flame chasing light

By the time the infusion was over, Xin Yan's stomach started to growl without warning when he got into the car.

"Hungry?" Gao Zhan asked him while backing up the car.

"Ah."

"When was the last time you ate?"

Xin Yan recalled the memories and gave a vague time, "It seems like it was yesterday morning."

"It's really you." On the way, Gao Zhan picked up the topic just now, "No wonder people call you Desperate Saburo, I understand, once you get out, you don't want to come back again .”

"What was thrown out?" Xin Yan was a little confused.

"Bait." Gao Zhan paused and continued, "I'll tell you a story."

If you are in the mood to tell a story, Xin Yan listens to him tell it there.There is a primitive tribe in Africa. There is a river near the tribe. A very ferocious fish was born in the river. If the small fish are caught, they will not eat them, but they will torture them desperately, just like cats catching mice, playing with them until they are dying.When local fishermen fish, they will catch a particularly intelligent and tenacious baitfish. This kind of baitfish knows that it will die eventually.

"Really? Is there such a smart fish?" After listening to him, Xin Yan looked at the blurry images that kept flashing outside the car window and said to himself.

"No, it's smart for people to die. What's the matter with you being desperate all day long?"

"Maybe, I also want to be that kind of smart fish." Xin Yan said softly, "Is there really such a fish? Lives are more transparent than humans. Humans are too greedy, afraid of death, afraid to take responsibility, and anxious. , not as good as a fish."

Why are you so sad all of a sudden, Gao Zhan reprimanded lightly, "Nonsense."

Xin Yan was thinking to herself, and when she raised her head again, something was wrong, "Hey, this is not the way back to my house, is it? Where are you going?"

"Go to a place that can sell you." Saying that, Gao Zhan turned his head and looked at him bleakly on purpose.

"Then I would like to thank you on behalf of Yu Ye and the others." After finishing speaking, he stopped talking until the car turned into a neighborhood and saw the supermarket. Xin Yan came to his senses, "This is the neighborhood you live in, why? here?"

"Sell you here."

"Tch, you treat me like a child."

Gao Zhanxin said, with all your performances, you are a brat who deserves to be beaten.

It's also winter, the sun is shining everywhere here, and there are two situations where I live.I don't know if the weather has been good, but the sun is a little dazzling.Xin Yan raised his hand to cover his eyes, and Gao Zhan lowered the co-pilot's sun visor to help him block the light.

Xin Yan looked outside, "Why did you come to your house?" After the front foot asked, the back foot understood what he wanted to do.Since going out in the morning, although he said he was not happy, he had actually accepted the person's kindness, not to mention that this person was not related to him, but now, Xin Yan remembered what happened last time, and still There are some gossips about Yu Ye.does not exist!I am a straight steel man who can't be straighter. I have been insisting on long breasts and thighs for many years. Don't let people misunderstand me. It's not good, and what happened last time is absolutely not allowed to happen.Growing up so big, I didn't intend to harm women, nor could I harm men.

"Hey, we didn't agree on this, I just agreed to go to the hospital, I want to go home, cough cough—" After speaking, the person started to cough again.

"The doctor said that the family is well taken care of before they are allowed to go home. Just like you, do you think you can take good care of yourself?"

"Why not?"

Obviously, after the infusion, the man's spirits improved a lot, he spoke back very forcefully, and looked like he was in need of a beating. What was a little abnormal was that his body unconsciously leaned to the side and stopped looking at him.

Gao Zhan was angry and funny, and suddenly he was playing something, "I live by myself, and I'm here, let's stay for today."

"I want to go home."

"Is that your home? The kennel is better than yours."

"What's wrong with the kennel? I've lived in it for several years, the rent is cheap, there is no property fee, and the gas bill is super low (although I don't cook)."

Gao Zhan saw that he was a little bit more energetic, and then he recovered his expression of unscrupulous energy, and thought about carrying people directly, and said with a calm face, "It's a good idea, go back by yourself."

Returning immediately, Xin Yan also reached out to unbuckle his seat belt angrily.

Gao Zhan suddenly thought of something, pressed his hand to untie his seat belt, and asked leisurely: "You must have heard about me before, do you mind?"

Gao Zhan looked at Xin Yan with a playful face, "Did you hear about my relationship with others?"

Xin Yan: "?"

"I like men's things."

Which pot does not open and which pot to lift, but he said so directly, Xin Yan has nothing to say.

"It seems to be this, why, are you afraid that I will go up and eat you?" Gao Zhan unbuckled his seat belt and deliberately turned his body to his eyes and asked.

MD!Try eating one, you have to have those teeth too.Xin Yan scolded this man a dozen times in his heart, and pushed his face away from him.You like your man, I like my Matsushima-sensei, and I silently recited "Matsushima-sensei is a goddess, Matsushima-sensei is a goddess" twice in my heart.If you don't believe me, just leave, who is afraid of whom!

