sorry i left

It has been almost three days since the last cycling incident. During these three days, Qiu Yuqing was still busy with the final exams with only a few days left, so she naturally ignored the fact that she was tormented by longing for the whole day and night. An Jiayue, and Han Wei and Su Qing, two big idlers, were entrusted by Qiu Xueba to take on the responsibility of taking care of a sick patient. Anyway, they didn't study, so they just stayed there.Neither of them mentioned what happened last time, as usual, they did what they should do.As for why Cheng Yiqian's name is not on the list of taking care of An Jiayue, it can only be said that the parents of the schoolmasters hope that their children will become dragons and their daughters will become phoenixes. She was afraid that her daughter would not be admitted to a key high school, which made her, like Qiu Yuqing, wish to use it for 48 hours a day.

It would be great if such a simple and unremarkable life could continue forever.

"Qiu, Qiu Yuqing, I like you. If you can, please date me." In spare time, in Class [-] and [-] of Experimental High School, Qiu Yuqing and Su Qing, who were sitting on the opposite side, looked at each other in surprise. Zhou Xiaoming, head of the first class, presented a pink book with both hands.Since it was spare time, most of the students had already rushed to the playground, and only a few students were discussing something in their circle of friends. Fortunately, the monitor's confession was not too loud, and only the three of them could hear it. Come on, otherwise it would be interesting.

Maybe it was because he was nervous about confessing to the girl he loves for the first time in his life. Zhou Xiaoming, who was wearing a clean dark blue school uniform with a plain face and a pair of rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose, was trembling with his hands holding the love letter, and his breathing was more than usual It was a little heavier, and my head was lowered as if I wanted to get into the cracks in the ground.Qiu Yuqing, who was sitting opposite, was obviously stunned because she didn't expect this scene, Su Qing, who was sitting next to her...

I rely on it!These days, good students are playing puppy love, An Jiayue, An Jiayue, you have to be careful.

"Tsk tsk tsk, I didn't expect, I didn't expect, our Yuqing is still so charming, even our dignified squad leader can't escape your clutches. Hey, that Zhou idiot, don't even think about it, even though you are not tall. Poor, I have nothing to say about studying, but I'm sorry, our family, Yuqing, can only send you a good person card." Before Qiu Yuqing, the confessed person, could answer, Su Qing noticed her, with a serious look on her face. Yin and Yang stifled in the cradle all squad leader Zhou's admiration for Qiu Yuqing.

"Su Qing, don't make trouble." Qiu Yuqing pretended to be angry, and bumped Su Qing's arm with her elbow. After receiving the other party's blank stare, she turned her head and said to Zhou Xiaoming: "Zhou Xiaoming, I know some words will hurt people. But I still want to say. You are a student, especially a high school student. You should put all your energy on your studies. What's more, you are so good at studying and you are the class monitor. You should not delay your time because of some children's personal affairs. Life. You are very good, really good. In the future, you will meet many types of girls, and you will meet girls who are better and more beautiful than me, but I am just an ordinary person who cannot be more ordinary. So, I’m afraid it’s true It will be as Su Qing said, I can only say sorry."

As expected, Zhou Xiaoming froze after hearing Qiu Yuqing's words, and slowly raised his head to look at him, his eyes full of sadness.

Alas, love is both pleasing and hurtful, and Qiu Yuqing doesn't want to do that either. People like her are most afraid of hurting others, whether it's spiritually or physically, but if others go first Unreasonable is different.But if you don't make it clear in advance, it will become more and more unmanageable in the future, and An Jiayue may be involved in the end, so she naturally doesn't want to.The only way is to speak clearly now, don't be afraid of hurting the other party, the harm now is for the better in the future, Zhou Xiaoming is so smart, he can definitely understand what she means.

However, she seems to have overestimated Zhou's EQ. A high IQ and good study do not mean that he has a high EQ.

