Faith is supreme

Mo Yan slowly let go of the hand that was clasping the door tightly, "Go out and talk."

This time, he compromised.Mo Yan stepped out of the room and sat down on the steps in front of the door as Liu Yin was used to.Liu Yin followed behind him and stood by his side.

The moon was not very good that night, and there were not many stars, they gathered together in twos and threes.Liu Yin opened his mouth, but when the situation came to an end, he found that he couldn't say a word, he opened and closed his mouth but there was no sound.

He was silent for a while, and took two sips of the wine from the altar to strengthen himself. After a few sips, he found that it didn't work, so he drank it in big gulps. The slender and fair neck was submerged in the placket, and the light blue placket instantly darkened.

Mo Yan has been sitting without watching the streaming audio or speaking.The atmosphere was so dull that even the slightest wind didn't dare to disturb it, and the surroundings were so silent that everything seemed to have disappeared.Mo Yan didn't speak until Liu Yin's hand tilted and most of the wine spilled on his body, he said: "I'm getting drunk, don't drink too much."

Liu Yin put down the wine in a daze, her eyes also ached, it was so painful, but nothing flowed out of it, only her eyes turned red.

Mo Yan took a tenth of the wine he drank but poured most of the wine, and took a big gulp, his wine Yufeng woke up most of the wine as soon as the wind blew.He considered to speak.But Liuyin took the lead.

"I'm going down the mountain tomorrow and I won't be coming back."

Mo Yan's hand unconsciously grabbed Liu Yin's wrist, as if he was afraid that he would leave.He gritted his teeth and said two words with an irrefutable majesty: "You dare."

Liuyin twitched his hand, but he didn't twitch, but made Mo Yan hold it tighter.He looked at the hand being held, and finally murmured: "You hurt me." He was stating a fact, but it was miserable for no reason.

This was his first time in front of Mo Yan, no, it should be said that this was the first time he Liu Yin said "pain" in front of people.When people asked him, he always answered "not bitter", "not tired" and "not painful", but today he is crying for pain.

Mo Yan came to his senses and loosened his grip, but he didn't let go.

The moon is not clear, but there is still moonlight pouring down, although it is inadvertently bright, it also passes through the gaps in the leaves, casting mottled shadows on Liu Yin's face, the light and dark are intertwined, and his expression cannot be seen clearly.

Liuyin hoarsely said: "What do you want from me? Staying here just to make you angry, you are not tired these days, Ayin is tired." He said softly, not full of resentment or sadness, he Speaking in a steady tone, even the expression is calm.

But the eyes can't lie, the blood streaked up those clean and clear eyes quietly, and the eyes that couldn't shed tears were so red that they seemed to bleed the next moment.He raised his head stubbornly through the cover of the night and said in Liu Yin, his voice could not find the lingling, crisp and pleasant shadow, but it was so hoarse that he really couldn't make any sound in the next moment: "It doesn't matter if you like it or admire it." Okay. The streaming sounds are directed at you alone. If you don’t want it, then don’t. Why bother to lie to me? Since you don’t want to see me and just need a word from you, why bother to hide from me? Until now I don’t think My liking is wrong, but if you don’t want it, I’ll keep it.”

It turned out that it wasn't that he didn't complain, it wasn't that he didn't hate, it was just that he loved that person so much but couldn't afford to hate him, so he could only struggle madly by himself, full of scars.The eyes that finally swelled and ached had a drop of tear in a few hours, blurring the wind and moon.

Mo Yan listened in a daze, every word was like a heavy hammer hitting his heart.My mind lost its clarity all of a sudden, and I only knew how to follow my heart.

How long does it take for a tear to fall?For Mo Yan, it seemed as long as a lifetime, but for Liu Yin, it was just a sentence: "The matter is now. I don't think I will come back again. Master, there will be no time in the future. You should be good to the outside world." So you will be happier too.

Mo Yan's brain roared for a while, and his trembling hands that controlled Cangsheng slowly and gently wiped away his tears, even the exhalation stopped silently at this moment.If this was a dream, then Mo Yan was afraid that his exhalation would be a little heavier, and this good dream would be blown away.

At that moment, he seemed to be in a magic barrier, his ears were full of what he said, but he said too much and too scattered, everything from his childhood to the present was surrounded by his ears, and he almost couldn't tell the difference.He slowly peeled off the cocoon, looking for what he needed, and then he found the words of Sheng Xiaomo's fox that suddenly popped out of his head, he said: "You have to coax him. Just give him whatever he wants." .”

Mo Yan held Liu Yin's face in his hands, and they both looked at each other blankly.But no one spoke.

What does Ah Yin want?

In the end, it was Mo Yan who moved first, and he leaned closer to Liu Yin as if he wanted to hug him.And Liu Yin looked at the faces that were getting closer and closer. He looked up at him all his life. It was rare that he could look at each other's eyes without him raising his head or bowing his head.Liu Yin felt a sudden feeling in the hollow place, even though it was painful.

Mo Yan moved first, but Liu Yin was faster than him.He leaned forward to touch those lips regardless, and was ready to be pushed away.

What the cold lips touched was still cold.It's like a butterfly dipped in spring water and then stays on the lips.Cool and light.

Mo Yan didn't respond, he didn't even know what the situation was now.He let go of Liu Yin's hand, and instead hugged him in his arms, as if he was holding a loving child.

His eyes obviously couldn't shed any tears, but they seemed to be swollen with pain, and something fell from his wide open eyes.The sharpness and indifference have subsided, leaving only the soft Mo Yan like poison, Liu Yin knows it but is still possessed.

Salty tears slid down to the lips, spreading along the lips of the two sticks.Mo Yan was drunk, and the strength of Wangyoujiu surged at this moment.When he realized what it was, the wet and salty tears had already sucked him coldly between his lips and teeth.Time stood still at this moment, Liu Yin's eyes widened.Suddenly felt that at this moment he suddenly went crazy.

He said he wouldn't let him go, did he?OK, he's not leaving.How about staying in Changli forever and being with him?

Liu Yin reached out to the wine jar that Mo Yan had casually put aside, and wiped the mouth of the jar with his fingers.Mo Yan slowly separated from him, and gently patted his back with his hands, like coaxing him to sleep when he was a child or comforting him after crying, clumsy but tender beyond words.Liu Yin smiled, he raised his hand and took a sip of the wine but hugged Mo Yan tightly and put all the wine into his mouth.You always pull me on another road just when I thought my road had come to an end.I will be tired if I am exhausted all the time, I don’t want to go on anymore, why not let me choose a path for us this time.And at last, the end of the road, I put him in your hands.

Whatever you want, whatever you want, I will listen to you.

"Crack" the wine jar fell to the ground, and the broken porcelain jar echoed. The fragrance of wine was overflowing, what was it that was destroyed, and what was it like being overwhelmed and hard to get back.Before they knew it, they had reached a dead end.

It's ridiculous that one person already understands that they are crazy enough to put all their eggs in one basket, but the other still can't see clearly that they have reached a dead end.

The author has something to say: the next chapter, how will the meat slag come and go? Counsel~ [Wangtian] Is it really mainly abuse~~

☆、Chapter 45