ace stand-in

If a person was born as an accident, should he choose to continue to live? ——hypocritical inscription

"Hey, kid, why are you staring at it all the time? Do you really plan to live on the island with a coconut tree like in the movie?"

"Can't you? You have to add water, right? Is it possible to drink sea water?" You Chenyu looked away from the coconut tree, turned his head to look at Hua Mingyang standing behind him and said.

"Then I'd rather drink sea water."

"Why? Don't you like coconuts?"

"You know that some people have allergic reactions to certain foods, right?" Hua Mingyang walked towards their temporary residence with the two fish that he caught after working in the sea for a long time.

"Huh? Really, are you allergic to coconuts? I've heard that people are allergic to mangoes, peaches, etc. How could someone be allergic to coconuts?!" You Chenyu followed Hua Mingyang, muttering as he walked.

"Is this strange? Don't you have any food that you are allergic to?" Hua Mingyang glanced at You Chenyu and said.

"Really not. I have always eaten delicious food since I was a child. As for food, there are only things I like and don't like. I really don't have any allergic reactions."

"..."

Back in the cave, Hua Mingyang skewered the fish with wooden branches and started roasting it over the fire. You Chenyu squatted aside and picked the fruits he picked. There were many of them that he couldn’t name. You Chenyu picked up one of the orange-red fruits After looking at it, "Hua Sheep, this stuff looks delicious, do you want to try it?"

Hua Mingyang looked at the fruit in You Chenyu's hand. It was oval in shape and looked a bit like a green jujube, but the orange-red color was more appetizing than the green jujube. It was indeed pretty, but it was just pretty. That's all, whether it tastes good or not is another matter, "Since you think it's delicious, why don't you eat it yourself?" Hua Mingyang said, turning his eyes back to the fish that was grilling on the fire.

"..." You Chenyu stared at the fruit in his hand for a long time, then glanced at Hua Mingyang, saw that the other person was not looking at him, he opened his mouth and took a bite, the pulp stayed in his mouth for no more than a second before You Chenyu spit it out "Bah! What the hell is this? It's so sour." Looking up, he saw Hua Mingyang's shoulders trembling, "Hua Sheep," You Chenyu said, walking towards Hua Mingyang, "Do you know this thing is right?"

"How could I know?" Hua Mingyang held back a smile and replied.

"..."

"Oh, by the way, you just said it looked delicious, so what do you think of the taste?"

"..."

"Oh... well, well, I admit, I do know about this stuff, and you have to be glad it's not poisonous."

"So I have to say thank you again, don't I?"

"You're welcome."

You Chenyu gritted his teeth, and threw the sour thing out with a "swoosh".

"Eh? Why did you throw it away?"

"Like it, you care?"

"What? Are you really angry?" Hua Mingyang said as he was about to touch You Chenyu's hair, but was opened by the other party, "Hey..."

"Go away!"

Hua Mingyang didn't care too much about the other party's bad tone, he just assumed that the other party was a child throwing a temper tantrum, and guessed that he would calm down after a while. Who would have thought that You Chenyu had a temper, and he didn't talk to him before going to bed. To say a word, looking at You Chenyu huddled in the corner, Hua Mingyang shook his head, just as he added new firewood, he heard You Chenyu humming.

"Little ghost?" Hua Mingyang walked up to You Chenyu, and called out to someone who hadn't slept well.

"Hmm..." You Chenyu opened his eyes, "Cold..."

The temperature difference between day and night on the island is huge. If you sleep like this at night, it’s no wonder it’s not cold. Hua Mingyang lay beside You Chenyu, holding him in his arms, "Would this be better?"

"Hmm..." You Chenyu didn't answer, just hummed and hugged Hua Mingyang with his backhand, rubbing his head on the other's chest before falling asleep again, seeing someone fall asleep, Hua Mingyang yawned and closed his eyes. eyes.

This time, Hua Mingyang didn't sleep very well. The ground was not a comfortable place, and the person in his arms kept moving around during sleep. How could it be possible for Hua Mingyang to sleep well? Yang woke up immediately, and pushed You Chenyu, "Little ghost, what are you moving around in your sleep?"

"It's so hot..." You Chenyu scratched his hair, muttered, tugged at his collar, and pushed Hua Mingyang away.

"Hot?" Their position is close to the fire, but even so, the temperature on the island is definitely not hot. Hua Mingyang felt a little puzzled. When he went to see You Chenyu, he found that the other party's face was covered with sweat, and even his hair was wet. , reached out and touched the other person's forehead, felt the scalding heat, and couldn't help frowning, "Tsk!" Hua Mingyang patted the other person's face, "Little brat, get up!"

"Huh?" You Chenyu rubbed his eyes and sat up.

"Umm, what? You have a fever, do you know that?"

"do not know."

"Why did you suddenly have a fever?"

"I don't know." You Chenyu said and retracted his feet.

Noticing the opponent's small movements, Hua Mingyang stretched out his hand and grabbed the opponent's ankle, only to find that the opponent's foot was injured and had already started to inflame, "What's the matter with your injury?"

