This pot of peonies is not mine

1,

I heard voices first.

The sound of pouring rain.

I opened my eyes, adjusting to the light that wasn't too harsh.

It should be spring.

The warm and cold spring.

I feel like I've been dormant for a long time.All the meridians in my body are buzzing.

After finally standing up, he looked around and found out.

This is the Peony Garden in the Shen Mansion.

2,

I am not dead.

I didn't die.

3,

How am I here?

Did they think I was dead and buried me here?

No, I remember that the day I died was the autumnal equinox, Jiang Zhiyu's birthday.

But now it seems to be...

Surrounding me from front to back, left and right, is a sea of ​​peonies.

It seems to be spring.

I looked down at the thin and loose white clothes on my body. This dress was not mine. It was similar to Ling Chumeng's style, but it was not Ling Chumeng's either.

The strangest thing is that it didn't get wet in the heavy rain.

It radiates a tiny glow and shuns the rain.

Hey, it's so interesting.

How did you do it?

4,

I used to be very familiar with Shen's residence, and this feeling of familiarity was depressing.

Makes one want to escape.

I searched for a way out of my memory, but lost my way for a moment.

Probably the heavy rain blurred the view and vision.

There is a yard in front, take shelter from the rain.

I think.

5,

Originally, I just wanted to stand under the eaves in front of the door for a while, but what bothered me was that the guard servants standing on both sides of the door turned a blind eye to me.

and many more.

Maybe not by turning a blind eye.

I walked from the door to the outside like a mentally retarded person, and from the outside to the door.

But their line of sight did not produce any fluctuations.

"Hey."

"..."

"Hey."

"..."

"Hey!"

"..."

They can't see me.

6,

In this way, I am really dead, right?

Why be stuck here after death?

Is it punishment?

I walked in with some dismay.

After passing through several doors, he looked up and saw a figure that looked like Shen Qian kneeling in the heavy rain.

The man's black robe was soaked through, and his jet-black hair was sticking to his back.The silhouette of the boy was kneeling straight like a dagger.

I don't know where he looks like a sinker.

But I couldn't help but walk over and go around him, wanting to see his face.

6,

That face has the youthfulness and innocence of a teenager, and the expression is tense.

When I looked at him, he suddenly raised his eyelids and glanced at me contemptuously and proudly.

I took a step back in shock.

Not because he can see me.

Instead.

Instead, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were slightly raised, and the edge spread out arrogantly along the raised arc.

I can be sure that he is Shen Qian.

A dive ten years ago.

7,

Perhaps, Shen Qian looked too pitiful at this time.

The darker hair color after getting wet, clumsily concealing the embarrassment, but the expression is first-class stubborn.

It made him look more and more pitiful.

But I couldn't help but want to help him.

I slowly spread out my palm, and there are two peony petals in the palm.

Accidentally shaking his head, he blinked again.

I took a closer look and saw that there were two plain white cushions in the palm of my hand.

I knelt down and silently stuffed the mat under his knees.

Then spread out the wide sleeves to cover the top of his head.

8,

"I don't need your sympathy," he said very harshly.

I hesitated for a while, and then asked, "You are Shenqian, right?"

"……Um."

I grabbed the flesh of his face and pulled hard.

"Hey!" He yelled in spite of his image.

It will hurt.

Not a dream.

9,

I seem to have time-traveled.

10,

God!Mother!

I have passed through!

☆、Peony Fairy

11,

The rain finally stopped.

After being scoured, the world is filled with the smell of green grass and soil.

I shook my clothes and tied a nothingness knot on my chest.

Shen Qian pushed away the maids who supported him, limped towards me, and asked suspiciously, "What are you doing?"

I turned around to show it, and said, "I'm carrying a package that you can't see. I'm leaving."

He took another step forward: "Where are you going?"

I said, "Wucheng."

"Second young master, who are you talking to?"

"Second Young Master?"

"Don't scare us!"

Shen Qian slightly parted his lips, looking dumbfounded.

I think this embarrassed person will become confused, no longer controlling everything and pretending to be deep, which is a bit cute.

But I'm not going to forgive him.

"Can't you see him..." He rushed over in a panic, grabbed my arm and waved it a few times, "Can't you see him?!"

"Master! What's wrong with you?"

"lady!"

"Ma'am... Young Master Qian has been bewitched!"

While Shen Qian was still digesting this matter, I broke free from him without much effort.

I said softly, "Shen Qian, goodbye."

12,

I happily ran around Shenjia Lake in the sunset.

Then "bang" hit an unknown object, and "wow" was bounced into the lake.

Hee, I won't get wet if I fall into the lake!

