sorry i left

Two years later.

A black Rolls-Royce was driving on the asphalt road in City S, and finally parked at the entrance of the Mausoleum Cemetery. Immediately afterwards, two extremely strange women got out of the car.

Why do you say it is strange?Think about it, it's a hot day in July, and the temperature is so high that you want to peel off your skin.These two women seem to be young and about the same size. They have pale skin that is hard to see in summer. One has a straight ponytail and the other has handsome and neat short hair.Under the cruel sunlight, one is wearing a black windbreaker that is only suitable for autumn, and the other is wearing formal clothes similar to work clothes. In such a realistic society, according to the way they dress, in the local language of S City , that is sick.

What's even more strange is that these two women, whether it's the shirts they wear inside or the shoes wrapped around their feet, are all heat-absorbing black except for their skin color, and they can't find a second color at all.

This... is the rhythm to cover up the prickly heat.

Afterwards, the short-haired woman walked up to the woman in the windbreaker and whispered something into her ear. The woman in the windbreaker raised her head slightly and looked directly into the Lingshan cemetery.

That ordinary face that couldn't be more ordinary, with a somewhat sickly white skin, showed a look of bewilderment, helplessness, and... guilt.

Two women walked into the cemetery one after the other.

After walking a long way and going around many turns, the woman in the windbreaker who was walking in front stopped in front of a tombstone and turned to face it.The short-haired woman was like an ancient attendant. When she saw the woman in the windbreaker stop in front of the tombstone, she stopped moving forward and obediently stood behind the woman in the windbreaker, looking at the tombstone in front of her. Because of this, the short-haired woman His eyes enlarged rapidly, and his mouth was slightly opened, his face full of disbelief.

This...why...what's going on...

The name engraved on the tombstone, and the expressionless woman in the photo actually look exactly like the woman in the windbreaker, no, not the same, they are the same person at all.

Because of the long time, a few weeds grew beside the tombstone, and a white lily lay flat in front of the tombstone. It seemed that someone had already visited this person named An Jiayue before this.

That's right, the place where these two women were standing was in front of the tombstone of An Jiayue who was crushed into slag because of lying on the rails two years ago, without even a whole body.Standing in front of the tomb, the woman in windbreaker with confusion, guilt, and helplessness in her eyes is An Jiayue herself who should have died two years ago. Now she just happens to be standing here with her whole body intact. There were no signs of injury.

But why?An Jiayue didn't die, so whose corpse was found by the police two years ago and couldn't be regarded as a corpse?Now that she's not dead, where has she been for the past two years?Why can't everyone find her?

Most importantly, what happened the night before the body was found two years ago?To be able to make a living person disappear for two years without leaving a trace?

After a while, the short-haired woman was still in shock, and An Jiayue didn't want to explain. The two of them just stood like this, neither of them spoke.

"An Chen." An Jiayue said suddenly, already anticipating the expression of the people behind her: "How about the matter I asked you to help me investigate?"

Husky as always.

The short-haired woman in shock, oh, An Chen was immediately awakened by An Jiayue's voice. Although she was full of doubts in her heart, she had no choice but to endure it.

"Second Miss, I've already found out the four people you asked me to investigate." Different from An Jiayue's hoarse voice, An Chen's voice was sweet like a girl's.

"According to the investigation results, those four people all live in S City, and they are all the same age as the Second Miss. Among them, Han Wei has not been admitted to high school for more than a year since she graduated from junior high school. He stayed at home and didn't go out for a few days, so naturally he didn't have a job. Cheng Yiqian and Han Wei are graduates of the same class, and they were admitted to a key high school with a No. Now she is a sophomore in high school, and her grades are still at an excellent level. The mayor's daughter, Su Qing, also graduated from high school not long ago and did not go to university. Mayor Su wanted her to help him in the company, but she couldn't live or die. Go, insisting on working with a friend in a restaurant with little reputation, it made Mayor Su very angry."

"The last Qiu Yuqing, Su Qing's close friend, I heard that she attended a friend's funeral two years ago, and committed suicide by cutting her wrist without warning on the third day. Her mother found out early. , but some blood loss. Since then, she was found to have mild depression, and she has not been cured until now. It may be because of this reason that she was not admitted to university with excellent grades. Now she is there with Su Qing work in a restaurant."

Because An Jiayue's back was facing An Chen, she naturally didn't see, as she finished the last word, the other party's expression was exactly the same as when she just saw the tombstone.

suicide?How painful and desperate is it for a person who puts a smile on his face every day to choose to commit suicide?

