flame chasing light

When Gao Zhan came to look for someone, the aunt said that she had gone to the room where she had lived before.Gao Zhan went upstairs and opened the door, and saw him lying on his side like a prawn, sleeping soundly with his eyes closed.This physique of lying down at any time is quite suitable for his job. What he doesn't know is that Xin Yan often doesn't sleep well at night.

Xin Yan lay in a daze, feeling that someone was covering her with a quilt, and opened her eyes to see him, "Sorry, fell asleep. Are you alright?"

"Waiting for a call, I woke you up. Are you sleepy?"

"I didn't sleep well yesterday." As Xin Yan was about to get up, Gao Zhan pushed her back, "Then you lie down for a while." After speaking, she fell down beside him and looked at the ceiling.

"What are you lying on, get up." Xin Yan was about to get up again, but was stopped there by Gao Zhanyi's arm, and then he said leisurely, "Lie down with me, I haven't been in this bed for a long time." The voice was sad To no avail.

Hey hey hey, come again and again, Xin Yan couldn't stand him like this the most, his eyes were wet, his face was aggrieved, as if he was going to cry in the next second, and he was bullied to cry, Xin Yan immediately said: "Lie down Lie down." After speaking, he moved in, his old bed was wider than ordinary single beds, but two big men would inevitably lean on their shoulders when lying together.

"This bed was chosen by my mother. When I was a child, I slept badly and always fell off. My mother specially bought a extra-wide bed. It's pretty solid, and I didn't break it."

"The things used to be strong. Do you love your mother very much?" After asking, I felt that I was asking some stupid questions. Which child doesn't love his mother, and which mother doesn't love her child.

"My mother is actually very strict. I made her a lot of headaches at that time."

"It's all the same. When I was a child, I was very skinny. I slipped out to play for a day and didn't go to school. My mother beat me up."

"Well, you are skinny." Gao Zhan glanced at him, "My mother has too much expectations for me, hoping that I will be an architect, but unfortunately, I have never liked mathematics, physics and chemistry. I hope she will not be disappointed with me now .”

"Why, hope is hope. Mothers want their children to be happy. She must hope that you will live a good life. Every mother is like this."

"Maybe, I will tell her the day I go to see her, and I will fulfill her wish in my next life."

"Yes, so you have to live a long, long life, full of children and grandchildren. Your mother will watch from heaven."

"Will you?" Gao Zhan turned his body and looked at him brightly.Xin Yan turned her head and was attracted by his eyes, which were soft and deep, hidden by the Milky Way. She couldn't look away for a while, but an unknown emotion surged in her heart, which instantly spread to her fingertips like a silk thread, numb all the way of.Xin Yan forgot to speak, and even forgot to dodge the broken hair in front of his forehead.The man helped him brush away the broken hair, and put his hand on his face. Xin Yan felt the place he touched uncontrollably heat up, but his body couldn't move. His eyes were too confusing.

Seeing the atmosphere going in a strange direction uncontrollably, the man was still staring at him intently, Xin Yan wanted to say something, hurry up, hurry up, the more anxious he was, the less he could find the topic, he was completely stuck, The heart was beating violently uncontrollably.

After a full minute, he was saved by a knock on the door outside, "Mr. Xiao Gao, the call you were waiting for came."

"Oh, I see." Gao Zhan rubbed his head and stood up, "If you are sleepy, go back to sleep." Before going out, Gao Zhan turned around and smiled, took a deep look at the person on the bed, and Xin Yan's heart trembled again. .After he left, Xin Yan finally breathed a sigh of relief, what happened just now, his face was so hot, he had never felt that heart beating violently before, and his eyes looked like he was looking at some pet... Damn !What kind of pet, it's obviously the feeling of looking at his girlfriend, Xin Yan shook his head vigorously, it's impossible, he quickly got rid of that absurd idea.

It was already past noon when they came out of Gao's house, and the two found a place to have dinner, neither of them mentioned what happened in the room just now.After dinner, in order to avoid talking too much, Xin Yan said that he was sleepy, Gao Zhan said he should drive, Xin Yan quickly got into the co-pilot and closed his eyes, and soon fell asleep again.Gao Zhan didn’t go back directly, but stopped the car at the entrance of a red bean cake shop. The red bean cakes in this shop were neither sweet nor greasy. He used to buy them with his mother. Remembering that he didn’t like too sweet things last time, he just went around Come here, want to bring him back to taste.

When he got home, Xin Yan opened his eyes and looked outside, "Here we are, let's go. No, this is my car. Hey, why did you come back to my house? I'll see you off first."

"It's okay, you've been with me all day, go back and rest early."

"Don't, you send me off every time, you can't deprive me of the opportunity."

"Forget it, if you send me back, I have to send you back again, it's endless."

"Why did you send me back? I'm like a middle school student." Xin Yan said to himself. At this moment, the phone rang. Not anymore, something happened."

"You are busy, next time." Gao Zhan took a taxi and sent him a message, "There are red bean cakes in the back seat. I used to eat them when I was young. It's not that sweet. I want to give you a taste."

He didn't reply again, he must have been busy, and didn't see the message until very late, "Don't buy me anything in the future, I'm flattered."

"Is it bad?"

"Ashamed."

"why?"

"No one treats me so well, I'm afraid." Gao Zhan looked at him with a frightened expression.

"What are you afraid of?"

After a while, a message came back, "I'm afraid I can't help it."

"Can't bear what?"

After Gao Zhan sent this message, he did not receive any reply.

Over there, Xin Yan was lying there after taking a shower, with the unresponsible message beside him. Although this person loses his temper from time to time, he is not bad.What are you afraid of?I'm afraid that I can't help but want to depend. Although this feeling of wanting to depend on others is strange, thinking that I have been used to a person for so long, it does flash in my heart.But I'm sorry, I don't want to be involved in these complicated emotions. In my already off-track life, I just want to finish by myself, without others, and there will be no you.

During the day he looked at his eyes, Xin Yan didn't feel it, that kind of feeling made people feel excited and terrified, it's not like I didn't have it before, but I reject this feeling, and I won't let you misunderstand me if I don't make trouble for myself.Thank you, anyway, I have received your kindness, just stop here.Afterwards, Gao Zhan asked him to have dinner or something, but Xin Yan refused on the grounds that he was busy with work, and even sent him the approximate amount of money he paid for buying clothes last time to the winery, explaining that he would not be rewarded for nothing. .

It's best if you don't have to worry about it if you don't get involved.Xin Yan blocked the chaotic voices in her heart, allowing herself to return to normal.