The world is full of evil towards me

[It is very tiring to explain this kind of thing.But most of the time you have to explain things, otherwise people will never understand. 】

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When Shen Qianhe's fist was about to fall, Zhong Gehuang closed his eyes in fright, and he saw that he was a person who didn't exercise much and didn't fight with others much.

But Zhong Gehuang didn't feel any pain after waiting for a long time, so he quietly opened his eyes a crack.

He saw Shen Qianhe looking at him with a smile that was not a smile, like a mockery or a laugh at his ignorance, the fair face with the wounds had faded looked very handsome, the red earring on the left ear was shining brightly in the afterglow, and because It was very close, so Zhong Gehuang could even smell the fresh fragrance of laundry detergent on Shen Qianhe's body.

I saw Shen Qianhe's fists and palms gently touching his forehead, and the cold temperature of his fingers spread from Zhong Gehuang's forehead to his whole body, making him shiver uncontrollably.

"I'll let you off this time, elementary school boy, don't post things indiscriminately in the future, or I will hit you every time I see you." Shen Qianhe backed away and walked back after speaking, those students who were peeking behind seemed to be disturbed Fluttering away like a pigeon, Zhong Gehuang sat on the ground with limp legs.But the expression on his face was very strange.

Zhong Gehuang looked at Shen Qianhe's leaving back with flickering eyes, his heart was surging.

this person!Inexplicable!So handsome!

It's not the same as the rumors! !

Shen Qianhe didn't know what the little fat man who was threatened by him was thinking, he just scratched the back of his head in distress, feeling that his desire to beat someone just now was naive.

He really wanted to beat him up just now, but when he saw a fat and white child closing his eyes in fright, the anger in his heart was suddenly punctured.

Why bother with a child, except for posting a photo to make others misunderstand him, it seems to be nothing, the consequences are like tickling, anyway, his legend is already ugly, this photo can only make him more famous That's all.Shrugging his shoulders, he was still a little excited to be so much-watched for the first time.

Although the cause and effect of this much-anticipated cause makes people dumbfounded.

Touching the earring on the left ear, Shen Qianhe made it on purpose to scare Zhong Gehuang.I want to say that it would be more scary to become a gangster, but he didn't dye his hair in this world, and he didn't like those messy colors, so he thought of his ears pierced by bewitching at that time. Shen Qianhe took it off, after all, where would you need to wear these things when you go to school, but when you put them on, there is always a psychological hint that you are not afraid of anything.

I'm a gangster, I see a person who is not happy and drags that person to the corner to fight, without any reason.

It is such a thought.

And wearing ear studs is really different from other ordinary junior high school students, isn't it?Of course these are not interesting at all.

Shen Qianhe also seemed to have figured something out, in fact, he didn't really need to mind these rumors, after all, they were not reality.The IQ of the person who believes this is not very high, so he doesn't have to compare himself with mental retardation, does he?

Now let's think about how to deal with what the teacher said about asking parents.

"Hi, mom, when are you coming back?"

"I won't be back until three days later. Mom is in the north now. Are you out of money?"

"No, it's all right."

Very good, I won't be back until three days later, that is to say, I don't have to worry about my mother.

"Dad, the teacher is looking for you."

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know, I don't know what the teacher is thinking." Shen Qianhe thought of the teacher's hesitation, and said directly to his father.

With these rumors, fathers with high education should choose to trust their children.Shen Qianhe is also speechless to the teacher if he can say that parents are invited because of these things.

However, although Shen Qianhe thought so, Shen Qianhe in this world hadn't communicated with his father for almost five years, so he would never know his father's real reaction after hearing these words.

So when my father took time to find the teacher after school, the first time he saw Shen Qianhe was to ask: "Qianhe, is your mother treating you badly? She didn't come when the teacher asked the parents this time. You don’t know how to call me about things in school. What’s the matter with your grades in school? It’s so bad, did you meet some messy people that affected your studies? Also, I asked for leave for you, come with me tomorrow Check it out at the hospital."

To be honest, Shen Qianhe was a little stunned by his father's sudden crackling words. He had never seen his father teach himself such a sudden lesson.And it is also because he has forgotten that the self in this world is no longer the original self, so he can't take it for granted that the father in this world is also the father who has been with him for 24 years.

Because of thinking this way, Shen Qianhe didn't feel so unbelievable in his heart, but the balloon in his heart that wanted to cry out but seemed to be deflated was sleepy and there was nothing he could do about it.

"Father, what you heard was all lies, and others spread it randomly." Shen Qianhe helplessly defended himself, thinking that if he was himself in this world, he would definitely feel that his father ignored him a few years ago, but now Be angry at the sudden appearance of a parent.

"It's a rumor? Then can you explain what your grades are?" Dad suddenly became a little angry. Even if he didn't get to know Shen Qianhe seriously for a few years, it was Shen Qianhe in this world who didn't want his father to know. But hearing that Shen Qianhe was completely different from the image of a good boy he imagined, it was unacceptable.