She didn't know, but she knew that it must be very painful, very desperate, so desperate that she chose to escape by committing suicide.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't expect, I really didn't expect that my death would hit you so hard.

However, two years ago, I really had no choice. If I didn't leave, not only you, Han Wei, Cheng Yiqian and the others would not be able to escape.

That night two years ago has become An Jiayue's eternal nightmare, and it is because of that night that she is living like this now.

This kind of life is not even as good as a beast.

On that night two years ago, An Jiayue's emptied mind was awakened by the knock on the door. When she opened the door and saw two women she had never even seen before, she really wanted to ask if they had gone the wrong way. , but the other party seemed to be returning to her own home, Huali ignored her, went directly into the house, found the sofa and sat down, and the middle of it was less than a minute.

Two women dressed in black, one sitting proudly on the sofa like a queen, and the other standing beside her expressionlessly like a follower.

"Miss An Jiayue, hello, my name is Ning Ke, you can call me that too." Before An Jiayue could speak, Ning Ke who was standing aside spoke first.He directly stuffed back what she wanted to ask.

However, what happened next and what she heard was something she had never thought of in her entire life.

"I don't think you know me, but I can remind you that Miss An had a car accident last time, and I performed the operation."

"There is only one reason for coming uninvited this time, and that is to take Miss An home."

Go home... go home to what?Her home...isn't it here, where do you want to go back?

"I think Miss An already knows that Zhang Li is not your biological mother, nor is An Haiming your biological father."

"I want to introduce Miss An, the one sitting next to me. He Xueyao, the current chairman of the He family, the daughter of He Chenyi, and the current head of the He family."

"Before Mr. He was alive, he loved Miss He's mother from the beginning to the end. However, there is another thing that happened in the world, which is called accident."

"Master He drank a few more drinks because of the success of the business during a business dinner. Unexpectedly, a prostitute took advantage of the master's drinking and got favored overnight."

"Later, as a matter of course, that woman became pregnant and successfully gave birth to a baby girl. Unfortunately, Mr. He died of lung cancer some time ago, and all the big and small things of the He family fell on Ms. He alone. It was on the day that Master He died that he personally informed Ms. He that she had a half-sister who was already 16 years old according to time calculations. He also learned that that should be the second daughter of the He family Miss, there is a cyan mark about 4 cm long on the right shoulder."

"After hearing the news, Ms. He sent me to conduct a secret search in S City."

"When I was operating on you, I discovered the cyan mark on your right shoulder. I took your blood to Ms. He's for identification, and found that the match was successful."

"That is to say, you are Ms. He's half-sister, the second young lady of the He family. All your surgery expenses, hospitalization expenses and other expenses are all paid by the He family. Zhang Entong is also a member of the He family. She was paid by the He family. The purpose of sending to No. [-] Middle School was also to protect you, and now it has been reassigned."

"Of course, if you don't want to go with us, it's fine, but Qiu Yuqing, Han Wei, and Cheng Yiqian will all lose their young lives because of Second Miss' refusal."

"If you don't believe me, Second Miss can try."

This... What is it, what is Second Miss, what is she talking about.

Watching Ning Ke's mouth open and close to say these words, He Xueyao who was sitting on the sofa didn't say a word, but her piercingly cold eyes, as if they could pierce a person out of a hole, had already explained it everything.

She is really the arrogant, cold, unscrupulous He Xueyao who always tramples on other people's self-esteem effortlessly.

Her eyes, the kind of eyes that ordinary people can't have at all, don't allow her to have the slightest suspicion.

However, she didn't want to be the second young lady, the He family, or He Xueyao, she didn't want to know, she just wanted to live this life simply.

Can I not go?That He's house doesn't sound like a very good place.

If you don't go, Qiu Yuqing and the others... what will they do?

Why?That was the happiness she had won with great difficulty, but now, all her efforts and sacrifices were all in vain because of a few innocuous words from the other party.

Why can people all over the world get happiness easily, but she can't?

Why can children all over the world grow up carefree under the blessing of their parents, but she can't?

Why……

It must be that I have done too many sins in my previous life...

I'm sorry, I may, I can't wait for you to finish the exam and accompany you until you grow old...

Really, I'm so sorry...

In the room, the girl's voice was low and hoarse, obviously trembling, but she tried her best to pretend that she had nothing to do with her.

"it is good."

