flame chasing light

Gao Zhan just said "Take it off", seeing Xin Yan stunned, "What are you thinking, let me see the injury on your back, this one, it promotes blood circulation and removes blood stasis." Gao Zhan handed the bottle in front of his eyes and shook it.

"Oh." Xin Yan breathed a sigh of relief.At noon, they caught the man and returned to the bureau. Yu Ye only sprayed some Yunnan Baiyao on his arm, and then went in to interrogate him.

Xin Yan hesitated for a moment, forget it, don't be ignorant of flattery and continue to make the domineering president angry, in order to avoid being scolded, he decisively turned around and pulled off his coat, and took off the cotton T-shirt inside, revealing a thin back with a large patch of blue The butterfly bone under the right shoulder extends downwards, and there are several scars, one of which is a seven or eight centimeter long knife scar on the right side, one can imagine how tragic the injury was before.

Gao Zhan stretched out his hand to touch the long scar, Xin Yan dodged it, "Why, itching."

Gao Zhan opened the small bottle and applied medicine to him, "Why do you always get hurt?"

"This is what you do." Gui Yu said calmly while standing in front of the mirror.

Those scars were stretched high and my heart felt tight. The circular scars on the arms looked like burn marks from a long time ago, and the collarbone was also there.

Gao Zhan stretched out his hand to touch it, and Xin Yan's body tightened again.

"Does it hurt?"

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

"What do you mean by getting used to it! Next time, you dare to jump from such a high height and break your legs." Gao Zhan scolded him fiercely while applying medicine.

Xin Yan was usually hot-tempered and stubborn, but now she was scolded, but she didn't feel angry at all. With her hands on the sink, she looked at the man in the mirror, feeling the warmth and slight pain from his palm.For some reason, Xin Yan felt a trace of warmth from his harsh tone, and this warmth, with a breath he had never experienced before, penetrated into an unnoticed corner of his heart little by little.

Gao Zhan raised his head and looked at the man in the mirror. His clear lines hung down from his facial features, his neck was strong, his fair skin was covered with scars, his figure was well-proportioned, and he was leaning into his waist.

For a moment, the eyes of the two intersected in the mirror, Gao Zhan's hand stopped, passed his waist and put it on the edge of the washstand, drawing the person inside and getting closer, his chin rested on his shoulder, feeling the The person tensed up and tried to escape, Xin Yan let out an "ah".

Gao Zhan just leaned on his shoulder, staring at the person in the mirror, "Hey, lend me a minute."

His voice was low and hoarse, giving those words an unknown magic power, Xin Yan remained motionless for an instant, slightly arched his back to support his chin, and let his warm breath hit his body, arousing a shudder in his skin .

Gao Zhan looked at him, he was stubborn, stubborn and soft, but why he was so misbehaving always made people worry.I'm still worried about whether you are sick or not, and you, you jump off the building for me.

For a long minute, Xin Yan heard his heart beating. It was a strange feeling. He was very close to a person but a little jerky. He couldn't tell whether it was because of himself or his approach.

When he stepped back to leave, Xin Yan's breathing was about to stop, and the pleasant smell was still lingering around him, but a certain place in his heart was empty, as if a piece had been taken away, sweet and sad, fear and attracted.

Gao Zhan sighed, there was nothing he could do about it.Seeing that the medicine was almost absorbed, Gao Zhan handed over a T-shirt to himself, "Put it on, yours is dirty."

"Oh," Xin Yan agreed, and quickly put on his clothes. His clothes were a little too big, and they had a pleasant smell, which penetrated into his heart.

"Let's go, don't be dazed, eat, can beef dumplings be okay?"

Xin Yan nodded hurriedly, "Yes, yes."

That night, Gao Zhan cooked beef dumplings for him, and the two of them ate a meal on the hot plate.

Outside the window, the wind is cold, but inside the room, the lonely heart is gradually waking up.That night, Xin Yan lay on the bed in the guest room, tossing and turning while touching the T-shirt on her body, unable to sleep for a long time.Although I have been resisting in my heart, I don't know when, I have been a little nostalgic for the feeling of having him by my side. Not only is there no burden, but there is also spiritual comfort, which makes people want to rely on, so that after the humane good night just now, Xin Yan looked at that Looking back, a weird thought of wanting to hug him came up.