"To tell you the truth, I actually noticed you when I first entered the military training in high school. Maybe you will be puzzled. There are so many girls who are prettier, cuter than you, and more coquettish than you in class three. They are all so perfect, impeccable, why did I notice you? I am not afraid of your jokes, I have not figured out this question so far, how did I notice you? At that time, ordinary people could not No matter how ordinary you are, it’s like throwing you in the crowd, and you will definitely be overwhelmed by the crowd. Maybe it was during that period of time that I would always think of you inadvertently, looking forward to tomorrow coming soon after school every day, so that I I can see you now, even if it is just a greeting or a smile between friends, it is enough to make me happy for a day. Because of this, I gradually understand your daily habits, life trajectory and ideals. A good university, I want to find a good job in the future, and I want to gain a foothold in this indifferent society in the future. In class, how many times have I seen you desperately taking notes and listening to the teacher's lectures, for fear of missing a lesson? Loopholes, how are you reviewing after class, previewing the lessons the teacher will teach in the next class, all of these things are in my eyes and in my heart. That is, before I knew it, I found that I fell in love with you , I am no longer satisfied with this kind of life, I want to protect you, guard you, I don't want you to be bullied by others, and I don't want you to study day and night regardless of your body. Qiu Yuqing, you want to go to university, I know, I also understand, it’s okay, I can wait for you, I can accompany you to the same university, I can be your knight, silently by your side. So, I hope you can give me a chance, give me a chance I can stay by your side and guard your chance."

"Please, don't reject me so quickly, don't let me end before I started." Zhou Xiaoming suddenly became firm, the eyes hidden behind the lens were so sincere, so sincere that no one could bear to refuse.

"Uh... that... Zhou Xiaoming..." Zhou Xiaoming seemed to have misunderstood what she meant, and was about to explain, but the other party took a step ahead of her.

"You don't have to say anything, it's okay, I did it voluntarily, you don't have to feel guilty about me, let alone feel that you owe me anything. You're right, at our age we should study hard and make progress every day. Not bad, at least I can still see you every day, hehe. Well, I won’t delay your study, and the class is about to start, I’ll go back first, listen carefully, and work hard.” After talking, Zhou Xiaoming got up and smiled at Qiu Yuqing After making a "come on" gesture, he held tightly the love letter that originally placed all his hopes, turned and left with some reluctance.

After Zhou Xiaoming left, Su Qing seemed to explode: "Ah! Yuqing, did you hear that? Wow! Such a touching confession. He really deserves to be the class monitor, but he has a sense of humor. Alas, it's a pity that such a good and innocent boy Yes. Hey, do you want to consider having three thousand beauties in the harem? I think it’s okay for An Jiayue to be the main wife, haha!” Confession, what a serious and romantic thing, and now Su Qing is so domineering explain……

What a mess.

"Su Qing, stop making trouble, this is a serious matter, you can't joke around." Qiu Yuqing poked Su Qing, who was laughing wildly, and blamed her in a low voice.

"Yes, yes, Lord Qiu Yuqing, it's business, it's business."

Qiu Yuqing turned her head to look at Zhou Xiaoming in the first row, and found that as the squad leader, he was looking at the blackboard with his head in his hand. He could only see a not-so-broad back, and he couldn't see his expression at all. .

Well, I hope I don't hurt him too deeply in the end.

Qiu Yuqing was still obsessed with sleep and food for the first final exam of her high school career, studying until late at night every day before giving up, and she still didn't meet An Jiayue again, maintaining the habit of calling three times a day.In this way, another three days passed in a dull manner, and on the fourth day, because tomorrow will usher in the three-day final exam, the experimental high school has a special day off, so that the exhausted high school freshmen can relax. nerves.

The day before the final exam, uh, everyone would know what Qiu Yuqing was doing even if he didn't say anything.

"Hello, Xiaoyue." Qiu Yuqing, who was sitting at the desk, put down the pen in her hand, and said with her head on the other end of the phone.

"I heard from Han Wei that the Experimental High School is on vacation today, and tomorrow there will be a three-day final exam." On the other end of the phone, An Jiayue's voice came. It wasn't very pleasant, but it was enough to make Qiu Yuqing tired these days Swept away.

Qiu Yuqing leaned back, rubbed her temples, and evoked a smile that she didn't even notice: "Yes, the principal showed kindness today, let us relax and have fun before the exam."

