love like a shooting star

5.

"Sunday?"

"......Hey."

"What's wrong with you?" Shi Jin looked at the people around him inexplicably, this was the third time Wu Liuyi lost his mind tonight.There was a military program on TV, Wu Liuyi obviously didn't watch it at all.

"Did something go wrong at work?" Shi Jin asked worriedly, he remembered that Wu Liuyi was fine when he went out in the morning.Those caring words and that warm hug all came to my heart for a moment... He is destined to be unable to respond to this kind of heart in this life, but Shi Jin has always regarded Wu Liuyi as a bosom friend, and they are close friends .

Wu Liuyi turned his head, looked into Shi Jin's concerned eyes, hesitated for a moment, and finally said sadly, "Today...I saw him today."

"Who is it?" Shi Jin's voice was deep and a little hoarse, as if immersed in the harmonious lighting.

"...the company commander."

Wu Liuyi wanted to joke about how coincidental it was, but he finally chose to remain silent.Shi Jin had a premonition this morning and wanted to try his best to keep calm and calm, but he couldn't help lowering his eyes and lowering his head slightly.Wu Liuyi sighed, held Shi Jin's head with both hands and raised it gently, Shi Jin's eyelashes trembled, and the brilliance in his black eyes was dim, as if the bright moon reflected in the lake was blown by the wind and shattered into pieces.

"...You still care about him so much." Wu Liuyi looked at Shi Jin quietly.

Another sleepless night.

Shi Jin lay in the dark enduring the severe pain in his chest, recalling the conversation with Wu Liuyi just now.It was only now that he could recall, but at that time, he seemed to be in a fog, and he didn't know what he said.

......

"You still care about him so much."

"Is he... well?"

"......fine."

......

How could there be such a coincidence in the world, as if it was destined.As for Gaocheng, he wanted to see him but dared not see him, but he wanted to hide but couldn't.The person lying in the dark laughed at himself silently, Shi Jin, Shi Jin, how hypocritical you are, you just don't give up.

It was the winter of Shi Jin's second year after he left the army. It was extremely cold, and Gao Cheng went alone to look for him in a remote mountain village in the northeast.Shi Jin looked at Gao Cheng who suddenly appeared in front of him that day and thought, I am dreaming again.

"Commander, why are you here?"

"What! I can't come, can I?"

"No, not..."

"You promised that you will be my guide when I come to the Northeast to travel someday."

"Travel? Are you coming to our poor mountain valley to travel?" Shi Jin's small eyes were wide open, with an expression of disbelief.

"How do you say it is Qiongshangou? Can you make the club flourish in Qiongshangou? Comrade Shi Jin, don't slander your hometown."

"But, it's cold, company commander, do you want to go climbing?"

"Hey, I still want to climb the mountain, you have to accompany me!" Gao Cheng said naturally.

"...Success!" Shi Jin nodded vigorously.

It was severe winter, and the pine forests all over the mountains and plains were covered with crushed snow, covered in silver and crystal clear.Gao Cheng and Shi Jin climbed up the mountain path, the surrounding was very quiet, only the sound of their footsteps.

"I've already said that it's too cold to climb mountains, so you insist on coming." Shi Jin said helplessly.

Gao Cheng took a deep breath, letting the clear air flow into his chest: "I think it's pretty good. The environment is good, the air is good, and it's quiet."

Shi Jin blinked, and tentatively asked: "Company commander, are you here... just to find me?"

Gao Cheng was stunned for a moment: "...I don't have a few days off, just walk around, and I think of you. Today, we haven't seen each other for several years, and you don't come to every party, I Always worried."

Hearing this, Shi Jin's heart trembled.Although from Gao Cheng's standpoint, it was more out of the company commander's concern for the soldiers, Shi Jin still showed that long-lost ambiguous and vulgar smile.

"Company commander, do you think I'm not doing well?"

General Gao Cheng looked at Shi Jin carefully, and nodded with satisfaction: "Well, it's good, but it's still so thin."

"Hey, it's not like you don't know that I've been like this all the time. You don't gain weight just by eating."

"You must be poor." Gao Cheng smiled dotingly, looking at the vast forest ahead, "The air is really good, why don't the third squad leader run long-distance runs with you twice?"

"No problem." Shi Jin's expression was a bit sluggish, "Company commander, don't underestimate me. Although we have retired from the army, the quality of armored scouts is still there. You may not be able to outrun me."

