love like a shooting star

18.

Shi Jin woke up for a brief moment, then fell into a deep sleep again.His head was heavy and his body was cold, so it was good to just sleep like this, and the pain would stop if he didn't wake up.Chaotic dreams came one after another, a pair of powerful arms suddenly embraced him, and then his hot body was covered, and his hot lips pressed tightly... The familiar touch was very similar to that night before.Gao Cheng's eyes are extraordinarily bright, as if trying to suck people in, they are the only light of life that Shi Jin pursues in this cold and dark space.In the dream, Gao Cheng was entangled with him endlessly, one after another hot kisses were burned on his neck and chest, and the hot desire was buried in his body, they tossed endlessly, gradually Shi Jin warmed up.

Gao Cheng stood up suddenly, and Shi Jin let out a "huh", pain mixed with joy, but this sound was connected to reality.

Consciousness was awakened in an instant, Shi Jin slowly opened his eyes, and the face in the dream appeared in front of him.

"Today! You're awake, you're so anxious to death."

Shi Jin stared blankly at Gao Cheng, the bright black eyes that were close at hand suddenly merged with the pair that ignited his soul in the dream, Shi Jin quickly looked away, his pale cheeks were stained with red.

"How do you feel today? Are you uncomfortable? You should say something!" Gao Cheng's voice couldn't hide his anxiety.

Shi Jin's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and he called out in a low voice: "Company commander..."

Shen Hou's slightly hoarse voice was still familiar, and he was still his third class monitor.Gao Cheng heaved a sigh of relief, and slowly let go of his hanging heart. With just this sound, the anxiety and worries of the past few days disappeared in an instant. He felt that it was worth sacrificing everything for Shi Jin.The eyes of the world, his future in the military, and the so-called moral code's opposition to same-sex feelings are not enough to shake Shi Jin's position in his heart.

Gao Cheng's hand caressed Shi Jin's forehead, eyes, and cheeks, and used his fingers to trace the blood-stained lips. His gaze revealed a strange lingering look, passing over every inch of skin, and murmured: "I'm sorry, if I knew you were sick, It’s so heavy, no matter what I say, I can’t torment you like that, you should tell me today.”

Shi Jin's cheeks were even redder, and his nostrils were slightly sweaty, obviously recalling the chaotic night the two of them spent together.Gao Cheng couldn't help but leaned down, and pressed his lips on Shi Jin's cold lips.Different from the eagerness and frenzy of that night, this is an extremely gentle kiss, without even a trace of sex, only care and tenderness.

Gao Cheng held Shi Jin's lips and sucked them repeatedly, as if tasting delicious candy. Shi Jin gradually panted, and stuck out the tip of his tongue to respond. The two of them were tender for a while, then Gao Cheng let go of Shi Jin's lips and looked deeply into his eyes. Said: "Why did you faint at the train station, and you want to leave without saying goodbye?"

"not me……"

"What's not, I know what you think!" Gao Cheng was a little sullen, and more of a self-blame, "If something happens to you, I will live in guilt for the rest of my life."

"Company Commander..." Shi Jin was stunned, not knowing how to answer for a while, this was almost a confession and made his heart beat faster.

Gao Cheng's expression became more serious: "Shi Jin, listen carefully. From now on, I will be wherever you are, and I will accompany you in whatever you do. There are too many disappointing things in this world, and I don't want to let you down again. You are disappointed. There is no difference anymore, I want to be with you because, because I like you."

--I like you!All the sorrow and pain are gone, only two hearts that are infinitely close.I like you, what a simple, direct and irrefutable reason!

Shi Jin only felt his chest throbbing, like a turbulent wave, agitated endlessly, the scene that used to only appear in dreams now actually happened before his eyes.His vision gradually blurred, he wanted to give Gao Cheng a smile, and tried to bend his eyes, but two tears fell down his cheeks.

"Why are you crying? You don't want to lose face." Gao Cheng reprimanded, but his movements were extremely gentle. He gently wiped away those tears with his fingertips, and said, "You are tired, rest, I am here with you."

