Bandit Shi Xianyu

"How did you sleep recently?" The doctor looked up at him, the pen rested on the paper, waiting for his answer, and rated it on this item.

Pei Cangyu's folded hands changed up and down, holding down her legs that were about to shake unconsciously, and nodded slowly: "It's much better."

"How many times have you had a dream this week?"

"……three times."

"How many times has it been related to Shiraishi?"

"..."

The doctor's pen did not move. He looked at Pei Cangyu tenderly, like looking at a puppy on the side of the road that was soaked by rain.

"once."

The doctor asked him encouragingly, "What did you dream about?"

Pei Cangyu was silent again, and the doctor on the opposite side waited patiently.

This psychological counseling room is located in the building on Qingdong Street, which is mostly the headquarters of some non-profit organizations, including this psychological counseling room.The building has [-] floors, and there is a park outside the building, not close to the road, so it is very quiet.Shi Yuanchen recommended him to come here, not for "treatment", but "to chat with you, and by the way, to evaluate whether you are ready to be admitted to the police academy".

That's right, Pei Cangyu has officially become a student of the police academy.

After he came back, he lived in the hospital for a week. He felt that there was nothing wrong with his body, so he quickly packed his things (only two sets of clothes) and went home.

At the beginning, although everyone looked at him like a broken vase, it was really not ordinary people's simple minds to not be able to stand up to the leather dog. I haven't seen him for so many years, and there is not even a little estrangement, and I don't care about apples and monkeys. The topic, rushed forward and said "I miss you to death" with snot and tears, and the plane shook his head beside him.

Speaking of the two of them, Shi Yuanchen added a few words, the main sponsor of their journey is Leather Dog, and the newspaper that Airplane works for is sparing no effort to push Baishi to stand trial.

In fact, at this time, Pei Cangyu was still in a daze, things happened too quickly and ended too quickly.In front of him were the people he was most familiar with, the ones who brought him back all the way. Pei Cangyu should have the joy of surviving the catastrophe, but he just felt very peaceful.

Tu Ziyun wrote a letter of recommendation for him, and Houzi practiced with him for three months. In May, Pei Cangyu passed the physical fitness test, followed by the quality test. In July, Pei Cangyu was admitted. In August, he entered the police academy. Start training.

Pei Cangyu lived every day with an unreal feeling of stepping on the clouds, Shi Yuanchen tactfully persuaded him that even though the assessment was over, if he still wanted to see the doctor, he could continue to see him.

So Pei Cangyu kept seeing the doctor, three times a month, and he never asked about the consultation fee, probably Shi Yuanchen arranged it.

Life is full of chores.

The tuition fee waived, the living expenses that appeared in the card for some reason, the house that Shi Yuanchen helped rent, the junior high school classmates who called and wrote intermittently, and the homeroom teacher who helped him make up lessons.

Everyone talks to him, and now he is the center of life, and these things revolve around him, and everyone is more or less radiating kindness, focusing on him, which makes him very uncomfortable.

By October, things were much better.

Kong Ping started school, Hou Qi'an went back to school, Pigou went abroad again, the plane returned to the company, and Fei Zuohua was busy with his promotion.

But Shi Yuanchen still visits him often.

After these lively concerns passed, Pei Cangyu got used to it.

The house is also more used to living, the road to the school is also smooth, and even seeing Shi Yuanchen has become a regular occurrence.

He never asked Baishi how he was, never mentioned it, and no one asked him.

Except doctors.

"Did you dream of being on the road with him?" the doctor asked again.

Pei Cangyu raised his eyes and glanced at the doctor quickly, then turned his eyes away to stare at the pattern on the curtain again: "I dreamed that it was my birthday."

"How old are you?"

"It's... about the age you are now."

"and then?"

Pei Cangyu turned her hand unconsciously: "He... escaped..."

"and then?"

"Escape...give me my birthday." Pei Cangyu paused, "From the prison, and then come here by plane, wait for me at my house, give me a piece of strawberry cake. I said I don't like strawberries, he laughed Laughed, said sorry, mango next time. I said yes, and then remembered that he ran out, so I said fart, there is no next time. He laughed again, and said yes, you are the police now, do you want to arrest me? He raised his hand. Before I could think about it, there was a red dot aimed at his forehead. A group of people surrounded the place, saying that he was surrounded and told him to surrender. Baishi went out, raised his hand, and the bright light shone on him. On him. The sound on the speakers made him kneel, and he knelt, but no one came up and handcuffed him...”

The doctor looked at Pei Cangyu and found that his tone was trembling, so he interrupted him at this moment: "And then?"

When Pei Cangyu was called, she shook in shock, collected herself, raised her head, opened her lips, and said nothing.