"No, yes, yes!" Gao Cheng expressed his objection word by word, but when he said the third word, Shi Jin suddenly jumped out like a rabbit, and shouted as he ran: "Company commander, you can't run as specified." I!"

"Okay you!" Gao Cheng found out that he had been tricked and immediately ran after him, "You bastard, you know that you violated the rules? Don't let me catch you!"

Shi Jin suddenly became playful, grabbed a handful of snow and rolled it into a ball while running.The distance between him and Gaocheng was less than ten meters, and he threw his hand back, and the snowball hit the opponent's forehead impartially.

With a "poof", there was a sudden chill on his forehead, and then the snow fell in front of his eyes.Gao Cheng yelled at the fast-running figure in front of him: "You son of a bitch, stop!" Instead of stopping, Shi Jin ran even more vigorously, leaving hearty laughter all the way.

That day, the two of them ran freely among the mountains, as if they had returned to the old days, the company commander and his third squad leader, the happy time when they were young and frivolous.

I don't know how long he ran, but Shi Jin felt that it was time to stop.People can't be too greedy, they can't have happy times all the time, and they are indeed tired from running.He stopped, turned his head and called "Company Commander".

"Ouch!" Gao Cheng cried out in pain, and after being knocked dizzy, he figured out what was going on, and stood there speechless for a long time.Shi Jin's face suddenly burned, and his heart beat wildly.He stopped too hastily just now, his teeth just hit Gaocheng's lips, and his skin was broken and bleeding.

The sky and the earth are silver and white, so beautiful that it is unreal.A red mark on Gao Cheng's lower lip was like cinnabar, and Shi Jin's cheeks were flushed. The strenuous exercise and nervousness made it difficult to breathe calmly, and his chest heaved up and down.For a while, the four eyes met, and the two were silent.

Gao Cheng looked around, and then stared into Shi Jin's eyes.Those small eyes were looking at him unblinkingly.The dark eyes were astonishingly bright, as if they were going to suck him in.The full lips were slightly parted, and the warm breath was close at hand... Gao Cheng's whole body became hot, and he leaned forward in a strange way, eliminating the last bit of distance between the two.

Lip-to-lip fit, warm touch.There was a bang in Shi Jin's head, his body trembled, his legs felt weak and he was about to fall down.Gao Cheng's arms tightened around his waist, making the fit even tighter.

The shock of this moment is indescribable.Shi Jin looked at his company commander with his eyes wide open, and Gao Cheng's eyes were firm despite his flustered movements.The tongue tentatively entered the mouth slowly, stirring gently in it.Shi Jin wanted to resist but couldn't control himself at all, the part of his tongue that was sucked felt slightly numb and sticky.

This was a kiss that was too gentle, so gentle that people couldn't resist it. Shi Jin hugged Gao Cheng back almost naturally and responded, unable to think, just out of the direct reaction of the body, they closed at the same time in the gradually rapid breathing. eyes.

After a long kiss, both of them were speechless, and their eyes were looking at different places.After an unknown amount of time, Gao Cheng said "I'm sorry" in a low voice, and he let go of Shi Jin gently, with confusion and fear in his eyes.

It was only then that Shi Jin dared to shift his gaze to the face of his company commander, tried his best to restrain his frantic heartbeat, and smiled warmly.

"Today, I'm really sorry...I...I'm in a mess...I don't know why this happened...Don't mind... "Gao Cheng struggled to finish speaking.

Shi Jin felt sore in his heart: "It's okay, company commander, the joke was a bit too much, just don't do it again in the future."

"But...but I really...have feelings for you just now..." Gao Cheng said doubtfully.

"Don't think about it, the atmosphere is not right." Shi Jin tried to bend his eyes and teased, "It's time for you, company commander, to have a girlfriend."

"What girlfriend!" Gao Cheng was even more embarrassed, "You bastard dares to make fun of your company commander."

Shi Jin's eyes were bent a little more, and his lips were also bent. This time he didn't speak, and just looked at Gao Cheng so ambiguously and vulgarly.Gao Cheng immediately relaxed: "I really don't mind?"

"En." Shi Jin nodded.

"You will always be my best third class monitor, right?"

"Of course. You will always be my most...respected company commander."