"I'll go with you."

"But the premise is that you are not allowed to disturb their peace."

"Not allowed to appear in their lives."

"Let them be simple and live in peace."

She will always remember that after returning to the He family villa with them, she had just stepped in. How He Xueyao ordered someone to carry her out. Four or five strong men in suits forced her The left arm that returned to normal was beaten and there was no possibility of recovery.

At that time, she didn't cry, didn't call for help, but just gritted her teeth, watching the blood on the ground increasing, her eyes gradually blurred until she fell into a coma.

At that time, she was beaten like a dog by the He family.

But she couldn't leave, if she left, He Xueyao would definitely kill Qiu Yuqing and the others.

That's right, even if she was killed, she would still stay in the He family. As long as she spent a day here, Qiu Yuqing would spend the day safely.

Unexpectedly, with such an idea, it will be two years in one go.

For two years, she was watched like a prisoner.

Actually, it didn't have to be like this, where could she go?

He Xueyao, you really think highly of me.

And two years ago, she didn't know what method He Xueyao used to make everyone think that An Jiayue was dead, so that everyone could never find her again.

That's right, An Jiayue had already died two years ago. The moment she willingly walked into He's house to save the lives of Qiu Yuqing and the others, her heart was already dead.

The girl standing here with dull eyes is just the second young lady of the He family.

She can't be An Jiayue again, she can't be that An Jiayue who loves Qiu Yuqing so much because she considers everything for others.

Now, everyone knows that the head of the He family has a half-sister, and the He family has a second young lady.

However, it is just a nice name, only those who work in the He family know that the life of the second lady of the He family is not as good as that of a servant.

There is no freedom at all.

Also, the dignified chairman of the He family, the eldest lady of the He family, has a child born to a father and another woman, the second lady of the He family, just like a main wife and a mistress, how can they live in peace?

Forget it, forget it, at least her existence can protect the safety of those people, right?

In this way, it is already very good.

"It's a pity for you." After the memory was over, An Jiayue pursed her dry mouth and said sadly to An Chen.

An Chen didn't answer, but just looked at the lonely back of the other party, and listened to her forbearing words just now, her eyes gradually softened, and she looked up at the sky at 45 degrees. Cursing the hot weather while fanning the wind.

Um?She remembered that the first time she met the other party seemed to be this kind of scorching sun.

That seems like a year ago.

At that time, in today's words, she was a homeless wretch, with a mother but no mother, adults would tell their children not to approach, and ordinary people would panic and drive her away when they saw her exist.

At that time, she was just a dirty beggar, her clothes were tattered and full of patches, and there was no clean place on her body.Kneeling on the ground every day, kneeling for a day, there is a tattered bowl in front of her, with only a pitiful penny in it, one penny is a big ticket for her, this is her job.

At that time, An Chen didn't have this name, nor did he have the neat and tidy face, nor the white and tender face that he has now.Since she was sensible, she has been begging in this city of S, living a life of hunger and fullness. With this life without a meal, sometimes she is so hungry that she will go to the trash can to see the sky. Did you give her some food?And the passers-by, looking at her who was rummaging through the trash can, all showed disgust and disgusting eyes.

No one ever took her feelings into consideration, never.

Beggars are the lowest level of existence in China and even in the entire world. Some people think that their existence is for those people to have fun, oppress them, and be manipulated like slaves.

If there is a little way to survive, who would want to be a beggar, a job that is undignified, disgusting, and beaten and scolded?

At that time, An Chen had no education, no skills, no money, no parents, and nothing. Even she wondered if she came from somewhere, just like Monkey King jumping out of a rock.

In this way, living this kind of irrational life, she has lived to this day.

She lived until the moment when An Jiayue appeared.

It was one summer, a group of children who didn't understand anything, about five or six years old, didn't know the dangers of human nature, and they were protected as treasures by their families. Pee on her like a toilet.

She also wanted to refute, and she also wanted to protest, but she was just a beggar, a beggar that everyone spurned.These children who have already hurt her self-esteem may have a parent who is a powerful master. At that time, if something really happens, they can easily take her humble s life.

At that time, the children's happy laughter filled the street, and all the passers-by turned a blind eye to this kind of thing and gradually walked away.

At that time, there was a disgusting smell of urine on her body, and the wet and sticky feeling on her body made her tears finally fall under the scorching sun.

Why is this world so unfair to her?Why did you do this to her?Let her live like a dog?