"What about you, are you still studying?"

"Well, I'm reviewing some important knowledge points that the teacher said."

"Don't look, come out and relax."

"But... I still haven't read a few subjects..."

"Don't worry, didn't you also say that the principal gave you the holiday just to let you relax and prepare for tomorrow's exam with the most energetic state. Now that your brain is so tense, you should come out and relax. "After hearing An Jiayue's explanation, Qiu Yuqing turned her head and looked out the window.Such a good weather...it's a pity not to go out and play.

"Then...now..."

"I'll be waiting for you at Zhongxin Mall. There is no one else, just me, Han Wei, and Cheng Yiqian to make up lessons, so I can't come."

"Well, okay, I'll go out after changing clothes, wait for me." Hanging up the phone, Qiu Yuqing put the phone on her chest, and the smile on the corner of her mouth grew stronger.She felt that An Jiayue was like a roundworm in her stomach. Some things she wanted to say but didn't say, the other party could always accept her doubts as if she had seen through her.

So, Qiu Yuqing bounced around to change her clothes...

However, things don't seem to be that simple.

When Qiu Yuqing changed her clothes, took care of everything, and was about to go out, the phone rang without warning.

"Hello." Connected, Qiu Yuqing can say "Hello" when answering the phone. The only possibility is that the caller ID is a registered number.

"Hello, is this Qiu Yuqing? I'm Zhou Xiaoming." On the other end of the phone, a boy's voice sounded like a child, and Zhou Xiaoming announced his name.

"Uh, it's you? How do you know my phone number?"

"Su Qing gave it to me."

"..."

"Well, do you have time now?"

"Uh, that, I..."

"You're not studying, are you?"

"No, I just finished my review."

"Huh? Then I have time? I'm at the gate of Experimental High School now, let's go out and play together, just to relax."

"But, I..."

"Don't worry about it, it's settled like that, I'll wait for you in Experimental High School."

"No, I want to say... hello, hello? Zhou Xiaoming?" Sad, before Qiu Yuqing could explain that she already had an appointment, Zhou Xiaoming hurriedly hung up the phone as if she was afraid that she would go back on her word, only Qiu Yuqing found out After the mobile phone had been pinched off by the other party, he stood in the room at a loss.

This... who can tell her what to do?

Frozen for a while, her gaze changed from confused to determined, Qiu Yuqing dialed a number and placed it next to her ear.

"Hello?" The hoarse female voice sounded again.

"Xiaoyue, I'm sorry, I may not be able to be with you. Just now the math teacher called me and said that she has some things to do during the vacation, and she wants to change a class during the vacation to today." Qiu Yuqing pressed Holding the mobile phone, I am afraid that the lie will be exposed by the other party.

On the other end of the phone, there was silence.

"Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue? Are you listening?" Seeing An Jiayue's silence, Qiu Yuqing became anxious.

"Well, I'm here, it's okay, study is important, you go to class." Although she said so, Qiu Yuqing still felt the loss of An Jiayue from the other end of the phone.

"Oh... okay." After hanging up the phone, Qiu Yuqing breathed a sigh of relief and slumped on the sofa.

The conversation just now was completely unexpected to Qiu Yuqing. She thought that An Jiayue would yell at her involuntarily and at least ask some questions. She was the one who agreed to it first, but now she made such a mess out.If she were herself, she would undoubtedly ask a lot of questions, but An Jiayue seemed to be talking about something that couldn't be more ordinary, she didn't ask anything, she believed it completely, it was too easy to talk Bar?

Of course, Qiu Yuqing had another purpose in rejecting An Jiayue and agreeing to Zhou Xiaoming's invitation.She felt that there were some things that should be made clear and clear.If something like this happens today, it means it will happen in the future. She can't just bully and lie to An Jiayue because she believes in her, likes her, and loves her. She can't take the other party's unconditional trust in her. As an excuse for her to lie.This is the first time, there will be no next time.

Qiu Yuqing thought that she and An Jiayue were still young, and they would spend a long time together in the future, so the separation of these few days was not bad.

