I heard you miss me

When he got off the bus, Cheng Jin was still reminiscing about the kiss just now. He didn't know if the two girls noticed it. He raised his hand and rubbed his lips with his thumb. When he thought of Lu Yang blushing and breathing lightly, he couldn't help but want to smile.

At that time, he had never imagined what he would face next...

Less than 50 meters away from home, he was blocked by a black car.

This is a car with a license plate that has never been seen before. The windows are closed and a layer of black sunscreen is pasted on it. It is completely impossible to see the people inside.

Cheng Jin just looked a little more suspiciously, without thinking too much, when he was about to take a detour, the car door slowly rolled down, revealing the face of a middle-aged man.

"Uncle Ji?"

Cheng Jin was stunned. This was an old friend who had business contacts with his father. He often came to visit the house when he was a child.

"Xiao Jin, get in the car."

Ji Yaorong gestured at him and said in a deep voice.

Although he didn't know what was going on, but from his serious expression, Cheng Jin had an intuition that something was going to happen, so he got into his car as promised.

After fastening the seat belt, he asked, "Uncle Ji, is my dad back?"

"Your father came back, but he's gone now." Ji Yaorong turned the steering wheel, turned the car in one direction, and drove towards the door.

Cheng Jin was puzzled: "What do you mean? What do you mean come back and leave again?"

As soon as the words fell, the car happened to pass by the door of his house, and a few tall guys in black suits came out of his house.

Obviously these guys weren't invited in, and if no one was invited, the only thing that could be thought of was breaking in.

"who are they?!"

"Keep your voice down." Ji Yaorong stopped him from continuing, stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove out of the community quickly.

Cheng Jin just passed by his home, but what he didn't expect was that this was the last time he would see his home.

After driving on the road, Ji Yaorong confirmed through the rearview mirror that there was no vehicle catching up, then he relaxed and said, "Xiao Jin, there is something, you have to be mentally prepared."

"……what?"

"Your father's business failed and he owed a lot of debt. He and your mother have already packed their bags and fled abroad. In order to avoid harassment from debt collectors, you are temporarily staying at my house during this time."

When Cheng Jin heard the news, he acted quite calmly—his father is a businessman, and a shopping mall is like a battlefield. He hid from debts for a long time. Later, his father started a new business from scratch, started a new company, and it got better and better. It was just listed in the United States the year before last.

So this time the business failure that Ji Yaorong said did not bring him too much shock. In his mind, as long as the family is together, there will be no difficulties that cannot be overcome.

He adjusted the tightness of the seat belt and said, "Oh, where did my parents go? I'll book a plane ticket now."

"do not know."

"...?" Cheng Jin turned to look at him - what do you mean you don't know?

Ji Yaorong said: "No one knows where they went. I think I may not have made it clear that the money they owe this time is huge... What I mean by going abroad to hide their debts is another way of saying that they disappeared, so it is impossible to tell anyone. Man, do you understand?"

"Including me, I have no right to know?" Cheng Jin was stunned for a few seconds, then smiled and said, "Are you kidding me?" Then he took out his cell phone from his pocket and dialed his father.

"Hello, the phone you dialed has been switched off."

Cheng Jin didn't realize the seriousness of the matter until a mechanical notification sound came from the receiver.

He cast doubtful eyes on Ji Yaorong: "Uncle Ji...then when will they come back to pick me up?"

"Pick you up? Heh, maybe a few months, maybe... a few years." Ji Yaorong shrugged, "Who knows."

"It's impossible." Cheng Jin said, "How many years? Then what should I do?"

"During the time they haven't come back, I'll take care of your food and daily life. Of course, I can't take care of you for too long. When you can be independent, go out and make money by yourself."

What Cheng Jin didn't expect was that he would just live a life of being dependent on others.

The sudden disappearance of his parents left him alone in the country and ignored him. Could such a life be worse?

He used to think that as long as the family was together, he would be willing to face any difficulty, but obviously his parents didn't think so, at least they didn't want to face it with him.

Is it because he's a liability?Is it a burden?Still don't believe that he has the courage and ability to face it together?

Maybe, maybe not.

Cheng Jin had to accept too many life changes overnight, so when Lu Yang suddenly called to break up the next day, he couldn't react at first.

He was sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the Ji Zhai guest room, and he could see the dark night sky and a few sporadic stars lit up.

On the phone, Lu Yang's voice looked like he was about to cry, and his tone of voice was even more resolute as if he was about to die: "Cheng, Cheng Jin, I want to break up with you...break up!"