At that time, the word suicide came to her mind for the first time.

Before that, no matter how embarrassed, how cold, how hungry she was, she would never think of committing suicide to choose relief.She is at odds with this world, she won't die, she just won't die, no matter how people here treat her, she will live tenaciously in this world like a little strong.

However, the unintentional actions of the children made her see clearly how stupid she was back then.

She thought that she didn't matter in this world, as long as she didn't hinder anyone, everything would be fine.

But in this world, there are not so many people she thought.

At that time, the body and brain collapsed extremely, and two men in suits appeared in time to drive away the group of children.

At that moment, An Jiayue was wearing this black outfit, and there was something in her eyes that she couldn't see clearly. Against the scorching sun above, she accurately stretched out her right hand towards her, with a smile on her face.But she thought that the other party would hurt her like those children, and she shrank into the corner like a doormat, with unstoppable fear in her eyes.

"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, trust me, give me your hand." A hoarse voice sounded, and the two men stood behind each other, looking this way.

By coincidence, she obeyed the other party's words and stretched out her hand...

Unexpectedly, this encounter changed her life.

Afterwards, the other party led her to the restaurant. The smell on her body was enough to make people within 50 meters stay away, but An Jiayue sat opposite her as if her nose had failed to smell. The two men stood Behind it, it looks like an ancient emperor followed by two guards.

Later, all kinds of dishes were served, and she was so hungry that she couldn't care about anything else, so she just swept it.

"Eat slowly, don't worry, no one will grab you." She was eating happily, and vaguely heard this sentence.

After eating this meal for an hour, she patted her stomach and shut up.

Looking up, seeing the other person looking at him, the temperature dropped rapidly.

It's over, after eating so much food from others, will she let the two people behind beat her up?

"You, what's your name?" There was no expected beating and scolding, the other party was holding his head with his right hand, and his left hand was hanging down naturally in an extremely uncoordinated posture, asking without any emotion.

She shook her head, which meant that she didn't have a name. She didn't even know who her biological parents were. Where did she get her name?

"That's right." The other party said.

"How about this, you follow my surname, surname An, An Chen, and you will follow me from now on, wherever I go, you will go wherever."

An Chen... An Chen... An Chen...

At that time, she silently said the name several times in her heart.

Will someone finally take her away?Finally someone no longer dislikes her?

"Second Miss, this... I'm afraid it's not right?" A man in a suit said to An Jiayue.

No, no, no, what's wrong?Your master has already talked, what's wrong with you?

But...Second Miss?Sounds like a lot of money...

"I will bear all the consequences."

In this way, she was brought into the He family.

On the first step into He's house, she saw a woman who gave people a sense of aloofness, drinking the red wine in the glass, and saw her and An Jiayue who was walking in front did not speak, still Do what you should do, and the people in front of her just skipped her and didn't mean to say hello.

This place...it's so big, it's really so big, she never dreamed that one day, she would enter this palace-like villa.

Only later did she know that from the first time she walked into He's house, the cold and arrogant woman she saw at the first sight was only 26 years old, and she ruled the entire underworld and white ways of S City.It is to take care of all the big and small things of the He family in just one month, eliminate all those who wanted to dominate the He family after He Chenyi passed away, and leave no trace. He Xueyao is the well-deserved leader of the big master, and even the underworld and white ways in all China.

Later, she knew everything, the identity of An Jiayue's illegitimate daughter, being watched every day, not even a little freedom, her left arm being crippled, so that the relationship between her and He Xueyao was not friendly .

Until now, the only thing An Chen didn't know was the story before An Jiayue entered He's house.

Look, look, An Chen, what a beautiful name, as warm as the morning light.

This name was given to her by the person named An Jiayue. She will never lose it in her life, even if she loses her life, she cannot lose it.

From the moment she was brought into He's house, she swore that her life was only for An Jiayue alone, and she would never hesitate if he asked her to die.

Because, what she uses, eats, and lives in is all given to her by An Jiayue. Without her, she would have starved to death on the street long ago.

It was An Jiayue who gave her the hope of a second rebirth and made her live like a human being for the first time.

"Second Miss, let's go back. If we go back too late, the Eldest Miss will be angry." After a long time, An Jiayue still stood there tense. Worry.

