This sentiment [Xiu Xian]

That was one of the most painful days in Rong Xuehuai's memory.

Most of the punishments in the abyss of hell are aimed at the body, while torture in modern society often tortures the spirit.What Wen Zhe saw, needless to say the injuries on Rong Xuehuai's body, what impressed him even more was a small rectangular room shaped like a coffin.

The person was inside, unable to sit or lie down, and could barely support himself in a half-squat position.Moreover, it is dark, damp and quiet, claustrophobic and gloomy, and normal people will basically doubt life as long as they stay in it for a while.

Rong Xuehuai couldn't tell how long she stayed inside.Although the other party brought him food, he obviously wouldn't be so kind as to follow the meal order.He remembered many times that his stomach was so painful that he lost consciousness. More than once, he thought that he would be relieved the next moment.

Every bite of food is precious, not because it can ward off hunger, but because a bite of rice in the mouth—even if it is sour, it also stimulates the taste buds. When the functions of eyes and ears are almost obliterated, The taste on the tip of the tongue can make people feel alive.

When there was no food, Rong Xuehuai bit her shoulder, and took a mouthful of sweet blood in her mouth until the smell of blood gradually faded away.

Once, a mouse got in through the ventilation.This fluffy beast crawled over Rong Xuehuai's body.If it was in the past, Rong Xuehuai would at least drive it away.However, at that time, the dirty, dingy thing with sharp teeth almost made Rong Xuehuai burst into tears.

He fed the rat with leftovers, listened to its squeaks, and tolerated it crawling on him.Because there was a second living creature in the narrow space, the claustrophobic loneliness of isolation did not drive him crazy at last.

In contrast, although those electric shocks, tortures, and nails that were picked off one by one were painful, Rong Xuehuai could breathe a sigh of relief more than that small room.

The relationship between that friend and Rong Xuehuai is well known.While betraying Rong Xuehuai, he "revealed" to Rong Xuehuai's relatives and friends that Rong Xuehuai is now settled in a certain country and the situation is relatively safe.Rong Xuehuai's parents left very early, so the recent situation that that friend said was the most accurate and most convincing.

Because of this, no one thought that Rong Xuehuai needed to be rescued.

He could only live in intimidation, pain, and insults, quietly waiting for his death.

Rong Xuehuai had already figured out many methods of the other party in the previous secret visits and investigations.However, it is really hard to bear the experience now.In addition to the broken bones in his ten fingers, severe internal bleeding, broken ribs, and even breathing is a tortured situation, the most unacceptable thing for him is the needle hole on his arm.

During the first attack, Rong Xuehuai persisted for more than an hour.

In the end, even the supervisors were a little impatient. After taking such stubborn and monotonous pictures for a long time, their hands holding the camera were sore.The few people discussed together, went out and dragged in a timid and thin little girl.

They beat her, insulted her, and bullied her in front of Rong Xuehuai.Under the long-term abuse, Rong Xuehuai's spirit was already on the verge of collapse, but now facing such a thing, the bottom line of her mind finally collapsed completely.

What they want is nothing more than Rong Xuehuai's begging for mercy and howling, what can't they give?What can't be done?Rong Xuehuai coughed out a mouthful of bloody froth, feeling that the previous persistence was a bit ridiculous.He said in a hoarse, unrecognizable voice: "What kind of picture do you want to shoot? How miserable can I be used as a warning to others? Tell others, as long as you stop now."

He relented.A man laughed out loud, he asked Rong Xuehuai, how good it was to be so obedient earlier, they would have given Rong Xuehuai a good time earlier, why bother to make such a fuss.

Why bother to go to this point.

The behavior of torturing the little girl has not stopped, because doing so will make Rong Xuehuai's begging cry very sincere and heart-piercing, and will soon make the flesh and blood unbearable to hear it and tremble.

When it was all over, the innocent girl had lost her life.

At the very end, in Rong Xuehuai's unbelievable and heartbroken tears, a thin wire was wrapped around his neck.

He thought that he would never have a chance to wake up again, but when he opened his eyes, he was actually in the body of a three-year-old child.And next to this young boy was his horrific corpse.

Rong Xuehuai once suspected that she was "taking away the house" and devouring a child's soul.It wasn't until later that he formally stepped into the monastery, collected and inquired about the "Duoshe" information from many sources, and finally determined that he had just entered a lifeless corpse.The child's husk literally lost all physical characteristics before his spirit inhabited it.

Rong Xuehuai's master and senior brother just happened to pass by here. They had killed a group of cruel demon cultivators before, and Rong Xuehuai in the child's body was considered to be the demon cultivator's subordinate because of the condition of his original corpse. survivor.

They properly kept Rong Xuehuai's body, and then brought Rong Xuehuai, who had a mental breakdown and was extremely indifferent to the outside world, back to Yingri Domain.

During this period, Rong Xuehuai's senior brother has been taking care of him.He was very patient and gentle with Rong Xuehuai who didn't give him any reaction.Rong Xuehuai will always remember that that person taught him "senior brother" more than 3000 times in one day.