Seeing him unbuckle his seat belt angrily, he said "Lead the way." Gao Zhan thought it was funny, what kind of personality, he would come when he said it, he was really like a child, and he had to be aggressive to get it right, childish.

When I went upstairs, the moment the door opened, Xin Yan regretted it a little. Why did he come up with him? Logically speaking, he was still a family member of the victim not long ago, and he was regarded as a suspect by himself. From an emotional point of view, I have been used to keeping a safe distance from people for many years, so I compromised because I was sick, and I was very annoyed by the decision just now.

Gao Zhan turned around and saw him standing at the door, and pulled him in to change his shoes. Xin Yan hadn't recovered from his annoyance, and asked in a daze, "Are you really?"

"What?" Gao Zhan looked at him with a puzzled expression, "Oh, to be precise, I can be both male and female."

"..." What the hell, both men and women are welcome, it's really not taboo, it's me who is too narrow-minded or you are too open-minded, what you say should be shared.

Xin Yan was tormented by the little torment in his heart, and at the same time scanned around the home environment, a water of black, white and gray, the legendary low-key coquettish, just like the master.Ming Sao is not called Sao, black and white is called Sao, indeed!

Xin Yan seldom goes to other people's homes as a guest. Except for his senior brother Yang Tong who is relatively close, he tries to avoid closer relationships. Last time, Yu Ye took him to see an injured colleague, and quickly slipped away after seeing it.Right now, as soon as I entered the door, I was enveloped in warm air. The room was very warm, like summer, exuding a comfortable warmth. It's as if the bones are sewn into the brain.

At this moment, the body was suffocated by the heat, and even the cells were opened, desperately absorbing the warmth, "Your house is so warm."

"The heating in the community is very good, isn't it hot?" Gao Zhan saw him walk to the French window, stretched out his hand to check the sunlight, and sighed: "Even the sunlight is warm."

Xin Yanxin said that where rich people live, the heating is really good.

Gao Zhan took a small pot from the stove and put it on the table while washing his hands, "Wash your hands and eat, and you can go to the sun after eating."

When Gao Zhan was in the hospital, he made up his mind to take him home. When he was in the hospital, he called the aunt who came to clean the house and asked someone to help cook the porridge. The aunt came to clean twice a week and knew him very well. When he called just now, the aunt not only helped cook the porridge, but also thoughtfully warmed up the bean paste buns, mixed with his favorite side dish.

As soon as the lid was opened, the aroma of the porridge diffused, and Xin Yan was attracted to it, wondering: "When did you cook it? You conjured it?"

"Yes, I conjured it up." Gao Zhan filled him with a bowl of hot porridge and handed it over, and then pushed the bean paste bun over.

Xin Yan reached out to grab the red bean paste bun, but he poked it with chopsticks, "Wash your hands, you just came out of the hospital, are you dirty?"

To be seen or not to eat, to hate or not to hate, Xin Yan's teeth were itchy to wash with the kitchen tap, and after washing, he deliberately held it up to his eyes and shook it away, and then started to drink porridge with his acquiescence.

I'm really hungry. I haven't had a good appetite for the past two days. I ordered takeaway the day before yesterday and couldn't eat after one bite.At this moment, Xin Yan was awakened by the smell of porridge, and quickly ate a bowl of porridge and two bean paste buns.

"Which restaurant's takeaway is so delicious?"

"Please, Auntie who came to clean up. Is it delicious? I will cook it too. I will boil it for you next time." Gao Zhan watched him sullenly eating, and didn't say much. He must be starving. If you can't beat him up, even if you are alone, you really deserve to be beaten up if you live your life like this!

After the two of them finished eating, Xin Yan helped tidy up while coughing, and Gao Zhan pointed to the sofa, "You don't need it, there are blankets over there, go bask in the sun by yourself."

"Okay." The satiated person happily hugged the gray striped blanket and lay down on the recliner by the French window.

It's really comfortable to have someone take care of the meal, but it's very strange. It's been a bit embarrassing to get along with others all the time. After so long, it's very natural to be with him every time.

After Gao Zhan finished cleaning up, he went over and saw that he was already squinting. Is it because of illness? It is really easy to fall asleep.

The sun is shining brightly on the slender body, the light hits the dense long eyelashes, and casts a cluster of soft shadows on the lower eyelids. She sleeps peacefully and well-behaved, and she looks good when she sleeps. Her eyebrows and eyes are all on the spots she likes.It's good to be this good.

People are young, but they have many things in their hearts, and there is always a line between their eyebrows.The sleeping person coughed a few times, moved his body, found a comfortable position and continued to catch up on sleep.Gao Zhan pulled the blanket up, smoothed the messy hair just now, and then just stared at him.

Life is short, and I can only recall a few moments when I am old. When I am old, I may remember this moment today.Life is long, and there are countless long and short time. Everyone is waiting for someone in these time fragments of different lengths. Sooner or later, there will always be someone who will become the reason for you to stay in the world.

You are the reason why I stay in the world.