Mu Ye Returns Mu Ye Returns

When Cheng Mu came back, Qin Mubin had already fallen into a deep sleep.

He Chen's words came rushing in like a tide, and Cheng Mu's head, which had been emptied all the time regarding his feelings for Qin Mubin, was suddenly filled to the brim. Let him face it.

It's like a person who has been walking in the desert in a daze, suddenly one day he was told an erratic but sure way to reach his destination.

Cheng Mu was hesitating and uneasy on this road.

What He Chen said was right, how could he and Qin Mubin be like this all the time, the tacit ambiguity between the two was like a thread, connecting them, making their way of getting along seem normal and extremely abnormal.

They will eventually separate, Cheng Mu's parents will come back, it is impossible for Cheng Mu to live in Qin Mubin's house all his life.

Qin Mubin is an only son, and Aunt Shen will definitely look forward to her son's growth, looking forward to finding him a beautiful wife and passing incense to the Qin family.

Cheng Mu couldn't imagine what he would be like if he left Qin Mubin.

Qin Mubin broke into Cheng Mu's world when he was in the most embarrassment. He had seen Cheng Mu's misery, embarrassment, and shivering and pitiful being forgotten.

At that time, Qin Mubin was like a god, saving Cheng Mu when he was in the most pain.Let Cheng Mu return to the human world, let him Nirvana and regain a new life.

He was grateful to Qin Mubin, and then turned into liking.

I like it so much that I can't forget every bit of Qin Mubin.

But he was born weak, no matter how perfect he was reborn and how strong he was, he was still the same Cheng Mu.

That Cheng Mu who was severely traumatized by this world.

That Cheng Mu who used to be dripping with blood both in his heart and body.

That Cheng Mu who was so desperate that he even wanted to give up on himself.

It is because it was too rough in the past, so now I want to be stable too much.

He likes Qin Mubin, so he wants to be with him, but he is afraid of everything he will suffer as a homosexual, and he has not yet clearly realized the concept of a lifetime.

Cheng Mu just stepped on the sharp knife of contradiction, cautiously, vacillating, and stopped.

Cheng Mu turned his head to look at the sleeping Qin Mubin, and the dim moonlight came into the room through the darkness. The outline of Qin Mubin's face appeared mysterious and handsome in the darkness, like a scroll of realism and freehand brushwork. Cheng Mu couldn't help being deeply obsessed.

Such a Qin Mubin made people want to get closer, couldn't help getting closer.

Cheng Mu looked at Qin Mubin steadfastly, his eyes were black as if charcoal ink had been sprinkled on them, the black was deep, and the black was serene.

Suddenly, Qin Mubin opened his eyes suddenly, a pair of black eyes glowed strangely and heart-poundingly in the darkness, just like a crystal in the black soil illuminated by the moonlight, it was so breathtaking that Cheng Mu couldn't help but Lost mind by this crystal.

Cheng Mu was startled, then turned his head in panic, and said, "Aren't you asleep?"

Qin Mubin chuckled, his expression couldn't be seen clearly in the darkness, but Cheng Mu couldn't help but appear in the sea with Qin Mubin raising his eyebrows and smirking, Qin Mubin said: "You run out at night, I'll sleep Got it?"

Cheng Mu's body froze suddenly, and He Chen's words were like sharp knives, when Cheng Mu was unprepared, he suddenly cut his heart fiercely, making him suffocate and painful.

He lowered his head and remained silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "I know about Qin Mubin and Cheng Yu."

In the dark, Qin Mubin's eyes flashed a trace of pain that Cheng Mu couldn't catch, as if someone was strangling his neck, Qin Mubin's voice was slightly hoarse after drunk, and he said, "Cheng Mu, I'm not I deliberately didn't tell you, I..."

"I know." Cheng Mu hurriedly interrupted him, as if afraid of Qin Mubin's next words, he said impatiently, "I know."

Qin Mubin looked at him silently, and the silent atmosphere in the dark night floated strangely, with slight pain and slight struggle.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Mubin suddenly let out a low sigh. He stretched out his hand to cover Cheng Mu's cheek. Qin Mubin's hand was slightly cool, with five fingers as long as green bamboos, and the warm palm was like a stream of loose air in the freezing cold. The warm flow of hot air healed Cheng Mu's bleeding heart little by little. This familiar feeling of greed ran through Cheng Mu's body, making Cheng Mu deeply obsessed.

In the past, he would take it for granted to enjoy this kind of touch, but now, in his taking it for granted, there is a lifetime of such contradictions and entanglements.

Sure enough, he couldn't break away from Qin Mubin. Qin Mubin was his poppy, which made him obsessed and intoxicated, making him unable to quit, unable to escape, unable to avoid.