When she handles Zhou Xiaoming's matter well, they can be as happy and happy as usual.

From now on, she will never lie to her again, or hide anything from her.

"What? Your guy can't come?" Han Wei, who was in jeans and a blue coat at the entrance of Zhongxin Mall, asked with her hands on her hips after hearing An Jiayue's tone.

"Well, their math teacher had something to do during the holidays, so they changed the class to today." An Jiayue put the phone back in her pocket and explained to Han Wei.

"Oh, oh, what a miserable child. After my clever brain's superb calculations, it has been half a month since the last time you met. I thought I would be able to reunite today. A math teacher. Tsk tsk, it seems that you really won't meet until the experimental high school exam is over." Han Wei said while putting her arm on the shoulder of An Jiayue, who was a few centimeters shorter than her, with that expression , I really want to be beaten as much as I want.

"Let's go." Unexpectedly, someone An didn't give any face, Han Wei just put her arm on her, and she walked away.

Han Wei looked at An Jiayue's back in the same place, and stomped her feet: "Hey! Damn woman, it was Qiu Yuqing who released your pigeons. What face are you showing me? Hey, hey! Wait for me! Why are you walking so fast? , hurry to reincarnate!"

If you are reading this, if you are An Jiayue, would you believe what Qiu Yuqing said about the make-up class incident?As far as An Jiayue was concerned, she probably already guessed that Qiu Yuqing hadn't told her the truth at all.It's very simple. Experimental High School has a special holiday for one day before the exam, so that students can have a good rest and not be nervous. At this time, the math teacher wants to make up lessons. Unless the teacher has a short-circuited head, he will not do such a thing.An Jiayue had noticed these situations as early as after Qiu Yuqing explained to her why she couldn't come.

Why didn't An Jiayue expose it, but followed Qiu Yuqing's routine?

An Jiayue felt that there was only one reason why Qiu Yuqing would lie to her and not tell her the truth.That was what she wanted to do at that time. She didn't want to let herself know that the most important thing between lovers is trust. She believed that Qiu Yuqing would not do anything to hurt her. The reason why she didn't tell her the truth must be for They are both good.In this case, if the other party doesn't want to tell her and wants to deal with it completely, she will naturally not expose it and embarrass everyone.Now, she understands the trust needed between lovers, and she has achieved it.Even if Qiu Yuqing said a reason that even a three-year-old would not believe, she would definitely believe it unconditionally like an innocent child.

However, when An Jiayue saw Qiu Yuqing smiling at the strange man beside him, she knew it.Love is a matter of two people, not a unilateral contribution by one party.There is a shining glass between them, through which they can see each other clearly but cannot touch each other. If one of them wants to break through this glass and walk to the other side, they will only get hurt in the end.

The love between two women is so fragile.

Nothing is against time, she should have known.

Two pairs of people, three women and one man looked at each other. Han Wei's eyes were puzzled, and so was Zhou Xiaoming. As an outsider, he didn't understand why Qiu Yuqing stopped in an instant and could only look around blankly.An Jiayue's face was naturally expressionless, her eyes were more serious than ever, because she could clearly see Qiu Yuqing's bloody expression when she saw her and Han Wei, that is, right now.

"Qiu Yuqing..." Han Wei said in disbelief.

"Xiaoyue..." Qiu Yuqing did the same.

"This... who are they?" Seeing Qiu Yuqing's surprised expression, Zhou Xiaoming couldn't sit still.

"Yes... two friends..." After a while, Qiu Yuqing opened her mouth like a dream, her eyes still staring at An Jiayue, trying to find a trace of blame in the eyes of the other party, her eyes also From just surprise to guilt.

This is something Qiu Yuqing never even imagined in her dreams. S city is so big, so they can meet them.

"Oh, that's it. Hello, I'm Qiu Yuqing's classmate, and my name is Zhou Xiaoming." Hearing this, Zhou Xiaoming was quite happy.Although I don't understand what's going on now, there is one thing. If you want to successfully catch up with Qiu Yuqing, you have to start with her friends. As long as her friends recognize him, the success rate will increase a lot.

