slow heat

Once you are used to living alone, you will be inexplicably afraid of the intrusion and appearance of strangers.

When you get used to the life of two people, you will feel uneasy, and one day you will have no choice but to separate.

"Qiao Ran, you are really good-looking! Young master, I really misjudged..." Su Zheng's stomach is not good, and the number of illnesses is not rare, Shen Jia is not surprised.But this time, when Shen Jia looked at it, he just felt distressed.He didn't expect that Qiao Ran, who looked so gentle on his face, turned out to be a master who ate people up and then patted their butts and left.No, as soon as Su Zheng was sent back to the apartment, Shen Jia called Qiao Ran impatiently.Can't help but swear all over the face.

"Where is Xiao Zheng?" Qiao Ran left last night, already thinking about Su Zheng and couldn't let go.At this moment, Shen Jia was very aggressive, and got mad at the phone, but Qiao Ran knew he was wrong, and didn't argue.

"Qiao Ran, who is Young Master Su, do you have any idea in your heart?" Shen Jia hurriedly asked about Su Zheng's whereabouts after hearing that Qiao Ran didn't say a word, feeling that this person was not hopeless.In addition, Han Zichen has been brainwashing himself by the side, saying that Brother Qiao Ran is good, and Brother Qiao Ran is good, Shen Jia is also a little soft-hearted, "Young Master Su is used to being alone, it is not easy to be able to nod to you."

"I know."

"You know what a fart!" Shen Jia was merciless, but before the second sentence could be cursed, Han Zichen pinched his ears in his hands, telling him to pay attention to language civilization, "Young Master Su is not a woman, so he can't talk to you a lot. You said it clearly. Qiao Ran, if I didn’t think you could be saved, I wouldn’t be too lazy to talk nonsense with you. I have a spare key for Young Master Su’s house here, come and get it..."

Su Zheng's house, if it wasn't for all the furniture, would look like a vacant house.Qiao Ran took the key from Shen Jia and opened Su Zheng's door.The room was very quiet, strangely quiet.Qiao Ran changed his shoes in the entrance, and went to Su Zheng's room as he knew the way.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Qiao Ran knelt on the bed with one knee and reached out to touch Su Zheng's slightly hot forehead.It's just a low-grade fever, but it makes people very uncomfortable.

"How did you come in?" Su Zheng felt uncomfortable, and his stomach ached.Su Zheng closed his eyes, and Qiao Ran's warm hand felt a little cold when he pressed his forehead, "It must be Shen Jia."

"I was negligent." Qiao Ran simply went to Su Zheng's bed, hugging him and the quilt tightly, "I shouldn't have left you there alone yesterday."

"I'm not a woman." Su Zheng smiled softly.Last night, he really didn't want Qiao Ran to leave.But even if he was the one being oppressed, he still couldn't open his mouth to persuade him to stay.What's more, it was a matter of Qiao Ran's family, and he couldn't let it go.

"Did you eat?" Qiao Ran gently kissed Su Zheng's ear, remembering what Shen Jia scolded him just now, and suddenly realized that he didn't seem to understand Su Zheng as thoroughly as he imagined.On the contrary, the most invisible person is himself.

"No." Su Zheng shook his head, relaxed his body, and leaned against Qiao Ran quietly.

"Didn't you eat last night?" Qiao Ran was so quiet and obedient, but her heart tightened.

"En." Su Zheng responded lightly, knowing that this answer did not satisfy Qiao Ran, but he still said it.Perhaps only in this way can this person experience the mood he felt last night.But this kind of thing that hurts the enemy one thousand and self-damaged eight hundred, Su Zhengben dismisses it.But now, there is no other way.

"I'm going to make porridge." Qiao Ran sighed inaudibly, and Shen Jia really made the decision.Putting the person back on the bed, tucking in the quilt, and bringing another cup of warm honey water, Qiao Ran went to the kitchen to get busy with preparations in peace.

"Young Master Su, are you feeling better?" You don't need to look at the phone, you know it's Shen Jia calling.Counting the time when Qiao Ran came over, it was quite accurate, "Has that bastard Qiao Ran arrived yet?"

"What did you tell him?" Su Zheng knew Shen Jia, and couldn't see the people around him being wronged.It's not the first time I've complained to myself.It's just that I didn't expect it to be so blatant this time.

"I didn't say anything." Shen Jia pretended to be confused, pretending to be confused. Anyway, there was a phone call between the two of them, so Su Zheng couldn't do anything to him, "Then what, Xiaochen and I won't go there."

The phone call with Shen Jia was disconnected after a few words.Su Zheng didn't feel sleepy at all, his body was still a little limp, and he felt a little drowsy, but he didn't feel cold anymore.Coming out of the room, he stood quietly with his back against the wall in a corner of the living room where he could see the panorama of the kitchen.Looking at Qiao Ran who was busy with a pot of porridge with his back turned to him, that figure gave him a warmth that he had never experienced before.From the time he can remember, Su Zheng's life has been a life of ups and downs.Today I am at my aunt's house, and tomorrow I am at my grandma's house.Going around, but still alone.The moment the gate of the orphanage closed behind him, Su Zheng felt that he had entered another world.Because of being thin, young, and helpless, he was always bullied.Until Qiao Ran appeared.There was a similar experience between them, and the company they had been with year after year made Su Zheng carefully take care of this hard-won emotion and hold it in the palm of his hand.