There seems to be an unknown emotion surging in the body, like the thunderstorm coming in summer, like thousands of troops in the sky, walking in neat steps, step by step, step by step, trembling rushing straight into Cheng Mu's brain .

Cheng Mu suddenly felt that it was difficult for him to separate from Qin Mubin, and when he thought of all the things after the separation, he felt madly uncomfortable.

Suddenly an unknown impulse surged into my heart, roaring up like a monstrous ocean wave, rushing towards me arrogantly, as if trying to break through something.

So what if you are ridiculed by others, what if you are excluded by everyone, what if you are surrounded by pointing fingers, what if you are not recognized by others?

What if the whole world is against me

I like this person, regardless of gender, just because he is Qin Mubin, just because he is the one who pulls himself out of the abyss.

I like him, I want to be with him, such a simple thing, just say it out.

Just say it out.

Yes, say it out, as long as you say it out, you can be with Qin Mubin.

We can't be together forever, just now.

When he said it, as if he was bewitched, the thoughts in his heart were clamoring and rushing, making Cheng Mu suddenly look at Qin Mubin.

"Qin Mubin, I like you." Cheng Mu said in a low voice, with a burst of momentum and a trembling excitement.

Qin Mubin's hands covering Cheng Mu's face froze suddenly, and his eyes met Cheng Mu's, his voice was trembling and hoarse that he didn't even notice: "You, what are you talking about?"

Cheng Mu stretched out his hand to cover the back of Qin Mubin's hand on his face, and took a deep breath: "I like you, the kind of love I've been together for a lifetime."

You still said it, didn't you?

Cheng Mu finally understood that the courage to face everything he needed was not Qin Mubin?

Qin Mubin is his courage, his courage to struggle hard in this world that made him want to give up.

Whether it's exclusion, ridicule, or despair, didn't he survive in the end with Qin Mubin's help?

Qin Mubin was a great reward from God.

Under the reward, there must be a brave man.

Cheng Mu is willing to become the brave man who is not afraid of death for the reward.

Qin Mubin was silent for a long time, he seemed to be suppressing something, but also seemed to be trying to release something.

He reached out and hugged Cheng Mu, as if holding the most precious treasure in the world: "Cheng Mu, do you know how much suffering we will suffer if we are together?"

Cheng Mu looked up at Qin Mubin, with a stubborn light in his eyes, as if he was serious when he was a child and refused to admit defeat: "I know, but I can overcome it."

Qin Mubin hugged Cheng Mu's hand and exerted a little force: "We may not be recognized by most people. The friends you finally made, your relatives and friends, and all the people around you may be because they don't like you. I agree with you and alienate you, Cheng Mu, you finally got rid of the nightmare you had when you were a child, and now it will recur again, aren't you afraid?"

"Not afraid."

Qin Mubin stopped talking again, the moon was covered by black clouds, and the light in the room dimmed a bit, Qin Mubin's face seemed to be covered with a layer of black mist, making Cheng Mu unable to see no matter how wide his eyes were. clear.

Qin Mubin said, "But I'm afraid."

Cheng Mu froze.

"I'm afraid you'll get hurt. You shouldn't have to suffer like this all the time. I want you to live a happier life, instead of speculating on other people's minds and bearing insults from others anytime, anywhere."

"I don't care about this!" Cheng Mu was a little impatient: "As long as I'm with you, I don't care. I'm afraid to leave with you. We'll have nothing when Cheng Yu comes back."

There was a flash of pain in Qin Mubin's eyes. He buried Cheng Mu's head in his chest and said, "Cheng Mu, you may be a little impulsive. Think about it again. You have to go hiking tomorrow, so go to bed early."

"you do not like me?"

Qin Mubin hugged Cheng Mu tightly: "I like you, more than anyone else, but it's because I like you that I can't be with you."

"Don't you even give me a chance to make myself strong?"

"Cheng Mu..."

"I see." Cheng Mu interrupted him suddenly, his tone a little depressed: "Maybe I was a little impulsive, I will think about it."

Qin Mubin suffocated suddenly, as if he was entangled and bound tightly by a huge silk net, which made him unable to breathe, and his chest hurt. He hugged Cheng Mu tightly, and murmured in pain :"sorry Sorry."

Cheng Mu suddenly pushed Qin Mubin away, and looked at Qin Mubin seriously, with a strange color in his eyes, paranoia, pride, and his unique calmness, he said: "Qin Mubin, tell me, if I'll think about it next time, but I still haven't changed my mind, will you still reject me like today?"

"Cheng Mu..."

"I'm ready for doom and gloom, but you are a coward who can only shrink back."

"No, Cheng Mu." Qin Mubin tilted his head and gently kissed Cheng Mu's eyes, and said firmly, "If you want to be forever, I will go to hell with you."