Mu Ye Returns Mu Ye Returns

Cheng Mu is an illegitimate child.

Cheng's father fell in love with Cheng Mu's mother when Cheng's mother was pregnant with Cheng Yu.

Mother is Cheng's father's secretary, and the day Cheng Yu fell in love with her, Cheng Yu was already elated in Cheng's mother's stomach.

Mom really loves Dad Cheng, and Dad Cheng also loves Mom.

Then they had Cheng Mu.

That day, my mother came to Cheng's father with depression and excitement, contradictory.

The two of them hugged tightly, wanting to love but not being able to get it.

Then after they indulged that night, mother left father Cheng on her own initiative.

She knew father Cheng's suffering, he couldn't lose mother Cheng, he couldn't lose Cheng Yu, but he also couldn't bear to part with mother.

Cheng's father didn't know how to choose, so his mother took the initiative to choose to be abandoned.

On the day Cheng Mu was born, the sky was lightly raining, little Cheng Mu fell to the ground with curiosity about the world, lying in the arms of the doctor, his eyes were surprisingly black and bright.

His mother named him Mu, pure, gentle, serene, and magnificent.

Mu and Qingfeng.

Then she was diagnosed with cancer not long after, and she cried bitterly all night, looking at the little Cheng Mu who was still babbling and laughing without knowing the world, it was the first time that she hated the injustice of God to her.

But she still has to leave after all, no matter how unwilling she is, she will not be able to escape the punishment of God after all.

Punish her for naively falling in love with someone she shouldn't love.

She was lying in the hospital that day, looking at the little Cheng Mu being hugged by her friend, she told her friend to take Cheng Mu to the orphanage.

Then Cheng Mu was put in the orphanage.

He grew up there since he was a child, played there, studied with his peers there, and celebrated his birthday with them there.

His laughter and laughter were left there.

He watched the companions who played together were sometimes taken into a luxurious car, and then the teacher told them that the companion was going to a family, and he would have a father and a mother.

Cheng Mu also wanted his parents.

So that day really came, with light rain pattering on the canopy.

Cheng Mu saw a middle-aged man squatting in front of him holding an umbrella. The man said, "Shall I take you home?"

Cheng Mu's heart was beating happily, and he asked in a delicate and childish voice: "Are there parents at home?"

The man held Cheng Mu's little hand and looked at it for a long time. His eyes suddenly turned red, and liquid slipped from the corner of the man's eyes. The rain and tears hit the man's handsome face, and dripped into the small puddle on the ground, splashing tiny droplets. splash.

Cheng Mu stared blankly at the man's tears, and involuntarily stretched out his tender little hand to cover the man's face.

Others said in a big way: "Uncle, don't cry, I'll go home with you."

Then his uncle led him to Cheng's house, and he remembered that beautiful auntie took his hand with a smile, took him to his room, took him to buy clothes, and took him to eat delicious food.

Next to the aunt, there was always a beautiful little boy who was older than him, walking with them without saying a word.

Uncle asked Cheng Mu to call him Dad and his aunt to call Mom, and they told him that the little boy was Cheng Yu, his older brother.

Every day after that made him very happy. The four of them ate together, went to the zoo together, and traveled together.

Cheng Yu has always treated him neither salty nor cold, to the point of having an inexplicable alienation from him.

I don't know how long this kind of life lasted, and Cheng Mu didn't remember when it was. He ran home excitedly that day, and his parents promised him and Cheng Yu to take them out for a big meal after school.

Cheng Mu opened the door with anticipation on his immature and lovely face, but what he saw was the quarrel between his parents.

Mom's face was full of tears, emotional, and full of anger. She pointed at Dad with trembling fingers. Dad's usually calm face was also a little angry at this time, but more of it was guilt.

Seeing Cheng Mu standing at the door in surprise, Dad forced a smile and let him go back to the room by himself.

The quarrel downstairs continued.

Cheng Mu didn't know what happened.

Mom and Dad are very loving and rarely quarreled. In my memory, my dad is always as gentle as jade, and my mother is always as gentle as water.

As if something was secretly changing, the relationship between parents became more and more indifferent, and they quarreled every day.