The doctor looked at him: "Have you been shot?"

"..."

Pei Cangyu nodded slowly.

The doctor wrote something on the paper, looked at Pei Cangyu's dazed face, turned the cap on his pen, and called him.

Pei Cangyu turned back in a daze.

The doctor asked guidingly: "If you want to ask how he is, who can you ask?"

Pei Cangyu frowned, "I don't want to know."

The doctor looked at him and finally sighed softly.

***

When Pei Cangyu went out, Shi Yuanchen was leaning on his car and standing on the corner of the street in a cool manner. When he saw Pei Cangyu, he raised his hand to say hello.

Pei Cangyu walked towards him, Shi Yuanchen opened the car door for him.

"How is today?" Shi Yuanchen put on his seat belt.

"It's not good." Pei Cangyu rubbed her eyebrows, "I think the doctor is getting annoyed by me, and there is no progress."

"Really." Shi Yuanchen glanced at him, "Or you can try his suggestion."

"He wanted me to ask about Shiraishi's current situation."

"but?"

"I don't want to ask."

Shi Yuanchen didn't speak.

Pei Cangyu turned her face away, put her arms on the car window, and put her face in her hands: "It's just like what you think."

"What do we think? What kind?"

Pei Cangyu turned back to look at him, quite annoyed: "You think I'm Stockholm. Do you only know this word? Is it new?"

Shi Yuanchen said nothing: "There will be some people who think so."

"Anyway, I won't admit it."

"Because Officer Fei said that to you?"

Pei Cangyu had an aggrieved look on his face: "I'm not that sick. I'm not sick."

Shi Yuanchen said slowly: "It has nothing to do with illness."

Pei Cangyu gave him a sideways look, and stopped talking.

"Actually, Pei Cangyu. I think you can say what you are angry about." He looked at Pei Cangyu, "You are very angry. From the beginning to the present, there is nothing you decide on your own, and you are pushed by one side or the other. No one has asked your opinion. Officer Fei thinks you are 'completely influenced', and will not tell you about Baishi at all, and will not allow others to tell you. Your friends, except for the one with the surname Pi Classmate, I feel sympathy for you more or less. I think this reunion is too thoughtful and needs time to adjust. The "original life" you want most, even if you come back now, it will be completely different. .”

Shi Yuanchen paused for a moment and continued: "So if you are angry, I can totally understand it. Refusing everything related to Baishi will not be good for your mental state...Maybe I went too far, you..."

He looked at Pei Cangyu, and Pei Cangyu was also looking at him, with a little smile: "You also found that the skinny dog ​​is not an ordinary person..."

"...Did you just notice this?"

Pei Cangyu raised her head and leaned on her arm: "Ah, yes. But you know me so well, why don't you come and be my psychiatrist and save the consultation fee."

Shi Yuanchen smiled: "Okay."

Pei Cangyu turned to look at him: "I don't understand. Since you have to analyze the reasons for everything, you should analyze and analyze why you want to take care of me."

Just as Shi Yuanchen opened his mouth, Pei Cangyu interrupted him again: "Pay attention to the important point of 'control', you are not just helping. To the extent that the two of us met by chance... Do you have a son who was lost many years ago? Or is it me and him? Looks a lot like it?"

"..." Shi Yuanchen turned this corner, and Pei Cangyu's residence was in front of him, "I'll tell you next time."

Pei Cangyu leaned forward and picked up her schoolbag: "Okay——if you don't tell me, I won't ask. I'm such a good young man who respects other people's wishes."

When getting out of the car, Shi Yuanchen stretched out his hand and pulled his arm, poked his head out of the car window: "Have you not slept well recently?" He pointed to his eyes.

Pei Cangyu shrugged: "It's not good. It's very difficult for us in Stockholm to recover."

"Don't be mad."

"Any thing else?"

Shi Yuanchen let go of his hand: "If you want to know about Baishi, you can ask Fei Zuohua."

"I said it all, I don't want to know at all..."

"You can also ask me." Shi Yuanchen interrupted him.

Shi Yuanchen stared at him: "Do you want to know?"

Pei Cangyu didn't move.

When the setting sun changed its angle and hit Shi Yuanchen's face slightly, Pei Cangyu shook his head: "I don't want to."

With that he turned and walked towards his house, where he had a secret.

But Shi Yuanchen said suddenly: "Baishi is coming back. He was extradited back to China."

Pei Cangyu was like a robot, turning back slowly and mechanically with the sound of twisting parts, and the orange sunset light on his clothes jumped to his chest.

"next week."

Shi Yuanchen told him.

But I couldn't see Pei Cangyu's expression clearly.