you crushed my wings

Xing'er, I like you for a long time.

Xing'er, I like you for a long time.

Xing'er, I like you for a long time.

This sentence scrolled on the screen of Lonely Star Lake's brain like a barrage, mixed with a lot of inner OS, swiping the entire screen, causing the brain to be on the verge of crashing.

Damn it, Xiaoshu actually likes me?

So, the two of us are double arrows?

together together together!

No, no, no!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

what to do?How should I answer so as not to hurt Xiaoshu's heart?

Little tree likes me!Hahahahaha!

I really want to kiss you, damn it, but I have to hold back!

Speak, speak quickly, Lonely Star Lake!

Ji Xinghu felt that he was going crazy, and he couldn't resist Luan Shu's affectionate and eager eyes. He instinctively wanted to escape, but when he tried to sit up, Luan Shu grabbed his shoulder and pressed him back.

"You don't need to talk," Luan Shu looked at him, "just listen to me."

Ji Xinghu nodded slightly, giving a little response.

The secret love that had been hidden in his heart for many years finally came out, and Luan Shu was relieved, but his mood was unexpectedly calm, probably because he just woke up.

"I like you, it seems that I have liked you since I can remember." Luan Shu's voice was soft and gentle, with the power to comfort people's hearts, "But I dare not tell you, I can only secretly break up my love , mixed into the long years, I won’t teach you to discover it.”

Lonely Star Lake's heart swelled.

Why is he not like this, in order to hide his sincerity, he even thought about finding a girl to fall in love with, but his conscience would not allow him to do so, so when Su Ying confessed to him, he refused.

"It's not a big deal for boys to like boys. If your biological parents are still there, if you and I are just good buddies who grew up in the same yard, I would have confessed to you in junior high school, but...we both have the same name. We are legally brothers on the same household registration book, which makes everything impossible."

Luan Shu's words pierced the heart of Lonely Star Lake.

It turned out that he and he were imprisoned by the same shackles. If there was no such brotherhood to stop him, Lonely Star Lake would have thrown Luan Shu down long ago.

"Last time in Hidden Dragon Mountain, I chased you who turned into a peacock for dozens of miles. I have never been so scared. I am afraid that you will disappear from my life. I am afraid that I will never see you again in this life." , I haven't told you how much I like you, I haven't kissed you, I can't just lose you."

"Fortunately, I found you very quickly. At that time, I really almost confessed to you. However, your life has just been turned upside down, and you are already messed up. I don't want to add chaos, so I can only force myself to hold back .Once the impulse passes, it becomes even more difficult to speak."

Ji Xinghu was really about to cry, and Luan Shu's inner journey was almost exactly the same as his. He also hesitated to confess because of the bird transformation, but in the end he chose to shut up because he didn't want to cause trouble for those around him.

"The day before yesterday, you introduced me to others twice, saying that I was your brother. I thought, did you notice my feelings, so you were hinting at me in this way, telling me not to cross the line. But, when you came to Coco After Tuohai, I decided to confess to you."

Luan Shu was wrong about this point. The reason why Ji Xinghu said this was not to imply anything to him, but to alert himself.

"It just so happens that the first snow fell yesterday, and I heard that when it first snows, the secret love will come true if you confess your love, so last night I was going to confess to you, but you suddenly turned into a bird, so I can't confess to a peacock, so I had to until today."

"Just now I opened my eyes and saw you sleeping in my arms, and I was suddenly hit by great happiness. I want to hold you like this every day, and I want to see you every morning when I wake up, I don't want to wait any longer, so when you just opened your eyes and were still awake, I confessed to you."

"Xing'er, I like you, I like you very much, I like you the most in this world. I want to be with you, not as a brother or buddy, but in the name of my sweetheart. I want to Hug you, kiss you, want to have the most intimate relationship with you, you... would you like to?"

Tears welled up for no reason, Ji Xinghu hastily covered his eyes with his hands, not wanting Luan Shu to see him crying with his eyes covered in tears.

Is there anything in this world that makes you feel happier when someone you like also happens to like you?

--No.

In this world, is there someone you like who just likes you and he confessed to you, but you can't promise him something more sad?

--No.

Ji Xinghu is both happy and sad, and his heart is broken.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, he was about to cry, but he bit his lip and didn't cry out.

The morning sun had climbed up to the horizon, the red faded to yellow, and the bright morning light shone in and sprinkled on them.

"Why are you crying? Don't cry." Luan Shu wiped Jixing Lake's tears helplessly, but wiped more and more. He hugged her deeply in his arms, hugged her tightly, and whispered in his ear: "I'm sorry, It's all my fault, don't cry, I want to cry when you cry."

Ji Xinghu suddenly remembered that day in Shangshang Village, when he jumped off the jujube tree, Luan Shu pulled him into his arms and hugged him without saying a word, tears streaming down his neck quietly.

From childhood to adulthood, it seemed that Luan Shu shed tears for the first time in front of him.

