slow heat

"I was really wrong, Xiaochen, I will never dare again." In Los Angeles, USA, at three o'clock in the morning, Shen Jia was hugging the pillow and talking on the phone.

"Don't tell me that." When Han Zichen and Shen Jia quarreled, Shen Jia ran to Su Zheng's house in the middle of the night and had a drunken madness. something happened.In the end, he reconciled with Shen Jia.Su Zheng suddenly broke up with Qiao Ran.It took only a few months for the two to break up from holding hands.Han Zichen always felt that the two were a good match, and he couldn't see what was wrong, so he could only blame Shen Jia for all the mistakes, "Go and tell Young Master Su, and brother Qiao Ran."

"I dare not." It was not yet thirty, Shen Jia didn't even spend a few days with Han Zichen, and went to North America with a plane ticket.Not only to go home for the Spring Festival, but also because he felt ashamed to see Su Zheng and Qiao Ran.As the saying goes, it is better to demolish ten temples than one marriage.He was at Su Zheng's house that day, and he complained to Su Zheng with the help of alcohol, not because he really forgot, but because he couldn't say it in front of Han Zichen.But Shen Jia never expected that a few casual words would hit Su Zheng's weakness.I had talked so much nonsense before, but Su Zheng didn't take it to heart, but this time, just a few complaints, but he heard it in his heart.

"I told my parents that I will go back after the Chinese New Year." Han Zichen sighed, he and Shen Jia are not in City A now, and the Emperor Shan Gao is far away. They just want to help out, but they are helpless, "You also come back earlier."

"Follow Madam's order." Shen Jia made an international phone call with Han Zichen for almost an hour. The more he talked, the more energetic he became. Anyway, he was still jet-lagged, so he made another call directly to express his best wishes to Su Zheng and Young Master Su. Sincere greetings, "Young Master Su. I, Shen Jia."

"Did it land?"

"Just arrived, jet lag." Shen Jia thought for a while, decided not to detour with Su Zheng, and cut straight to the point, "Do you really want to break up with Qiao Ran? Just because I was drunk, what did I say to you? My head was crushed." Is the door crowded?!"

"I don't know." Su Zheng didn't say anything that day, and without any preparation for Qiao Ran, he unilaterally proposed to break up. Qiao Ran, who finally got Su Zheng to nod and agree to date, how could he let go casually.However, out of respect for Su Zheng and ignorance of the whole matter, Qiao Ran promised to give Su Zheng some time and space to think clearly.Seeing the time go by little by little, Shen Jia and Han Zichen both went home for the New Year, and CBlue will be closed for vacation in two days, Su Zheng is still undecided.

"Young Master Su, thanks to my naive thought that you really have no feelings for Qiao Ran." Shen Jia snorted, if he didn't really care, what could make Su Zheng, who has always had a big idea, hesitate Not sure, "Your emotional intelligence has always been low, so I won't comment. I was drunk that day and said a few nonsense, but you really listened to it?! Then you agreed to be with him at that time At that time, why didn’t you think about it earlier? At this moment, the hands are held, the mouth is kissed, and the bed is also laid. You will give him everything he wants. The sweetness is given, you are going to retreat now ? Is it a loss or not?!"

"Shen Jia, you don't understand." I want to dare to love and hate without hesitation, but I just want to be hesitant.What Qiao Ran wanted, Su Zheng was willing to give.But at the same time, he didn't want to see Qiao Ran lose what he already had because of himself.And these things that may be lost are also what Su Zheng once dreamed of.

"Forget it, I can't explain it to you." Shen Jia snorted, he felt that Su Zheng had sealed himself in a circle.Unless he wants to, no matter what others say or do, he can't get out of this circle.Qiao Ran, you are really asking for blessings.

"Sorry, I'm late." Su Zheng and Shen Jia's unresolved phone call ended, the door of the room opened from the outside, and the guests he invited also arrived.

"I came early." Su Zheng glanced at Miyazawa whose coat was stained with mercury, then turned his head to look at the window covered by the curtain, "Is it snowing outside?"

"A little bit." Gong Ze sat down opposite Su Zheng, with a cup of tea at just the right temperature on the table.The waiter next to him handed over two menus.Miyazawa is no stranger to this Japanese food restaurant on the top of the mountain. The last time he met Su Zheng after having dinner with a client here.The feeling of drinking and chatting is still unforgettable.Unexpectedly, Su Zheng would take the initiative to call and ask him to have dinner, "If I read correctly, there is no car outside for you. If you don't drive, would you like a drink or two?"