"Well, a few days ago, I accidentally broke the milk cup before going to bed at night. I was so sleepy at the time that I didn't clean it up. I forgot about it the next day and stepped on it when I got up in the morning."

"Then why don't you say it?"

"It's been almost a week, I thought it was all right, the wound didn't hurt anymore, and the doctor said it was fine..."

"You're all right now? Huh?"

"Isn't that because soaking in water for too long... You, where are you going?" You Chenyu saw Hua Mingyang standing up in the middle of his sentence, as if he was about to leave, and hurriedly grabbed the corner of the other party's clothes.

"Get water." Hua Mingyang said as he tugged at the corner of his clothes, "Let go!"

"Oh..." You Chenyu slowly let go of his hand.

When Hua Mingyang came back holding the water with leaves, You Chenyu was still sitting where he was at the beginning, "Come, drink some water." Hua Mingyang walked to You Chenyu and said.

"Hmm..." After drinking the water, You Chenyu looked at Hua Mingyang, "Is this sea water?"

"Didn't you finish drinking?" Hua Mingyang paused, and suddenly remembered that the other person had a fever last time, and seemed to be particularly unresponsive, so he reached out to wipe the sweat off his face, "It's rain."

"... Oh." You Chenyu seemed to have digested what the other party said after a while and replied.

"How is it? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

You Chenyu shook his head, turned his head and rubbed against the opponent's chest.

"what happened?"

"I'm sleepy……"

Hua Mingyang sat down and let the other party lie on his lap, "Go to sleep..."

"Will you be here all the time?"

"Ah."

Because of the high fever, You Chenyu slept extremely unsteadily, and woke up several times. The last time, You Chenyu didn't seem to plan to sleep again after waking up, but just pulled the corner of the other party's clothes and asked, "Hua Sheep, what do you say?" , will I just die like this?"

"Don't say stupid things!" Hua Mingyang reached out and touched the other person's face, and found that the temperature was much higher than in the morning.

"Cough..." You Chenyu coughed a few times, "Hua Sheep, if, I really... say sorry to my brother and thank you..."

You Chenyu fell into a coma after finishing speaking, and seemed to hear Hua Mingyang talking to someone in a trance, he thought it must be an illusion, after all, there should be no one on this island except him and Hua Mingyang .

"Hey, did my dear brother miss me?" A long-haired man who looked somewhat similar to Hua Mingyang asked with a smile standing at the entrance of the cave.

"Maybe you can come a few days later!" Hua Mingyang's tone was not very good.

"Are you complaining? Let's say it with conscience, brother, I have worked very hard. When I knew that your phone couldn't get through, I immediately left the beauty and came back from abroad. The last location of your phone is at sea. In this vast sea, I don't even know if you are dead or alive, so you can find you in such a short time, shouldn't you be grateful to me?" The man said as he approached Hua Mingyang, knelt down and stretched out his hand to poke him. He poked the face of the person in the other party's arms, "Oh, little fresh meat, I'm a little envious of my brother."

Hearing the sound of the helicopter outside, Hua Mingyang didn't say anything but stood up with his arms in his arms.

"Hey, don't ignore me, brother. It's not easy for brother to go back to China." The man muttered after Hua Mingyang.

"..." Hua Mingyang stopped in his tracks and turned his head to look at the other party calmly but didn't speak.

"Okay, I also know that you don't really want to talk right now, so don't talk if you don't." The man shrugged and said, and then walked in the direction of the helicopter behind Hua Mingyang.

After boarding the helicopter, the man handed the headset to the other party and asked, "Go straight back?"

Hua Mingyang nodded.

After sending You Chenyu to the hospital, Hua Mingyang heaved a sigh of relief when the doctor said that there was nothing serious about him. He turned around and saw Li Jun walking into the ward just as his brother was about to speak.

"Ming Yang, the call is from your home." Li Jun handed the phone to the other party.

"Um……"

After Hua Mingyang answered the phone, he returned the phone to Li Jun and said, "Can you lend me your car keys? I have to go back."

"Is something wrong at home?"

"The person who took care of Sheng Yan suddenly had to go back to his hometown in an emergency. Sheng Yan is at home alone now. I have to go back and have a look."

Li Jun nodded, then took out the car keys and handed them to Hua Mingyang.

"Thank you." Hua Mingyang took the key, pointed to You Chenyu on the bed, and said, "Then I'll go back, take care of him for me first." After finishing speaking, he left.

Seeing Hua Mingyang leave, the man who was standing beside Hua Mingyang also followed behind him.

After leaving the ward, he found Li Jun's car and opened the door. Hua Mingyang looked at the people beside him and asked, "Would you like to go see him with me?"

"No need, I have to go, there are still people waiting for my brother and me. Why, I am very reluctant to part with my brother?" The man approached Hua Mingyang, put his hand on the other's shoulder, and said with a smile.

"not at all."

"That's really a pity..." The man turned and left after speaking.

"Hey, when are you going home?"

The man paused, but he didn't respond, he just waved his back to Hua Mingyang.Looking at the back of the other party, Hua Mingyang sighed and got into the car.