The way his mother looked at him no longer had the tenderness of the past, but was replaced by the same indifference as Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu didn't even give Cheng Mu the most basic greeting, everything made Cheng Mu feel pained.

Such a dull atmosphere lasted for a long time, like a balloon, quietly inflating every day, quietly inflating, and then finally on a certain day, he burst with a bang, scattering the broken balloon wreckage all over the sky.

On that day, the Cheng family exploded like a balloon that had been blown to the brim. There was another quarrel at home. The mother threw an ashtray on the table at Cheng Mu emotionally, and Cheng Mu was pushed away by Cheng Yu. He opened it, but the broken residue scratched his feet, and his father slapped his mother eagerly. He asked Cheng Yu to take Cheng Mu upstairs.

Cheng Mu sat in front of the bed, the sound of glass breaking downstairs, mother crying heartbreakingly, and father growling from time to time.

Cheng Yu said, "It's all for you."

Cheng Mu raised his head, eyes full of doubts: "Why?"

Cheng Yu sneered: "Because you are my father's illegitimate child. When I brought you back, my father lied to us that he wanted to find me a companion and brought me back from the orphanage, but my mother later found out that something was wrong, because you grew older , the more like Dad."

Cheng Mu knew what an illegitimate child meant, but he didn't know what mood he was in at the time. He felt resentment, guilt, sadness, and the urge to escape.

At that time, he didn't know what kind of identity he should stay in the Cheng family.

He walked awkwardly in this house, ate in this house, and did his homework in this house.

But his little self-esteem seemed to be severely injured. As an illegitimate child, he always felt inferior and dependent on others.

I always feel that I am the chief culprit who broke the harmony of the Cheng family.

He began to try to hide his breath and reduce his sense of existence, he began to hold back his voice, and began to be at a loss.

At that time, Cheng Mu began to suffer a little bit because of his life experience, and the turbulent emotions in his heart pressed down on him like a mountain, and Cheng Mu couldn't breathe under the pressure.

At that time, Cheng Mu just became a little silent.

His mother's attitude towards him became more and more indifferent. Every time the adults quarreled, Cheng Mu's heart ached. His small body was caught off guard, and he had to protect himself by reflex.

All this can only be regarded as the fuse of Cheng Mu's depression.

The real source of fire was that time.

Cheng Mu's growing silence caught the teacher's attention. After school that day, Cheng Mu was called to the office by the teacher to talk for a long time.

When I came out, the school was already empty.

The rays of the setting sun shone on the playground, through the windows in the corridor, and shone in every classroom. Cheng Mu took out the books from the classroom, but was put into the toilet with his mouth covered.

He saw a group of hoodlum-looking people much older than him standing in front of him, smoking and dyed their hair.

Cheng Mu didn't remember that he had offended them.

But when Cheng Yu walked out, he knew who he had offended.

Like them, Cheng Yu walked up to Cheng Mu, smoking a cigarette and smiling. He said that Cheng Mu was a little bastard who ruined his family, and he said loudly in front of everyone that Cheng Mu was born with a mother but not raised Little bastard.

Then Cheng Mu became angry. He opened his blunt fangs and bit them like a rabid little beast, but he was just a child, and he was no match for those who were hacking with knives and throwing sticks all day long.

They kicked Cheng Mu to the ground, and he gasped in pain. In a trance, he heard Cheng Yu say, beat him to death.

Cheng Mu's small body was as fragile as a leaf under the fists and feet. It was eaten by insects and beasts, and it was torn to pieces. The dull pain and the pain of dislocation of muscles, bones and internal organs made Cheng Mu's tears unstoppable.

He begged for mercy in pain, and begged Cheng Yu bitterly, but he only saw disgust and unwillingness in Cheng Yu's eyes.

All kinds of things flashed in his mind in a trance, and at that time he really felt that maybe he really shouldn't have come to this world.

Pain for mother, pain for father, pain for the Cheng family, and even pain for myself.

The tearing pain in his body gradually stopped, and Cheng Mu fell to the ground in convulsions all over his body, his mind was already half awake, his eyelids drooped heavily, as if they would close forever in the next second.