"What happened yesterday was my fault." Qiao Ran's soft voice rang in Su Zheng's ear, with a bit of deliberate flattery.He didn't know when Su Zheng stood in the living room, far away, leaning against the corner, looking in his direction, but it didn't look like he was looking at himself.Qiao Ran rubbed Su Zheng's forehead with the back of his hand, and it was still slightly hot, so he pulled the person leaning against the wall into his arms to warm him without any explanation.

"Then lie flat, let me do it once." Qiao Ran took Su Zheng into the sofa and sat down, lazily closing his eyes.What I want is not an apology, not to mention that Qiao Ran is gentle and considerate to him, and he can't find fault at all.Wanting this matter to end here, Su Zheng had no choice but to use the tricks that Han Zichen used to deal with Shen Jia.

"Does it still hurt?" Qiao Ran was taken aback for a moment, as if he didn't expect that Su Zheng's intransigence was actually about this matter.However, as Shen Jia said, how much does he really know about Su Zheng.

"Yeah." Su Zheng snorted, and didn't say whether it was a headache or something else.Just let Qiao Ran hold her, and nestled quietly on the sofa.I wasn't very sleepy at first, but suddenly I felt a little tired again.

"I'll pay attention next time." Qiao Ran said seriously, but there was still a smile in her voice.

"That Yunqi." Su Zheng suddenly thought of something, and frowned, "he's not young, but he's not sure. He's famous in the circle, and he's very aggressive."

"..." Qiao Ran didn't answer, but just listened quietly.

"That junior brother of yours, Lu Bai?" Su Zheng has his own way of dealing with Yun Qi.Otherwise, Yun Qi would not have been in college for so many years, Yun Qi could only watch helplessly, but couldn't eat it, and let Qiao Ran get close to the water and get a month first, "Yun Qi is not so friendly. If you see him in the dormitory, just remind him."

"Okay, I'll tell him." Qiao Ran was also surprised to see Lu Bai next to Yun Qi that day.

"How long have you known him?" Su Zheng seemed to be chatting casually, but he deliberately got to know him.

"We met in my sophomore year, one year younger than me." Qiao Ran recalled, and calculated the time again, "It's been seven or eight years."

"It's been a long time." Seven or eight years is enough time for a love that moves heaven and earth.Even if it is a secret love, it is full of time.Su Zheng didn't know whether Qiao Ran pretended not to understand, or really didn't understand.His junior brother, Lu Bai, was not as simple as he appeared.When Lu Bai met Su Zheng for the first time in the dormitory, he was very hostile.However, Su Zheng didn't take it to heart.Until, he appeared with Yun Qi.

"I haven't known you for long." Su Zheng rarely asks about other people's affairs, unless he cares.But Lu Bai is just his fellow apprentice, who just happened to know Yun Qi.I don't know what happened to Su Zheng, but he suddenly became interested in him.

"Qiao Ran, come live with me." She spoke without thinking, afraid that after thinking about it, she would not have the courage to speak again.The almost affirmative tone does not leave room for the other party or himself.

"What did you say?!" Qiao Ran turned off the fire in the kitchen, not far from Su Zheng, so he should have heard it clearly.

"It's very convenient to go to the hospital to work from here, and it's very convenient to take the subway." Su Zheng lowered his head, he didn't know if Qiao Ran really didn't hear clearly, or he should take the opportunity to give himself time to react, "Or, you can also drive my car... ..."

"I'm very happy." Su Zheng's voice was not loud, so reliable that Qiao Ran, who came to him, could still hear what he was rambling about.Afraid of rejection, pretending not to care but cautious.Qiao Ran seemed to understand why Shen Jia was so angry with herself.

"Do you want to?" With a firm heart, he tore off the layers of protection on his body again, and extended an invitation to Qiao Ran.Invite him to really enter your life and become a part of your life.

"I've always wanted to." If it wasn't for his irresponsible performance yesterday, Qiao Ran really wanted to love Su Zheng fiercely right now, and let him know what it means to be unforgettable.He wanted to enter Su Zheng's world, and wanted to be by Su Zheng's side.Not one day, but every day.Qiao Ran hugged Su Zheng, wrapped his arms tightly in his arms, and kissed those two cool thin lips not very tenderly.Qiao Ran didn't want to finish, but he was concerned about Su Zheng's body.Qiao Ran wrapped Su Zheng in his arms, not letting him do anything.Spoonful by himself, he fed Su Zheng porridge, as if he was so sick that he couldn't even lift his hands, "Come out with me in a while."

"Where are you going?" Su Zheng reacted subconsciously, thinking that Qiao Ran was going to take him to the hospital.

"Go to my place and pack your things." Qiao Ran kissed the corner of Su Zheng's mouth with a gentle smile on his face.