Break up... huh...

Cheng Jin was stunned when he heard these two words.

He lowered his eyes and thought for a while before he remembered the actual meaning of these two words.

Breaking up...means never to be with me again...

Don't see me anymore, don't talk to me anymore, don't go to the cafeteria with me, go to gym class with me, or leave school from the tree-lined path together...

is that so.

What happened to the sudden panic...

He leaned against the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, and the window glass reflected his back, lonely.

After a long time, he said, "You already... don't like me anymore." Before Lu Yang could reply, he laughed at himself again, "It turns out that there really is such a thing as a 3-minute hotness..."

The other party sniffed softly, "You are the one who is hot in 3 minutes. If you don't like me, why do you agree to be with me? Is it fun to play with me? I... I won't cry, break up with you Not sad at all, yes, not sad at all!"

Lu Yang hung up the phone without explaining clearly. Cheng Jin didn't know that Lu Yang cried "wow" after hanging up the phone. At that time, he just stared blankly at the phone screen, which showed the duration of the call: 59 seconds.

In less than a minute, did you cut off all the relationship between us... really... so cruel.

He puts down his phone, rests his head on his knees—well, they all leave.

Will go anyway.

Anyway, in the end, he was always the only one left.

It doesn't matter what the reason is.

Isn't it.

On the first day after the breakup, he didn't feel anything special, it seemed that there was only one chattering person missing from his side.

He thought that the impact of the breakup would not be great, but from the next day, he found that he was wrong, and there was a big emptiness in his heart, as if a part had been pulled away, making him no matter what Eat or sleep, will think about that part.

Miss him, want to find him.

This feeling is extremely strong.

Really miss him.

But he didn't have the courage to go to Lu Yang—even his own parents didn't want him, so why did he ask Lu Yang to stay with him?

A stalker will be hated, but now Lu Yang may just not like him, so he must not be hated.

That's so ugly.

So he could only endure, no matter how much he thought about it.

Sometimes, the longing was so strong that even his heart ached, so he took sleeping pills to force himself to sleep.

Later, late at night, I couldn't bear it anymore and called him.

"Hello..." Lu Yang seemed to have fallen asleep and was woken up, his voice was vague.

But it was just a voice, like a drug addict, Cheng Jin greedily turned up the receiver volume to the maximum, so as to hear the short "Hello" clearly.

"Senior...I miss you."

The other party didn't answer for a long time, and Cheng Jin couldn't help becoming nervous.

"Can't you make up?" He said in a low voice.

"Ah? What did you say?"

"..." Cheng Jin smiled wryly, "Even you don't want me anymore."

Forget it, his life is a mess now, what's the point of reconciliation?

"Cheng Jin..."

Lu Yang seemed to call his name on the phone, but he had already pressed the end button.

"Dong dong dong", the door was knocked three times, Ji Shuze pushed the door open and walked in: "Haven't you slept so late?"

"You didn't sleep either." Cheng Jin threw the phone under the quilt and turned on the bedside lamp.

Ji Xuan poked out half of his head from behind the door: "Brother Cheng Jin, you can't stay up late, you will become ugly if you stay up late."

Ji Shuze said: "Xiaoxuan is thirsty. I took him to the kitchen to drink water. I passed by your room and heard you on the phone."

"It's nothing, I made a mistake." Cheng Jin took out sleeping pills from the bedside table, and just poured out two pills, Ji Shuze walked over quickly, took the pill bottle, and said with a frown, "What the hell is this?"

"Sleeping pills." Cheng Jin replied flatly.

"What are you eating this for?"

"Can't sleep, why don't you let me take two sleeping pills?" Cheng Jin took the medicine bottle and put it in the drawer of the cabinet.

"Hey, let me say, you don't have anything to worry about, do you?"

"Is there anything I can't think about." Cheng Jin hooked Ji Xuan's hands, and Ji Xuan walked over stupidly. Although Cheng Jin was a little haggard, he was still handsome in a mess. Ji Xuan was stunned and didn't pay attention to the water glass in his hand. has been snatched.

Cheng Jin raised his head and swallowed the pill, rolled his Adam's apple, and wiped the corner of his mouth: "It's just a broken relationship."

It's just that the people I care about don't want me anymore.

this is nothing.

Right.

The author has something to say: Mr. Ji, a citizen who does not want to be named, said that he once worried that the tenants living in his house would commit suicide by taking sleeping pills, so he bought out the sleeping pills in all nearby hospitals.

After the tenant knew his move, he was very moved and said: "Damn mentally retarded."