Later, he looked back and thought about it, if he had hardened his heart that day and didn't respond to the [-]st senior brother, maybe everything would not have happened afterwards.

There will be no master or brother, no whole-hearted trust, no rekindling of the flame in my heart, but I will no longer be hurt from behind by the person I trust the most.

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Rong Xuehuai spoke slowly, while Wen Zhe listened silently.

Whenever it comes to the more miserable parts, Rong Xuehuai will often keep her mouth shut, or briefly mention it in a few words, or even make a tacit cover-up in a vague way.

He talks for a while, then pauses.Not to recall carefully, but to calm my mind.Wen Zhe held his hand tightly, unwilling to let go easily.

He listened to Rong Xuehuai tell him about that strange and beautiful past life, and he listened to Rong Xuehuai talk about the reason and method of his own death.Hearing that Rong Xuehuai woke up again, she spent a happy time in a new corpse.

Then, this happy time came to an abrupt end in the abyss of hell.Rong Xuehuai, the second disciple of the Yingri Region, no longer exists in the world, and is replaced by the famous Hanyuhuajun.

Rong Xuehuai's narration was detailed and long, and Wen Zhe listened to his narration silently without any interruption.

His lover's voice was still pleasant and gentle, but to Wen Zhe's ears, he felt that it was like a heartbreak: He really never thought that Rong Xuehuai had such a past.

When Rong Xuehuai lowered his eyes and let out a long sigh, this one-sided narrative finally came to an end.

"The whole thing, that's it." Rong Xuehuai relaxed her body and leaned back on the chair, as if she was waiting for some trial after the dust had settled: "I've let you down, Qingqing , I am actually a weak person, and I always have anxiety in my heart caused by the past. I try my best to tolerate and love, but at the most critical moment, I still haven’t learned to trust.”

"I have treated you very badly during this period." Rong Xuehuai closed her eyes in some pain: "Thank you for still working hard to save me, and thank you for bringing me away from the demon with love and commitment. But now You have also seen that the real me may not be the same as the person you love. Qingqing, Wen Zhe, if you want to leave..."

"Why should I leave?" Wen Zhe moved closer to Rong Xuehuai, their faces pressed against Rong Xuehuai's: "When I was cowardly like a puddle of mud at the beginning, you thought I was not worth it Is it trash? Do I love you for your strength? I love your kindness, your tenderness, your tolerance, and even more your noble soul."

"Why would I leave you because of your vulnerability? Xuehuai, you are my lover, my mentor, my friend, and my elder brother. You are my light. Everything you taught me constitutes Wen Zhe's strength." Soul, the enlightenment and love you gave me at the beginning is almost my belief. Is there any reason for me to leave you? Just because you need my comfort and love so much now?"

Wen Zhe stood up.He hugged Rong Xuehuai tightly, and pressed Rong Xuehuai's head, who was sitting on the chair, into his arms.

"You have given me so much love, Xuehuai. Even if you cut off the supply to it now, you will only ask me for it unilaterally in the future, but as long as my life lasts for a day, my love for you It will not be exhausted. If you need love, please come and get it. You planted the seeds, and you should reap all the fruits—Xuehuai, I’m afraid you won’t be able to pick them all.”

Rong Xuehuai didn't speak, but slowly raised her hand and put it around Wen Zhe's waist.

Before today, he didn't even think that he would say this in this life.The shadow of the past was packed into a small bag and stuffed into the corner of his heart, but the weakness and self-defense from the subconscious could not be overcome.

Until now, the old wounds are finally rediscovered in broad daylight.Squeeze out the pus and blood, and be properly prescribed medicine, so that there is room for healing slowly.

Wen Zhe's six tails stretched out, and together with his arms tightly wrapped around Rong Xuehuai.Those six big tails are fluffy, fluffy, and warm, and when they hug them, it seems that they have touched some kind of substantial happiness.

He once pulled Wen Zhe out of hell, and now it was Wen Zhe who freed him from the knot in his heart.

In the beginning, it was Rong Xuehuai who used love and tenderness to soften Wen Zhe, but now it is Wen Zhe who uses love and tenderness to warm Rong Xuehuai.The two of them love and cherish each other, and together they form a perfect circle.

If so, I understand.Wen Zhe thought.He finally understood the question that he hadn't been able to figure out at the beginning: why did the servant who slept with him in the previous life describe Jun Hanhua to him like this.

That servant's elder brother is unlikely to be a member of the devil.So the one who has the problem can only be Rong Xuehuai—of course not the current Rong Xuehuai, the Lord Hanhuai in his previous life may be the original owner who survived.

This original owner must have had the same experience as Xue Huai in this life: betrayed by his senior brother, pushed into the abyss of extreme hell, and survived the ice fire red lotus body training and broke out of the abyss.The only difference is that he doesn't have the noble character and love for the world that Rong Xuehuai Wen Zhe loves.

Wen Zhe lowered his head and rubbed against Rong Xuehuai: "Xuehuai, I want to tell you something. Regarding what you have always wanted to ask me, who ever touched me... Speaking of which, my experience with you is still different. There are really similarities..."