"Don't, it's too embarrassing for two boys to hug each other and cry." Ji Xinghu said with a choked voice, he wiped his hot eyes, came out of Luan Shu's arms, but lowered his eyes and didn't dare to look directly at him.

"Are you in a hurry for an answer?" Ji Xinghu asked in a low voice.

After asking, he realized that this was a very mentally retarded question. Of course Luan Shu was in a hurry, how could he not be in a hurry.

"I can wait," Luan Shu replied, "How long do you want me to wait?"

Ji Xinghu raised his head, looked directly into Luan Shu's bright eyes, and said, "One year, is it okay?"

"Okay," Luan Shu smiled, "I'll wait for you."

Ji Xinghu suddenly reached out and hugged Luan Shu tightly.

"Xing'er?" Luan Shu called out in doubt.

"Don't get me wrong," Ji Xinghu said, "This is a comforting hug from me as a buddy."

Luan Shu hugged him back, smiled slightly and said, "Thank you for comforting me."

The current result is much better than Luan Shu expected.

At least Xing'er didn't hate him, she shed tears for him and hugged him actively.Although the confession has not been successful for the time being, the one-year agreement gave him hope that he could relax physically and mentally and wait for that day to come.

"Little tree," Ji Xinghu said suddenly, "don't be tough."

Luan Shu was stunned: "Huh?"

Ji Xinghu said: "The person you like is lying naked in your arms. Under normal circumstances, they will be hard, right?"

Luan Shu was speechless for a moment, then said, "I suddenly feel a little hard."

Ji Xinghu came out of his arms in a hurry, and wrapped himself in a quilt so that only his head was exposed. His hair was messed up like a bird's nest, and there were still tears on his face. His image was really bad, but Luan Shu could see it. However, I only think that he is peerless and cute.

"Go and wash up," Ji Xinghu opened his eyes like a frightened rabbit, "I'm almost starving to death."

Luan Shu was still wearing the hoodie of Lonely Star Lake, he stood up, took off the hoodie and threw it into Lonely Star Lake, and went to the bathroom with a smile.

Soon there was the sound of running water from the bathroom.

Ji Xinghu lay on the floor wrapped in a quilt, buried his face in the pillow, and giggled.

Xiaoshu likes him, and Xiaoshu says he likes him the most in this world.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha so happy!

Although he still can't promise him now, Ji Xinghu is so happy that he is about to burst when he thinks that Xiaoshu will become his boyfriend in a year.

It's great to be alive hahaha!

Luan Shu came out of the bathroom after washing. Lonely Star Lake had already put on his clothes, the bed had been moved back to its original position, and the quilt and pillows were neatly arranged.

"I'm going to wash up." Ji Xinghu said, and walked to the bathroom with his head down.

Luan Shu looked at him, belatedly smelling a bit of embarrassment.

Ji Xinghu took the unfinished shower last night, wiped it from head to toe, got dressed and came out. Luan Shu was sitting on the bed and looking at his phone.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Luan Shu looked up and said, "Let's go eat first, and go directly to Xingxing Orphanage after dinner."

When he spoke, his expression and tone were the same as usual, as if the confession just now had never happened at all. Ji Xinghu admired his emotion management ability very much, said "Oh", and walked over to pack his schoolbag.

Ji Xinghu took out all the clothes from his schoolbag and threw them on the bed, leaving only the wallet and power bank, and took two bottles of mineral water from Luan Shu's schoolbag, and put them in together.

Leave the room, go downstairs, and walk out of the hotel.

The sun is already high, the temperature is neither high nor low, and the T-shirt and sweater are just right.

Looking up, the sky is as blue as washed, with white clouds floating in the air, and flocks of birds passing by.

The snow that fell last night had completely melted away, leaving no trace to be traced, making one wonder if it really snowed yesterday.

Jixing Lake took a picture of the landscape and asked Luan Shu, "What do you eat?"

Luan Shu said: "I just checked a Xinjiang specialty restaurant, and the evaluation is not bad."

From getting on the train to now, the two of them haven't eaten a serious meal in the past two days. Lonely Star Lake doesn't pick anything now, just want to have a full meal.

The restaurant is not far away, just 10 minutes walk along the road by the river.

The two ordered five dishes, and they enjoyed the delicious baked naan bread and mutton soup.

After eating and paying the bill, Luan Shu came out of the restaurant and asked, "Do you want to go by car or on foot?"

"Go for a walk," Ji Xinghu said without hesitation, "I want to see what the place where my parents grew up is like."

Luan Shu nodded: "Okay."

The two followed the mobile phone navigation and walked in the streets and alleys of Keketuohai.

Except for the better scenery, there is nothing special about this small town. Ji Xinghu imagined the scene where his parents ran and played here when they were young, and felt that everything was special.

Finally, they came to the gate of the Star Orphanage.

Luan Shu asked, "Are you nervous?"

Ji Xinghu shook his head, and the two of them raised their feet and walked in.

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Thanks for your support, see you tomorrow, Mojiu.