In Dad's eyes, except for Shen Qianhe's inability to accept the fact that he divorced his mother before, everything else is good.

Shen Qianhe was really powerless, he couldn't explain the cause and effect, and it was true that his grades were poor.

"Aunt Qin will be sad if you are like this, you know?" Seeing that Shen Qianhe was speechless, his father eased his tone.But he calmed down because he mentioned Aunt Qin.

Shen Qianhe wanted to cry a little, he really didn't want to be reminded again and again that this was not his original world, he didn't know Aunt Qin and Aunt Gui at all, and his father would only reason with him and talk to him Talk heart-to-heart, instead of drawing a conclusion or labeling yourself just because of a sentence or two from the teacher.

However, with so much information, Shen Qianhe had to accept his fate again and again.

Dad brought Shen Qianhe back to his current home, and then called his mother in front of him, losing his temper.And the mother on the other side of the phone couldn't believe it, and called Shen Qianhe after hanging up the phone.

"Qianhe, what is your father talking about!?" The one who should come is still here. Shen Qianhe actually treats his parents like everyone else, respects them, and is afraid of hurting them because of his own problems, but he doesn't want them either. Impose your own consciousness on yourself.

A few days ago, I felt that no one was in charge of me, but after I made some actions, my parents began to pay attention to me again.And the original self in this world is probably also because he is afraid of his parents' accusations, so he has always lowered his sense of existence, and only silently engages in autism...

If you like to escape so much, it's just yourself.

Although I want to deliberately separate the self in the original world from the self in this world, even if my personality has changed due to the change of the environment, the sea of ​​consciousness deep in my heart will always be alone.

"Mom, you get busy with your work first, and I'll take care of it. Don't worry, Dad just doesn't know about my affairs, so don't listen to him." Although Shen Qianhe said this in the mature language he used to after graduating from university But both father and mother only think that he is in the rebellious period.

"Are you blaming mom for being busy with work and not caring about you? Who am I working for!? You also know that the dad you're talking about is your dad. You used to ignore him, but now you let him take care of you. You should listen to your dad! I will fly back tomorrow, so think about it tonight!" The impatient mother hung up the phone again, leaving Shen Qianhe without saying a word.

Shen Qianhe's expression was a bit strange, her mother's heart was really big, her father had formed a family with others now, but she could still let herself listen to her father's words so naturally.

But yes, my mother is a rational person, even if she is divorced, it is the same.

She has always been brave and strong, and knows exactly what she wants and doesn't need.

The mothers in this world may also have had headaches many times because of themselves in this world, but they are self-exiled in this world and have never understood it.

Although I know my parents are good to me, I still feel very uncomfortable.

"Dad, you and Mom are divorced. Actually, I have never been able to accept it." Sitting at home, although Shen Qianhe felt uncomfortable with his parents' distrust, he still had to say something clearly.When Dad heard Shen Qianhe say this suddenly, his expression was a little strange, but when he wanted to say something, he was interrupted by Shen Qianhe's next words.

"You can take it as an excuse, but the first decline in my grades started after you divorced. Also, Dad, don't you know that the school has a physical examination every year? You said you want to take me to the hospital, this sentence In other words, didn’t you think of hurting me? Do you just think that I’m going to be willing to degenerate into AIDS?” Shen Qianhe was very calm when he said it, and Dad was also a little embarrassed at this time, as if he really thought it was so thing.

"I know Dad, you are just worried about me." After Shen Qianhe adjusted his mentality, he looked at Dad calmly, "But, I have grown up a long time ago, maybe I haven't really matured yet, but I don't need you anymore Accepting my change in such a panic."

After finishing speaking, Shen Qianhe buried himself in the sofa, looking very thin.

Dad sighed, "I was wrong just now. I shouldn't have talked to you like this. We haven't had a good chat alone for so many years. It's because I'm not good enough as a father. I hope you can forgive me."

The father changed back to the father Shen Qianhe knew. He talked to Shen Qianhe calmly, trying to guide Shen Qianhe's inner depression, but this only made Shen Qianhe, who knew his father's speaking routine, dumbfounded.

It's not a big deal for him, and he doesn't deserve to be treated so carefully.

Unlike going to Dad's new home, there is no extra aunt here, no half-brother, and no half-brother, just him and Dad.Therefore, Shen Qianhe chatted with his father in a relaxed and happy manner, so much so that he forgot the state of his room...

When Dad walked into the room and saw the murals on the wall, his first reaction was to pause, and then he said in a voice so gentle that Shen Qianhe's skin crawled: "We won't go to the hospital tomorrow, but since I have already asked you for tomorrow's leave Alright, then I'll take you to my friend's place to play."

Shen Qianhe said that he really understands what his father said, "if you are sick, you need to be cured", okay?

Feeling back to another starting point, Shen Qianhe said that he has nothing to love in life.