In fact, An Chen wasn't afraid that the powerful young lady would get angry, she just had this bad life, and it would be gone if she died, but she was just afraid that He Xueyao would deal with An Jiayue.During the year she lived in the He family, An Chen could tell that He Xueyao took An Jiayue too seriously. She knew when, where, and what she was doing.And in this year, the conversation between An Jiayue and He Xueyao was almost zero, even if they met in the villa, they would walk away like two strangers.Moreover, when An Jiayue first entered He's house, He Xueyao had her left arm beaten to zero. She also knew that if there was one, there would be two. It would be inappropriate if something happened when she went back this time up.

In An Chen's heart, An Jiayue has long been regarded as her relative. She has been looking forward to her relative for a long time, and now it has finally come true. The identity of the other party is so complicated. How can she not be afraid of losing this family member? Hard-won relatives?

She was really, lonely for too long, she really hoped that there was someone who could always be with her and never leave.

"Let's go." A hoarse voice sounded.

Sitting back in the car again, An Jiayue changed her mind.

"An Chen, do you know where the restaurant where Su Qing and Qiu Yuqing are working?" Sitting in the back seat, An Jiayue suddenly asked.

"I know, what's the matter?" An Chen was puzzled.

Sighed as if relieved: "Let's go there and have a look, and then go back."

An Chen glanced at the rearview mirror, saw the other party leaning on the back of the chair as if powerless, and was a little worried: "But..."

"It's okay, just take a look and I'll be right back." An Jiayue held her forehead, seeming a little tired.

"Okay." An Chen blinked and started the car.

For so long, apart from the servants of the He family, no matter if they were housekeepers or bodyguards, all of them knew some martial arts more or less.However, for so long, since An Jiayue entered the He family for so long, He Xueyao never taught her anything, even An Chen only taught her how to drive, and nothing else.Their mission is to stay in He's house well, don't have to do anything, don't worry about any troubles, as long as they stay in He's house honestly.

The place where Su Qing and Qiu Yuqing worked was a restaurant called Wang Yang Restaurant.The restaurant is very big, with a two-story building. I heard that all the chefs here are master chefs, and the food they cook has turned many new customers into regular customers, and the old customers into VIPs.

All in all, it has a good reputation.

When An Chen arrived by car, it happened to coincide with the afternoon rest time for the employees. Men and women in blue overalls came out in groups, and the street was immediately flooded with blue.

Soon, An Jiayue found the two people who were submerged in the crowd.

It turned out that during the two years she was away, Qiu Yuqing had actually become so emaciated.The cheeks that were still somewhat fleshy were sunken deeply now, and her face was much paler than before. Even the long-sleeved overalls could not make her arms that were comparable to bamboo poles appear full. Her thighs were as thick as her calves. I can't tell from top to bottom where there is extra meat.

"After that, she was found to have mild depression, and she hasn't been cured until now..."

sorry Sorry sorry……

I hurt you...

It caused you to become like this, and because of An Jiayue's death, you failed to get into the long-awaited university in the end, but instead worked for others in this restaurant...

If I had known this was the case, if I had known earlier, I shouldn't have looked for you back then, and I should have let you continue to live in Xia Lingxuan's deception...

At least, you won't live in such pain like you are now...

Qiu Yuqing, I'm not dead, I'm really not dead, your little Yue is still here...

But, you idiot, why can't you take good care of yourself, why did you commit suicide...

You are like this, how can I rest assured to keep you here...

Seeing Su Qing hugging the person beside her, her mouth eager to make up for all the unfinished words in her previous life, the other person just smiled faintly, and her eyes were no longer the same as before.

When the two people outside the car passed by the car, An Jiayue bit her lip, and clenched her only moving right hand into a fist, trying to calm down the emotion of jumping out of the car and meeting the other party.

People who don't know, just walk past the car, walk only one car door away from the person they love, and just keep walking, keep walking, go farther and farther, without looking back.

They used to be really close.

"drive."

"Yes……"

Two people, two directions, walking opposite each other, walking farther and farther.

"Yuqing! Yuqing! Are you okay?"

"It's alright, it's alright."

Just now, Qiu Yuqing suddenly covered her heart with her hand, bent down in pain, and sweat rushed out from her forehead.

What's the matter with that tearing pain?

As if she had a heart-to-heart connection, Qiu Yuqing turned her head and looked behind, but only saw a black Rolls-Royce galloping quickly on the road with few people.

It must be because I didn't sleep well yesterday, Qiu Yuqing smiled wryly.

When the unknown pain dissipated, the two continued to walk towards the unfinished journey.

Many years later, many were never seen again, and some were never seen again.

In the next life, we will never miss it.