Then he hated himself again. Over the years, he has gained too many things that don’t belong to him. There are many good people in this world, but he keeps his mother’s words in mind and cannot accept other people’s kindness without guilt, pretending that he deserves it of.Therefore, even if others treat him even a little bit nicely, he will feel apprehensive and feel ashamed of it.

There will be no unreasonable hatred in this world, nor will there be so-called good intentions without reason.Years of criminal police career reveals the law of silence, and because of this, Xin Yan has been subconsciously cutting off intimate contact with people.I just want to be a policeman, maybe one day I'll get my hair up, that's the way I should go.

This time, things went wrong from the very beginning. At first, I felt that he was the same kind as myself, so I couldn’t help approaching him. Is it because of illness? Human beings are more fragile at the moment, longing for that warmth, but after a few days, Even nostalgia from the feeling of someone around me has a voice.In the past few days, I have been nestled in someone’s house, watching him tossing around in the kitchen for a while, serving a hot meal, or feeling him coming over to touch my forehead and pulling the quilt again when I was half asleep, or he was in the middle of a video conference , handed over a glass of water, signaled himself to take medicine, or he frowned slightly and told himself not to smoke.During these times, Xin Yan was inexplicably at ease, as if he had been trekking in the dark for a long time, his mouth was dry, his body and mind were exhausted, and he finally arrived at a bright oasis, where he could temporarily put down his tired body, close his eyes, and take a rest , just one click, okay?

Xin Yan sighed and thought, as expected, Gentle Township is too easy to get intoxicated, the well-heated room makes him weak-willed, and the occasional warmth from others makes him unknowingly a little greedy, wanting to reach out and get enough that warm.

Early in the morning, Gao Zhan had something to do, so he got up early to warm milk, omelette and toast, and when one person and one cat started eating, he was going to go out by himself. Before leaving, he said to Xin Yan nonchalantly, "The access code downstairs is 8819, and the door of the house is fingerprinted. I have something to do today, and I will add your fingerprints when I come back later."

"No need, I'll go back today." Xin Yan looked at the plate in front of him, and suddenly said, "Don't be so nice to me."

Gao Zhan stopped buttoning his cuff buttons, "What?"

Xin Yan looked up at him and repeated, "Don't be so nice to me."

"Why do you say this suddenly?"

"Gao Zhan, I am poor and white, and I have nothing to repay you."

Gao Zhan buttoned his cuffs and looked at him, "Who said you should pay back?"

After so long, this person has treated him a little too well, beyond the scope of ordinary friends, even a fool can feel it.At this moment, he put down the house keys again, and what happened last night made him uneasy and wanted to return to the original point.

"I really have nothing."

"Did I ask you anything?"

"You don't want it now, it doesn't mean you don't want it in the future, I—"

"I don't want it in the future either." Gao Zhan interrupted him, and went out after speaking, leaving behind the bewildered people at the table.

In the future, it doesn't matter, am I thinking too much, is it just an illusion that he approaches intentionally or unintentionally these days, then what do you want.

Xin Yan looked down at the Otter Express at his feet, the little thing was licking the milk comfortably, Xin Yan touched the soft hair on the top of the Otter Express, and the Otter Express meowed and continued to lick the milk, Auto Express, we should go back up.

Gao Zhan got into the elevator and pressed the 1st floor, I still have patience, can't you take it anymore, I never thought of asking you for anything in return, I am very greedy, I want a lot, I won't ask you for it, I want it You give it willingly, as for when you give it or not at all, let's move forward slowly.

Coming back at night, Gao Zhan came in. The lights in the house were not turned on and there was no movement. He raised his hand and turned on the lights. There was no one and the cat disappeared. He opened the door of the guest bedroom. The bed he had slept in for the past few days had been cleaned up. Look, the living room has also been cleaned up, and there are washed fruits on the kitchen table.

The person still left, although he had already thought of this result in advance, but the family returned to normal, which made people somewhat resentful.Last night, he locked people there, seeing his flustered eyes, his heart suddenly softened, and he stopped thinking about going any further.Fool, no matter whether the third floor is high or not, I will worry, no matter how small your injury is, I will worry.