Thinking of this, Zhou Xiaoming stretched out his right hand.

However, the two people on the opposite side didn't follow him.

Cut, who wants to shake hands with him to make friends? He looks gentle and wears a pair of glasses. I didn't expect him to be a shameless mistress. Hmph, shaking hands with him, I'm afraid I'll dirty myself.

Cough cough, the above is Han Wei's inner monologue.

However, just as Zhou Xiaoming scratched his head and wanted to withdraw his right hand in embarrassment, An Jiayue made a move that surprised both Han Wei and Qiu Yuqing.

"Hello, An Jiayue, next to me is Han Wei, please give me your advice." An Jiayue said suddenly, and... also took Zhou Xiaoming's salty hand with her right hand.

Come on!Under what circumstances can rivals be so friendly?

After that, there is no text.

"An Jiayue, just tell me, do you dare to be a little more cowardly? That big green hat is going to be on top of your head, and you still shake hands with Xiaosan so friendly? Should I call you stupid or should I call you stupid?" Praise you for your good temper?" The night fell silently again, at exactly nine o'clock in the evening, Han Wei sat on a swivel chair with her hands folded around her chest, staring straight at Ann lying on the bed with her back facing her. Jiayue, even more angry.

In the scene during the day, if An Jiayue could use psychological hints to persuade herself before, then when two pairs of four people met in this huge S City by chance, it would be a real embarrassment, and a fool can See what's going on.Han Wei really couldn't figure it out. At that time, you, An Jiayue, didn't say anything because you were too surprised. Yes, she can understand.But, why is it that the man with glasses, the man who called you, he said hello to you with a playful smile, and you still agreed to him, and please give me more advice?Is there any good advice?And Qiu Yuqing's expression, the expression of being caught and raped in bed.My God, An Jiayue, why do you always lose the chain at critical moments?

no answer.

"An Jiayue, don't pretend to be asleep there, I know you're listening. They put a hat greener than rapeseed flowers on you, if you're a normal person, get up for my old lady, don't look like a wimp. "Han Wei got up and walked to the bed, reprimanded An Jiayue while vigorously lifting her up, making her sit up and talk to herself.

"Han Wei, what exactly do you want?" Reluctantly, knowing that the other party would not give up if he couldn't get up, he had to sit up obediently, his eyes were indeed hurt.

How could she feel better about what happened today?Qiu Yuqing was lying to her. There was no such thing as a teacher who had something to do to change the course to today.But what can we do?Qiu Yuqing lied, she lied, and things have become like this, so if she is really like what Han Wei said, what is she doing with those scenes of crying, making trouble, and hanging herself?Even if she really did these things, what's the use? Can it change the facts?It seems that it can only relieve the imbalance in my heart.In that case, why did she put in so much effort?

"What do I want to do? Don't you think you asked the wrong person? It seems to be what your family wants to do, right? If you don't want to be together, just say it. Why do you mess with those who are not? Let us all be treated like fools." She is playing around, what teacher wants to make up lessons, fart! I think she has gone to find a man."

"Han Wei, don't talk nonsense."

Han Wei just sat down on the bed, and stared at her with wide eyes: "An Jiayue, do you know that now I hate the most, the person I hate the most is not Qiu Yuqing, but you! Why didn't I find out before Why are you so useless? I always thought you were smart, how did you become like this?"

Hearing this, I am afraid that even the best-tempered person can't bear it, as expected by Han Wei, the eyes of the other party changed: "Han Wei, you go, I'm sleepy and want to sleep. "

"Sleep, sleep, sleep, why do you sleep, you have..." This heart is really big enough, you still want to sleep after such a big thing happened?But before Han Wei's anger was over, there was a hasty knock on the door.

Moreover, he knocked and shouted: "Xiaoyue, you are at home, can you open the door? Let me in, Xiaoyue."

"Yeah, Cao Cao will be here, I'll let her explain to you this time." After Han Wei finished speaking, Ma Liu'er got up and went to open the door. An Jiayue also wanted to say something, but stopped on the right hand she had just raised , and put it down.