They didn't know when they left, leaving Cheng Mu alone curled up in the toilet. It was getting dark. Before they left, they looked at the dirty water poured on Cheng Mu's body, making Cheng Mu shivering alone. The darkness and Fear is like an invisible net, making Cheng Mu afraid to move, and unable to move.

Endless despair caused Cheng Mu's young heart to be severely traumatized. That night, with this small and feeble heart, he humbly resented the world that brought him pain.

After a while, endless resentment, despair, and humbleness.

When he woke up, Cheng Mu was already lying on his bed. He saw his father looking at him anxiously, his mother was behind him, crying bitterly, and Cheng Yu was standing behind him, unable to see his expression clearly.

After all, Cheng Mu must have some resentment. He looked at such a family that once created a paradise for him but pushed him to hell. For the first time, his little heart was filled with uncontrollable emotions.

Cheng Mu, who used to always have black eyes that made people happy, and always smiled, now his eyes are dull, with despair and silence that does not match his age, neither crying nor annoyed, just watching quietly them.

Just such silent silence, let them know that just because of the scandals of their own generation, they have severely traumatized a growing seedling. Because of their own willfulness, they broke a seedling just like this. .

Since then, Cheng Mu has really changed into a different person. He has lost his laughter, and the shallow dimples at the corners of his mouth have never bloomed to them again. Those black eyes that have always been bright as stars always carry The fog prevents people from seeing what is inside, and makes it impossible for people to investigate.

At that time, Cheng Mu was like a delicately carved porcelain doll. If his father wanted to hug him, he would let him hold him; if his mother wanted to wash his face, he would let him wash.

The school had investigated Cheng Mu's affairs, but they couldn't find anyone. As long as Cheng Mu personally identified them, they could arrest those people, but Cheng Mu shook his head, saying that he didn't want to think about it anymore, so forget it.

Cheng Yu apologized to him in private, but Cheng Mu just shook his head, and he said stiffly that it was okay.

It was as if he was really a heartless and desireless puppet, living stiffly every day.

The classmates at school also gradually alienated him because of his silence. He built a thick and high wall around himself, no one could get in, and he didn't want anyone to come in again.

Such a quiet Cheng Mu worried them. They never saw Cheng Mu cry, never saw Cheng Mu complain, and never saw Cheng Mu resist anything.

They were afraid of Cheng Mu like this, who couldn't vent, had no emotion, and didn't cry or make trouble.

But Cheng Mu was not such a child. Such a conclusion was discovered by them not long after, but it made them palpitate and remorseful and unable to escape.

It was also a light rain day, and Cheng Mu didn't bring an umbrella at school. He looked at the children around him who were picked up by their parents, and his heart ached, but he never said anything.

He just went home in the rain all the way.

How could Mom and Dad know that Cheng Mu didn't bring an umbrella, they hurriedly brought Cheng Mu in who was soaking wet, and asked him to take a hot bath in the bathroom and change his clothes.

Cheng Mu was lying in the bathtub, but accidentally fell asleep.

The water had already overflowed when Mom and Dad discovered the abnormality. He opened the door in a panic, only to find that Cheng Mu's mouth and nose had been flooded. They took emergency measures for a while before Cheng Mu woke up quietly.

Dad stared at Cheng Mu's arms and legs without saying a word.Mom was crying bitterly, sobbing and saying sorry.

Cheng Mu's legs and arms were cut down cruelly by himself with a knife, as if they were carving, and they were covered with dense scars, which looked even more terrifying on Cheng Mu's small body.

No wonder Cheng Mu always wears long sleeves no matter how hot it is in summer, no wonder Cheng Mu never wears shorts anymore, no wonder Cheng Mu always refuses to take a bath with Cheng Yu.

But it turned out that this child who had always thought that he would not vent and had no emotions had hidden such a raging pain in his heart, did he actually use this extreme method to vent himself?

They finally realized that they were wrong, extremely outrageous, and unforgivable.

They began to panic and didn't know how to live with Cheng Mu. They knew that Cheng Mu's change was due to themselves, and they didn't know how to make up for it. They began to be afraid of touching Cheng Mu.

They were afraid that if they touched it, Cheng Mu would be broken.

It shattered like a porcelain doll falling to the ground.

Then, Cheng Mu was diagnosed with depression.

Then, he met Qin Mubin.

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