After finally climbing onto the shore from the lake, I found the place where I was hit just now, trying to figure out what the unknown object was.

It was empty there, without any barriers.

I hesitated and reached out.

thump.

Fingertips against the transparent wall.

I widened my eyes and clenched my fists, but to no avail.

Obviously there is nothing in front of him.

But I can't get through.

At this moment, two maids hurried past me in a hurry.

They passed.

So angry!

13,

I can't leave the Shen residence.

I'm really stuck here.

Just like in the past, wealth cannot be too far away from peony flowers.

The transparent wall is curved.

I touched the wall of nothingness, walked and walked, and finally returned to the starting point.

is a circle.

I leaned against the transparent wall sadly, rolling and rolling.

Interestingly, that wall is not always perpendicular to the ground.

That is to say, when it rolls to a certain place, it will suddenly tilt.At this time, I leaned against the wall and could half lie down.

It's a pity that no one can see me except Shen Qian.Otherwise, they would be astonished to see me dozing off in such a difficult position.

Because even a child as stinky as Shen Qian said that he would worship me as a teacher and learn this wonderful way of sleeping.

I shook my head mysteriously, imitating Shen Qian to put on a deep and arrogant expression: "A mortal like you can't learn it."

"So..." Shen Qian's eyes lit up like a child, uh, he is a child now, "Are you a peony flower demon?"

"what?!"

14,

I seem to be a peony flower demon.

15,

Mother!

I have become a peony flower demon!

16,

I am neither thirsty nor hungry.

Maybe someone is watering me regularly somewhere.In the morning and evening, you can feel the slight moisture on the skin.

I wandered around Shen's residence for more than ten days, and I was bored every day.

I want to read some idle books, and the library in the Shen residence is not within my range of activities.

Yaosheng is really lonely as snow.

17,

Diving became my only object of boredom.

Hmph, how could I let go of the opportunity to bully him?

Under the huge pear tree beside Shenjia Lake.

I looked down at the mottled flowers on the white clothes, and pretended to poke his sore spot casually: "Why were you punished to kneel that day?"

Shen Qian was silent for a while, then forced a smile: "I poured a cup of hot tea for my mother."

I asked: "Huh? And then?"

"That's it." Shen Qian spread his hands and looked away.

"How could your mother be like this? Just let the hot tea cool down!" I frowned, "It's too much!"

Shen Qian smiled wryly and shook his head.

He leaned against the pear tree and half lay down, pillowed his arms, and closed his eyes.

I was about to say something comforting.

Shen Qian suddenly said: "My father, raised a few male pets in another courtyard, and hasn't come home for many days."

I was taken aback.

Shen Qian still closed his eyes: "My mother was pregnant, so she cooked a bowl of red bean soup herself, and sent her personal maid to send it to another courtyard for my father. As a result..." He paused, "As a result, the molester humiliated me in person. Fan, and came back splashed with red bean soup."

18,

The corners of Shen Qian's mouth were pursed, and there were two beautiful arcs in the closed eyes, and the long black eyelashes were restless.

Perhaps I have been silent for too long.

Shen Qian opened his eyes slightly, and secretly turned his face to look at me.

He sat up straight suddenly: "Why are you crying?"

Then I was a little out of breath: "Hey! I didn't even cry, you are old, why are you crying?"

I said angrily: "You are only a few years old! I am 22 years old today! 22 years old!"

Shen Qian softened his tone: "Okay, okay, I, I thought that flower demons are a hundred years old."

Hmph, you're an old goblin!

Shen Qian stretched out his hand slowly, with a cautious expression and movement.He gently wiped my tears: "Your face is so beautiful, don't cry."

"what?!"

Shen Qian was taken aback by me and was at a loss: "What's wrong?"

"I have makeup on my face?!" I jumped up, "Where is the mirror, come and have a mirror!"

☆、Under the pear tree

19,

"Here."

I took a look in the mirror: "..."

It's still the same face, but it has become quite gorgeous, with half a peony flower between the eyebrows, and the color of the lips is sweet.

I excitedly said: "You, you, you... do you feel that my palace makeup is gorgeous, my fingers are soft, my skin is soft, my waist is full, my breath is like blue, my nose is breathless, my sweat is smokey, and I am not smelly or fragrant?!"

Shen Qian leaned against the pear tree, hugged his knees and laughed for a while, then seriously replied: "Yes, yes."

"Ah, so happy!" I pulled Shen Qian to stand up and circle around.

20,

"What's wrong?" Shen Qian squeezed my suddenly dropped hand.

Then he turned his head and followed my line of sight.

Shen Qian let go of me, saluted the man lightly, and said, "Father, you are back."