Shi Jin still wanted to speak, but Gao Cheng pressed his finger on his lips, with a domineering tone: "The doctor won't let you talk too much, close your eyes and sleep, this is an order."

For a moment, Shi Jin's chest was filled with happiness, he stared at Gaocheng for a while without a word, then closed his eyes and fell asleep slowly.

Gao Cheng sat by the bed, looking at the sleeping man without blinking.A few beams of sunlight passed through the gaps in the window sills, swaying across Shi Jin's face, adding a bit of vividness to this pale face.

After staying in the hospital for another two days, Shi Jin's spirit is getting better and better, and he is always smiling all day long. From time to time, he talks to Gao Chengpoor, which makes Gao Cheng feel dazed for a while, as if he has traveled back to Qilian. The sickly person in front of him has turned back into the wilting rabbit from back then.When Wu Liuyi came to visit, he was secretly surprised. If he hadn't known about Shi Jin's condition, he would almost have thought that his squad leader would recover and be discharged from the hospital in a few days.Wu Liuyi said to Gao Cheng with admiration, you are still the best company commander, let's not talk about physical strength, just look at the squad leader's vigor and spirit, running [-] meters is not a problem.Shi Jin grinned and showed his two front teeth, saying that you can make fun of me, and I will really go out and run one for you to see later.

In the evening, the room was quiet, Shi Jin leaned against the head of the bed and closed his eyes to rest, Gao Cheng sat beside him peeling apples, neither of them spoke.Gaocheng's apple peeling technology has advanced by leaps and bounds. He can already peel an apple in half a minute, and he can keep the apple peeled.Gao Cheng was very proud of his new skill, so he continued to strengthen his training and planned to continue shortening the time.

"Company commander, let's take a break, how can we finish eating so many?" Shi Jin opened his eyes at some point, and was worrying about the row of peeled apples lined up neatly on the bedside table.

"Then I'm counting on you, Class Three, come here and eat hard." Gao Cheng smiled triumphantly, and stuffed a peeled apple into Shi Jin's hand, picked up one himself, put it near his mouth and took a bite, "Heh, So sweet."

Shi Jin also took a bite and chewed slowly. He thought for a while and said, "Company Commander, it's almost Chinese New Year, you should go home and be with your sister-in-law. It's not suitable for us to do this."

"You're here again. Didn't I tell you all about it? I've always been by your side and I won't leave."

"My sister-in-law is about to give birth, aren't you worried?"

"You don't have to worry about it. I'll take time to go home in two days and have a look, and then I'll come back to accompany you."

"But……"

"That's what Xiao Rou meant. She asked me to accompany you. By the way, she also asked me to say sorry to you on her behalf."

Shi Jin lowered his eyes: "What are you sorry for? This is how we are sorry for my sister-in-law."

Gao Cheng sighed: "Don't worry about it anymore, I beg you."

"Then..." Shi Jin bit his lip, "Commander, I want to be discharged from the hospital."

Gao Cheng looked at Shi Jin and said nothing.

Shi Jin quickly said: "Living here is an infusion every day. You know about my disease, so what's the use of that? After leaving the hospital, you can do what you want and go where you want to go."

"Then where do you want to go, squad leader?" Gao Cheng was suddenly amused, "I didn't say I wouldn't let you out of the hospital, but you're in a hurry. Come on, tell me, I'd like to hear if your ideas are still so uncreative. "Gao Cheng imitated Shi Jin's tone back then, and said leisurely, "I always say that we are defending the capital. I have never seen what the capital looks like... □□...Wangfujing...Xidan...roast duck... "

"Hahaha... Company Commander, you still remember."

Shi Jin rolled over on the bed with a smile, and rolled on the ground, Gao Cheng suddenly pressed him under him, and blew into Shi Jin's ear infinitely ambiguously, the person under him trembled, and his ears turned red instantly.Gao Cheng chuckled and said, "Tell me, you can go anywhere you want, you have to seize the opportunity, Class Three."