"Okay." Su Zheng didn't expect that Gong Ze noticed it.He came here by taxi today, and he really wanted to drink some wine.There is nothing better than drinking to drown your sorrows.

"Did something not go your way?" It has been less than a month since I saw Su Zheng and Yun Qi in the bar last time.The number of times Gong Ze and Su Zheng met can be counted on one hand.They don't understand each other at all.But because of the experience at the top of the mountain last time, I feel that I hit it off.

"Yeah." Chatting with Miyazawa was very comfortable and at ease.Su Zheng couldn't say the reason, but he just thought it was very simple and didn't have so many ulterior motives.

"Tell me, I'm all ears." Although he didn't understand, Miyazawa could analyze it.Su Zheng would not take the initiative to call to invite him to dinner for no reason.And there is no direct interest relationship between the two people.Then, there is only one possibility left to chat.Since we can talk, there are things that we can't talk to other people.

"I have a friend who said something to me, which made me care a lot." Gong Ze was very direct, such simplicity and purity made it easier for Su Zheng to open his heart.Originally, he was the kind of person who talked too little.Getting him to speak up and say something is not easy, but difficult.I have to say that Miyazawa is a good listener.Su Zheng said while thinking, as if he was trying to make things clear and orderly, so that he would speak slowly, and there would be some long or short pauses.Miyazawa was very serious, didn't interrupt, and didn't show any disgust.

"The last time we met, you were more silent." After Su Zheng finished speaking for a long time, Gong Ze looked at him and said every word seriously, "I am very happy to find me today and tell me these things. This shows that , the glass of red wine in the bar last time, although you drank it a little reluctantly, you still made me a friend. So, sometimes you can’t just give in blindly. Fight hard, and there may be unexpected gains. "

"..." Su Zheng raised his eyes and looked at Gong Ze who was also looking at him.Obviously, Miyazawa had listened to the story he just told, and understood it.The suggestions given are very pertinent.

"For example." Miyazawa smiled, took chopsticks to pick up dishes on Su Zheng's plate, and continued to organize his words, "I think you might like this dish, so I'll give it to you without asking." But you, maybe you have some taboos and don't like it at all. Or for some reason, you can't eat this dish today. Maybe, my analogy is not appropriate. After all, you just told me It's a private matter between you and him. But since it's two people, it's not good to make a decision unilaterally. "

"I understand what you mean." Although Gong Ze spoke cryptically, Su Zheng still understood.

"Really understand?" Gong Ze chuckled, this time he didn't use metaphors, and continued to add vegetables to Su Zheng's plate.When we met just now, I felt that this person seemed to be much thinner than last time I saw him, "Don't you regret it?"

"What?" Su Zheng raised his eyes, and Gong Ze asked without thinking.

"Listen to you, you have been together for a very short time. You haven't had time to do things together. Just like this, for a future that may or may not happen, will you be unwilling to stop moving forward? " Gong Ze suppressed his smile, his voice was a little low.It's not a kind of blame, but a kind of concern, "Besides, don't you even have the ability to create a future for yourself? Or is the other party not worth your effort?"

"..." Gong Ze's words, like a small stone, fell into the lake of Su Zheng's peaceful heart, causing ripples.

"If there is a chance, I would like to meet this person who takes care of you so well and spoils you so delicately." Miyazawa took the sake glass in his hand, stretched his arms, and put Su Zheng on the same side. The table touches together.

"Okay." Having a meal with Gong Ze, Su Zheng seemed to have finished talking about his year.Before I knew it, the night was already deep.When the two came out of the store, it was already the last table of guests.If it wasn't for Miyazawa's face, he would definitely knock on the door and drive him away.

"You don't look like someone who just crossed the river and demolished the bridge." Miyazawa glanced at it. Su Zheng, who is wearing warm clothes today, wants to stay on the top of the mountain for a while, so he won't be frozen. "Stay with me for a while." Yes. Hang on, I'll ask the driver to come and take us back."

"Yeah." The snow was still falling, but because the momentum was too small, it turned into water when it fell on the ground, and it failed to accumulate into a thick layer.

"By the way, there is one more thing." Gong Ze and Su Zheng followed the street lights on the top of the mountain and walked down the mountain step by step, "The person who made things difficult for you at the bar that day, if necessary , I can come forward and solve it for you."

"No need." Su Zheng shook his head and turned to look at Gong Ze, "As you said, if I don't even have the ability to handle things, why would I still be a bar owner? In that place, there is a mix of fish and dragons, all kinds of people, everyone have."

"Children can be taught." Gong Ze nodded, since Su Zheng said so, he followed suit and didn't mention it any more, but secretly wrote down this sum.