21,

Shen De raised his face: "The sky is bright and the sun is bright, how decent is it! Hurry up and go back to the house to recite the book!"

"Yes." Shen Qian bowed his head and left quickly.

I was too nervous to breathe.

Shen De walked towards me step by step: "Who are you?"

I dug my nails into my palm: "You, you..."

Shen Qian in the distance stopped.

My back was already against the trunk of the pear tree, I stumbled to the side, and then continued to retreat.

Shen De narrowed his eyes and smiled: "Which theater troupe are you from? What opera are you good at singing?"

I got goosebumps all over my body.

How can this be good? !

I glanced at Shen Qian Mumu's upright back, and swallowed.

I ran as fast as I could.

22,

I don't know how long I hid in the peony.

I probably dream a lot.

But I can't remember clearly.

It's dark.

23,

Until, I heard a hoarse, tired voice.

"peony!"

"Come out, Peony!"

"I beg you."

"peony……"

Deep voice.

24,

I walked over and rubbed the top of the crying boy's head.

"My name is not Peony."

Shen Qian grabbed my hand tightly: "I'm sorry, I should have protected you at that time. I'm sorry!"

But it was too late.

dive.

"What's your name?" The sincere boy looked at me with red eyes.

What came to my mind at the time was——

Jiang Zhiyu, the word is not imperial.

I opened my mouth.

But he couldn't make a sound.

25,

Seeing that I didn't answer, Shen Qian took my hand.

He ran with me.

"I made a swing, you'll love it!"

There was no trace of gloom on his face, and his smile was dazzlingly bright in the light rain that suddenly started.

Such a dive.

so unfamiliar.

Also too clean.

26,

Beside Shenjia Lake, under the pear tree.

I sat on the swing, and Shen Qian stood aside and pushed slowly.

He asked tactfully, with some embarrassment and expectation: "Why is it that only I can see you?"

I looked up at him.I watched for a while.

He bowed his head in silence.

Because of.

Skin to skin.

I said, "I'm a little tired."

"What's wrong?" Shen Qian stopped pushing the swing.

I stood up and stretched my wide sleeves to cover his head.Then he said: "Shen Qian, tomorrow, can you bring me some books to read?"

"Okay." He responded readily, and said again, "You can enter any library in Shen's residence, there are all kinds of books there."

I said, "I can't get in." After hesitating for a while, I let go of my guard and explained to him, "I'm trapped in a circle."

Shen Qian smiled: "Are you Tang Seng?"

"..." I thought for a while and replied seriously, "Tang Seng can get out of that circle at will. I'm a bit like a monster outside the circle, I can't get in. Now I'm trapped in a big circle, then The library is outside the circle. So..."

Shen Qian rubbed his chin: "Then where can you go the farthest? There is a large apricot flower and a crabapple several tens of feet away to the east of the book building. Can you go there?"

I recalled: "No way, I can only go to the edge of the clear water further east."

Shen Qian nodded to me with a smile: "In the future, how about moving the library to your circle?"

I panicked and said: "Okay."

I didn't expect that there would be a future.

27,

Suddenly, there was a loud shout: "Take it for me!"

Shen De led a group of servants, pressed Shen Qian to the ground, and tied them tightly.

I grabbed a rope of the swing, and my whole body was stiff.

"Run away! Hurry... um... um!" Shen Qian was bet.

Shen De waved his sleeves: "According to the family law, hit [-] big boards."

The instruments of torture were arranged on the spot.

"Go away! Don't hit him! Go away!"

I was in a hurry there, I couldn't touch those servants at all.

A big board fell hard on Shen Qian's buttocks, and I almost heard the sound of skin being torn apart.

"Oh! Ah!" Shen Qian's wail became indistinct because of the cloth tightly stuffed in his mouth.

Yu Guangli found that there was a peony petal in his palm.

I spread my hands out in front of my eyes.

Blink again.

That petal became a stick.

I was a little stunned, but I quickly realized that I took up the stick and waved it at those servants.

Suddenly, I felt a whip hit my back.The pain spread, piercing my heart.

I turned around, and a man with the appearance of a Taoist just put away his whisk.

My eyes suddenly went dark and I lost consciousness.

It was as if a flower petal fell on my face.like icy rain.

☆, be nice to him

28,

His hands were tied behind his back, and ropes were tied around his ankles.

It can't be said that he can't move, and he can barely be regarded as half-body.

The previous severe pain has dissipated, only the body is sore and tired.

When it was more fixed, there were lights and shadows flickering outside the window screens, and there were voices from time to time.