When Han Wei opened the door which had been knocked loudly by people outside, her eyes showed disdain somewhat similar to that of Zhang Entong.With the intervention of the dim yellow light, Qiu Yuqing's figure was fully exposed. Seeing that the person who opened the door for her was not An Jiayue, because she was too impatient, she didn't pay much attention to Han Wei's eyes. She just nodded to show her courtesy. He took off his shoes and walked into the house.

In a hut of less than ten square meters, a thin girl sat on the bed with her eyes closed, her hands were put on her sides, and she was thinking about something.

"Xiaoyue..." Seeing this scene, Qiu Yuqing stopped unknowingly and stood five steps away from the person on the bed. Han Wei also followed, leaning against the door, looking at the two of them. move.

But who knows, whether these two people were nuns who meditated for a long time in their previous lives, and they were able to maintain this posture for such a long time. In the end, it was Han Wei who gave up first, leaving a sentence of "you talk slowly" and left.

If she continued to spend with these two people, Han Wei was really afraid that a spider web would form on the top of her head, and the person who tied the bell would have to be untied. Let them settle their affairs by themselves.

Unexpectedly, the simple parting this time turned out to be a farewell forever.

"Sit down." After Han Wei left, An Jiayue still closed her eyes tightly, but Qiu Yuqing was a little relieved that the other party did not act like a child and refused to talk to her in anger.

Qiu Yuqing was not polite either, and sat down on the bed like Han Wei: "Xiaoyue, please listen to my explanation, things are not what you think."

God knows how scared she is, afraid that An Jiayue will not listen to her explanation, afraid that she will not believe every word of her, and even more afraid that the other party will leave her regardless of anything.Qiu Yuqing knew she was wrong, she really knew she was wrong, she shouldn't have concealed it from the beginning, she shouldn't have lied, she should have told An Jiayue everything in full.Lover, what is a lover?She is happy when she is happy, bears it together when she is sad, and solves it together when she is difficult. She can give her back to each other without any scruples, but what has she done?

She actually... lied to the person she loved the most and wanted to spend her life with.

The dark eyes slowly opened, and what came into view was a person full of negative emotions. An Jiayue smiled bitterly: "Explain? What is there to explain? If you didn't do anything, what is there to explain to me?" ?”

In an instant, Qiu Yuqing's heart went cold, and she couldn't say a word of all the words that came to her mind on the road.

Yes, there is nothing to explain. If she really didn't do anything to apologize to An Jiayue, why did she come to her house at night just for an explanation?

It turned out that An Jiayue could also show such a bitter smile.

"Qiu Yuqing, will you listen to me?" An Jiayue said, and Qiu Yuqing nodded mechanically.

"Before I met you, I felt that I was always messing around. I didn't study well, I was not popular, my personality was bad, and I had almost no advantages. I was messing around all day long. It's too early to say that I'm just waiting to die. The adoptive mother is playing mahjong every day, and sometimes I can’t see her for several days, let alone pick me up from school and cook for me every day. The adoptive father has been working outside for many years and has not come back for a long time One time, it may be because of this reason that I have developed such a quiet temperament. So I just messed around like this, repeating the previous day’s things every day, and being alone every day. Sometimes I have holidays, Seeing children the same age as me outside gathered together to talk, laugh, and fight, and I was in this empty house. At that time, I still thought, I don’t want to be like them, in the Running around in the sun, getting so tanned, running out of breath, I don't want to do that. Look at me, alone at home, free, not so tired, don't have to worry about getting tanned, how nice. However, I can’t deny it. At that time, I was still a little envious. At that time, I didn’t make friends with Han Wei and the others, I didn’t know you, and I didn’t have a good friend by my side. In the class, I was like a transparent person The same, it is easy to be ignored by teachers and classmates. It just passed day after day until I was about to enter junior high school and met you on the Internet, Qiu Yuqing. You came to chat with me almost every day. At that time, my first Thank God again, thank you for not forgetting me completely, for sending you to my side, and letting you stay with me. Until later, I was even happier when I became a lover when you didn’t know that I was a daughter I can't stop, I always giggle inexplicably in class. Maybe after that, I finally couldn't help being ignored by the people around me, and I would always vent my anger on you, and you always endured it silently. If it's not too late, I really want to say sorry to you. Fortunately, you also broke out once later, which made me realize that you are my lover, not my punching bag. It was only after that that I realized that these days I was so happy that I actually forgot that I am not Xia Lingxuan, but An Jiayue, a woman of the same gender as you. God, I really want to smoke myself, how can I lie to you? You do it for me After so much, how can I still have the heart to let you be in a scam? So, I proposed to break up. I think you know what happened in the future, for you to endure the treatment that even high school boys can’t accept, for you You are shamelessly looking for a boyfriend. I owe you all of these. Later, I approached you as An Jiayue and became friends with you. I just wanted to be by your side and watch you graduate. Work, marriage, and seeing you live well, I am content. But I never thought that I had calculated so much, and for so long, that a cold, a Han Wei, ruined all my carefully arranged plans. .”