Shi Jin stopped his playfulness and stared seriously into Gao Cheng's eyes: "Company commander, I ran around in the mountains in the Northeast since I was a child. Later, I joined the army and went to the army. After retiring from the army, I went back to the Northeast to open a mountaineering club. In the past few years, I have been seriously ill. I'm not a ghost, I just went to the hospital for nothing... Then what... I haven't seen the sea yet..." At the end, the third squad leader with an affectionate appearance couldn't hold back anymore, his eyes and lips moved together at the same time. Bend, two front teeth were exposed again.

Gao Cheng smiled "puchi", fondled Shi Jin's short hair, and then a gentle kiss fell between his lips and teeth.Gao Cheng murmured while kissing: "This wish will definitely come true for you, and we will be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

"Company commander, what are you doing?" Shi Jin made a slight move, but Gao Cheng didn't intend to stop, and the kiss became even more forgetful. "Don't move... today... I also have a wish... help me realize it?"

"Hmm... what wish?" Shi Jin was so dazed by the kiss that he couldn't react for a while.

Gao Cheng chuckled, "I want you."

"...This is a hospital!"

"I do not care."

"...um... no... let people see..."

Gao Cheng didn't care so much, he unbuttoned Shi Jin in a few strokes, tore off the hospital gown, Shi Jin instinctively relaxed his body, and separated his legs... Everything was going on in silence, and then Too many words are superfluous.Gao Cheng's shortness of breath and Shi Jin's unbearable ecstasy were soon heard in the ward, and the bed was shaking every now and then, which made people's ears warm and their hearts pounding.

During the rounds at night, the rain had cleared and the clouds had cleared, but the nurse felt something was wrong as soon as she entered the room.The window was open in this room, but there was still a strange smell faintly, and the nurse couldn't help frowning.Looking at the two masters in the room, one was sitting upright with a calm expression, not caring about the red mark on his neck at all, the other was wrapped in a quilt from the neck down, covered very tightly, but there was a bead of sweat on his forehead, it was obviously too hot, His usually bloodless face turned red.

"If it's too hot, don't cover it so tightly."

The nurse had kindly reminded her, but Shi Jin's flushed cheeks suddenly became brighter again.The nurse looked at this and that inexplicably, and suddenly felt a little bit in her heart.The momentary blessing to her heart made her extremely embarrassed, she didn't dare to take another look, and quickly escaped from this weird space.

As soon as the nurse left, Shi Jin threw back the quilt with a huff.I saw that the hospital gown was crumpled on the body, but a bunch of buttons had disappeared.Shi Jin blushed and muttered: "Company Commander, you are too much..." Those wet eyes glanced at Gaocheng, as if water would drip out.As for Gao Cheng, looking at the faint hickey on Shi Jin's chest, his amber eyes deepened a bit.

Near midnight, the two stood side by side on the balcony. The hospital balcony was sealed, and only a small window could be opened. They watched the bustling city through the glass.The firecrackers blared, and the fireworks were like a piece of brocade. It was New Year's Eve.

"Dongfeng puts flowers and thousands of trees at night, and blows them down, and the stars are like rain..." Gao Cheng whispered to himself.

Shi Jin laughed out loud: "Are you sour? Besides, the word "person" is written in fifteen. It's not appropriate for you to read it out on the first day of the new year. Can't tell the difference?"

Gao Cheng's eyes widened: "I can't tell who's who, you little bastard is very capable, I won't give you company face!" But then he smiled flatteringly: "It's the same, it's the same, you have to put flowers on the first and fifteenth day of the new year." Well." While talking, suddenly a big firework exploded, dyeing the night sky extremely gorgeously.Shi Jin raised his head and stared at the radiance, and praised: "It's really beautiful." Gao Cheng took the opportunity to laugh at him: "Look at your stupidity." With shallow dimples, he said Happy New Year to the company commander.For a moment, Gaocheng seemed to be bewitched, and the pale face against the background of the fireworks made him unable to move his eyes away. Gaocheng couldn't help sighing in his heart, today, you are the one I finally found after searching thousands of times in the crowd.So he hugged him into his arms, and whispered in his ear: "I am very happy, today, thank you for your New Year's gift." Shi Jin was startled, and then his face flushed.