When You Chenyu woke up again, what caught his eyes was whiteness. You Chenyu looked at the ceiling in a daze, and as soon as he moved his hand, someone pinched his wrist. When he turned his head, he realized that there was a needle in the back of his hand, and he pinched his hand. It was a boy about five or six years old, who blinked, "Who are you?" He remembered that he seemed to have never had any contact with children.

"Who are you?" The boy said the same words as You Chenyu.

"Why are you here?"

"Why are you here?"

You Chenyu frowned, and the child also frowned. You Chenyu was sure that the other party did it on purpose, and took a deep breath, "Red carp, green carp and donkey."

"Red carp donkey... Red and green..." The boy stammered, but he couldn't complete the sentence, and finally closed his mouth and stopped talking, but stared at You Chenyu.

Seeing the unwillingness in the boy's eyes, You Chenyu couldn't help laughing, "Okay, can you tell me your name now?"

"Hua Shengyan." Curling his lips, Hua Shengyan said.

"Hua Mingyang is your... father?" After You Chenyu finished speaking, he felt that maybe he shouldn't have used interrogative sentences, because after careful reading, he found that the other party and Hua Mingyang really looked alike.

"He won't let me call that..."

"That's because I'm not your irresponsible father." The one who spoke was Hua Mingyang who walked into the ward with his things. He put the things on the bedside table and touched You Chenyu's forehead with his hand, feeling a burning sensation. After almost retreating, he withdrew his hand and looked at Hua Shengyan, "Aunt Liu is back, go home, Uncle Zhong is still waiting for you." Hua Mingyang pointed to the middle-aged man standing outside the door.

"Are you coming back at night?" Hua Shengyan looked at the door and then at Hua Mingyang and asked.

"Probably, no."

"Oh..." Hua Shengyan responded, seemingly disappointed, "Then I'll go first." After speaking, he followed the man at the door and left.

"He looks disappointed." You Chenyu propped himself up, glanced at Hua Mingyang and said.

"Hmm..." Hua Mingyang responded perfunctorily, and took out the food he bought, "Are you hungry? Want to eat something?"

You Chenyu nodded, he was really hungry now, while waiting for the other party to feed him, he asked, "Hey, is that kid really your son?"

"Why do you think he is my son?" Hua Mingyang opened the bowl of porridge, stirred it with a spoon, and sat beside the bed with the bowl in hand.

"He looks very similar to you... um..." You Chenyu looked at the spoon that Hua Mingyang handed to his mouth, and reached out to take it, "I'll just do it myself."

"Are you sure? You can hold the bowl yourself, too?" Hua Mingyang said as he handed the bowl to the other party.

"Hello..." You Chenyu looked at the bowl and then at the back of his right hand where the needle was inserted.

"So, either I feed it or carry it myself."

What can You Chenyu do, of course, choose to hold the spoon in his mouth.

"He is my brother's son, but now my brother is gone." Seeing You Chenyu eating the food in the spoon, Hua Mingyang said.

You Chenyu was stunned, "Sorry, I didn't know you..."

"Why do you apologize? I didn't mean that when I said I'm gone."

"Ok?"

"That guy packed his things and went abroad two years ago. In his words, he wanted to leave this place and go to another place to treat his emotional injuries."

"What?"

"Well... the person he loves is married..."

"Tsk tsk," You Chenyu shook his head, "Then you two are really a pair of difficult brothers and sisters, do you even have to go through this kind of thing like 'the person you love the most is married, but it's not me'?"

"..."

"What's wrong, did I say something wrong?" Seeing that Hua Mingyang didn't speak, You Chenyu couldn't help asking.

"No, no. It's just, um, from a certain point of view, he is much worse than me. After all, he has been dating that person for three years. For him, my brother has come out with his family. But just when he was quarreling with my dad because of coming out of the closet, and almost broke the father-son relationship, he received a wedding invitation from that man."

"Oh...then your brother is indeed much worse than you, tsk, this feeling of getting it but suddenly losing it is sometimes much more uncomfortable than never having it. But," You Chenyu paused, biting Taking a mouthful of the steamed stuffed bun that Hua Mingyang brought to his mouth, he continued: "Even so, he still can't leave his son alone."

"That child is an accident to my brother, so naturally he can easily let it go."

"Accident? What do you mean?"

"My brother's private life was messed up when he wasn't dating the guy who dumped him, and he had a one-night stand. The woman obviously didn't want a child to be a burden to her, but it might be The reason for believing in Buddhism is to believe in karma. I was afraid that the child who would be aborted would come to her, so I didn’t abort the child. Instead, I gave it to my brother after it was born. I took a sum of money that she was satisfied with and left. .”

"That's right..." You Chenyu was overwhelmed with sympathy, and after hearing what Hua Mingyang said, he suddenly felt sorry for the child.A person, if his birth is regarded as an accident, isn't that pitiful?Perhaps, he shouldn't pity others, in fact, it's too late for him to pity himself.

"Well," Hua Mingyang blinked, and said as if he suddenly remembered something: "By the way, your brother is coming back?"

"When?"

"Probably in the evening."

"Oh……"