like when they were young, he was in charge of being mischievous, and he was in charge of being sensible and stable.He will be like when he was a teenager, he was responsible for the hippie smile, he was responsible for the gentleness.He will be like a married man, he is responsible for being beautiful and self-willed, he is responsible for making money to support the family, and weathering the wind and rain.

But...he never came back...

That year he said he was ill and he didn't want to marry Qiao Jiyu, but it was still imperative for Qiao Jiyu to marry in. Firstly, it was in accordance with his father and mother's wishes for many years. It can dilute his bad luck.

But their ancestral precepts are there, no second marriage is allowed, no...but he wants to marry a beautiful wife, since he was a child, there is only that one person.

His youth, his light.

His idea of ​​canceling the engagement was rejected by his parents, not only did not achieve the ultimate goal of refusing the marriage, but instead brought their wedding date forward, and the day when he and Jiming separated was approaching.

On the day of the wedding, his heart was ashamed, but he didn't want to give in.He pursed his lips, and indifferently said to the person sitting on the bed, "I won't consummate the marriage with you," then turned and left.

When he reached the porch, Ji Ming stopped him, and only then did he realize that the person with the phoenix crown, Xiapei and rouge was his Zhi Ming.The fiery red candles reflected his glamorous face, and he was like a goblin, the one who captivated his heart and made him "fascinated by ghosts and fascinated by ghosts."

That night he thought he was the happiest, but when he woke up, his side was already cold, and he left like that for ten years, and never came back...or, in other words, it was impossible to come back... return......

The next day, he inquired about Qiao Jiming's whereabouts like crazy, and finally got his whereabouts.But he'd rather not hear from him.

The man said that the youngest of the Qiao family left Shengjing City in the wind and rain on the night his sister got married.The wind and rain that night were really heavy, and the violent wind and rain swept him into the Shengjing River. He resisted and struggled, but it was still in vain. When he was finally fished out, he had died.

Everyone in Shengjing City knew that Qin Qiao's two wealthy families, on the day their sons and daughters got married, the daughter asked her son to marry her instead. Unwilling to be humiliated, the eldest and youngest of the Qiao family escaped from the Qin family overnight, and finally fell into the Shengjing River and drowned.

Since then, the relationship between Qin and Qiao's two families has broken down. The master and wife of the Qiao family thought about the friendship between the two families and no longer pursued it too much.

"Cough cough...cough cough..." Qin Huaijin covered her lips with one hand, and when she opened her hand again, it was covered with blood, and her handsome face lost all color and turned pale.

"Master, you're coughing up blood again, you should drink today's medicine," the maid at the side held a bowl of soup medicine, watched Qin Huaijin standing by the window looking at the loquat tree, sighed inwardly, and persuaded.

"Huan'er, it's been ten years, so it's obvious that he's been gone for ten years," Qin Huaijin sighed softly, without looking back, just looking at the withered and yellow loquat with misty eyes.

"Master..."

"It's clear that he might be waiting impatiently below, and I too...ahem...it's time to find him," he said, coughing up blood again.

"Master, you can drink the medicine." The maid handed over a bowl of medicine.

"Drink the medicine, drink the medicine..." Qin Huaijin took the medicine bowl in a daze, raised his head, and drank it all in one gulp.

"It's clear, ahem... Huaijin was wrong, you...then...cough...so afraid of the dark, Huaijin just... went to find you...cough. …”

Qin Huaijin hunched over and turned away from the window, slowly took out two bell-shaped sapphire ornaments from the bedside box, and rubbed them gently with her fingers.

Seeing the young master's tall and straight figure, the servant girl became thin and stooped, so she twirled her handkerchief and wiped away her tears.The young master has been like this for ten years, and these servants feel distressed when they see it.

She is a little maid who has never read poetry and learned etiquette.She didn't understand the young master's feelings for young master Qiao, she only knew that the young master had treated the doll that young master Qiao gave him as a treasure and rubbed against it every day over the years.After that absurd marriage, the young master never had the idea of ​​marrying a wife again. Because of the guilt towards the Qiao family, the old master and his wife did not force the young master to marry another wife because of how much the young master loved him deeply.

What the young master misses most every day is "Jiming", which is the name of Master Qiao.Why doesn't the young master like soft jade and gentle women, but why does he like young master Qiao instead?She hasn't been able to figure it out for ten years!But she thought, if there is a next life, don't let the young master wait so hard.

Let Qiao Jiming and Qin Huaijin be together in the next life!

"Jin Ming: Huai Jin, it's clear."

The sapphire has turned a little white, presumably, it should be played by people from time to time.

"It's clear, it's clear."

Holding the sapphire sword pendant, Qin Huaijin slowly lay down on the bed, her eyes slowly closed, and at some point, the corners of her mouth slowly curled up, and the rubbing movements of her hands became smaller and smaller, until finally she stopped.

"Siming, you finally came to pick me up..."

Qiao Jiming, who was in front of Qin Huaijin, was smiling like a flower, and seemed to be covered in colorful clouds, with little fluorescent lights, and stretched out his hand to him.

"Pa~hum~, let you hold my hand, let you hold my hand."

Huaijin, who was one month old, had his fingers stuffed in his mouth, drooling uncontrollably, laughing haha ​​at the slobbering Qin Huaijin who was slapped by him.

"Huaijin! Huaijin!"

"Hey, a birthday present for you."

"Huaijin, happy birthday!"

The six-year-old Ziming Baby Fat smiled sweetly, and proudly gave Qin Huaijin a gift, and playfully gave Qin Huaijin a smack on the face.

"Huaijin, Huaijin, come and pick me up."

"Huaijin, is my sister pretty?"

12-year-old Jiming, with a pouty face, sat on a peach tree and swayed his legs. When he heard that he was engaged, he carefully asked him what he thought.

"Huaijin, I like you, how about you?"

The 16-year-old Jiming hugged him, raised his head slightly and asked him, and when he got his affirmative answer, his eyes sparkled tinyly.

"Huaijin, how about I marry you today?"

Sitting on the bed in fiery red robes, eyes twinkling with hope.

......

"Siming, the days without you are like years to me."

Qin Huaijin slowly stretched out his hand towards the void, closed his eyes with a smile, and ended his life quietly.

Ask what love is in the world, and it's called life and death.