flame chasing light

It was dark at night, Gao Zhan didn't leave, he parked his car at the gate of the police station and waited for him, and finally saw a person coming out from inside, looking from a distance, with a tired face, he looked around when he came out, was he looking for me? , When he got out of the car, Xin Yan saw him smiling.This time Gao Zhan was sure, and told him to come back. He was definitely looking for me just now, so he walked over and smoothed the hair on his head, "It's over?"

"Didn't I tell you to come back? Why didn't you listen?"

"Didn't eat dinner, I'll wait for you to eat together."

Xin Yan joked, "Are you in such a hurry when you know I owe you a meal?"

"Worry, I can't catch you."

"Let's go, let's pay you back quickly."

Gao Zhan opened the car door, "What do you want to eat?"

Xin Yan habitually spread it out to the co-pilot, and said to himself, "I'm tired, I wish I could have a bowl of sweet soup. But if you don't have it, the next best thing is instant noodles. I want the hot soup."

What, "I don't want to wait for you to eat instant noodles all night."

Sweet soup?What did Gao Zhan think of? Sweet soup seems to be a snack somewhere in the south. By the way, Shigu is a small southern town. The locals especially like to eat sweet soup sooner or later. The brown sugar is boiled thick, and then sprinkled with sesame seeds, everyone loves a bowl, especially in winter.Gao Zhan couldn't help asking: "Are you from Shigu?"

Xin Yan's heart moved, and he clenched his hands into fists subconsciously, "I lived for a while when I was a child, how do you know?"

"I went out for a year, and I happened to be there. I didn't expect it to be right. Sweet soup, I think, maybe there really is." Gao Zhan looked at him, he had closed his eyes, as if he was tired, "Take you somewhere."

After driving for more than 20 minutes, Gao Zhan parked the car at the intersection of Wuliu Road, led him into an alley, and arrived at a small restaurant. There was a small light sign at the door, "Clear Spring on the Rock".

After entering, Xin Yan saw that there were many people inside, "Oh, it's so late, there are so many night owls."

The boss greeted Gao Zhan while working inside, "Xiao Gao, I haven't been here for a long time."

"Brother Lin, I've been busy recently."

"Do you want egg rolls?" Lin Ge asked.

"Yes, my friend wants sweet soup, is there any?"

"Sweet soup, yes. Sit for a while, maybe you have to wait a little bit, there are a lot of people today, so pour tea yourself."

Gao Zhan agreed, took Xin Yan to a small table inside and sat down, and poured him a cup of hot barley tea.

The table was small, and they were both tall and long-legged. Xin Yan touched his leg, and quickly changed positions, looked around and asked, "Do you know the boss?"

"Well, sometimes. Brother Lin is from the south. Apart from the sweet soup you asked for, Brother Lin's egg rolls are absolutely amazing. Try it later."

"real or fake?"

Gao Zhan smiled, "Really, why do you suddenly want to drink sweet soup? Brother Lin may have it."

"The effect is similar to that of drinking alcohol." Xin Yan took two sips of barley tea, looked at the people around and opened his mouth slowly, "When I was young, there was an old man next door, who always liked to drink two cups by himself when he was tired, to relieve fatigue. Sweet soup is the cup to relieve fatigue. The wine." There was still half a sentence, Xin Yan didn't say it - it was just that he hadn't drank it for a long, long time, and he just said that.

For some reason, Gao Zhan looked at the subtle expression on his face, and suddenly felt that he was a little sad. It was exactly the same as when he talked about the smart fish in the African tribe last time. Gao Zhan asked: "How is Ott, have you gained weight?"

"Just like that."

"I still have cat food there, when will I take Otto over quickly."

"Oh." Xin Yan responded casually.

"It always likes to sleep, and it's quite obedient."

"Yes, it sleeps every day, that fat one."

The egg rolls made by Brother Lin were delicious, and the sweet soup was boiled just right. Xin Yan's face was full of satisfaction, and his tired body and mind seemed to have a chance to breathe, but his heart felt tense.

When I came out, the sky was full of snow again.Gao Zhan turned around and helped him pull up the collar of his clothes. Xin Yan hurriedly said, "I'll do it." Gao Zhan brushed it away, and then Gao Zhan brushed off the snow on his head as if nothing had happened, and leaned over to put the snow on his head. The man hugged, "It's snowing."

Yes, it was snowing, the alley was deep and empty.

Xin Yanren was in his arms, his body didn't move, but his heart softened. If that midnight shoe still falls off, one day I will return to the dark alone. God, don't blame me for being greedy at this moment. In the cold night, I am just an ordinary person, I want some ordinary warmth, just a little.

In front of him, Bai Xue covered the ground with light, and a low and slow voice said, "Xin Yan, I like you and want to be with you, what about you?"

There was some noise in the tavern behind him, with vague figures reflecting the faint lights, Xin Yan heard what he said just now, but just stayed there, unable to move his body.

The snow fell silently, and the world became quiet for a moment, as if there was only the sound of each other's heartbeats in the embrace, so clear and so close.

Xin Yan stretched out her hand, stopped in the middle of his back, and finally put it down.

"Did you hear what I said, I like you, how about you?" Gao Zhan asked again while holding the slightly trembling person in his arms.

Xin Yan suppressed her heartbeat and took a deep breath, retreated from that embrace, pretending to be relaxed and said: "Don't be kidding, I like Teacher Matsushima Feng."

"That's not in the answer. I like you, the love between adults. How about you?" Gao Zhan asked after his gaze.

Xin Yan smiled, "I said I hate you, you must be unhappy, and I don't hate you, but there is no such kind of liking among adults, you understand."

"Are you sure? Xin Yan, are you sure there is nothing?"

Xin Yan was caught by this question, and the scenes since he met him flashed through his mind like a movie. Sometimes he would look at himself seriously, as if looking at something important, sometimes he would frown slightly, sometimes he would get angry, and finally I can't stand his aggrieved expression, because he was the prettiest at that time, his already good-looking eyes seemed to be hidden in a deep pool, making it easy for people to sink into them.

After a while, Xin Yan said: "Maybe there is a little bit, maybe it's because of emotion or something else, I can't say."

People who have stayed in the cold for a long time long for a little warmth, whether it is an illusion or reality, even a little bit, it makes people greedy.

Gao Zhan held his cold hand, "Xin Yan, I'll give you time to think about whether it's moving or something else."

"What if you can't figure it out?"

"Anything goes."

He spoke so easily, Xin Yan was a little confused, he obviously had his own way to go, and he didn't intend to provoke anyone, but he killed this person halfway.That's how God arranges the plot.

I don’t know why, recently Xin Yan has a thought from time to time. I used to feel that life and death are at stake. Whatever happens is what should come. The scenery I have seen is picked up by myself. Now I think of him, but I really want to be together. Xin Yan sighed at the thought of going to see other scenery.

Gao Zhan patted his head, "Don't sigh and don't worry, don't worry I won't force you, I'll walk away for a while, when you think it over, come and tell me if I want to go further or retreat."

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your agreement."

Xin Yan withdrew her hand, "Let's go, it's a bit cold."

The snow fluttered and fell lightly, knocking on people's hearts.In the long alley, there are two series of deep and shallow footprints.