There was no one else in the room, so I squirmed out of bed, and just took a few steps when I heard footsteps from far to near.

Mother!Help!

I quickly jumped back.

The door was pushed open.

29,

Due to excessive panic, he accidentally tripped himself and knocked his forehead against the foot of the bed.

hiss……

I grinned in pain.

Why do you carry it like this?

Shen De approached quickly, and the spirit of wine and meat surged: "Hey, little beauty, what are you in a hurry for?"

vomit!

As I moved back quickly, I conjured a small blade and scraped and scraped the thick twine.

Boo!

And changed into a sharper blade, scraping and scraping.

Ahhhhh!

Change again!

When Shen De stretched out his fat hands to tear at my skirt, the rope was finally cut.

"Snapped!"

Shen De was caught off guard and slapped loudly by me.The rusty blade cut long bloodstains on his face.

Fuck, I really want to dump another one.

But the hands were tightly bound.

The feeling of disgust extends from the surface of contact to the whole body.

His whole face trembled, and he said angrily, "Hmph, don't eat the toast and eat the fine wine!"

"Go away! Help-ah!"

Shen De said with a leisurely smirk: "Have you forgotten? No one can see or hear you, little goblin. We are so destined, follow me."

I tightly closed my eyes and gasped for breath, crying and shouting: "Shen Qian! Shen Qian—help me!"

"Tsk, don't worry." Shen De straddled my lap, "He's lying paralyzed on the bed now."

"See you in Shen Shi—"

Exhausted and hoarse.

30,

Shen De paused, frowned and said, "Who is Shen Shijian?"

Then, he crashed down.

31,

A dagger slipped from my trembling palm.

There was a "boom".

32,

I open my eyes.

In sight, Shen Qian was holding a broken vase stained with blood.

The young man's face was as white as snow, and his lips were dark gray.

33,

"You, you..." I stammered, "Your injury."

"Run!" Shen Qian screamed with a pale expression on his face, "Run!"

The neck of the vase fell out of his hand, and fragments exploded on the ground.

I hurriedly untied the rope on my feet, and staggered away with weak legs.

34,

The door slammed wide open, and the night invaded.

The fat body on the ground moved slightly.

"Fortunately, you can't leave the Shen residence."

The young man fell to his knees.

35,

I felt a chill behind me.

The frightening fly whisk seemed to hit him in the next second.

My mind was muddled.Stumbling around in the dark.

Somehow, I returned to the pear tree by the lake.

The lights give the trees a tinge of twilight.

The swing that moves slightly in the wind is so lonely and deserted.

Suddenly, a burst of strength hit.

"Ah!" The general dodged and fell to the side.

"Nie Barrier, still not visible?"

The amiable and smiling Taoist priests came slowly.

I slowly tightened my palms and grabbed a handful of soil.

At the critical moment, I gritted my teeth and jumped into Shenjia Lake.

36,

I know I won't get wet.

But I forgot, I might suffocate.

37,

Nose soreness to the extreme.

Life is rough, and the end is approaching.

When I was very young, I recited the book of sages and sages like a stream: "If you follow the truth, you will be born and use it. If you follow it, you can avoid troubles and do nothing. Therefore, what you want is more than the living, and what you hate is more than the dead."

Or should I have remembered?

I should have remembered.

It's too late.

38,

Jiang Zhiyu, I miss you so much.

39,

Someone held my waist.

I half-opened my eyes at the bottom of the lake, and vaguely saw, amid the azure turmoil, Shen Shen's well-defined face and cold eyebrows, and his black hair scattered like clouds and fog.

Shen Qian brought me up, breathing with his lips.

The limbs relax and wake up late.

40,

Just after being dragged ashore, before he recovered, he was picked up and bumped.

I wrapped my arms around Shen Qian's neck, coughed, and said, "Put me down, I can run."

With a sullen face, Shen Qian only cared about rampaging in the night.

He turned into a certain yard, found a certain house along the winding path, and kicked open the door to enter.

Sink who is shorter than me.

I was shaking when he put me on the bed.

I put my hands on his wet cuffs, and my eyes were sore.

41,

The chaos in the Shen residence was already turned upside down.

Shen Qian closed the door to block the noise.

He sat by the bed, his brows were tightly locked due to pain and exhaustion, and his smile was weak and reluctant: "They can't find it here for the time being."

I raised my sleeves to cover my eyes.

42,

"Who is Shen Shijian?" In the silence of distant voices, Shen Qian asked.

I gradually became a little out of breath.

I said, "Shijian, isn't it your handwriting?"

"See you from time to time." Shen Qian leaned against the edge of the bed, lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, then smiled weakly, "I haven't written yet."