An Jiayue paused for a moment, then continued: "Qiu Yuqing, I told you so much about my past, not to let you know how much I have paid for you, nor to make you feel that I owe you anything. Stay with me because of guilt or sympathy. I like you, you know about it, Han Wei knows it, Su Qing knows it, Cheng Yiqian knows it, everyone knows it. But I don’t want my love for you to be your burden, you don’t owe What about me, I voluntarily crippled this arm. Don’t imprison yourself in a place where only I am, and don’t chain yourself up. My greatest happiness is you. Only when you are happy and happy can I be happy. Feel happy. So, I never worry about you going farther and knowing more people who are better than me, as long as he can give you happiness, even if the person standing by your side in the future is not me, so what?"

Even if the person standing by your side in the future is not me, so what?

An Jiayue, with you in this life, what more can I ask for.

How would Qiu Yuqing tell her, An Jiayue, I like you, I just like you, and it has nothing to do with sympathy or guilt.I just like you, a girl who is as thin as a patient, with straight hair and ponytail.How can I tell you that the person I like cannot be like you, has the same taste as you, has the same personality as you, and has the same hair style as you, and must be you?

Where the hell did you hear about guilt and sympathy?

"I..." Qiu Yuqing, whose eyes were red for countless times, was covered by An Jiayue as soon as she opened her mouth.

"Shh, after talking so much, everyone is tired. Let's talk about it tomorrow, okay? Come to my house as soon as you finish the exam tomorrow, and then we can talk about it?" An Jiayue believes that Qiu Yuqing will agree, because not only It's her, and the other party also needs one night to see the relationship between them clearly.

"Okay." As expected, Qiu Yuqing was just stunned for a moment, and then agreed.

The black night looked a bit bleak, it was already very late, but some houses were still brightly lit, and the street lamps were neatly arranged like soldiers, bringing light to the dark night.Qiu Yuqing was walking on the road in a daze, but her thoughts were still on what someone said in a certain room.

Suddenly, a sharp pain in her heart made her bend down feebly. She didn't know what was pulling her. Qiu Yuqing looked back, but found a black Rolls Royce parked on the almost deserted road. At the gate of the community where she just came out, two women who were completely wrapped in black windbreakers got out of the car, which was indescribably weird.

It's... a coincidence, they don't know each other...

After her heart gradually calmed down, Qiu Yuqing slowly straightened her body and continued to walk the road she hadn't finished.

An Jiayue, you must wait for me, when I finish the exam, when I go to find you, I will let you understand that my feelings for you are not shitty guilt or sympathy.

This miss is a lifetime.

Not long after Qiu Yuqing left, An Jiayue's eyes were still blurred while sitting on the bed, it was only after two knocks on the door that she refocused her eyes.

Is it Han Wei, or Qiu Yuqing?Forgot something?

The knock on the door didn't stop, An Jiayue didn't have time to think, she got up and got out of bed to open the door.

The dark living room finally shone with a glimmer of light, the dim yellow light looked so miserable, and two slender and straight figures came into the eyes, appearing in a moment of incomprehension.