An Jiayue episode

I've known since I can remember that my birth was a mistake.

Before I found out that I was adopted, my father, An Haiming, went to work in faraway places for many years for the family's livelihood. In order to earn more money, he would not come back for a long time.And when I was young, I was naturally handed over to my mother, and she took care of my daily life.Is that a period of time, a month?She started not going home for three days, and then I found out that she would be in the mahjong parlor downstairs every day, forgetting everything, forgetting me who was hungry at home, forgetting a child's fear of the night , forget everything about everything.

At that time, I had just entered elementary school.

Later, slowly, over time, I got used to this kind of life.I got used to her treating my home as a hotel, and I got used to her coming back every few days, hurriedly made some things for me, and after throwing away enough living expenses for me for a few days, I devoted myself to the unlicensed store downstairs again.As time goes on, the more I like to stay at home by myself, with no one but me, sitting on the bed after school, waiting for the night to come, until the night comes, wrapping myself up again, and falling asleep.In the morning, it was already bright, and I got up again to organize everything and prepare for school. After school, I repeated the previous day.It may be because of this reason that my character is extremely withdrawn.Not talkative, introverted, low self-esteem, these words are all fulfilled in me one by one.

During my elementary school career, I didn't make a single friend, and I was alone every day, without restraint, and very free.

I always thought that my life would just go on day by day and nothing would change.

Unexpectedly, this idea of ​​mine, and the trajectory of my life for the rest of my life, were all broken and disturbed by a person I had never met when I was about to enter junior high school.

At that time, a very popular online dating tool, mobile phone, was used by almost all young people in S city, and I was no exception.Not long after I created it, one night, a girl added me. At that time, the profile card showed that my gender was a boy, and I didn't change it.Soon, I got to know that girl's name, Qiu Yuqing, sounds nice, right?At that time, I didn't know that my future life would be changed by this girl named Qiu Yuqing.

Later, when the other party didn't know that I was a girl, I randomly named him Xia Lingxuan, and we made friends smoothly.Almost every day when I go online, I will receive a message from her. At that time, I thought that it was just because I was bored and wanted to chat with someone. It happened that I was idle at that time, so I chatted with her for a while.Sometimes we have nothing to talk about, so we will send emoticons to each other to play, and sometimes we chat for a day.The days are so unremarkable, and we are chatting day by day until that day comes.

On that day, as usual, we talked about what kind of life you lived, what kind of life I lived, what happened today, and what anecdotes we saw.Suddenly, she actually said she liked me.Come on, we haven't even met face to face, okay?You haven't even posted a photo, and you don't even know what the other person looks like, so you just say you like me?I think it's probably because of dependence, chatting with a opposite sex every day, and falling in love with each other for a long time?But whatever the reason, I didn't reject her in the end.

Later, when she didn't find out that her "boyfriend" was a girl, we chatted longer than before. She could always find something to talk about, and I could always find something to talk about. Some fire vented on her.

That's right, on the second day and after she was with me, I would always find something that didn't go my way and get angry at her, just like the pain I have suffered in the past few years, the pain when I was forgotten, the pain when I was ignored The pain I felt, the grievances when the night covered me countless times, all burst out on that innocent person like an explosion.And she said time and time again that I was fine, said time and time again that you were happy, comforted me time and time again, time and time again...

Oh, what a stupid woman.

But that stupid woman finally broke out once after being my "punching bag" countless times.She accused me of my "crimes" and said she wanted to break up with me. I tried my best to persuade me to stay. After a period of verbal war, I successfully redeemed this love that started as a scam.

However, something seems to have changed.

From then on, I stopped getting angry at her, and we still chatted about everything as usual.Slowly, I began to think of her in class, and when I lay alone in bed at night, I would think of her when I couldn't sleep.In short, as long as I am free, that name will inevitably appear in my mind.

However, I forgot the most important and basic point.

I am a girl, a girl of the same gender as her.

How can we be together like this?

This relationship can't even begin at all.Because, this kind of love, this kind of love that violates human common sense, is abnormal in the eyes of outsiders.

So, I proposed to break up, and before I even waited for her reply, I hurriedly logged out and never went up again.

Everything is that simple.

But why, in the days to come, as long as I think of her, and those days back then, I can't stop crying?

Later, whether I wanted to believe it or accept it, everything came to me like a tide.

Finding out I was adopted, getting treatment that even a high school student couldn't afford, finding a boyfriend, all that