That's it, that's all.What else?Tell him the truth, say that I have always liked him, but dare not tell him, I like him so much that I can hardly control myself.Shi Jin sighed helplessly, and immediately denied this idea.

can not say.If it can be said that it has been said in Qilian, why wait until now.Shi Jin is a rational person, sometimes too rational, always thinks everything ahead and thinks clearly.He knew very well who he was, who Gao Cheng was, and the gap between them, the insurmountable gap between them.This time it was an accident, Gao Cheng was just impulsive, maybe there was something else, no matter what it was, he couldn't let it develop.He is a military officer and a general's son. He should have a bright future, marry a wife and have children, and live a happy life that belongs to him.

Shi Jin said silently in his heart, company commander, I am beyond redemption, so don't drag you along, I hope you are happy.

So that's how it went.Shi Jin continued to serve as a guide for Gaocheng, and Gaocheng returned home after two days of lingering among the white mountains and black waters in the northeast.

A month later, Shi Jin received a call from Gao Cheng.

"Today, I have a girlfriend. My father's old classmate's daughter is a teacher. She looks pretty."

Gao Cheng's voice was full of excitement, and he could feel the joy of being in love through the phone.Shi Jin's hand holding the receiver shook, but he tried his best to make his voice sound very happy.

"Congratulations, Commander!"

"If you have the opportunity to come to Beijing, I will recommend it to you."

"Okay, then I want to see my sister-in-law's demeanor. Company commander, you have to work harder and strive to achieve a positive result as soon as possible."

"Haha, you bastard made fun of me again." Gao Cheng's tone suddenly became a little hesitant, "Today, I'm sorry about that incident. After I came back, I thought about it seriously. You are right, I should have a girlfriend I'm a grown man, and I'm ashamed of myself for doing such an unreliable thing."

Shi Jin felt a pain in his heart when he heard this.You haven’t forgotten it, you still remember it, you can just remember it yourself, why mention it again, I... Shi Jin suddenly wanted to cry, so he quickly covered his mouth with his hand.

Gao Cheng couldn't hear the sound for a long time, and couldn't help but panic again: "What's the matter, today, you are still angry, right? I felt it the other day. You said you were fine on the surface, but you must be scolding me in your heart. Today, don't be old Hold on, scold as much as you want, then blame me, I have scolded myself hundreds of times."

"Hehe." Shi Jin on the other end of the phone suddenly laughed, "Company commander, you are really long-winded."

"Oh my god." Gao Cheng breathed out, as if he was finally relieved, "Just don't blame me."

"How can I, I don't blame you." Shi Jin stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears, his eyes soon blurred again.

......

Half a year later, Gao Cheng called again.

This time the voice was full of joy: "Today, I'm getting married."

Shi had anticipated this day this morning, and had often choreographed the performances in his mind for half a year. At this time, he was able to control his emotions very well. "Congratulations to the company commander for embracing the beauty."

"We must come to have a glass of wedding wine then!"

"Okay, I'll definitely go." Shi Jin suddenly clutched his chest tightly, and his eyes turned black.

......

On the day of the wedding, Shi Jin did not go as promised, and Wu Liuyi sat at the banquet with a haggard look, and conveyed Shi Jin's blessings to Gao Cheng.

"The company commander is really sorry. The club is too busy and the monitor can't leave. He wishes you and your sister-in-law a happy marriage for a hundred years and have a baby soon. I'll fine you a glass of wine on behalf of the monitor." After finishing speaking, he raised his head and poured down the whole glass of wine. Gao Cheng took a photo of the bottom of the cup.There was a roar of applause during the banquet.

Gao Cheng was a little disappointed not to see Shi Jin, but the joy of newlyweds still overwhelmed the gloom in his heart, so he took Wu Liuyi's shoulder and said: "One cup is not enough, how many more will be punished." He waved to everyone in the banquet , "Brothers, pour him for me!"

That night, Wu Liuyi was poured alcohol in turn by his brothers following the order of the company commander, but he himself was very cooperative in drinking until his glass was drained. Of course, he was drunk like mud.He wants to get drunk, he wants to get drunk so much, he can forget the sadness in his heart when he is drunk.He felt sorry for Shi Jin, the person who was lying in the hospital at the moment and was still thinking about Gao Cheng.

Shi Jin was ill, and when he heard the news of Gao Cheng's marriage, he suddenly couldn't hold on anymore.The lesion should have been lurking in the body for a while, and it broke out completely at that moment.Wu Liuyi thinks that God really doesn't hurt people, he is such a good monitor, why fate treats him like this!

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