I felt heart palpitations and said "oh".

Shen Qian said again: "I don't know your name yet."

"It's about time..." I smiled wryly.

Qi Ruoyousi: "Shen Qian, I think I can't do it."

He suddenly panicked: "No! No, aren't you the peony flower demon?"

I thought about it, and said with a slight smile, "Because, summer is here."

"what?"

"..."

He was anxious: "Tell me clearly, why is summer here?"

I have seen a pot of half-dead peonies in this house.

43,

"I'll see you again when the peonies bloom again in autumn."

"...Okay," he kept silent, "Okay, okay. It's a deal!"

In fact, I lied to him.

I'm not sure I'll be able to show up again.

44,

"Also." I said, "You remember to move the library to the east, some people want to read the books there."

"it is good."

I choked up a little: "In case, in case, in the future, you meet a...someone who looks a bit like me. Can you...be nice to him? "

Shen Qian nodded desperately: "Okay, I promise you."

Finally I said: "There is nothing else. See you in Shen Shi, goodbye."

I have never seen Shen Qian cry so ugly.

Although he did not keep his promise.

But still worth it.

☆. Ending: When Shen Shi sees the version

45,

Qing'an 40 years, Qingming.

Ming Su and Zeng Liushen were walking on the path in the mountains, the shepherd boy playing his flute in the morning was loud.

Ming Su lowered his face and couldn't see his expression clearly: "It's strange that someone as happy as the fifth young master died of frustration like Concubine Xiaoxiang in the end."

Zeng Liu frowned deeply: "I think Lin Daiyu died in Shenhu."

"..." Ming Su turned his face and glared at him, "Is now the time to discuss this?"

Zeng Liushen touched the top of Ming Su's head: "Well, don't discuss this. Don't be sad."

Ming Su paused, then sighed deeply, and finally said, "Just this day."

46,

The weeds on the grave have been removed, but there are still some melons and fruits, and two pots of white peonies.

Ming Su was puzzled: "When did he come?"

"Come out." Zeng Liushen opened his mouth slowly.

A man dressed in black came out from behind the twisted trunk of the ancient tree.

"Shen, Shen Shangshu." Ming Su quickly saluted.

Shen Qian stood not far away, nor approached, just nodded slightly.

Just when Shen Qian was about to turn around and leave, Ming Su suddenly said, "Do you hate him?"

Those who had already turned their backs turned their heads and looked back.Simple and straightforward: "I love him."

Ming Su bit his lip, and slowly knelt down in front of the tomb.

47,

I came out of the white peony.

Watching Shen Qian walk away a little bit.

His figure was partially blocked by lush green leaves.

My heart was so hot that I almost spit out a mouthful of sweet blood.

I kind of want to follow him.

48,

"Five, five, five five, young master!" Ming Su roared.

"Ah, ah!" I was frightened.Ji Liu hid in Bai Mudan.

He, how can he see me? !

Mother!

What did the dead man do to me?Why can you see me? !

"I saw you! Did you see Liu Shen?" Ming Su hugged the pot of white peony and shook it, "Come out! Mingliang, I saw you!"

Me, did I hear you right?

what did he call me?

49,

I jumped out angrily, and pinned Ming Su's head: "What did you call me? Give me a little red riding hood, do you know that the dead are the big ones?"

Ming Su cried "wow" and hugged me: "But you are not dead ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ... is it borrowing a corpse to return the soul ..."

"The corpse is already rotten, right?" Zeng Liushen tilted his head and looked at me.

Everyone can see me, can't they?

It seems that the only explanation is the increase in demon magic.

Ah!

I said silently in my heart: stealth, stealth, stealth.

"Huh?" Ming Su stood up with a dazed expression, "Fifth Young Master? Young Master? Bright!" He looked at the man behind him with tears streaming down his face, "Liu Shen, was I bewitched just now? Dreaming? Hallucination?"

"No, I saw it too." Zeng Liushen hugged him into his arms, looking deeply at Shen Qian who had gone and returned.

50,

Shen Qian walked towards me, every step was very solemn, his voice could almost be heard trembling: "Say yes, when the peonies bloom again in autumn, come see me again?"

hum.

It's not my fault that if I close and open my eyes, it will be more than ten years later.

I stiffened my neck: "You also promised to treat me better."

approached.

I could see the steam brewing in his dark pupils, and said in a deep and deep voice, "Did I treat you badly?" Then he seemed to think of something, and lowered his eyes, "You should hold grudges."

Tears fell from his eyes: "Now, can you tell me your name?"

I took a deep breath: "Bright, the word Jiaoran."

☆. Ending: Jiang Buyu Version